Building the Bridge

crossing-my-spiritual-bridge1It has been said that, what we are seeking is also seeking us. And that’s the fundamental premise of making higher connections through our intentions and our acts, because universal energies can only find us when we radiate universal frequencies, i.e., we’re invisible to them when we are caught up in our personal mannerisms and processes. Part of what we are trying to do is become visible to them, through our constancy and repetition. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The main dream I have it’s like I’m sitting somewhere near where you are, and it almost feels like an outdoor area. And it’s like you have something that looks almost like the rebar that holds a bridge up, and it’s a shorter span, and it’s golden, and it threads through. And, of course, then it creates a span that you can create a bridge with, and you’re like threading it so it’ll go across something.

Well, to me it’s alright when you have this shorter span of, let’s say, five or six feet or something that you have to thread across an area, because maybe it’s come undone and you’re having to redo it. That’s okay if you’re doing that on your own, but you’ve been left on your own suddenly to thread something that’s turned from this golden color into this blue rebar. And now it’s over 20 feet long, and so I’m kind of staying nearby because I don’t think it’s quite fair you’ve been given that long a piece of rebar, that you have to do on your own, that you have to make fit through whatever it would fit through to go across the space.

And it’s like no one else is really helping, and I don’t even know whether I can help, but it seems like I stay nearby. And I’m a little miffed because it seems to me like they’ve given you, it almost feels like, a bit much for anyone to have to do that. But what I can do is stay by while you’re working on it. And that dream just seems to repeat a lot.

John: Well what’s interesting about this is what you’ve done is you’ve taken the other half… In other words, in the outer world you have two parts, you have time and you have space. And that seems to be something that you have to contend with, timing in manifestation and the spatiality in which everything has come together as something that is dense.

Well, in my dreaming, I was looking at, how do I reconcile the timing that exists in the outer with this place inside in which I have a sense of things consciously unfolding, but that comes as an innerness into an outer? But on the inner level there is no timing, but in the outer it manifests and sets itself up as a timing.

And what you did was, because the feminine is manifestation, you looked at it from the standpoint of space – meaning that it is something that has this manifested mannerism to it. When something is intertwined in manifestation it is designed, shaped from the inner. Well, also on the inner, just like there is no timing, there is no space, using the word space to indicate something that has a physicality to it.

And it’s caused me to reflect that, yes, that makes sense if the feminine would look at the presence, the grounding of things, or the manifestation of things, because that is her area and her realm. And I guess it would make sense that the masculine would have to look at the timing of things from an inner in which there’s no timing, the timing of things in the outer in manifestation.

So when you put the two dreams together – of which I haven’t related mine, but just looking at yours that is just addressing this one half of the variable – it causes one to realize that even though we walk around with our five senses and such in the outer, that what we’re really trying to do is we’re trying to bring the inner into the outer, and to bring the inner into the outer we’re bringing the timing and spatiality into this domain, Or, in other words, we’re bringing in something in which there’s a total stillness, in which there is no timing, in which there is nothing concretized as a set physicality.

When we bring it through into this realm it has that. I mean, that’s what our senses are able to perceive, and we are caught and lost in that, and we are relating to the reflections then of that. When that stillness, that emptiness, that place in which there is no time and space is what is real, and we are figuring out how to take, and shape, and design with that in terms of manifestation.

And you were looking at it from the standpoint of the spatiality, and I was compelled to look at it from the standpoint of timing. And putting the two together leaves me kind of in awe of the fact that that is what is real. That which is not timing and space being brought forth and worked in a way so that it is visible and recognizable in all regards, as a quality that we know as manifestation, which is here based upon timing and space becoming timing and space.

And this kind of goes along with the dream I had a few weeks ago in which I was looking at all of the things that were unfolding around me, when I was deep in meditation, and I just couldn’t buy into it. I just couldn’t get caught up in that. In fact, it actually tended to be easily forgettable, but what I found that held my attention as real was the way I carried myself while being in such a reflective way, or domain.

