Archive for January, 2015

How can it be that, in the face of this massive universe, an individual life can matter? Because we are each unique in our talents, sensitivities, and perspectives. The culture has it wrong: our physical bodies are fundamentally the same – it’s our inner individuality that matters most. We need to awaken to that idea, but not as a personal identity; our uniqueness is only valuable when it is put in service to the whole. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I had the experience of an energetic within which seemed to descend upon my being, and upon those in a similar frame of reference. I noticed that this occurred rather shabbily if the circumstances were of no real significance – in terms of what and how we dealt with things.

And so if I am in a low-energy state only, all that I seem to access, or contend with, is some menial mannerism that has no focus really to it, that’s kind of all over the place. So what I access, when in this condition, is rather banal.

However, the situation that can be rather ordinary also has an aspect about it that requires one to take on more attention that what meets the eye. In other words, you could go deeper within it. It seems, then, that at that time you pull through what is needed to address the greater beingness.

This is a connection that I notice drew to it what was needed, as needed. In other words, you had to look in that way, and have a need to look in that way, or something that shook you through an amnesia so that you looked in that way, and, when you did, things came through, into you, to know.

An example of what I’m talking about popped into my head as a dream-like image. I am part of a gang, or a group, that goes around and robs. To only sit around and talk about this the flow stays upon a very shallow frame of reference. In other words, it’s kind of even unacceptable as an activity and kind of stupid. And when it’s like that, yeah, it probably would be good to just sit around and talk about it and keep it to yourself.

However, because this is a nature in each of us that touches life in an even greater way, when we take it to the next level, beyond just the mere speculation of what can be done, we open up an awareness that is needed, that is reciprocally corresponding to an insight that is needed, and a quality that is designed, in the overall. So we need to open up to flow in that regard.

So the purpose of something like this, the meaningful purpose, is the reason life works like this is each of us has a particular mannerism, in terms of how we are as a thought of God, or presence, or quality inside of ourself, that we must own in manifestation. And we are meant to live that from within.

In other words, by saying it’s lived from within, you need to actually awaken it from within so that it can be lived as a knowingness in life. And when we are able to do that, we come closer to what this is truly all about in an intertwined way. When it’s intertwined, in terms of the whole, it doesn’t matter how this appears to others because they can only look at it in their personal motif.

So, as the dream purports, we are thieves who are meant to take advantage of situations, but the idea that we’re only taking advantage of a situation is a perspective that others have because they only look at things in a way that is personally correlated, in which things are segregated, and there is the me, myself, and I perspective.

So they don’t see how this sort of thing actually is part of a fabric of the whole, or a higher meaningfulness in what appears. And those who have, so to speak, a realization inside of themselves to know that things aren’t what they appear, do not judge and know how a book is not something that is understood based upon its covers.

To say it another way, everyone seems to have the same potentiality, from within, for an energetic essence to come into their being – in a particular designed way – and bring them to an energetic essence that they are meant to be, which is, when you catch up with it, copied into life, so to speak, as an inner access correlated to all of life in a non-personal way.

To get in trouble is to putrefy what is meant to be by personalizing the energetic. To do that takes a person out of a relevant context, and away from an intertwined naturalness, that is designed for the whole.

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echoes_previewJohn’s meditation dream triggers a sense of a deep inner stillness within him, as an echo of the greater stillness of everything. And if we think about it, how does anything connect to anything else? It has a receptor for it. We hear because we have ears to catch the sound waves. So how could a human recognize God, or hear the urge to reconnect to the universe without having those very things in him? He couldn’t, yet such instincts and urges exist within us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Well, we know what the theme is right? This came off, in terms of me, as having to look at what is involved with making that step.

In other words, in the meditation dream, I’m able to observe that there are two parts of myself. There is a part that exists in a natural, still, meditative state. It just naturally is there. In other words, it’s not part of creation, per se. It’s in a higher, inner-self quality that I do not readily see because it is a natural letting go that is there, and a natural emptiness.

And then there’s a second part of me that’s more unsettled, where there’s an effort that’s needed just to slow down because you’re thrown around by the tangents of things around you. And as I turn my attention, in this part of myself, to an inner sound that you’re always able to hear because it is part of creation that, when you do that, you can surprise yourself and find yourself suddenly in a flow of inner images.

