In a Trance

IMG_32Here is a dream that has Jeane confronting one of the most difficult issues in a spiritual journey: letting go of the idea that what happens in life is personal to us. Yes, it may happen to us personally, but in the end, those events don’t matter. What does matter is, how can we let go of our idea of personal identity and merge with the Wholeness of creation? (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I just pulled out my last dream. I was pretty tired after a long drive.

In that dream it’s like there’s a man who runs his own business, and there are actually two women he’s seeing, one who’s kind of helping him in the business, but doing so from a sense of a little insecurity and trying to establish her place, maybe even get him to marry her, and there’s another woman who comes in and it feels like she’s kind of his shadow, with a similar dynamic but maybe not as much power. 

I seem to come on the scene and the other woman had been hoping the man would marry her, but I know the man and I will be married. But meanwhile it’s like at first she’s trying to keep me out some by kind of making statements like, I don’t really even understand the quarterlies – and she’s right in a way. 

I mean, I can come in and I can look at the quarterlies and stuff at some point, but there hasn’t been any reason to do that. The man wants me to come in the office and scratch his back while they’re meeting, and I think that’s presumptuous. 

I think I do it, but I’m annoyed, and I just see all of this chaos going on and how we’re relating and it feels like then I feel like have to kind of suck it up and start establishing some order there, because sometimes an old pattern would be to take a feminine like that and kick her out, but on the other hand she has worked in the business, and she’s done something, so even if I establish my place there should be a place for her, too. 

It’s just going to be a bit of work, for sure, and there are little things they’re doing to sabotage me now and then that I have to be aware of and sidestep. And then the man’s being, the masculine’s being kind of presumptuous and I have to do something about that, too, so it just feels like my dream included a lot of work.

John: Well, for some strange reason you make some sort of bigger deal than you’re supposed to, and you need to quit doing that – in terms of appearances, or a type of indulgence.

It’s almost as if you make something out of that as if it means something else, and whatever you do in terms of that, if you’re not careful, you orient your life around that, and that limits who you are, and that precludes you from being free, because then your energetic gets subordinate to the characteristics and qualities of such a nature that you are holding and projecting as a type of aliveness that will make your life meaningful.

Well, the thing of it is, is in the dream you are finding yourself nauseated by that. And it’s as if maybe you’ve spent your lifetimes doing something like this, and you now know that this sort of supporting of something, for a particular kind of well being, demeans a greater trait inside of yourself that can just come out and do something on its own for what it is.

And so you’re coming to recognize, you’re coming to look at the components of what you had always done in relationship to this other part that has its own sense, from which is emerging some sense on its own, to take on a dynamic that is who you really are, that you’ve never given yourself quite the permission to do because you have kept yourself in some sort of subjective conceptualization in terms of what would, and needed, to ultimately unfold.

And now you realize – the heck with those notions or ideas. That just keeps you in some sort of trance. And that you can take and, for a change of pace, drop all of that because of the nausea you see all around you in terms of things like that, and then it’s as if as soon as that drops away a whole other dimension, or dynamic, is able to open up in terms of how you’re able to live.

Isn’t that interesting?

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A Shared Essence

_dualityThe recent theme continues as John has dream images that bring to the forefront the need to see the interconnectivity between all things. As humans we get caught in the idea that we are separate and that we live in a world of dualities. Yet that is an illusion caused by our egocentric view of life.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In my meditation dream, I’m contending with having a sense about things, but I’m not dwelling upon it to such a degree that it brings on a direct catastrophe. In other words, one could feel something in their bones.

What this dream is meant to do, and what this impression is meant to do, is it’s meant to show that I go about, and I’ve kind of known this as a limitation but have never come back to have to face this, in that I absorb things and in the absorbing of things I’m mutable in that regard, and can become overly indulged in what it is that I pick up.

And when I get like that the reverberation inside has a whole catastrophic-ness that I can feel, and the key is, then, whatever that is that’s a catastrophe that’s unfolding, I get swept in with it. And the key is to recognize how to shift from that, because there are other folds in life that are occurring.

And yet this is an aspect of a type of time that is also unfolding, and I can unfold in a different fold. So to do that, I have to recognize that even though the energetic in life, and these energetics bring on a particular disaster as a kind of vibration, the fact that the outer is able to hold up is a bit to my surprise.

Which means I’m catching on to something that is shifting, but the outer is holding up so there’s something more that’s going on. I then make note of where my energy has been lately, and seem to agree I am lucky that I didn’t get absorbed by this because I’m feeling it, and yet I’m recognizing something more is awakening.