And I hadn’t been putting my attention upon how it was that I felt myself or carried myself inside, I had been putting my attention upon what was happening around me. And so in this meditation dream I was shown that what is happening around me is easily forgettable, but how it is that I am feeling myself is everything, and how that is the bridge, or the link, to the connectivity of the inner into the outer.

So what our dreams have done last night is progress this to the part where you’re now working literally with the physicality of something being shaped and designed from an inner, where there is no space, to an outer where there is a type of space. And I’m working with a timing from an inner in which there is no timing, to an outer in which timing comes in its due course as something then gets constellated.

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Icy Waters

modern-art-printsIf we are really surrendered to life, to the flow of it, unexpected things will come our way. But we must remember, we are not, at any point in our life, complete. We may have to learn something new to be useful to the path we have taken, or we may need to experience something different to allow a new avenue to manifest. It is best to go with it, and see where It will lead us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well again I seem to be struggling with just pulling out bits and pieces of my dream. It feels like I’m at some kind of a large event, and the purpose of this event is it feels like we’ll adopt children. Also, there are weddings going on, and there are kind of like trials, is what I would call them, where you have to go through really ice water.

And then you have to do something where you go through ice water sometimes, too, plus there are people getting married, and I’ve left the main event area and I’m getting ready to go back there. And when I get back there it’s like whatever we’re doing will be completed and we’ll get the kids.

I look over to the right and I see there’s almost like this area that’s almost like a waterfall and there are bride and grooms dressed like in wedding dress and tuxedo, and they’re coming and they’re going partway down the water feature. And you come to an area where you can stand a little, and then they might slide down the rest of it. And it’s ice water, and that’s part of what they go through.

And I’m with a group that would be going over there another way, but I leave my group and I go over to where the bride and grooms are and I manage to get down to the first kind of little plateau of the water. It’s kind of like two waterfalls, and I notice that so far I seem to be doing okay with the ice water because I’m wearing these cowboy boots that are kind of… they’ve got like a brass or a gold tip, and they’re all carved in whatever you call that, you know kind of like engraved. And they’re partly a deep red; only a little bit of them gets wet and it doesn’t really show when it’s wet.

And then I go down the rest of the water feature, and then I feel like I’ll be going over to where I’ll be getting the kids. That’s all I really remember. It was kind of odd.

John: The reason why the image is odd is it’s pointing out that you’re going to be required to go through some conditions in life that are not what you would select, or direct, in terms of how it is that a process is supposed to work. And that these conditions are part of bearing and carrying what is necessary to cause a process to be flushed through, and to unfold.

And the fact that the conditions are intended to be different in terms of any kind of conceptualization that one might have in terms of how things are accomplished, there’s this whole image of having to do all of this in icy water. If you imagine what icy water is like, it’s something that stops the heart. It’s something that is such a shock that nothing is able to really unfold.

And yet it is through this icy water, going through conditions that take in this sort of thing that is to occur, or befall you, that you’re able to reach and extend your beingness to that which facilitates something in the whole – which is seen by the marriage, and the ability to interact with other human beings on a level of their naturalness, in other words, there were children, adopting children and such.

So what you were doing as part of a dream process, that looks so peculiar, is you were just dumped into a scenario that you would have never chosen, or picked, or thought had any commonality, and yet by being plopped into that scenario you’re having to recognize and realize that the icy waters, and the heart stopping condition of cold like that transcended, facilitates, facilitates so much.

Who would have guessed? Who would have thought that it can work that way?

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Feeling the Future

visionsAs we talk about inner guidance and connections to higher things, at some point we have to wonder: what is the limit of our interconnectedness to the world and universe around us?  And the answer seems to point to the idea that if we can develop the connections, there is virtually nothing we can’t gain access to. And that can mean glimpsing the future, as well. Certainly some people have the ability, so that means we all could be capable in the right circumstance – because it’s part of the human design. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So the first dream in terms of this is to break the spiritual concept that, when something speeds up, that it’s always good, and that when something can be done that can appear very magical and transformational, in terms of the outer, that that is always good. It’s not necessarily good if it doesn’t take into account the bigger picture down the road, which is where prophecy comes in.

