Archive for January, 2014

an energy-0This dream image follows Jeane’s last dream (see An Empty Feeling) and continues her search for a certain connection. Here, she is shown an even more specific area of connection – that of people. And, as John explains, that type of connection is one of the ways a shift can be made on an inner level. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In this next dream initially, I think I’m a male professor at a college. Initially I’m just observing as young women come in and they’re matching up with roommates and going to find places where they live.

I myself have some kind of assignment I have to do. I think I’m a little disappointed in the assignment or however it’s done – it doesn’t feel complete enough for me, yet. 

In that dream, I also switch for a little while and I’m a young woman watching people who were at that college before, the same ones I observed before. It’s almost like the year must have ended and they’ve come back, but now some of them can’t find the same roommates that they found before.

In other words, some people have hooked up again with the same roommates and found their apartment, but some people have come late and they don’t know where their roommates are. And I’m a young woman at one point and I’m just trying to identify or reconnect with one of the women there – not even to be a roommate, but I just seem to be very interested in her and what she’s doing.

And she shows up and I want to know her name so that I know where she’s living, but I don’t quite want to admit that I’ve forgotten her name, so I go over to some mail that is lying there and I start looking through the alphabetical mail looking to identify her name and address.

And then she says something to me about what her last name is, but I can’t find the address because there isn’t any mail for her. Then I realize I’m just going to have to wait until she tells me, and I walk out the back of the store. It was like a little storefront where people gathered and they got mail and all kinds of things.

I’m just trying to, for some reason, know where she is and make more of a connection with her. And I walked out the back of the store and it’s kind of odd because it’s like a deck out there, and then it has these really white stairs and those stairs, which are to the right, go down and the last of them are underwater. 

And so I’m just observing that, and thinking the tide must have come in, and I look around and there’s water to the left, too, coming up to where the deck is. Then I’ve shifted again into the male professor, and he’s run into one of the women that had gotten separated from the other women, and so she doesn’t quite have a roommate yet.

And now he’s talking to her, maybe about classes that he’s doing, or classes that she can take, or where she can go to find people, and there just seems to be some kind of growing connection between the two of them now.

John: The dream is continuing the pattern, except it’s a little more specific in terms of what it is trying to bring out. In other words, there’s a sense of something missing.

You can have this sense in three ways, people, place, or time. And it takes all three of them to come together in order to shift things, or to affect things, in your environment. You are acknowledging or recognizing that there is something about a linkage or connection that has to do with people. In other words, in terms of them being in a particular conjunction or flow in relationship to what you understand or recognize makes more sense in terms of a process.

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higherselfIn this dream imagery, Jeane feels a sense of despair. As John points out, this could be felt on two levels: in outer life, as a sense of needing to do or be something that provides a balance, and on the inner level where a need for a deeper connection is always triggering a feeling of longing. In both cases what is being pointed to is a way to hold an inner space that eases the emptiness. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I’m not certain of the sequence of these dreams. It seems like in the first one, I’m a young woman and I’ve gone into a city, and I’m at an apartment, and there’s three or four places where people are sleeping, like an old boyfriend is sleeping on the couch, and then there are different beds around, and I don’t really have a place to sleep. So I have to go over and kind of lay with my back to the old boyfriend and sleep there. 

And the next day, when I get up, I go to somewhere where there are also people that I used to know from the past, and I’m trying to hook up with someone I knew, but I can’t quite seem to make that connection. 

So I go back to the apartment and I’m changing clothes, and it feels like I’m almost feeling a certain level of despair from not being able to hook up, because I feel like I have to go back to where the gathering was.

And I’m dressing in such a way as to maybe attract a certain amount of attention. I feel like… it’s almost like I really want to make the connection that I wasn’t making earlier, but I feel like if I miss it that I’ll be at the kind of mercy of whatever connection I do make there – and that makes me feel a certain amount of despair.

John: It’s a dream about recognizing that you need to take in, or experience, a particular vibration in order to be in balance with yourself. There’s both a higher octave of it, and there’s a lower octave of it.

The higher octave of it is like if you’re in the presence of a teacher, or a particular person that holds an attunement, that that can be something you can experience, or take in, and absorb as part of the environment and mannerism that you’re in. And you recognize, of course, a dependency upon that.

The lower octave of that is the pattern you often see in relationships, where a person goes around and tries to fill holes and wounds inside of themselves, especially one that’s been in multiple relationships that have blown apart, or broken up, and then the dependency aspect gets strewn out.