And it’s easy to get caught in the dominant effect and then you lose a certain succinctness, in terms of being in tune with the change in the world that operates in its own succinct, straight-away fashion – and you’re able to go with that. In other words, there are all these planes upon planes upon planes, just seeing that of the universe, and we think some little hiccup and we dwell on it – again, it’s just a tiny, tiny variable.

So this evolves into the dream in which there were two long objects, and these objects each had three parts to them. And the degree to which I could intertwine, because normally I can’t intertwine because I look at things too literally and then that creates the catastrophe of things when you look at it too literally because then you mutate to the environment that is around you and you’re affected by it.

In this dream I had developed something that had finally emerged a little bit distinct from all of that and, as a consequence of it being distinct, I have the ability to flow over these two objects and make them in harmony again. 

And because one of them required more of a process than the other, or was dusty or dirtier than the other, in order to do both of them in the same timely fashion, to pull them both together in the same timely fashion, I took the ones that were faster, the parts that were faster, or the component in my energy would be slowed down more by some feature. 

So I took one that was three parts, and then I took one part out of the second object and I could take and go over them in the same time sequence, even though I was covering four parts of one in the third object, and then two-thirds of another object. 

And the amount of dust or debris or dirtiness that existed in the second object slowed me down with the energy, and I was able, though, to bring both of those into a quality at the same time. In other words, this is like a type of musical aliveness quality. So I can handle the same amount that way, and I had to go over the two objects in this way given the auric heart quality I embody for transmission purposes.

So the theme of the dream, the schematic of this thing, is a way of connecting with something in an interconnected way, so that you don’t go along always seeing yourself in a dualistic nature. And as long as you see yourself in a dualistic nature, you don’t see the non-dualistic quality of the interconnection. 

And we each carry a clarity of focus and a naturalness that is in sync with some aspect of life to some degree. And what I was describing was a state and condition in life that I am able to maintain a corresponding vibrational cadence with, in that I am able to touch, and therefore alter, or change, or purify, or however you want to say that, absorb that into a working reflective flow.

In other words, it’s intertwined. It’s no longer separate. And we each carry a heartfelt vibrational note that permeates into creation and this vibration is able to affect life by awakening an intertwined aliveness. 

The sequence, pace, time, and mannerism is what we come to find as a shared essence – when we leave the images of being separate that keep us from seeing the connectivity. What I am describing is an access that is not possible until there is the recognition that things twine together.

And therefore, without that recognition, you also can’t affect things because you always do something in kind of a self-mode way that is separate, as opposed to something that links and flows in relationship to a greater and greater Whole.

And for each of us it is different, in terms of what it is, and how it is that one comes to notice this characteristic or this trait. In my instance, I have been awakened and quickened to a way of being that connects to the heart in a certain way that I seek to resonate with, and to the degree that I am able to catch up with this, I am able to radiate out from what had been an insular awareness.

I’m talking about a quality of the heart that is conscious to an interconnectivity having taken and transformed the focus upon one’s ego-oriented, separate self, to the coinciding sameness hidden in creation seeking to wake up in this natural overall beingness.

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Cosmic Connection

the-cosmos-crown-jewels-1-angelina-vickThe current fascination with zombies is interesting because, from the perspective of many spiritual paths, most humans today are considered to be asleep, or unawakened – and not unlike zombies when it comes to fulfilling their human purpose. In Jeane’s dream, the imagery points out that there is an aspect of this in our insistence in seeing everything as separate: if we aren’t intertwined with everything, we are like zombies – dead to the universe around us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The dream I remember, I had gone into the mountains, and I’d actually hiked up to a place where there must have been a lake or something that came in, and it was big enough that there was an inlet and there was something like a cruise ship there. It was a pretty big white ship that was docked. 

And it feels like what I’m trying to do is get people that I know, or I mean, not that I know in the outer world, but just people that I have identified as okay, or people anyway, gathered up and on like the top deck of the ship, or the top floors. Because I’ve realized that some of the people on the ground have become zombies, and they’re going to attack if you stay down there with them.

And some of the people don’t realize other people are zombies, because they haven’t seen them change and attack them, so I just try to get them to take my word. And then, as I kind of get some of them to come up on the top level, because we may have to fight to keep the zombies out, I have to check to make sure they haven’t been bitten or something so they’re not going to turn into a zombie too, which is kind of sad if they have been bitten.

And I’m just trying to get everybody safe onto those first couple of levels and keep the zombies out. That’s all I remember of the dream.

