Outer Mongolia

Our dreams speak to us in a symbolic language of feelings. If we feel fear or resistance to some change in our life, that feeling can appear as a chase scene in a dream. When friends or family appear, it is often not so much about that person as it is about a feeling, in us, that our idea of them captures. To our spirit, which joins us here to be part of our journey, this planet can seem like Outer Mongolia. It can seem like some sort of punishment, compared to the freedom the spirit naturally could enjoy. But such feelings go against an understanding of what is really going on here: what is possible for us, as a spirit in a human body, is absolutely magical, and important, because we can help in the refinement of the universe itself. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I seem to remember more of an impression than all the details, but I know the first dream started out that I’m somewhere in a very large building with you, or some man, and it feels like I’ve entered a contest we’re really not eligible to enter. And we’re trying to do it in a way that’s not noticeable that we’ve done that.

And then somehow I go from there, and I’ve ended up in the wilds of something that feels almost like Mongolia, or China, in an area that’s still being run by this woman that, you know almost like going back in time, because things are run with a lot of the old manners. And I almost feel like I’ve crash landed there or something, because I don’t have any way of getting out on my own.

And when I first come to her attention I do the best to kind of look away, or act in a way, where I’m not as noticeable because I’m not sure how she’s going to respond to my being there. And I’m looking around at the Chinese people there; they’re almost Mongolian. I’m doing my best to kind of copy the mannerisms and fit in, even though I know I don’t look like them. And then I find out there’s some kind of a huge inspection coming, someone higher up that’s coming.

So I’m not sure what’s going to happen with me with that, so I’m kind of taking my cue from her, you know like she might want to do away with me to not have me be seen, but instead she kind of brings me to an area inside one of the buildings and kind of shows me where I should sit around a table, but also kind of teaching me a few manners, like looking away, or what I should be doing when people come through.

But then, somehow, I find myself entering some kind of a contest there, too, a contest in a sense of there’s like a drawing or something one could win. And winning that, just like before, could almost, you know, help me get somewhere else.

John: It’s better that this is a big factory or something, because what you portray is you’re portraying an overallness of yourself; you’re having to catch up with this energetic quality in manifestation.

And it’s kind of like you crash landed here, and so you have this overallness about you, in terms of your nature, and now you find yourself in this place. And you’re trying to actually make sense out of it all, in relationship to an overallness that you had about yourself somewhere, somehow, and now how are you to correlate that to being in this realm, or domain, of things?

And it’s almost as if there’s the abstraction, or distraction, that’s in place as well, so that you’re inclined to having to find out that the Outer Mongolia of yourself is actually this place. In other words, the sense is that you came from an overallness, a place of overallness, into something that’s a limited bifurcation, and that you’re having to contend with this as if it’s a confusion.

Well, the story of Adam and Eve actually has the same parallel, in a way, in that Adam and Eve found themselves naturally in, to begin with, the great, great overallness – providing that they didn’t partake of something, as if they could partake of it exclusively on their own. Because if they were to do that, that would be taking and hiding something, or attempting to hide something, from the greater overallness of their natural beingness.

And they chose to intrude, or take, and crash, or go into something like the apple or something, and then hide that, or try to hide with that, not realizing that what they were doing was shutting themselves off from the greater overallness, that was a total letting-go state, that was who they really are – who you really are.

You know, the big question, the big mystery here, is you’re in this greater overallness, then you come to the Outer Mongolia of things, which is manifestation, and then you try to go from manifestation out and back to the greater overallness. Now the big mystery is, why? Why do you do that? Well, you do that because you’re inclined to believe that in the Outer Mongolia of things there’s something missing.

However, if the Mongolia of things, that looks like a bifurcation, is actually a perfect reflection of the overallness that exists, but it’s for you to come to know how that is the case, it’s for you to be able to perceive that, to bring that together, as a wholeness in the overallness. And the bifurcation to come to realize that they have something to do with each other, in fact, they are actually one and the same.

Because if a human being is created in, as it’s said, God’s image, then the reflections that you go through are God’s image. And so if you realize what the reflections really are, then you’re realizing God. You’re bringing inner into outer. You’re creating a oneness.

Unfortunately, a human being doesn’t want to do that. They want to win the ticket back, as if it was a bad joke that they got shifted here. But they never really gave anything up, whatever that greater overallness of yourself is, that’s seen as a kind of factory, humongous quality like that, however and whatever that is, is here as well, is noticeable as well. And that maybe in manifestation it can seem like it has its absenteeism, avoidance, distraction, or abstraction quality, but that’s because one is not letting go to see how the reflections truly are.