And I have come to recognize that those inner streaming images tend to be what we call an inner dream. So by letting go of whatever it is that has taken my being on a tangent, in other words, that’s by stopping and listening to the sound that echoes, or that is, naturally there in creation.

But also in creation you’re caught up in the waywardness of everything around you, so if you take this part of your being and drop it into a quality upon which everything has been created, and it’s all created out of sound, if you go into this sound, you listen to this sound, you lose yourself in the sound, you’re able to make a subtle shift, and the tangent kind of falls away, and you’re able to suddenly find yourself in the language of the soul. Or, in other words, a place inside where inner images can come through you.

It is as if you have suddenly merged the part of yourself that is in a natural stillness with the part of yourself that can listen to the inner sound of the universe as a stilled relevance – because how else do we explain what took place?

This is like taking a meditative part of one’s self that is just there in an empty stillness, so I guess you could call it a meditative part of yourself because it’s not noodled around by manifestation, so you take this to another part of yourself that has the tendency to immerse itself into conditions in the outer, but has this inner listening center to work with that corresponds in a kind of octave way to the stillness. And, if you do that, all of a sudden you can see yourself awaken to streaming inner images.

So this is what I saw was happening in my meditative dream. So the question is, what happened? In other words, how do you explain this? I believe part of me that is still and, apparently, at rest from within is in an unseen state, like a type of light that you can’t see, and this is able to touch the part of me that has been projected, or transformed, or subrogated or however you want to use the word, to itself into creation and, when it is as a manifestation, as a creation, there is still the sound that echoes from it.

Because you have essentially taken something that is light. It’s been converted to sound and then creation is made out of the sound, but because creation is made out of sound, that sound is still something you can hear. You can still put your attention and hear it ringing in your ears. And when you do that, viola, the inner image language of the soul is suddenly able to be seen and heard from within.

Or to say this in yet another way, it is as if a part of myself that resides as a stillness is able to relate to the part of myself that listens. To denote the communion there is the inner dream flow. I have come to know the inner dream flow to be the language of the soul. Or, to describe this as a meditative process, first you start with a natural stillness that is just simply there even though we might not be aware of it, I might not be able to see it, which is the soul.

The stillness and the inner sound of the universe, which emanate in creation, are correlated. So when the two come together, viola, you have the language of the soul.

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go-with-the-flow-t-tIn this dream scenario, we can see that events are heading in the wrong direction, i.e., things and people are not coming together. In fact, things are getting worse, or devolving, as the scenes unfold. That trend is indicative of an inability to connect to the deeper levels in oneself. In dreams and in life, our journey should be eased by a connection to the flow. And, in both cases, that requires letting go of personalized mannerisms. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well my dreams last night were really hard to pull out because they were kind of flaky.

The earliest dream I remember, it’s like I had gone over and I’d gone in to the cabin where a couple and a friend of mine were living, maybe they were his parents. And I feel like I have another cabin nearby, too, but for some reason I’m staying at their cabin right now.

And I want to fix some popcorn or something, but I go over and the pan has things piled on top of it so I start taking what’s on top of the pan and putting it on the counter, which is crowded with lots of things.

And it feels like what I’m taking off of it are little marble-sized objects, different shapes. Some of them almost look like marbles, and some of them look like they have carvings on them, and I’m carefully putting them on the counter. But I realize that everything is so crowded and the pan would still have to be washed that, if I wanted to do that, I’d have to go over to my cabin.

But then I feel like they’d be bothered by that, so I don’t do anything. I’m just kind of caught up a little bit with what the odd shapes look like that I’m putting on the counter.

Then the dream just kind of drifts into another segment, except it’s more daylight because that was taking place at night time. And in the next segment it’s outdoors and I feel like a number of us have traveled somewhere. And I’m looking forward to seeing a friend of mine, but this friend has maybe been a little sick, or off, and she hasn’t arrived.

And so I’m wandering around doing other things. At one point I even go looking for some clothes and I wander through an old-fashioned building that has like marble, like it’s more like a kind of building you’d see that would be a courthouse, but in this case it has little shops in it. And I’ll look at clothes on one floor and before I know it I’ve wandered all the way up near the top floor into a kind of a fancy dining room.

