The Fix Is In

In these dreams, Jeane and John gain similar insights, but their approaches and conclusions differ, affected by the perspectives of the feminine and masculine viewpoints. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In my first dream it feels like I’m at the back of a large audience, seated in some kind of a theater, and they want to demonstrate what they do when someone has an emergency.

So they use me for that, and it feels like they take me to the very back and put this long green robe around me. It’s like a dark green, velvet robe that goes all the way to the floor and then they give me a little vial of pills, and so that’s what they have when someone has an emergency what they are going to do.

And so the robe is a lot prettier than I thought. I’m kind of surprised that’s what they have just for something they’ve thrown together.

Then it feels like I’m no longer wearing the dark green robe, but I’m going down a street in my hometown carrying the pills. The pills that are supposed to be for an emergency. And there’s a woman who’s having an emergency, and this time I’m taking the pills to her.

I have to stop for a minute, maybe I’d spilled some and I’m gathering them up, and so what I notice is that even though they’re all supposed to be the same medicine, they’re different sizes and shapes, but I realize that’s because this is what they’ve thrown together as an emergency contingent, so I guess even though it’s the same medicine it doesn’t all look the same.

And I’m taking it to that person, and I’ll only be able to give them a few because it’s just for emergency. It’s for that day or the next day until they get back to their regular routine.

John: This dream portrays the answer to the problem that I describe in my dream. In other words, the masculine is able to bring a clarity down to see things, but that doesn’t mean that the masculine, just because it sees it, is the best one for fixing it.

And of course as I’m seeing this, the conclusion I’m drawing is that, it is what it is, that I can’t necessarily change it, I can look at it, I can perceive it to be what it is, and it’s at a depth and at a level that to try to change it or to try to alter it or whatever would probably create more problems than anything else and it’s better to just leave it alone, kind of make a mental note of it or something like that, realizing that everything has its conditions and its situations and circumstances and mannerisms and these things change very, very slowly and so that’s just how it is.

And in your dream, what you’re dreaming is that… and of course I’m able to look at the problem on very subtle levels plus also on big levels that affect in the outer and everything too as well as things that just affect the microcosm, and in every instance it’s like the force of what’s going on is not really even on the microcosmic level we are subtle, and on the macrocosmic level where it seems overt and all of it can be felt in the bones.

It’s not something that you can readily do anything about because it’s not like it’s readily recognized even by those involved, for it to be what it is, and so all I can do is report it. I can make a report on it.

But in your particular case, your dream is all about fixing it. Your dream is all about where you take and you get the impression of something that needs to be dealt with, and you know how to fix it.

I’m always nervous about you having to try to fix things because when you do try to fix things, or go about dealing with something, it’s like whenever something is identified as an issue for you, or whenever you come around to realizing it’s an issue, you kind of zoom in on it and plod away at doing that.
You do that in everything that you do, in the way that you feel that you have to cook or make cookies, everything you do. Once you zoom in on something that has to be done, you go ahead and you proceed to do that, and hopefully not too obsessively.

I guess that’s how I always kind of wonder whether you might be getting a little over the top at times in terms of whatever you think your responsibility or your duty is, but you seem to have a good self-corrective mechanism too, so it’s just me and my having to evaluate everything in detail kind of motif of the masculine because it all seems to be just fine.

Well, I’m saying that in advance in relationship to as you put this together in terms of how my dream comes across because your dream basically indicates that you’re stationed, that you’re more or less sitting in a station, or a spot, which is like a station, in which things are happening and you’re positioned in a way so that you can deal with those things, you know how to deal with those things, you have the pills or the tool chest.

You have the robe on, meaning that you’re holding a station and you have at your disposal the ability to do something from that station, which is the pills. And you wouldn’t be doing that, sitting in that station, you wouldn’t be sitting with those pills, if you didn’t know kind of how to conduct yourself in this sort of way.

So, now you want to know what the problem is? And it’s only a problem from the masculine’s perspective. None of these problems are problems really. It’s just kind of how things are in the subtle energetic of life. And they’re there so that a conscious way to shift and shape things can happen.

In this dream I’m asleep in a vacation cabin that is a cabin that’s owned by this friend of mine, and he’s had to leave or go somewhere. So his wife is behind, and I’m in a bed, and she’s in a bed, and there might be another person that’s passed out that’s in the cabin too.

And outside of this place is a guy that’s supposed to take care of the outer and make sure everything is secure. Apparently there are wild animals or dangerous animals crawling around and him safeguarding from the outside kind of keeps this sort of stuff at bay, so he represents a raw energy of things.

Well, he comes into the house and obviously concludes that the other guy is passed out and he assumes that I’m probably in the same condition, but I’m pretending to be more asleep than I am. And the woman is kind of awake but she doesn’t seem to, because he’s under the employ of her husband, doesn’t see that there’s any problem, and so she even kind of talks to him a bit and what he does is completely inappropriate.

He starts going through the drawers and looking for this, that, and the other and she doesn’t seem to be at all alarmed about it, but I could tell what he’s doing. He’s looking for something to steal, and he thinks that he has total control of the situation, that I’m checked out, and she’s naïve.

And so I kind of lay there just seeing how far this is going to go. Now, this part I don’t remember what happened that came up and took him under, arrested him so to speak, in terms of jumping up and doing something, but what I do remember is the effect of whatever was done. And it’s now morning, that part is a skip in the dream.

