Today, we continue the examination of Jeane’s dream yesterday (see Disturbing the Peace), where she had to navigate an earthquake while taking a run. When our inner energies become speeded up, through spiritual development, we begin to have an effect on people, and the world, around us. With this comes the responsibility to contain what is being given. For Jeane, that requires a balance of the masculine and feminine energies in her. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: It is a very, very, very loud dream and what we both have in common is we each have some part of us that is out of control, or out of balance. For you, it’s just portrayed as kind of a laid out scenario, and you have more of a side of you that things are just like that, even though you don’t realize that they’re just like that.
A part of you is showing that you’re like that by the way you’re racing now. You’ve been racing quite a bit for the last week or so. There’s a part of you that’s been racing. It’s almost as if something broke through, or happened, or was a relief, and it’s somewhat associated with going over and seeing your dad, and maybe getting the relief of that. Something unleashed in a greater way than what you normally carry.
There’s something about your demeanor now that actually sets in motion something that can set off kind of a bit of an earthquake or rockslide around you. You set this off though, not by way of venting, not by way of something that you do which is negative, or I should say lower energy vibration or something.
You don’t set it off that way. You’re setting it off by being over the top, in other words by somehow or another not conducting yourself in cohesion with the environment around you. In other words, not absorbing or taking into account, fully taking into the account the environment around you at the same time that you have this quality racing out inside of you.
You have to have that there too, and if you don’t have that there then you are losing the energetic container of the feminine quality of things. And some part of you sees you as doing that, and so it has you trying to accentuate that feminine quality by trying to bring something like that into a greater depth of manifestation by the relationship you’re having with another woman.
In other words, to bring that feminine trait back, because something raced right by it with the breakthrough of something that occurred, which felt wonderful, and gave you a certain degree of sense of freedom and whatnot. But that sense of energy has to be used in conjunction with a balance that is simultaneously correspondent to the way you’re able to hold onto a quality of the Whole.
And you raced out, didn’t maintain that certain quality that holds onto something in the Whole, thus you had rockslides and disruptions. But the dream also indicates that this is a step in the process too, because by first of all going to one extreme and then coming back to the other extreme, you have somewhat restored things back into a quasi cadence so that you could then have the focus and see the father again.
Jeane: I was wearing silver, a silver color, too.
John: Yes, it was very catalytic. That’s a very catalytic dream, but this is not around and around kind of dream. This is a pretty intense dream. This is not being milked out in any kind of soft cadence way. This whole thing is full of disruption and things that disrupt, disrupt the whole psyche of, not just your being, but the being of the world.
And of course it’s actually a dream in creation, as if you are disrupting the being of creation, of which you’re a component, and somehow or another you’re out of twang with that, and thus the commotion. But it is the extreme and usually what happens as a person progresses very, very slowly so that everything is accommodated within the schematic of the Whole, and so not much goes on that has any real power or effect upon things.
But now what you’re doing, you carry a part inside of you where you could suddenly hit access or breakthroughs that, as they come across, they’re louder, they’re more dynamic in their effect, and they can actually disturb things and you don’t mean to disturb anything.
In other words, this greater acuity that you develop, that gave you a greater sense and euphoria to lurch and launch about with, wasn’t intentional that all of a sudden this would be too much for creation, it just was. And then a type of remorse, or reaction, which followed that, where you then had to come back into creation to go to the other extreme in creation, however great that could be, in order to catch up with being able to absorb and handle all of this, that was reflected with this relationship with the other woman.
What you’re doing is you’re testing the polarities of up and down, inner, outer, expansion, and contraction. The thing that is missing, the one thing that is out of twang, the loudest thing that’s out of twang, is the timing. In other words, something breaks through and you have the sense of freedom.
You had missed something before, as part of this breaking through, and as a consequence of that it’s out of sequence, it’s out of timing, it’s out of linkage, and then that then sets in motion something again that is the rock slide, and the earthquake, and all of that, which is also operating as if on another channel.
In other words, it’s not within keeping and correspondence to a part of you that has made a breakthrough. It’s as if it’s on another channel, but affected by what you had done on your breakthrough.
And so then when you see that, it’s as if you then go to another level or channel, inside of yourself, to try to pull it back together again with the feminine. And then after doing that to an extreme, you then somehow or another end up with what, a kind of equilibrium where you can go out and find the father?
It works that way, interestingly, but it’s not a very comfortable way of doing it. It’s nicer to kind of go about this where, like I say, it’s all kind of accommodated and you really don’t have the capability of throwing things so awry.
It’s also pointing out that you’re at a level of understanding, and depth, energetically inside of yourself so that you have to maintain good boundary controls.
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