A Need to Proceed

opporteWe have been looking at all the ways we chase connections, or miss connections, or run from connections in dreams. These are all indicators of where we are in the process of letting something new from the inner arise and become a part of our lives. But sometimes a connection is only available for a moment, and that moment needs to be seized or it can be lost. In this dream, a brief pause loses an opportunity. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I start off already charged, so to speak, and am in a building in which there is a person who is making a public address, in other words is communicating, you know, to kind of an auditorium of people that are there, who have come for something in a connective nature way.

And he is there to disseminate and facilitate the intertwining of various orientations. Well, this speaker is located in kind of an area in what would be almost as if there’s a front area, and then there’s the auditorium, but behind him there are aisles and corridors and they connect to tables where people sit to eat. And behind that these corridors and aisles continue to various objects or orientations that need to be interconnected.

So I’m sitting in the auditorium, in the third row on the right-hand side, and I have no trouble being there because the inflection of the first dream propels me with ease to this, I clearly see what I seek, and it is located behind there in the back. It’s currently blocked off from direct access, but the means to get to this, to notice how I can appropriate a cart and go down, and how the aisle can be cleared from whatever it is that’s blocking it, and I can visualize that even though things are preoccupied I know how to change that.

And I also am kind of… because I can tell by the way people are sitting at tables up there and I can read their general mood and mannerism, I can’t see behind me. I don’t look behind me. I just know that what I seek, and what I can see up there, it’s a little blocked off, but I can see a means to get to it. I recognize it’s unusual, meaning rare, it’s not something you tend to find or recognize to be in common with others that are here. And so I feel that I’m in a position where things that are meant to be will find their course.

So the final link between myself and this object, which is an energetic thing, comes from a person who is directly facing everyone who is seated. In other words, that’s that person that like makes a public address or something, or tends to pull an overall orientation together, and the time has arrived where he asks: who would like additional information on the items behind him?

That orientation, or that information, actually disseminates those items. In other words, when you denote it, then that additional information is all you need as kind of the click point to where now the two come together.

So the hands go up, and I know that you just need to say something now and it will be. All kinds of hands go up, more than I had expected. In other words, there’s like a more general clarity than I realized, and yet then you have to flush that from the inner inflection into something that just breaks it through into life. And all I would have to say was the name of the company, or the object.

But I know that what it is that I seek to be rather rare and unique, in my opinion, so I pause thinking to let some of the more common items to get announced first. To my surprise, shock, and dismay someone on the other side of the auditorium, and more in the back, calls out that which I seek. And there’s only one of each, and he calls it out, and right at the very beginning. I almost said it, but then I paused. I could have, I knew it. And the announcer then hands him the packet of information that then links that, and connects that, and starts that process. There’s a bit of a stutter shock into my nature because everything was all laid out, and then I paused.

What is going on here, and the meaning of what is happening, is I am describing an outer maze in which connective links are blocked and veiled. I have visualized a means to open up what is needed. All that is needed is the okay, and this can happen.

Everything else is set in terms of the place, in terms of the visualization, and such. The only thing I do not know is the unfoldment timing. I think that, you know, you have more time or something, or that I can settle back and be more discreet, or whatever it is.

The dream is pointing out that I am hanging back thinking more general matters come first, but that is a stupidity. I don’t have that kind of discernment. Who am I to think I know? This is not yet for me.

In other words, when the connection is viable, and the means to read the connection is possible, I just simply need to proceed at the first opportunity and not think that, in a oneness, life will wait for me to step forward at my leisure.

The reason it’s like this is that the matrix is in constant flux, which is to say that the inflections occur via a greater inner will than I am able to access. I guess there was a tendency to forget that and, instead of acting forthwith, lose the understanding of how the meting out is to happen. I don’t know that, and that’s what makes things clumsy in terms of direct intertwining.

In this dream I am shown that where I am at in terms of the unfoldment process is not a secondary matter, like I am inclined to think. The way is direct and to the point in terms of connecting, opening up, and revealing what needs to be, in terms of life. The tendency to minimize this is foolhardy.

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A Direct Linkage

spiritual-energy-in-motionThere are many times when a dream image will show us looking for something or someone. In this example, what is being sought is the dreamer’s father and the car he drives. Yet that imagery is a representation of an inner connection that is trying to be made, a dance, almost, between two inner aspects that are working through what separates them. And sometimes the dream repeats, because a connection doesn’t come all at once. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, like I said, I’m a little frustrated because I had like four dreams, and the middle dream was actually a repeat dream, and after I’d gone over the dreams very carefully when I opened my eyes I lost the first and the fourth.

