A Preexisting Condition

creationIn this dream scenario, Jeane finds herself struggling in multiple ways to overcome problems that are not of her creating. In this sense, her struggle is in vain. What is cannot be fixed, we can only offer something new into life. That is why we need to let go of what we carry inside, and what affects us from the outside, and allow new, higher energies to work through us. In this way, change can unfold, because everything affects everything. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In my dream, it feels like I’ve gone somewhere. It almost feels, well, I guess they speak English, but it’s like someplace I’m not familiar with.

I’m trying to investigate, there was a man that was shot, and he was part of, I don’t know, something like a militia, or a police force, they hang together a lot, and you have the feeling that whoever shot him was part of one of them, so you’re trying to figure it out.

And so you never know whether the people that are trying to help you track down what happened are part of what caused what happened, or are they not? So whatever gathering you go to it feels like you’re always trying to figure out who was part of the problem.

When we go back to the residences, which look really poor, I mean you feel like you’re in a third world country, sometimes people will do really odd things. Like they throw something up, almost like try to anchor it over the window, and pull up, and I’ll pull it in rather than let them climb in the window, and then when you try to go out and find your way around it’s like the hallways are like a maze. You can get lost.

And I’m beginning to kind of get a sense of maybe where the problem lies and identifying certain people, but I’m not sure. At one point I go out into the woods and I go to an area where there’s a school, and then out into the woods again, and I’m looking for some information. 

But it’s really hard when I first go out across some lawn because this place has these snakes that are molting. They’re kind of slimy like slugs, and they’re a little more wild if they’re not in a pair. If there’s a pair, then they’re better, but it’s like maybe if you don’t watch it like they’ll jump up and they almost get to your hand. 

And they seem to multiply all over the grass, so to walk amongst them is kind of creepy. But I seem to make it through that, and I’m with a couple of other people, a guy and someone else, and we’ve gone by an old school and I feel like I’m beginning to zoom in on some information. 

I’ve even maybe seen a file that somebody didn’t mean for me to see, which is giving me information on a family that seems I feel will help me zoom in on who did this, but I’m not sure. So I’ve gone somewhere and I’ve kind of let it leak that I have this information, and I’m waiting to see who shows up – figuring that will help me identify.

And I’m surprised because I see someone come that I thought was one of the good guys, Israeli actually, he’s carrying something when he comes in, it’s kind of like a gooey cinnamon bun, and he shares a little bit of it but not much. So then I take a bite and then he says, well, he actually didn’t want to share much of it because he was going to take it home to his family.

And I said, “Oh, well, if I had known that like I wouldn’t have taken a bite.” Then I also feel like he’s there to see the information. Anyway, that’s when I woke up.

John: The dream repeats, and repeats, and repeats again and again the same energetic conundrum, which had to have left you feeling awkward because the issue is not something that is associated with the situation in front of you. The issue is associated with an energetic imbalance that is preexisting. 

Now, these energetic imbalances often times get set up when you fail to follow a proper adab, or you fail to take proper responsibility with something and you just let it hang fire, or you determine that it’s okay to ignore, or that it’s somebody else’s responsibility to take something into account and so you let it hang fire. 

There are all kinds of reasons why one fails to be attentive. In some cases the issue can be bigger than yourself and is still a lingering energetic imbalance based upon the way something just happens to be in the collective. And all of that, then, has an effect that continues to permeate out and affect the situations as they unfold in life. 

And so, in other words, this is a subject that goes from grosser to subtler. You’re approaching it as if, though, it has a more direct consequence that you can put your finger on. But that consequence still is an energetic stigma or effect that is outside of each scenario. 

In other words, it’s like some little thing happens, let’s say, that throws you off, and then you continue to proceed in a whole other setting and yet the effect of what preexisted before continues to influence, or change, or alter, or create connotations to whatever is continuing to unfold as a result of some unfinished, upstream business.

And so you’ve forgotten, or aren’t paying any attention anymore, to whatever it was that may have set off the stigma or the energetic qualm, or jinx, or spell and you’re only trying to look at what needs to be contended with based upon the current situation in front of you. 

And there is no answer for that current situation in front of you, because the current situation in front of you is created by an energetic that is just a tone, or manner, or mode in the overall. And yet you try to solve it in the specific, and it can’t be solved in the specific because it’s like a reciprocal effect of what had taken place, or occurred, earlier in which you didn’t apply, or reach, or bring in the proper adab, or responsibility, or communication or whatever it was that should have, and could have, taken place at that time. 

That’s how it is in the denser way of looking at how karma in a flow, and in an unfoldment, gets set up. In a subtler way, it can be a vibration that’s very, very, very complex, just like, for example, the oil spill is said to be caused by all of us in some sense because we all participate in receiving the fruits of oil as part of what we take in as being essential to our way of life now.

And so, as a consequence, that creates a certain clamor that leads to certain consequences, and so we’re not quite clear or pure in terms of being able to deal with that with a clear mind and a clear energy, because we are clouded by the fact that we have participated in those fruits in a personal way.

And so that’s what the thing can look like in a real, real subtle way. However, your dream had the whole feel that it was dealing with something that went awry, and as it went awry created image after image, and scenario after scenario, that was just out of touch with what needed to be in synced energetically for there to be a cohesive unfoldment.

This has a deeper meaning, too, in that this is how consciousness is limited and/or kind of works. For example, I noticed long ago that I could get into a certain headspace energetically, vibrationally, in which I could see things while in that particular context. But if I slipped out of that context, and took in something more as a bigger scope, then the perspective that I had in this prior, more streamlined, parameter context, which was true under that schematic, and under those parameters, and under those particular conditions, would no longer be true in a bigger scope, in a greater wholeness.

And so this is a whole level of a kind of communication that exists, that one has to learn how to be in touch with as part of the way that one exists and lives in a world that is intertwined energetically. And that every vibration has a reciprocal cause and effect in the outer, which continues to continue until it runs its course.

And karma is created when events occur that continue to carry malinger effects of unfinished business, which then cause things to continue to reverberate. And those things that reverberate, and you try to solve those based upon just the reverberation in its dense manifested way, is close to impossible because you have to back up and free yourself, and truly let go, in a completely clean way, that energetic. But you didn’t do it at some point, who knows when in your past, and so now you have the consequences of confusion in the present – or in the future even.

And so what you have done is, you’ve kind of in your image portrayed a little bit about how a person puts themselves into pain, and into karma, based upon a type of taking for granted, as opposed to staying fully responsible and conscious when you know you should have been, in some regard or another, at some other point in time. And when you didn’t do it, then you set in motion these chain of events that just kept haunting you, and haunting you, and haunting you. 

Saying it like this is describing it in the grosser, but then when you look at the oil spill, I mean you’re going back hundreds and hundreds of years to see where the seed of that imbalance got put in place. And thus the true letting go is to let go of everything, so that something new can shift and if you cannot let go of things even like that, then whatever can be potentially shaped is still going to have to include that as an unfoldment in the process of life as it goes forward. 

So this is a huge, huge subject of which what you’re experiencing is the tip of the iceberg.

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