Month: March 2017

Another Sight

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thirdeyebrain0xeWe tend to assume that our most powerful processors are our five senses and our brain, but that’s not really true. Humans have instincts and sensitivities that are far faster and more accurate than the brain and senses. Yet there is still an even deeper level to our connectivity, which can give us access to universal intelligence which comes to us in the form of knowings. This happens with a certain state of connection and inner quiet, as we let go of what prevents us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I had trouble pulling out my dreams last night. I remember one where it felt like there was this house that was almost like a station that people went to, and then they were traveling on from there.

And maybe a group of us were supposed to meet there and go on, but it felt like there was one young woman that came and then there was no one there when she came. And she kind of moved on, I almost felt like a little too early, because there are some things there that if she’d waited and traveled with the group that would help her. It’s like I almost want to catch up with her and tell her that, but then she’s already left.

And that kind of led almost into a daydream where it’s like suddenly I arrive in London and I realize I have limited funds, and I’m kind of trying to decide what’s the best way to be in London and have a certain amount of time, and kind of conserve resources and stuff. And I realize the best idea I can come up with, not knowing anyone, is to go to the train station and maybe get one of those sleeper trains to Scotland where I’ve been before.

That’s all I could really pull out from last night. It just didn’t stay with me.

John: The theme of the dreaming last night was the quality of being able to know something from inside of yourself by having some sort of sense that is able to touch it. In other words, it’s another kind of sight.

Our usual sight is where we see something with our eyes, we come to understand it with our mind in terms of what it is that we perceive, and we thereby know how it is that something is going to unfold – or so we think, in terms of the reflective that is in the physical way of going through life. But what your dream is attempting to try to get you to do is to use another set of eyes, another kind of eyes. In other words, there is a way of knowing. It is vibrating inside of you in terms of what can be, or is designed to unfold, or is going to become something that will be perceivable with your senses in the outer.

And that you don’t have to wait for it to be something that is perceivable with your senses in the outer, unless you want to live it that way, or go through it that way. Yes, you can wait, in due time it will happen. You can come to know these things by inflecting inside. Well, isn’t it better to be in that sort of presence straightaway, as opposed to have an inkling about it, and then having to wait for it to unfold?

So what your dream is about is catching up with this kind of sight that makes no sense in terms of it being portrayed or explained to others. If you try to, you kill it because it’s a kind of sight that’s almost like bashful or something. It’s a kind of sight that needs to remain hidden, or gets compromised, if it is thrown about in the same motif, in the same way that one conducts themselves ordinarily with the physical senses.

Only when it’s a sight like this is there true forgiveness. Otherwise, there’s always some sort of reflection, or representation, or way of taking something on that augments one’s expectations and physical senses. But, instead, a sight like this leaves you in a very tenderized place to where to have this sight you have to become very, very quiet in terms of your being, in terms of your nature.

So what your dream was doing, was it gave you two examples of how it is that something is to be, or is more or less laid out, as an unfoldment quality, and your perception of that in taking it to mind would be to take it into something that is the beginning of tearing it down. And then if you verbalize it, you stab it even more. And you can have this sight, this sight is possible, providing it’s a sight that operates or functions in terms of its innerness, or quality over all of life, that is not sustainable if you do anything to say no, and the way you say no is you try to turn it into something that you can put your finger on, that is knowable, and reveal-able, and describable, and something able to be transmuted to others in life.

You try to transmute this kind of sight to others in life, who are accustomed to only this other way of perceiving, and you will be cursing yourself. You will be stabbing yourself. You can’t do it. And yet this kind of sight gives you tremendous insights. You can have these tremendous insights, but you can’t take those kinds of insights as they come through, and they’re not something that you take to heart, those insights. You like to take everything to heart, everything vies for the heart, and any inflection of something we want to take to heart.