But in the middle dream, what it does is I’m in a large parking garage, has lots of floors to it. It’s got yellow walls and little compartments where cars are. And my dad and his car are somewhere in the parking garage.

So in both of the middle dreams, because it’s a repeat dream, I’m trying to locate my dad and his car together. And so the whole dream is about how I do that, and I’ll go in these little compartments. Well, they’re not quite compartments because every stall is marked more by a couple of pillars.

But it’s like I go in one and I try to find the car, and his car is kind of compact, and sometimes it’s even squished down. So I will do everything I can to locate him with his car. And both times I locate it, but sometimes I have help, and sometimes I don’t, from other people in the garage like sometimes it’s almost like the car is trying to get away from us, or I have trouble locating it, or sometimes people are helpful, or sometimes they aren’t.

And I think that’s why the dream repeated, but in both cases I find dad and his car.

John: Now the middle process for you is exhausting. And what is happening in the middle process is the inflection that comes from within, in terms of you being able to see that which is the imperative to a knowingness. Well, the inflection is the knowingness.

See, the middle is not difficult for me; I can see the middle straightaway. What I tend to miss is the beginning where you make the initial linkage. In your case, your indulgence and fervor and over-the-topism in the middle area has taken and made it awkward for you to have this direct linkage.

And so as you press and sort this out for yourself, it can be almost like energetically exhausting. In other words, it isn’t just simply there. It could have been just there, and then the last step would have been the matter of the timing and the will, which is a kind of masculine revelation, the timing.

The first step to cause you to come to grips with a quality of depth inside of yourself, for intertwining or revealing purposes, has to do with the inception which is based upon inflection. In other words, you catch the thread, you have caught the thread, the step that initiates something and sets something into the process. This enables you to be in the right place when something is able to come through for unfoldment purposes, when you’re able to see what needs to be seen.

I suspect that the first step and the last step are something that are natural for you, and that it’s the middle step… In other words, even though it’s unconscious, I suspect it just is more natural for you, that’s more natural for you to open up to, or to get, or to know. Even though the dream takes that away from you; your higher self gets that already. I suspect that is just right there if you quit a doingness, and a fluttering about, in terms of finding what it is that you need to see.

In this dream you reach a means to see something, but you don’t do it in an inclusive sense of the wholeness of the soul. You struggle too hard. You are caught in the mannerisms and the reflections of things and lost the inflection. And the inflection happens at the very beginning.

So, if you’re looking at what you’re talking about, you have that which kind of puts you on track of a process and, you might say, that’s a quality of some sort of spark within, that’s like an intuitive. And then you have the sorting out, the feeling out, the seeing that is the middle part, which is kind of a little bit more of a masculine orientation. It has to do with knowing what needs to be known – right there at your disposal.

And then the final step has to do with the disseminating of that into life, which is like a type of timing. And it’s a timing from the standpoint of the sensation orientation, that orients it out. And so you dreamt of the beginning, middle, rather, you didn’t dream of the beginning, didn’t need to dream of the beginning.

The middle area had enough obstacles in it so that the first image in the beginning and the end weren’t right there, the journey component of the middle occupied your attention, and was so loud that you didn’t see the beginning and the end that take you back into something that just quietly is there.

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A Gravity Condition

gravity_rxwsThere is the sentiment that we are a spiritual being having a human experience, and that is closer to the truth of things than the other way around. But it can be hard for us to see that, to acknowledge that, and that’s because we are as far as we can get from our spiritual core by being on a planet in a physical body. But that’s the whole point: if we begin here to work our way back to our spiritual home, the universe will have gained all that experience and knowledge of itself in the process. And that’s what it is trying to do. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So in this little side dream I had, it’s like I’m going to be coaching some girls, that look like about high school or college age, in a race they’re running. And so I’m talking to the main girl and explaining to her that the way this works is that there’s a special shoe she’s put on her feet. They kind of glow, and I wear a similar pair of shoes and that’s how we’ll communicate during the race.

I think she’s come back from one race, and we’ve gone into a locker room and she’s changing, or we’re getting ready, for something else. So I’m kind of going over again finding the shoes and how they’re going to work. And the other person that’s in there kind of collaborating with us, but he looks a little out of place in the girls’ locker room, is there’s a young Michael Jordan.

But he’s supporting us so, you know, I just ignore the fact that he looks a little odd in the girls’ locker room because we’re all focused on how it is that these shoes work, like if she wears one pair of shoes then we have the pair that coordinate with them.

John: In this dream, what you’re talking about is a type of focus and attention that has to do with a type of light, that has a certain speed to it, that can make a difference in terms of motion and movement – if there’s a such thing as motion or movement.