The woman thinks that I’ve gone too far, and I say to her, “If I hadn’t done what I did and stopped him, you wouldn’t be alive today.” She just doesn’t get it. What I know is that he would have either found something to steal, and then would have had to kill her so that there would be no one that could report on him, or if he didn’t find anything to steal there was nothing to keep him from taking advantage of her.

And so what I assume and see and believe what happened is if he hadn’t stolen something he could have done whatever he wanted to do thinking that I was passed out and no one was there to be attentive, and then kill them.

So it seems that I’m the only one who realizes how treacherous and dangerous this guy is, in his intent when he came inside. When he was on the outside in the outer was one thing, but when he tried to come to the inside of the thing to the subtler energies of things, it was too much for him.

The dream ends where we have traveled, I mean he’s been a prisoner and we’ve traveled to another place and I am probably the guy that had been drunk before or who knows. Anyway, another person are in the basement of this house and we have this guy down there in the basement, and the time has come when he needs to be brought to the top, brought out, you know basically, I suspect, turned over to the authorities or you know.

This other person says that it’s okay that I can go upstairs because he can handle this guy and he’ll bring him up in a minute, but I know better, and I say to him, “We need to both bring this guy up.”

The thing is again this is another scenario in which I can tell this thief is laying back down acting as if he’s been subdued, but if he rises up and attempts to escape he’ll overpower this guy. It’s going to take the both of us to bring him up.

The simple meaning of the dream is the dream is saying that there is a raw energy that is not well understood, by other parts in myself anyway, that’s less aware, and as a consequence, because there’s a letting off or not being attentive in that regard, something is about to rise up and destroy what exists.

And this raw energy is supposed to be taking care of the external state of affairs, but has gotten out of control and has invaded a situation, or entered the house, and is seeking to take over. This raw energy is of the opinion that there is nothing that can be done to stop it from having its way.

In other words, from what it sees it thinks it has the situation scoped out and if it acts out or is allowed to fully act out, its mannerism is such as it will destroy the fabric of what exists, as it sees things.

In the dream I am the only one who realizes how dicey this has gotten, in other words, that more conscious part of myself can sense this stuff going on. But then there’s the feminine part that’s naïve, and then there’s the other part that’s checked out, and then there’s also the part that’s kind of seeing how far it will go before it suddenly springs to life and acts.

I guess you might say that fortunately there’s a more conscious side that understands this raw energy and what it is capable of doing, which knows how to handle it, and things have progressed to the point where it is now time to bring this raw energy into the light of day because it’s being now brought up from down below.

Of course this is kundalini energy and you have to work with that. You don’t take and snuff it or stamp it or repress it or, you have to work with it. With a teacher for example every time it sees a student act up, the teacher realizes that this is raw energy and that the teacher has to figure out how to play with that, how to work with that. Maybe there’s a point where enough is enough, or in the case this guy was arrested by us, but at the same time you play with that raw energy. You don’t obliterate it.

How does this apply? I can see how in present life, in existence now, that there’s an energetic quality jeopardizing the current scenario. I can feel it. I have yet to put my feelings directly upon it.

But you’re naïve in terms of it and you’re being blindsided, not necessarily are you naïve. You know how to fix it, see that’s my summation as I would see it looking at it strictly from the masculine, but you have the sense. I mean, it’s not like you’re totally naïve, right, but it’s just how the masculine sees it.

I believe it has to do with her dad in a subtle way and I also believe that this is a hidden energetic he harbors. I believe that it has something to do with the past, how he sees her in relationship to his ex-wife, your mother.

I also believe you unconsciously feed into it by not seeing it and is therefore allowing it to become a greater uneasiness. That part I don’t think is true after your dream.

On the surface I am of the opinion that this is manageable because I am able to see it. What I’m talking about is an example of this blindside. A bigger micro example has to do with a tenuousness that is brought on in society by the economics of things, the politics of things, even the way the sports energy flies around.

Those associations, and way of life images, have their way of anesthetizing and afflicting things in the fabric in life that keeps things kind of destabilized, keeps things kind of numb or dull. Not seeing these forces for what they are tends to undermine existence, or the flow in the outer, of the status quo.

This in turn affects the way I relate, in that the tendency is to remain asleep. In other words because you’re hit with this and you kind of want it to go – you think that it all runs its course, given passage of time – and of course that is the course of least resistance.

This is also the course that little by little leads to a tearing down of a state of order and balance in the Whole. In other words, that’s going on, you’re seeing it. What I’m doing is reporting that I can’t do anything about it, but you’re reporting that you can. On some level you have the robes, the state, and you have the pills to do it.

And then I wrote a part that is this dilemma. I am seeing this from a point within that is able to sense the way the energy is slowly unfolding, but that doesn’t mean that this is something that is able to or going to change, nor am I going to change it.

Anything I might do or even talk about or even anything, I live with it. It’s kind of like an awkwardness that just has to be. It actually has a useful purpose behind it, too. It’s part of the sharpening of a consciousness. It’s part of the awakening process to go through it.

For the masculine it’s a type of longing, it’s a type of thing that on the flip side and the blindside is the hearkening to something that eventually is able to come through. I don’t know what you call that. You wouldn’t call that longing, but it is part of the process nevertheless, and so you don’t take and slam it in any direct regard because then that hurts something.

There’s a quality in there that’s wonderful as well, even though one can look at it as out of balance or bizarre or something. It’s there for a reason and it has its importance, and if you do something to change it you will affect the psyche of life, or your dad, or whatever. So I can’t do anything about it; I just know that that’s what would happen.

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