All Together Now

John: In yesterday’s post (see The Surrender Process) we got a great window into how a dream sequence can portray an opening to deeper levels inside.

The imagery first showed you receiving something (a car and a house) and then showed your desire to give it away. When you realized that there might be real value in the house, you felt a momentary urge to keep it. Instead, you reconfirmed your desire to give it away to a young man – representing an innocent masculine aspect of you. By letting go you opened up to greater depth and knowing, which appeared in the dream in the form of an old Chinese man.

At one point you became interested in “what will happen next,” because the old man had made an offer to purchase the house from the boy and, even though it’s a low price, the boy may not be able to afford all the renovation the house will require.

Your concern is that the boy will be overwhelmed. This speaks of the innocent masculine aspect recognizing that what had been lying dormant, until you started letting go (and giving away), is just enormous, in terms of creation. This process is grounding the masculine inside you.

So you embark on this process, which causes even more to come to your attention. You’re wondering how it’s going to work because it’s a little overwhelming and then you somehow seem to reconcile or merge with the young boy and the old man because now the greater wholeness of you is able to look at this as an actionable aspect of your being.

You’re trying to sort it out in few ways. One, it’s shiny (the floor). That’s interesting. It’s been polished. But two, it’s tacky, which means it can overwhelm you. If you’re not careful, you could get stuck in some way. Three, there seem to be spots where you can move in this room where it’s neither tacky nor shiny, but at least you can stand there.

What you’re describing is a dream that is taking you up to a point where, depending on how you respond, something further can be revealed or open up. So you have made the journey to the house and confirmed your intention to give it away. Then you have to contend with a part of yourself that’s still a little sticky, and yet shiny, and how does that work?

In other words, how do you move about in this greater depth? You’re still trying to sort that out. There are places you can stand where it’s not so sticky while you take in the greater revealing that you’ve made available.

What you’re not talking about is the house and car that you already have as a wholeness inside you. Part of your process now involves Creation, but Creation from the standpoint of facilitating something that comes down. And that which comes down is of the masculine seed energy.

So you’re accepting of that. You’re giving something to that, so that more can happen. And you’re realizing that you have to let go as the young boy is now seen with a lot of treasure around him and upon letting go you come to the more ancient part of yourself, the greater depth inside.

When you bring those two together (the young masculine and the ancient masculine), it’s not quite right yet. You’re a bit stunned to see all that had been held hidden in your unconscious. You’re at a point where what you had given away, or forgiven, in you, in order to drop some inhibition, leads to the awareness that this new shift is all a part of you.

Said another way, you’re not too far from taking this and seeing that it’s actually part of the original house and car you already have. It seems at first like something outside of yourself (on this inner energetic level), but now you’re seeing a memory that’s pulling this back together into the wholeness of your being. It’s still got a few sticky spots, which shows that there’s more work to do before you can take full responsibility for this true wholeness, a wholeness where the masculine and feminine come together.

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