Yet this is how you are able to contend, or to cope, in terms of your beingness, in a place in which there are the abstractions. But you recognize an inner spark and you come to adopt a certain focus and attention in order to function. And what’s interesting is it’s almost as if you ask the question, or have the wonder inside, as to where this came from or what this is about.

In other words, you have to explain this to yourself as to why this makes all of the difference in the world, and thus you create the image of Michael Jordan, or a masculine counterpart of something that comes down directly with a kind of sightful clarity to make the difference. Otherwise, you’re in an amnesia in regards to why it is that there is this hidden spark that works. The Michael Jordan effect, or the masculine effect, is to a closeness to that which is able to awaken or more brightly illuminate the unfoldment.

The reason why you can’t throw away dreams that are peculiar like this is, what keeps dreams like this from happening is the indulgence of the synapses upon the gravity and momentum of things that affect us from a society that is rooted in senses and, as a consequence, densities and duality that are maintained as a consequence of the atmospheric condition that we’ve adopted, or accepted.

In other words, it’s almost like you’ve taken in a type of opium, or delusionary drug, by which you come to function and believe that everything that you do has to be oriented to a meaningfulness that is based upon an energetic magnetism gravity momentum. And it goes along and fits within this kind of superimposed atmosphere. And so when you function in life with that as the guiding principle, you function in a world of duality.

This principle, this atmosphere, an atmosphere in which there’s magnetism and gravity, an atmosphere in which there’s expansion and contraction, an atmosphere in which there is the sense of motion does not really exist except in this loci, which basically is another way of saying this planet, in which you have all of that constellated in its outward way – but you do not find it like this. You can’t find this replicated; no matter how much science looks, they cannot find this same sort of thing replicated in the rest of the cosmos.

And we are the universe inside of our heart; we’re made out of all that there is in the universe. And so this part of us that is in this very dense loci, that functions according to an atmosphere of gravity, when you have to relate entirely differently in the greater over body of our being to become all that there is, in terms of the universal context of God, of which we are God. But in this aspect of the whole, in this loci, there is the spell of gravity which causes appearances to not be what they would normally be in terms of empty space, or nothingness, thus the result is that we tend to identify with separation as if there is a separation.

Just like the gravity of things makes this unique from the rest of the way everything actually is in the cosmos, the same gravity effect upon us causes us to see things in duality, as a density, and the senses identifying like that then reach to what you would consider a lower-self being in which the way things are outside of this gravity condition are entirely different, and that that is our higher-self, or greater soul of it all, instead of this little loci kind of quality.

And that exists in a state in which there’s nothing going on, that everything is in an emptiness or a nothingness. Science can sense that there is something like this that is so because, when they look at the atoms and the structure of the human being, they realize that even though we see ourselves and conduct ourselves as if we are a density and that there is a world around us of substance, they see that there is a empty space, there’s more empty space inside of us, a huge amount of empty space. And that even though the atoms, that are considered the matter of us, seem infinite, that basically they are bounded and it’s like our way of seeing through the gravity causes this to have an appearance, but if you took that out that would be an empty space.

This is even true in terms of then just taking and going even finer and just taking an atom, and when you look, somehow or another you’re able to see an atom and you look into what it is composed of, it has a whole city within itself, or a mannerism inside of itself, that functions viably through the flow, or the overall quality, of its emptiness.

And, of course, that’s described in ways of electrons and protons and a magnetism that goes back and forth, and yet science in terms of understanding this realizes that to really understand this you need to have science progress more into the chemistry behind the neutron which has no charge.

So, little by little… but it’s because of the gravity of things, which causes the magnetism, which causes the sense of flow, we have the delusion. And so in your first dream when you come down and find yourself in the center of manifestation, like Denver is the center of this country, and you have at that point in time when you come down still an orientation to a centeredness of an innerness of yourself, you know how everything is intertwined and interconnected, and you call it the family herd or the family jewels.

However, you live in a world in which that can seem estranged because of the gravity that causes you to have an orientation into the outer, and adopt the characteristics and tools momentum, and that then takes you away from this place. This takes you to the south or, as it might be said, away from God. But everything is God, so how can you go away from God?

But you’re adopting the mind-boggling spellbinding elixir of the opium of the masses, which has to do with a gravity, or momentum, that keeps you estranged from how it is that you actually are as an overall existence in an empty space of nothingness.

So that’s what makes these things seem so mind-boggling because what one is talking about here is an aspect that defies the logic and the rational of a sense-oriented way of understanding and, therefore, repudiates the intertwined overallness that sits at the essence of your being.

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