And so the idea becomes somewhat vampirish even because they can’t seem to function without something like that – without those kinds of conditions, because they’ve gotten so adapted or accustomed to have them that they more or less cringe. Well, cringe isn’t the right word, but the whole pattern of reaching out, or probing out, for something like that, it has a whole appalling manner to it. That’s the lower octave.

The higher octave, of course, of a dream like that, one could be bringing it on because of the sense that there’s something that they need to experience that they’re not experiencing because of patterns that they have during the day. And so this could go on and on. You could be beating yourself up that you’re not doing something that you should do, that you know that you want to do.

And then, as a consequence, that will trigger a dream like this, too, because what you’re basically saying is that you’re not experiencing what you know that you need to experience, that takes and stabilizes or gives yourself a particular value.

In other words, that can even be like a type of middle octave, saying it that way. It’s like feeling, for example, that if he doesn’t take and go down to the health club everyday he’s going to get depressed, because he just realizes that he needs to fill his life with a certain degree of activity or otherwise his illness and such catches up with him.

So, you have a dream that’s covering this kind of… you’ve apparently indulged yourself in some fashion, the way you’re beating up on yourself for something, and/or are feeling remiss about something that is making you feel that you have something empty in your life.

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Higher-SelfEverything has its timings. In this dream image, John is in a role of responsibility as the director of a band. He wants to make changes, yet feels he isn’t in a position to do so. Just when he begins to feel frustrated by his situation, a change is ushered in that improves the band and allows for something more to happen. In this sense, we can’t always know, or be aware of, what is shifting in the inner realms, but when the time is right, the changes can be incorporated into our life. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I like this dream. This dream I didn’t think anything of, and then I thought maybe I’d somehow or another blew it because the other wasn’t very good or something, but this is very deep, too.

To begin with, I am told that I have to accept what I have to work with, make the best of it, and ask no questions. I’m involved in a band. Well, I’m kind of the director of the band, and I want the band to perform well. And I am confined to the band members who are provided to me to work with, plus the band is directed to play music that is way too loud. 

For a long time the band gets by the best it can with what it has to work with. Just when I have gotten used to having to contend with it having to be this way, a person who should have been in the band to begin with, whom I wasn’t allowed to take notice of, who also feels a bit like me, is taken from being on their own to a spot and is placed in the band. 

This person isn’t just placed in the band. This person skips over several steps that you usually have to work your way up from. I am told again that this isn’t something I have a say in, nor can I question it. This changes the effect of the band. 

The person who orchestrated the change acts as if it is nothing. The person who is elevated into the band was someone I considered to be a wonderful person, but I wasn’t allowed to take the issue any further than that. I had to wait and get by with what I had at my immediate disposal. 

This person seemed to be in a state of abiding in themselves and not allowed to do anything at all until this sudden decision was made. The band now is able to practice at playing in a way that isn’t naturally too loud.

So the meaning, in terms of what is going on is, I’m having to conduct myself in a scenario that is constantly too loud. I’m having to make the best of this because this is what has been decided for me. I am not allowed to do something different, even if I have some ideas that could make a difference, so I surrender to how it is.

Just when I thought it was going to have to be over-the-top like this, kind of maybe forever or whatever, and that I was just going to have to accept that as the design, that is when to my surprise a change was brought through.

This change in the octave changed what had been a built-in, over-the-top effect that was purposeful. In other words, it was purposeful, or a bit off, thus keeping the unfoldment veiled from coming too quickly into its own.

Meanwhile, the consciousness was unfolding behind the scenes, and not in a way where I was able to notice any difference. A part of myself was growing and this consciousness was unbeknownst to my outer demeanor. When the time is deemed right, with no questions asked, this part of myself that had been evolving in a way that had been kept secret, was placed into the scenario that had been held in check.

The shift was dramatic. Usual steps of unfoldment, that a person is inclined to expect to take place step by step, were set aside. The effect was dramatic straightaway. The effect projected was no longer loud, or by that what I’m saying is, it was no longer a bit out of place. It’s like a veil that’s lifted.

Sow what’s the scenario that this could be talking about? The dreaming into knowing process is being revamped. It had existed as something I had to do and was not allowed to question that. It was barely okay up to a point. The transmission was veiled just enough that it came across largely unnoticed.

The dream is saying that a shift is coming or has occurred. That which had been refrained from the process is being integrated. This will change the tempo and effect, in other words, the way this is heard and received, straightaway.

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