By taking it to heart, I’m also meaning you are taking it to a point where once it’s taken to heart you try to reflect it. You can’t. It has to reflect itself. It has to be left alone. It has to be something that you cannot answer. You can only be there in terms of it. You cannot explain it. You can’t describe it. You cannot put a formula to it. And yet, somehow or another, you can have access to it.

And so your two dreams, and they were like two dreams, is like being able to somehow be in somewhere, in someplace, at some point and it’s just that. The process by which you can come to stare at it, explain it, roll it around, define it, blurs it.

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A Natural Trait

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tWhen we are unable to handle excess energy, anything can happen. Some will turn to drugs, drink, or sex – think of all the stories of artists of any kind who are trying to process an energy coming through them, but still don’t really know what to do with themselves at the end of the day. That’s why we can’t develop overnight, we must learn gradually how to handle higher and more potent energies, otherwise our systems get overloaded and we seek energetic release in one form or another, but usually not constructive to our end purpose. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So I don’t have a meditation dream per se, I just came to bed and broke it down with two dreams that look at what is going on in the whole of things, as a masculine energy role, and as a feminine energy role, or principle. And what changes, and what doesn’t change.

So, in the dream, wherever I go I have been carrying upon my person a knife, which cuts through whatever might get in my way. I don’t appreciate this knife, and have come to the conclusion that I am better off getting along without it.

First, I do everything I can think of to lose the knife. For example, when I discard the knife into a heap of trash, into the pile of mishmash of life, the knife still will not disappear. I mean I don’t see the knife, but when I look back at the garbage heap of it all I notice that that quality of the knife is still there. In other words, the knife isn’t quite really affected, completely disappeared or whatever.

In other words, it’s an energy that has to be there to do its thing, and it’s going to do its thing with or without me. As the knife bobbles about, even though I don’t see it, where it is at, I know it is doing what it does best, which is cut through the malaise, or whatever it is, of the place.

In other words, what I end up seeing is I see this pile or heap of whatever it is that’s the whole way that you pile everything up that you call creation, and then I see that there’s this thread hanging down here, there’s a thread hanging down here, and there’s a thread hanging down here, which means that knife, on an inner level, is cutting these threads loose, leaving these threads hanging. This knife still functions. It’s not functioning with me or through me, it’s functioning on its own, which is, when I look back, I see the knife keeps cutting, you know. And you could say, is it a willy-nilly way? Because it’s not doing it as me. It’s doing it as a quality, as an energetic.

So the fact that you see this knife doing this, lets you know that the garbage heap pile of life, and the knife, of which the garbage heap pile of life is the container, and the knife in relationship to all of that looked to be almost unrelated, but it is at that moment in time that I recognize and realize that a knife is a good thing to have. It never loses its edge, or central nature anywhere, in other words energy is neither created nor destroyed. In other words, it’s meant to go through a person. The masculine is meant to embody and carry that. Even when the most pristine and secure circumstances exist in my life, I am still served by this knife and its presence. I do not necessarily have to use it, just having it is now sufficient.

And the meaning is, I embody a quality within that never dies. No matter what I do I cannot get rid of it. It can seemingly disappear in the heat and burden of daily existence in manifestation, but even then a hint or sign of its beingness trait is apparent whenever you look.

For some reason, I had drawn the conclusion that this quality was interfering with my natural evolution, so I attempted to pacify it, or even kind of annihilate this trait from my being. Fortunately, this is not possible. This trait is designed to be a part of me, going everywhere I go. My problem is I did not understand this. I felt that this raw energy was getting in my way.

Over time I have come to learn how to work with such energy. It has evolved in me to be a trait that is no longer deemed to be stinking up the place, or completely offensive, or so off-the-wall that there is no way to codify it. This raw energy has become natural to me, and affects things in manifestation without there being any ill effects which used to reverberate everywhere.

