John: At the beginning, everything is being readily given to me. Things are piled on and I just take it all for granted; I accept whatever is there and move on. Such a bounty of giving is intended to cause me to suddenly recognize who I am. I do not seem to get the hint. And then to set a contrast to that, I get kidnapped and subjected to pressure and threats that imply that I will be harmed or something dear to me will be hurt. Such shock treatment is designed to snap me out of my amnesia.
There is lots of energy in that and it gets my attention. Deep down, I realize that I’m never in any real danger because I can sense that there is a kind of bluff going on to try to elicit a response. And I get the sense that I am deemed too valuable to harm. In other words, what is happening is meant to cause something to come through and to come out. Very much like your recent dreams (see Dormant Energy, Something of Great Value, and The Longing). It’s that sense that what is needed is the link that makes the connection between the higher and the lower (in your dream it would have allowed you to easily find the shoes you needed).
Now in my basic state of amnesia, something still may be sensed, just like the feminine through her (higher) sexuality senses what is right, the masculine through a certain inner voice or feeling knows when this sort of thing is going on in the outer. It knows that there is something about it that has value – which is why my captors won’t really harm me – but it is still in a dormant state inside. The captors seem to be doing everything they can to cause it to come out or me to respond. They are getting more and more frustrated because everything they try to do, blackmail even, is not working. From what is happening around me, I can recognize that there is the anticipation that I will “get it.” Because I remain “dense,” my captors get infuriated.
So I am not willing to confess or to give in to this beingness that I need to be. Because the images are speeding up, there is concern and things get a little shaky. They even get panicky. Then suddenly there is a plane that crashes into the ground. It drives one wing into the ground right in front of me, yet I stay aloof and not quite responding. Even this great shock does not awaken me. I just slough it off as a close call and don’t quite get the deeper sense.
This whole dream scenario, first the generous giving, then the kidnapping, then the threats, and then the plane crash have all been orchestrated to awaken something in me. Unfortunately, in this whole attempt to rearrange things in the outer realm of the dream as a way to reach me, I realize that I have inadvertently been hurt. I do not really know how, perhaps it was in some benign way with the accident. The thing is, I just accept my fate again.
I remain alive, able to adapt to this change in the outer conditions, without any overt reaction. It has gotten my attention, which means that I do realize that there is something else going on. What is most interesting is the vibration of it all, because there is intensity and loudness in the environment that keeps events speeded up and animated. Something about that intensity is pushing me towards awareness; it has me peeking out from my denser place, hinting that I am still entrapped. Yet calmness holds things back.
This is where the “note” that I have spoken about comes in. That’s what is missing – that’s what can make these energetics come across. In each of these recent dreams, subtle things are going on each time to try to coax it out. A certain kind of note needs to be hit. Everybody really knows, deep inside, but if they choose to pretend, they are going to pretend. The note is what can change that; otherwise people will stay removed, just because “that’s how it is.” People are beginning to feel unable to function, and that’s because there is something missing in what compels everyone forward. Things are changing, and the note is what is needed to be part of that change.
What I’m trying to say is this: In the back and forth of things is a message that an awakening is to occur. The reverberations are there to manifest it into being. There is a speeding up with this, and shocks, which are at first gentle. Things are given to you in the hope that you might just get it, in which case it would merge naturally.
As things quicken further, the shocks will be greater – this is destined to happen. Great care has been taken to not harm or inadvertently contaminate that which is predestined. Because what I am speaking of is a potentiality, how it unfolds is not written. In other words, it is known that this vibration has to unfold, but its appearance in the outer is not yet determined. In that sense, everything is known and nothing is taken for granted, because the outer manifestation is only a reflection of the inner vibration.
So the right note has to be hit and, until it is, the manifestation will not happen. The dream as it presently exists in life is meant to change. The events that occur are meant to jostle things into awakening, not to cause the change per se. It does not work that way, because we don’t know how to do it with our minds. It’s the vibration that does it.
I would say this is true for my dream, and for the world also.