A Merged Essence

merge-laWe all know the experience in some degree, and perhaps musicians, artists, and athletes have it in their work experience: that moment when the process falls away and there’s only you and the moment in harmony, at oneness. Perhaps it’s the difference between trying to be something and just being it; a certain sense that any distance between you and it has disappeared and the two has become one. That is the merging we seek with the universe, not for a short moment, but for all time. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: The meditation dream got really out there. I hope I can read it. It seemed awful profound at the time I was writing it up, and was like something you would read and then wonder what it actually means.

In the meditation dream the inner realization and connection involves being able to link and intertwine and bring a connection together. This was the sudden awareness. Process per se fell away.

To understand how something is is not what consciousness is about. To recognize what is whole takes away all illusive barriers we impose. Everything melts away. The way everything flows together is what awakening is all about.

I remember in the dream the connection suddenly was so mutual that there was no situational sight. Everything was suddenly taken into account. The environment was a oneness whole. To make a big deal about the awareness and not see inner flow is to remain disconnected.

The idea of speeding up and/or getting it is merely the image of a natural intertwined cohesion. To better exemplify the image, consciousness is the catching up with the wholeness of a completeness in which everything comes together. The coming together is a naturalness shaping. There is no distance. The permissible in-between barriers are automatically relinquished. It is all one soul. When like this, dreaming is the oneness as a vision. Isn’t that quite a thing? It’s almost Nietzsche or something; but then I start breaking it down.

In the next image a delivery truck provides what is needed to a store. The customer doesn’t go to the delivery truck. The customer doesn’t even notice the delivery truck. The customer merely walks into the store and takes off the shelf what is needed. A moment before that which was needed wasn’t there. It is as if the delivery truck was summoned as needed, and the store became the means of delivery.

Meaning: the outer is the means to delivery of an innerness as a oneness unto life.

And then this gets a little Nietzsche, too, but it is a dream. In this dream I know that if I can reach the basics upon which something exists, I am able to probe and reveal. I carry that as inner underlayment confidence at a depth within my heart. In this dream, I am challenged by a person who seeks to establish the basis which defy such a foundation.

I am not accustomed to such direct energetic scrutiny, at least not in this instance, so I see myself as out of balance. In other words, I was in a space and now I’m out of the space. The person who is challenging me has adopted an over-the-top demeanor. In order to reach where it is that he is coming from I cannot dismiss any part of his peculiarization. To do so would not help in the alignment needed.

I am nearly out of time. My challenger is pressing me. I admire his tenacity and must comply and honor his request. I am still trying to get at the root of the underlying energetic. In the dream I am trying to suss out if it has its basics as a noun, verb, adjective, etc. and have not had any success – in other words, in figuring it out. Because I am under such pressure to perform, I am not catching up with my heart, and yet in my catching up with my heart, because there is a natural coming through which exists from the overallness if I carry the space, even if it is peculiar.

I have been thrown off on a tangent in order to release the energetic mannerism from my nature and the reactional effect upon an overall natural condition. This overall natural condition is in touch with all there is within that needs to come through. In other words, can I trust it? Can I just shift? Can I just be there? In other words, do I sit and have to swing at everything that comes down at me? Can I hold a space so it just naturally comes through, naturally is? The pressure is on. He’s waiting. I fumble inside out of balance. I am in a trance and spell. The challenge I face is, can I reach within, set aside my dilemma pulling me away to let go of the nuances and mannerisms veiling the natural overallness that I carry within?

Well, I have no choice. I must abide in this inner knowingness. I cannot make any headway contending with the way the outer is, or by thinking I am able to dissect the issue. I have taken in the reflection. I let the indulgence act as a spell upon my energetic state. I have carried this to the point of bewilderment. The depths I have gone to to try and reach the essence of an outer reflection is complete. The inner design can take over.

In other words, I’ve taken in all that there is, just like you could study a situation until you know all that there is and then you know how to act. Only this is a way of doing it in an inner overallness. The projections basis that affects what is real in the environment has run its course. I have experienced the fullness of the effect. In doing so my heart is able to access the greater overallness. That is how I process and shift to an awareness connectivity. This is how I penetrate veils from within. This is how I come down into the root cause of an energetic that has become lost, torn, and twisted.

I’m not able to be of guidance if I come from a position of separation. I must come from the place where the dilemma resides as an inertia, take it upon myself to experience its nuances, confident this can be sorted out and aligned in accordance with the heart center behind all of life. This is being done as a mirror to me. In other words, this is what’s happening to me in terms of the teacher, and accordingly this correspondingly is how I am to be. This is the way a merged essence touches all that there is.

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