John: It’s an interesting influence this conference is seeming to have on you, in that the key image, that also portrayed what you were doing, was that you were going up high somewhere where there was a white boat on a lake, right?

Huge sailing ship that you normally would find on the ocean, right?

Jeane: Yeah, like a cruise ship, not a sailing ship, but a cruise ship.

John: A cruise ship, but you do not find those…

Jeane: I know. It must be a big lake.

John: Actually, it’s a shifted dream, and at that particular point there are people that have a certain quality or cadence that is easy to relate to, that’s easy to contend with, because they have a proximity to something that has opened them up in a particular way.

And those who are opened up, or have that access in a particular way, or another way of saying it is, the access that you have inside of yourself that is in a particular way, you could even say that the use of certain shamanistic abilities is an access that works in this particular way, which can get compromised for lack of inner strength. It can get compromised when you see that as separate from everything else.

And when you see things as separate, they are in a zombie-like condition. How can they ever change if they are viewed, recognized, and treated as separate? They can’t change. So, first comes the quality of opening up a recognition to an ability to see that you actually twine, and link, and connect to something so much greater, that’s inside of yourself, which was unknown as a type of linkage and connection – but you have a gap.

In other words, you have a huge cruise ship on a mountain lake. It doesn’t belong there. It belongs on the ocean. You have things that are found there at a high level inside yourself, but they are distinct from the condition of everybody else. Everybody else in comparison is a zombie.

You have to screen those out that are going to affect you in a particular way, because they can compromise what it is that you’re opening up and aspiring to within. There are multiple ways of looking at the dream, but in keeping with kind of the theme, you have to develop a way of seeing that is more than a seeing, it’s a merging, it’s an intertwining, it comes through and recognizes a principle of your overallness inside of others.

And when you do that, that breaks the zombie trait. But if you do not do that, then the reflection of separation continues, and the zombie-like quality continues, and this level of seeing and knowing can’t emerge.

So when it’s in its infantile stages, all that a teacher can do is to try to tell you to be attentive, to look, to take responsibility for everything that exists, because you are guilty in some capacity. If it’s the oil problem, it’s because you also use oil so, in the degree that you’re connected to everybody, that connection goes all the way to the point of mannerisms and attitudes that led to the oil spill, to the unconsciousness in that in terms of an attitude.

And if you shield yourself out from those people, they remain zombies, but you also remain asleep to that intertwining. The key is to recognize how it comes together.

Well, this is like a dream, too, that could have been easily influenced by the depth of the movie in which the movie portrayed how everything is, in a way, cellularly correlated, how 99% of the synaptic responses in a chimpanzee are the same as in a human.

But who knows that, who can do that? And it shows nature doing what nature does in terms of a type of quality, and yet we don’t necessarily really recognize behind that what is even more significant, which is how it works in harmony, how it creates linkages, too, and how it doesn’t necessarily flow with the dominant survival thing. 

It flows with some kind of, like what causes the birds to undulate the way they undulate in the sky, or the deer to suddenly move to the watering hole. It’s not the big buck that leads the way. And in observing cows, I’ve seen the same thing. There is a dominant trait, and that dominant trait leads the way and it comes from, usually, an old female cow. The bull follows. He may provide protection but he does it almost in a rear guard way.

I have seen it amongst chickens. There is a certain quality of preened dominant hens that kind of race about, and the rooster pays attention to things, notices what’s flying in the sky, clucks in a particular way that gives off warning signals. And when food is thrown out will help others identify its location to recognize it – before he feeds. He’s the last that will feed. He makes sure everybody is paying attention first. His role is one of paying attention to what’s in the sky.

See the thing is also influenced by the planetarium effect that shows just how humongous everything is, and it’s all alive and communicates in its own way. It may not have an aliveness and a denseness that’s suited in a certain way like planet earth is suited, but it is emitting something all the time. And it is a form of time that it is emitting, even if that time has died and is millions of years old, but has the substance of that in which it comes, the light from which that comes, the substance effect is no more.

And that this has something to do with time, and this has something to do with an awareness and connection that we have that’s cosmic. And that we’re set, as a clock, to that sort of thing. There’s something in the cosmos. 

And so you were dreaming the distinction between zombies and another kind of similitude awareness, as to the degree to which it had opened up towards you, for you, and you also have to reconcile the difference of a cruise ship in the mountains and how that can go, transmute, all the way to the ocean.

It does that when it recognizes that the zombie is not a threat, otherwise it would stay up in the mountains. But it can come all the way down, and the zombie is not a threat because there’s a way of seeing something in that.

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