A dream of lovers, spanning the centuries, meeting on horseback. It’s the stuff of romance novels. And what it points out is that the coming together of our inner aspects, masculine and feminine elements, helps us to connect to and open up greater inner powers. This can be seen as the wooing of our inner lives, because both the masculine and feminine in us have been hurt by earlier encounters, so the trust doesn’t come easily. But once overcome, what becomes possible is much more than either aspect can accomplish alone. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
Jeane: So in this other dream, I’m living in an apartment with an ex that I used to be with, and it’s even someone I knew in life I’ve broken up with, but we’ve gotten together again. And as I’m doing some things at the apartment, I even tell him that because we’re at that point in our life of a certain age now, that now that we’ve gotten back together again it’s almost like whether it’s ideal or not we need to stay together. That’s just how it is.
And in the back of my mind, too, for some reason, is a cousin of mine who died in real life. It feels like he’s bouncing around in the periphery somewhere, but I don’t know how he was in the dream, more like a memory.
So meanwhile, I’m with this man. He’s gone out for awhile. I sometimes wonder how we’ve even gotten together, and then the dream just very quickly shifts and I’m in France during the time of the aristocracy, and I’m a woman.
I’m riding like side saddle and I’m dressed in one of those kind of gowns and everything they wore in those days, and my horse has stopped near a guardsman, someone who’s wearing a uniform and he has a horse, also. It’s like I’m approaching him and he’s telling me that we’re not supposed to get together. I should ride on, or I should leave.
But at that moment, his horse, which is this really pretty dapple grey, I’m riding a roan, leans over and slowly kisses my horse, just kind of kisses it several times. And it feels like that just means everything is sunk right now, or any chance we had of separating, or not being together, that was sunk the moment the horses kissed because it was such a sweet energy the way the horses were kissing.
John: So, the first image that you have is an image that you have over and over and over again. It’s a repeat pattern, only this time you added to it. You progressed it in big steps.
And the image that repeats over and over and over again is kind of like carrying a quality of an impending gloom, or of being abandoned, or rejected or something, or of something happening that leaves one in a state of remorse, or sorrow. And what progresses here is that you suddenly realize that riding like that, or being like that, only keeps you in a trance. In other words, it’s a type of mood that stabs yourself, and that this pattern, then, has set off ripples and the ripples go on.
In other words, there’s the louder ripple and the less loud ripple. Now as you take away this quality of a strange foreboding that you can’t shake, I mean you have it in all kinds of ways. You have it in terms of what could happen to your dad and all of this kind of stuff. As you take all of this away, as this gets dropped from your nature, you access, you start to come into connection with inner power, and that inner power is where the coming together is meant to be.
In other words, before something wasn’t able to be itself, and was too accommodating, or surrendered, or not able to hold a space properly, and then took it as if they had done something wrong and went in and created a type of forlornness that couldn’t be shaken. And this dream progresses and points out that you brush and tarnish things with this even as you advance, but this time you realize that you go through that quality because instead of being overindulged, you’re side saddle. Instead of being overindulged, you’re now at home in another greater spatial sense of spatiality.
In other words, something has opened up and, even though there is the inflection of this sort of thing yet, the power behind some part of yourself you’ve caught up with that – and so it obliterates that characteristic or mannerism that constantly holds you back.
The other thing that’s nice about it is that this dream also points out that you have an agreement world that works that way in terms of how the outer is. It’s constantly telling things like this and it’s doing it in this way, too. And you can see that. I don’t necessarily see that, but you can see that because that is the way that you’re able to see the innerness at work in manifestation. That’s the other, you might say, byproduct of this going through something is you then see how the innerness changes and is at play. That is interesting.
So what you’re doing is you’re also, in this other way of being, you’re given information on how the innerness opens up – and it doesn’t open up in terms of dwelling on the outer phenomenon that keeps you in some sort of remorse; that has a habituation, or a frozenness to it, a forboding as opposed to a naturalness and an openness. And in the forboding you choke out, you choke off or stay veiled from the power of your own innerness, a power that’s not really a misuse of power, though. It’s a sweetness.
You holding a settling back holds the space and therein is the inner power.
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