A Happy Ending

mountain-village-149This dream has something of the feel of a swashbuckling tale, sent amongst ancient stones, with a chase scene along a stone cliff, and a rescuer who appears from nowhere to avert a painful fate. What could it mean? First look at the relationships: she begins spying on a man who is a criminal, so there’s an estrangement of the masculine and feminine. This leads to a chase that could end badly, yet instead ends with the help of two different masculine figures – so something has been rejoined. And what began in difficulty ends with ease, so there’s a form of letting go that makes the inner connection possible. When that happens, healing can occur at a deep level.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So this is a dream that I had yesterday when I fell back asleep later in the morning, and probably when I fell asleep either during or after getting a remote healing.

So in this dream, I’m in an area with large, old stone structures, and there’s a man and his family in charge there. He seems to be a criminal of some kind and I’m spying on him. And I see him and his men go to a larger, it’s kind of like a round area with little pillars around it that’s looking outside, and on this kind of porch area there’s a large cart there.

All of these things are stone, the stone cart and the stone structure, large old stone, and the cart is covered with counterfeit bills. But he’s saying that the money is from Panama and so he thinks they should move it out that day to Panama because wherever they are you can’t cash money from Panama.

And then I think that they notice that one of them sees me and they start chasing me. So, originally, it’s like I try to get away around the area, but now that they’ve seen me it’s even like I run up a stone structure that is kind of fallen and is lying down. But one of them gets at each end of that structure and it has a chain kind of woven in there somewhere, too, and I grab the chain and it’s broken loose in a way where I start holding onto the chain and it’s flying out over the area.

Well down below is water, and where the chain is carrying me with some momentum it looks like I’m going to fly right into a stone structure. I’m actually trying to just gear it maybe so that I can hit a place where there’s some land, but it looks like I’m going to go right into this big marble medallion on a wall.

And then the chain seems to flip me up of its own accord more towards a cliff area, which has a stone fence with some gaps in it, that’s on a hillside. Well it lands me such that I’m able to just barely grasp like one of the little windows in the marble of that stone fence, and I’m kind of hanging there like I could fall off the cliff any moment.

I can’t quite see whether I can pull myself up through that hole, and then I look through the little hole there in the fence. It’s more like a part of a wall that has cut outs. I see this man sitting there. He’s just kind of sitting there casually with a little cap on his head.

He has a car in the background and there’s this lamb, this really sweet little lamb that’s just grazing on the lawn right there where the opening is. And he just turns casually and looks at his chauffeur and tells him to come over and pull me through – and he does. He comes over and grabs me and is able to pull me through. I didn’t think the opening was large enough. That was how the dream ended.

John: Very neat dream. What your dream was, was as a result of your treatment and whatnot the effect that that was having upon you threw you into a primordial part of your past. This was signified by the rocks. It was something of an ancient quality nature.

And in this older part of yourself, or this part of yourself that lies deeper inside of you that you aren’t properly reconciling so it’s creating problems for you, in this part you’re not intertwining. You have an attitude or you have a mannerism that is not fitting with the masculine side of yourself and, as a consequence, this throws you into a disarray.

Now, the treatment exposed all of that energetically and vibrationally but, at the same time, it provided a healing. And the healing that it provided was somehow you recognized that there was a certain grace, a certain kindness like the lamb, a certain letting go like the nature of this guy that’s just casually there, that leads to a way of alleviating that whole anxiety of being disjointed, or not naturally connected.

And so that was your healing, that was the dream about your healing. You might say that in one sense the whole process right there facilitated this whole sort of transition inside of yourself. And so as the scenario for the dreaming, you might say that you went into the session with kind of a latent sadness, or some heaviness, that existed that you couldn’t shake, you haven’t been able to shake, that you associate with, well, maybe it’s because you’re still recovering from your surgery, or however you want to associate that.

That’s kind of an alibi way of saying it. I sit and look at that and I wonder if it has to do with the fact that your dad was here, too, and you were overwhelmed by energetics that made it harder for you to intertwine, and relate to, naturally and, as a consequence, it caused you to speed up and become a little disjointed and that that contributed to the sadness.

But your dream is basically saying that this has a history for you, and that it was all laid out, it was all portrayed out, and you saw yourself go beyond it – a nice healing.

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Shaping the Outer

hqdefaultTo be “in the flow” requires first a type of surrender to it – an ability to trust its guidance and to accept the wisdom of its outcome. Said another way, what happens may not look the way we expected it to look, but we need to trust that that’s for the best. And the second phase of being in the flow is to become an agent for its outplay into life. That’s when we don’t judge the way things unfold, we merely allow them to manifest through us. That is the nature of service to creation, and a potential unique to being human. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I just had two dreams and one dream dealt with the questions that exist in terms of jerking something through, as far as the particular flow, versus then the natural flow at the end.

And so when it is coming through roughly, and isn’t coming straight through evenly, you can actually look at it as requiring a slightly different mannerism in order to stay in touch with the inner coming into the outer. And then when it becomes more natural it’s more joyful, it’s more fluid, and more things become possible naturally for you.