That’s how change happens. That’s how the raw energy of the masculine manifests or brings about change. But, of course, before you can deal with the raw energy – that’s why a spiritual path deals with the feminine energy first, because it’s important to create the table setting of manifestation and work, then, with something that upholds or sustains something in some capacity of clarity of consciousness in that regard, although it looks like a state of complete confusion to the masculine at a certain point. It still has to be there in order for there to be an ego and a quality that is manifestation. You take it away, you have a nothingness.

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Acceptance

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32e8How do things happen in the universe? Well, many things happen the same way they do between individuals: through agreement. The masculine and feminine principles need to work together, but they can’t do it any old way. The masculine has to make itself right for the feminine for an acceptance to take place. Throughout life there are rules of engagement. We can see that in dealing with people, but can we see that as we try to engage with the universe? (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The other dream I had, as best I remember it, everybody seems to be more masculine in that dream. And it feels like, in this case, the masculine is trying to get into a country and he thinks it’s almost like either he can if not sneak in, there’s a room he opens and maybe there’s something in there that will get him like a pass into the country.

You know it might be like maybe you could do something like draw something in a lottery, but someone comes and says he has to go through this process instead to get into the country.

That’s the best way to summarize the dream. He might be able to get it passed with a draw, but he does have to go through the process to get into the country.

John: So what you dreamt is you dreamt it opposite than what I dreamt. In other words, I started off dreaming the masculine, and then I saw and looked at the feminine. You started off dreaming the feminine, then you took and you looked at how it is for the masculine, where he’s coming into a place.

You have to deal with how manifestation is, how ego is, how raw energy is that’s not grounded and not here. You have to get it codified, or accepted, or embraced. You have to become subtle enough so that you’re not a jeopardy, or a threat, to how it is that manifestation is – and that’s how, then, something is able to shift.

Now what is really, really interesting about this is when you start to look at those two things going on you could draw, let’s say, a philosophical spiritual question here, in which you take and you see things that are out of whack in manifestation, that seem impossible to rectify, and you can see a masculine energy in its raw state of just peering into this sort of thing before it can be codified into an even flow with it all, until it can become subtle enough so that it becomes a part of manifestation so that something can change or shift.

You can see this peering in, and you can see it having an attitude, or a reaction, and seeing that everything looks fairly hopeless because what is embraced in manifestation, or the feminine aspect of manifestation that has become polluted or contaminated in some sense, is set and changes very, very, very slowly. And so you want to smack it, or you want to do this, that, or the other to get it to snap out of it because as the raw energy starts to transform, or looks to transform, and looks to be absorbed into manifestation, how is this possible when it knows that manifestation is on a dire course?

And that it is being upheld by an aspect of the feminine energy in a set way, in an unchangeable way. And then the idea that the masculine is going to come down and allow something to come of all of this? Well, it has to be that way. It has to be that way, or otherwise it stays ungrounded in its mannerism.

So, what all of this means in terms of getting to a state where there is a nothing but a nothingness is very hard to see because you have to look at both the up and the down simultaneously. I can look at it still directionally in terms of how the masculine comes in and can cause a shift as the raw energy is transformed, and I can look at the feminine energy as something that has to remain fairly set in order for there to be an aspect of ego yet existing called manifestation. But how do you put the two so together that you have a nothingness, and can you still then have a manifestation? I don’t know how that can be, yet that seems to be in the next step or something, that seems to be in the offing, whatever that is going to be like.

Anyway, that part is mystery and confusion. I just point that out as to where I can see the one, I can see the other, but I can’t quite see how the both of them could be. And from the aspect of the masculine I can see where it gets to a point where it can recognize an aspect of feminine energy that you can’t go beyond, or otherwise you will tear some fabric of things to pieces.

And I can recognize that there is an aspect of feminine energy that has to accept a craziness of the masculine in order for a shift to occur, or otherwise she is upholding manifestation as it is, which isn’t appropriate. It has to change now. This is a paradox yet. I do not see that one through. I just see the two traits and how distinguished they actually are when experienced like this.

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