It’s just like you can say that there is this mind, and this mind is a oneness, and yet this mind comes into manifestation, or the Outer Mongolia of things, and then that mind then now seems to be something perverse. It wanders this way, it wanders that way, it looks at this, it looks at that, and so it’s given an ironic term in which what the mind’s able to perceive is a very low thing. And it’s an abstraction from what is real. And yet in the fullness of the mind there is the coming together, there is the oneness. But in the identifications of the abstractions, of the quality that’s Outer Mongolia, you have a lot that you can say is haywire because you’re not accepting the reflections which are a perfect bifurcation.

In other words, it’s not like these reflections take and have a different story line going on from what is really at the essence of it all. They are reflections of something. They are perfectly designed dense mannerism reflection from which it all plays out, and from which you can more or less see what is transpiring in a way that you’re able to cope with it because you, as a reflection of a wholeness, are placed in a reflection of the wholeness, and the tease is: can you catch up with it, or do you have to blank out of here?

Now in the breath you are doing this. In other words, you’re going back to the wholeness, and then you’re coming back to the reflection in each breath, back and forth, back and forth, and when you’re in the fullest extent of the out-breath, which is away from that wholeness, it can seem like you are in need of trying to get back because something is missing. What’s missing is that in the reflection of the outer you do not repudiate that, you let go to it, and you find out that it then creates an integration back to a oneness, and back to a wholeness.

So the purpose of your dream is to show this quality of going back and forth, and back and forth, and back and forth, and for you to notice and identify with the fact that it’s not really a valid option for you to try to win the ticket from Mongolia back to this inner overallness, that you won the ticket from this overallness to come into Outer Mongolia for a reason – and that it’s all here, just like it was there.

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The Buffer

emotiIt is common sense to worry about one’s physical safety in the world today, knowing that the randomness of events can find us at any time. But we worry less about our inner safety, and our ability to maintain a location that allows us to navigate the emotions and intensity of what we are confronted by. Yet it is our inner safety and security, established by our adherence to our chosen values and principles, that can give us the strength to weather the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune. In the end, it is the only aspect we can control. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Then there’s an earlier dream in which I have been getting used to sipping the liquid inner contents from the bottom of a cup. In other words, you have a cup and there’s a little slit at the bottom, and you could suck the liquid through the bottom. I’ve been just doing it on one side,  drawing something down, so to speak, drawing it out through the bottom on one side. And then I realize I can shake the cup a little bit, and turn it around, and 180 degrees that whole area hasn’t been contended with, and I can suck the liquid out from there, too.

So this is an image of how you deal with the top down coming through. You have to deal with it on all sides and all ways. You know, you can’t just take and address one aspect of it. This is the initial dream. I just kind of sat there in a quandary to wonder what that meant. So that was what that initial dream was like.

You and I have decided to go record our dreams, and we’re going to do it in a quiet spot in the mall. And Leann is invited to join us – and she’s real excited to see what the heck we’re doing. So we have stepped over to try to find a spot, and she has stopped to get a cup of coffee or something. I guess thinking that that’s what she needs to bring herself into an acuity or something.

So suddenly we see her coming to join us, and I’m not sure how this will be in terms of this change in the environment, and the circumstances, because the energetic has shifted to include her and that brings in a different vibrational motif.

The question I have is, will I be able to flow under this change? I’m concerned at how the inflections will come through and if this will make it harder for me to read what is unfolding, because it’s one thing to go over the dreams, and it’s another thing… I actually get hit by things as I’m doing it, too.

So this is the main dream that I had, and it has a lot in it. In this sleep dream there is an attached room to a house that I have, that is like a buffer between the main house and the outside. See, I kind of included that in your dream because I recognized the parallel.

So in the main house is my family, and I am in the outer attached room talking to someone while a crowd gathers outside. The intent of the crowd is to break into this place. The place is fairly secure. It’s fortified and everything, but it can be broken into in this area first. The main house is protected unless this is broken into first – and it can be done if those forces try hard enough.

As the crowd seeks to break in, with each bit of success they have in ripping something away to get inside, they seem to get more and more intense. I leave the room, go into the main house, and I ask my wife where my gun is located. I tell her she needs to wake up and realize how dire this is.

In other words, she’s still in the stupor of everything being copasetic; she’s been protected on the inner plains of something where nothing like this goes on. You can hide from it all. I say to her, “We have about two minutes. You need to wake up right now. Also, is there a way we can lock the door to this outer room and buy a few more seconds?”