So, I don’t have that, of course, in the first part. And so in the first part I see myself as carrying a demeanor that I must make conscious. How do I do that? Because the demeanor and image I have of myself is mostly unconscious in the dream.

I know I am part of a deeper unfoldment, but I am not able to identify, with the perception from within, in a way that matches up with the outer manifestation. So in the dream, I am not able to remember the outer standings and, therefore, I am not competitive or matching up outwardly with the energetic I can feel latent in my being.

So in the dream, I am part of a wrestling competition and two matches occurred yesterday. I still don’t know where I plug in. These two matches don’t involve me, as far as I know. I know the results of one of the matches, but not the other. I have no memory of the second match. I just know I’m part of the competition.

I remember what happened on the first match. I don’t know about the second match. And now it’s the next day and I have the opinion that there’s going to be two matches again today and, of these matches, one of them has to involve me I would think because I can feel it in my bones.

So I come into the day feeling I am pulled into this competition. And so I’m expecting I must be up next. And so I ask, who is on the schedule for the next match? I am shocked and surprised that my name isn’t mentioned – and I wake up. I am stunned trying to figure out what it is that I missed.

So the dream explains why it is that I feel compelled to keep up with a flow I feel resonating within – to keep up with it, that is, in manifestation as a general expression with its physical correspondence.

Whenever things in the outer repudiate the effect I sense and seek to emulate outwardly, or reflect outwardly because they coincide, the inner shapes the outer, the heart is stunned because of a lack of correspondence energetically. In other words, when you’re out of cadence the heart is stunned. The heart wants to know what the flow and inner connection is. It knows it.

So then comes the detail. I do not know the timing, in other words, I can just feel it inside. Nor do I know the correspondence because my idea of what it’s about could be haywire. But I do know that one, that the inner flows into the outer, and two, that I am able to sense that inner pulse.

Then comes the “but,” or the however, but one, I cannot tell the timing of the correspondence with regard to manifestation. Or two, I cannot tell how precisely that is destined to occur, in other words, by precisely meaning I may think it’s one thing and it’s another. And three, do I know if the impulse of energy has a distinct correspondence that is predestined or not? Or four, if the manifested effect is left to me to live or work out?

And then there’s the fifth possibility, which portrays an even deeper consciousness, which lies beyond the grasp of one’s comprehension, which is, will the inner into outer be an effect that I will never ever really catch up with?

And so if it’s something like this, then this begs additional questions. One, is there really anything going on other than energy that is undulating this way and that in its essence? And two, is this energetic trying to be seen and known in manifestation? So then you go, “What is missing if that is the reality?” As I try to catch up with the reality, is the best I am able to do this captured as outer reflections only?

So you go through this A, B, C, 1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3 kind of thing when you’re not necessarily in flow, when you’re disjointed, when you’re yo-yoing about, when you’re one minute veiled and the next minute clear, when it hasn’t quite come through.

And that’s kind of what you were doing with your checklist and doing the laundry. You had it figured out and down to a flow that could work in relationship to a focus and attention. And then you went flat and dull and then everything abandons you. And then all of a sudden you were back into a flow again. And it worked out more wonderfully than you could have ever guessed because you now instinctively knew things – how did you know that using parsley made sense? You could have never known that ordinarily. You just naturally knew that that worked best for the flow.

And that’s kind of how this dream is, too. In this dream I am shown that because I am flowing at a more vibrant energetic pace that this makes life easier for me. And that which wouldn’t be there, or open for me, ordinarily, now becomes possible. I see this as being important in terms of being able to connect and relate as needed.

That’s my preface to the dream. Now the dream itself is, I have property that is leased up more readily because of the space I am in. In other words, I can relate and communicate and associate and, as a consequence, I can pull the action together as opposed to me just sitting off to one side.

As it turns out, next to me is a tract of land that is owned by the government, which is open, and this party that comes to me to lease isn’t aware of this. It’s because of my focused and straightforward energy that enlivens the situation, and enables this tract to be put together for them more easily.

And the meaning is, is the dreams last night dealt with the need to be connected to an energetic flow that facilitates a greater openness in life. In the first dream I do not have to know the specifics of where this is going. I just need to let go and transcend my personal outer limitations. In other words, this is where focus and attention is important – when you can’t see. This is possible if I adhere my focus and attention to the inner energetic that is trying to come through.

In the second dream, it comes through, so there’s kind of like a joyousness that arises in this flow, which incites and ignites and shapes the outer. I am no longer having to struggle with barriers that complicate and confuse like in the first one, you know, when’s the wrestling match?

And so I just stay in the flow is what this indicates. That is the only difference, I’m just staying in the flow and, because I’m doing that, I am able to watch, and enjoy, and participate in, and affect what unfolds naturally.