So in the meditation dream I come to know a new way of doing a mannerism that is faster and more effective than the way I had been doing this. I adopt this faster way. This particular faster way has a collateral damage effect that rubs off. I am unable to change the attention from what had been an eventful event. In other words, something that on a sensation level that was wonderful, also conflicts with something, and if I’m not subtly and sensitively aware and do not take that which is conflicting within to account, then there is a collateral effect.

In other words, I would be misusing my speed, my energy, my sight. In the way this needs to unfold, energetically, what has happened has in terms of the whole something has been inadvertently altered, in other words, it didn’t take into account everything. In other words, I made a mistake in terms of adopting this process. I didn’t take something into account in terms of how it fit with every little aspect of things.

And had I, there would have been a relief sensationally and simultaneously in which any of the slower nuances and veils that people carry would have fallen away and there would have just been a wonderful… everyone would have felt a wonderful sensation. They may not have been able to explain why it’s a wonderful sensation, but they would have felt it.

So to go back to how things had been is no longer possible. In other words, this sort of thing is meant to unfold and that’s why it is presented with all of its sensation potentialities. So the new way has to occur so it’s not caught in some sort of set perceived awareness that it’s fluid like that and awakening.

So, as a consequence, I suddenly realize I have the problem of figuring out how to shift, in other words, take something that is speeded up and being able to shift that into the awareness of something that is slower so that it gets it, too. It has to get it, too, or otherwise there’s going to be a subtle tearing away. I am troubled by the realization that I now have created a problem as the limitation comes into life, in other words, where something is faster and when something is slower, and the faster has to be embraced, but to embrace it it has to be part of the overall natural design, and if it isn’t part of the overall natural design, then you have a problem. No matter how good you see something, it has to include or be intertwined with everything.

The reason I had a dream like this was to point out how hard it is to slow down a flow and get rid of a result that conflicts with something so that there is a collateral effect limitation in terms of how the future overall can be. So you have to feel that, to sense that, to see that, and that’s where the prophetic comes in.

So the meaning is because recordings are being made of this quicker effect upon the present, in other words, on some level a recordings are being made of this, or it’s unfolding, in other words it’s playing out as a movie. The trait I cause to happen becomes more and more entrenched. In other words, I’m trying to make it denser and denser if I’m not careful, and I’m not supposed to do that.

The challenge is to get everyone to realize that in the fullness of time the net effect is beneficial, or if you can’t do that then there’s a counterproductive quality that will undermine things. And in the dream I am struggling to make sure that I get others to receive what I’m doing. In other words, I am prophetically feeling how the future needs to be in terms of the result effect, because if I miss something then whatever struggles is deleterious to the process.

So the thing is, is if I can’t tell people so that they are able to understand, because for them to understand they would have to have the prophetic awareness awoken in their being, then I am not able to properly take in that full sight. So I have to be able to bring even that through, inner into outer, so that they can rejoice in terms of what is happening.

Because this isn’t so, all I can do is sit with what I know. I lack the means to communicate such an awareness until such a consciousness side has awakened in the overall flow. I’m acting like that happens independently or something, but it doesn’t. A human being has to be able to bring that through, and bring it through for others.

This dream explains why it is that I am troubled by not being able to get others to understand a perception I have, and that perception I have is based upon a prophetic quality that I inflect. To truly understand requires this prophetic area to be awoken in the environment. It is awoken from within, and this must occur before what I am trying to communicate is able to be heard.

In other words, when I take and I do certain things it creates a certain reaction because I say this or see that and others don’t get it, and they ask me questions and I can’t even explain it to them. It doesn’t really come into life unless you can do that, unless you can somehow with your physical being, presence, or mannerism you can cause that to be known in some capacity. Otherwise, there’s that little gap or veil that’s there. And until that goes away, what is more apparent in the immediate present dominates and controls the focus and attention.

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