And then I go off to the sides of that, rooms that go off the side of that, and maybe I’ll see some clothes, but I never really see any clothes that feel right for me. Then I’ve gone back and my friend has arrived, but she’s not really having anything to do with me.

And I see that she’s actually on a cart, or like a sleigh almost, and covering her is this big mask that represents some, it’s almost like something shamanistic like those big masks they have that represent Chinese Gods or other people.

It’s kind of ferocious. It’s kind of the face you’d see painted on Chinese kites and things. She’s talking a little to another friend of ours, but not really relating to me much, even though I’d looked forward to seeing her. And I find out she’s living more towards California now and I’m not quite able to make a connection.

And she seems to go off and be staying in a room with some other people. Then I find out, from wandering into a room by mistake, that it’s almost like they’ve gotten mixed up with the mob in some way, and there’s a lawyer for the mob that is with them.

And I get kind of tied up into that because I don’t know if somebody approaches me to make a phone call to him, and the phone call will be wired, and then I make a phone call to their group. It’s like I try to make a connection with her again, but I’m also making the phone call just to show that it doesn’t go all the way through anymore, and that I know there’s a wiretap on it.

And the dream just kind of meanders around like that, I really couldn’t get much out of it.

John: The dreams are meandering around in a way which portrays that there is an inner access that you’re meant to come closer to from which an awareness, in terms of how it is that you’re meant to intertwine in life, is possible, as a potentiality – if you catch up with it.

In the very first one, which has to do with being in this cabin scenario in which you have an adjacent cabin which has a different depth, that’s cleaner, that’s more straightforward in terms of how something can project, or go into, a mannerism of flow, you find that instead what you’re looking at is something that’s kind of a chaos or collective, all over the place, kind of state.

And that you’re not able to succinctly link in a way that you need to link when it is like that, as you’re in this more collective overall part of yourself. And you know that you can do this if you go back and reacquaint yourself to that need-to-know mannerism inside of yourself, if you have the focus to do that, if that is what is your frame of reference.

Because the dreaming theme had to do with an energetic that becomes clear to a person as they come into a need for it to flow for them, through them, in terms of how it is that they really are. The problem we have is we go around as if in an amnesia and don’t relate to, or realize, how it is that we are.

And so you proceeded to describe some other scenarios that also indicated that back-dooring behind each of those scenarios is something sitting there that could be accessed. It would bring through you a closer understanding proximity of energy that is meant to work with life in a more intertwined way.

Before this can happen you have to be able to see the situation that may be reflective in nature. You have to see the situation from a deeper meaningfulness, in terms of what is called for, or needed, or waking up in terms of a greater wholeness or overall that lies outside of yourself.

If you only see the situation in terms of what is the seeming appearance, and make decisions that correspond to the seeming appearance, that are done rather casually, and on the spot so to speak, based upon your appearances, you stay weakened, you stay shallow, you do not probe to what is really meant to be in terms of who you are as a force, or power, of energy at the essence of yourself.

I guess we’ve called that the quality of which you’re kind of like a thought of God or something, that has to live out and own what it is here in the outer, because that essence that is you is perfectly intertwined into all of life. And that intertwining is not something that you take and judge, or question, or try to qualify because it already suits and fits the whole as it is meant to suit and fit the whole.

If you go off on something from within in a way that has a personal aspect added to it, it can be kind of putrefying, especially if you are designed to be let’s say a kind of thief, but a thief has a higher octave in which what a thief is can also serve the whole. But if it goes off into a personal where you’re able to take advantage of situations because you have those natural inclinations in your nature, then that can be a putrefication.

So you have to have the connection, the intertwined mannerism, that is outside of the lower self and the personification in order to catch up with how that is meant to be, in terms of the big picture, or the essence and presence vibrationally of an energetic like a thought of God in you that is meant to be owned, and lived as a focus of power and potentiality.

So you went through this three or four times with little things where you came up to where you were at a threshold, so to speak, but would have to go into a deeper depth of yourself in order for it to flow, or otherwise you just noodled around on the surface.

And in noodling around on the surface there is something nauseating about it, very confusing in that it goes nowhere, and it also is a kind of rising up to the lowest common denominator of what is triculating inside of you, so on a vibrational level very dumbed down and confused.

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