So what is going on is, in the meditation dream I am taking in other levels of inner beingness. Such access comes with a price, in terms of the outer counter reflective effect, unless I am able to integrate the inner into the outer. In this dream I have isolated my family off from the outer world. I have done it in an unnatural way, thinking I am protecting them. I have protected my family from a reflective dense outer, extricating them from the day-to-day exposure. In other words, I sit in this low-level of a type of power and control. I am in the buffer room, while they stay in an inner sanctum impervious to what is really going on.

Meaning: What the dream is saying is that unless the inner is integrated into the outer in a natural way that awakens the outer to a greater inner into outer integration, a breakdown in society is imminent. There is no way to protect against such a collapse. That may not make much sense for the parts of myself that have chosen to stay aloof and asleep, however. In other words, how am I even getting my wife to respond inside? It’s like a bunch of malarky. I mean she’s so used to everything she just doesn’t have the synapses to pop, jump to.

Answer: The need that exists is to bring into the outer the innerness to everything. There can be no secrets. The internet of everything unfolding into the outer requires that to occur consciously or the impending reverberations that will occur from the outer will be like a backlash that will affect the fabric of a perceived separation and personal security.

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A Set Trance

5322At one time or another, we all find ourselves developing set patterns, or operating only within our comfort zones. And, of course, we only learn and grow when we are stretching ourselves into new territories, where we almost always find that we have abilities and skills that we never imagined. It is just as easy to create such comfort zones on our spiritual path because the challenges of growth can be intimidating. It’s helpful, then, to know that we are actually designed to be able to enter into new domains and be able to handle them as we go. And the more we do it, the better we become at that process. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Well, I’m coming to realize that it seems that my meditation dreams are really, really difficult and peculiar to pull out because they seem so far away. And then when I come to bed it seems like the profoundness of what I dream, and my understanding of it, and how that opens up seems to be where the dynamic is at – as opposed to the meditation dream.

But if I didn’t have the meditation effect, to begin with if I wasn’t going into something like that, where you just come to bed, the dreams that I would have per se could only go so far because I wouldn’t have established a quality of a type of letting go that is possible in the meditation scenario, whereby something at a depth is able to probe, or go, even though my recognition of what that is about is extremely limited.

And so in a cause/effect kind of world, because that is so much different, it would seem that what I dream, and what I pull out in my dreams, is where the action is, but I know that if I didn’t do this other that the actions of the dreams would somehow or another get compromised because there would be a slow swallowing up, in terms of the outer dynamic effect upon things, and man’s need, the human need mannerism, that loves to take and just get by according to the lowest common denominator of relatability.

So I guess we’ll do our best with the meditation dream, and then show how the dreams, which seem to push something to another point, ensue. So to begin with, in the first meditation dream, I’m a woman who’s looking for a job in an organization with a lot of different departments and independent skills.

I’m a woman, and I have spoken with an interviewer in a company, and an interest has developed over what I have to offer. Now I used to work at this place. It is a very large kind of place that provides everything, and deals with everything, imaginable, and I’ve come in on the ground floor level to relate to this interviewer, and not realizing that whatever I’m doing with this interviewer permeates throughout everything.

And so I’m on the verge of leaving the building when the placement person says that there is an interest in hiring me for an independent agency in the organization. In other words, all I did was an interview, yet whatever I did seemed to permeate the whole place.

So I look up above and comment that I hope this isn’t the insurance department, that I had been at, because I notice that the interest is coming from the top floor area where ironically is the place, you know in this particular top floor area, is the place where I had worked before. So I had been with an employer, up above there, who was in insurance.

But that’s in the past and I have an interest that extends to a number of different ways, and things that I feel I need to contend with, so I am looking to make a change to accentuate another part of such a beingness.

To be of interest by the same person I have worked for before would not just be ironic, but it would also be counterproductive to how I need to unfold. I’m ready for another unfoldment adventure, but what comes up is a surprise to me: standing at the top of the stairway, looking down, trying to get a better look at what is to be hired, and what they are hiring, is a woman who is an accountant. I am surprised, but then I inflect inside and, even though I was looking at something slightly different inside, by inflecting inside I notice that I am able to do that.

And so basically what the dream is kind of indicating that one has to be careful in a process, and in an unfoldment, to not be selling themselves short by staying in the same motif – because then you fail to realize that there is more inside of yourself, that is going on, that needs to come out. And it’s too easy to get settled in to something that seems relevant, and significant, and not bring to bear what is more important.

And what is more important is a wholeness and overallness that’s inclusive, that takes in a mutability of a flow that can go through you, in that you are connected to everything. And that you can’t be annihilating things, and you need to be able to go to whatever level, in whatever way, and whatever means that there is, and break the stigma of any kind of set trance.

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