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A Natural Flow

7aaca19b71fd22e94f8851c16ad45546-d1d7h8sHere’s another great example of how seemingly mundane images tell a deeper story. A dream about doing laundry, and a friend losing a job, and a ceremony with parsley offer three stages of interaction with the flow of life. The first part has Jeane in the flow with the outer world. In the second part she detours, in the character of her friend, and gets fired. And in the third part she is back in the flow, but in an inner way – listening to her natural guidance. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: It felt like I had a series of dreams last night where the theme seemed to be coming into a situation and doing something in the right order. And it actually was something as simple as going back and sorting and knowing how to do laundry, with which things needed to be washed in cold water, and to get out stains, and which ones you washed in warm water, and the sequence you did that in.

And so I don’t remember so much the detail because I just had two or three scenarios where I was doing something like that. And then it led into a dream where I had been doing that, maybe even out of town doing that, and when I come back into town a friend comes to meet me.

And it feels like because she’d gone on a day or two’s vacation, I’m taking her to her job now and I’ve got my car full of laundry that I haven’t done yet. I’ve got her and another girl that ride with me. It’s a convertible.

And then when we get to the job we found out that there’s someone at the job – she works as a waitress or something – who’s kind of snippy and they’ve kind of fired her now because she’d gone on vacation – even though she had the time. But it really probably has to do with the restaurant doesn’t have the business that it used to have.

And we’re kind of indignant about that, and then I’m taking her, or trying to figure out if there’s someone we can appeal it to.

Then it feels like I’m going back to her house, we all seem to stay in the same house, because she’s looking for something to wear, but the laundry hasn’t been washed yet, at least that I have in the car, so I’m kind of like I have to get back to the house to do the laundry.

And I go back to the house to do the laundry, and then it immediately goes into another dream where it feels like I’ve gone out on the lawn and again it’s something about doing things in a certain sequence except this time I’m doing ceremony, and maybe other people have things they do ceremony with are out on the lawn at the same time, or they’re watching what I do.

And to make up for not having something that I’d normally have with me to do the ceremony, I’ve picked a whole bunch of parsley and I’m taking the parsley and I’m sprinkling it in a certain way in a circle around some stone items and have it bunched up against the side.

And it’s kind of like that’s my way of doing ceremony then, which there are some people that look on that as being odd, but it’s kind of what I had to do ceremony with, I guess.

John: Well the first part of the dream, which has to do with knowing the detail, and the sequence, and the particularities of how the flow works, well that has a kind of natural focus and attention to it that you are able to follow, to flow with.

And I suppose you could ask the question, what is different about that than this other person, or this other part of yourself, that takes a reprieve in life and loses a certain vibrancy as a consequence of it?

In other words, she doesn’t plug back in properly when she comes back and gets fired. In other words, she can’t find a particular clothing or something that she should wear. What is the distinguishing difference between that?

In other words, the one part of you, when it’s focused and has an intention into a flow, has no trouble making things happen. And this other part of you gets a little too dull or a little too insipid, or maybe it beats up on yourself or gets into a mood, or something, in other words, intercedes in terms of its normal vibrancy and it takes itself out of the action.

And then back to the part of yourself that is able to sustain and maintain a flow, which is the third part. By being able to sustain and maintain a flow, you naturally know what works best with that flow.

In other words, others who don’t necessarily have the naturalness to the flow. It would never dawn on them that they use parsley, for example, to establish the border of something or however it is that you’re using the parsley, would not dawn on them. It takes a certain energetic mannerism for this to even be able to pop in to your head, so to speak, as making sense.

And you’re able to sustain it and maintain it over the opinions, and the mannerisms, and the expressions, and attitudes of others who may be following a protocol that’s more in keeping with the collective around, and you’re able to go beyond that because you’re able to adhere to the flow.

So the dream has three sequences. It’s like a one, two, three dream. The first part of the dream being that you’re shown what it’s like to be able to maintain a particular connectivity, in an action sense, in an outer flow way, that enables you to take into account what is needed in the situation and the moment.

And in the second part of the dream it’s as if you are having a bad day, or you’re off or something, you’ve been on vacation, you can’t quite plug back in properly, you can’t find the right attire, things are a little disjointed and, as a consequence, the world leaves you feeling flat or expendable, you know, you’re not in sync.

And in the third part of the dream, you slip back again to a naturalness and in this naturalness you don’t have the one, twos, and threes that you have to contend with. You’re just in a naturalness now, which is another step from the one, twos, and threes of the first part of the dream where all of that fit because of a nice focus and attention that you also sustained.

In the third part of the dream your naturalness is such that you just flow with that and so, instead of having the specifics, or particularities of the order of things, or something like that that you’ve come to know, or understand, or utilize in relationship to the flow, this time you’re able to just sit in the flow and, in the flow, you find yourself doing things that wouldn’t be part of a one, two, and three even – meaning the specifics of the order of things.

You’re using parsley which adds a different tone, a different flavor, a different inflection. It just comes to you as something that helps better facilitate the flow. You don’t get this from observing others. You don’t get this from some rule book or anything. You get this from a part of yourself that it just naturally comes to you because you are, this time, in the flow more easily.

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