As a species we mostly have the view that certain people are special, i.e., Einstein and Mozart, and that some people are holy, i.e., Saint Francis and the Dalai Lama. Yet the truth of it is, we are all capable of such genius and spirituality – in our own way. But not by “being ourselves,” but by connecting to the higher intelligences of the universe. Yes, some are born with a capability to make that connection more easily, but they are only using the same apparatus for connection that we are all born with. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
Jeane: So the dream I had in the middle of the night, I can’t describe it that specifically, in terms of the symbolism, but the dynamic was more masculine. I felt more masculine in that dream.
And it felt like as I went to my, like if I were facing a certain direction and went to my left, or maybe my right, I don’t know, but anyway I went and I traveled over… it’s in a mountainside country, but it felt like as I traveled the energetic which I expected to moderate actually just kind of stayed out of control, or stayed real firm in terms of what it was, which felt a little out of control.
Like sometimes you expect an energetic to moderate, or become more comfortable, or do something. It just wasn’t doing that, and it felt like that happened several times, where the energetic was such that it just wasn’t tame, or it wasn’t comfortable. It just went to more of an extreme, and that kind of made me wake up with hot flashes, and having trouble getting back to sleep.
John: The energetic that flows through a person is not something that you can make any sense out of. It carries such an overallness that if you try to make sense out of it, or try to contend with it other than as it is, if it were to even be there, then, which it isn’t when you’re like that because you veil yourself away from it, but if it were to even be there then, it would blow the circuitry of your nature.
And so just glimpses of this can give a person a headache, or put one into a kind of bewildered state, because the human being has a construct about them that is always seeking to have everything that takes place make sense to them in some manner or another.
Now whatever this manner or another is, is always based upon a limited perspective, in terms of how the senses work and how the mind works, and this other energetic that is just so over-the-top, yet is within access of a human being, cannot be defined, controlled, or denoted from that kind of frame of reference. So that frame of reference has to step aside, and so this energetic which a human being can have access to because they are not just created in the image of it, but they’re the crown of it in some deep inner essence of it all, and so you have what is kind of a paradox that doesn’t, and shouldn’t make sense, but is the case.
You have a finite quality, meaning a physical body that is susceptible to every kind of limitation, and faculties that only look at the perspective of something that is extremely, extremely minute compared to the whole, and draws conclusions of that which bind it in relationship to such a finite perspective to try to bring that into the equation of that which is humongously universal – is some feat, indeed. And in order for that something which is so humongously universal to catch up with itself in a wholeness way, that the consciousness that is possible on this outermost/innermost kind of level, is this way of letting the energetic behind all that there is just be there, and somehow be okay with it just being there as something that you have access to.
A human being doesn’t know how to do that because their faculties and their nature is so limited that they find themselves having to think that they’re coping all the time and that this would then just be something more that they would have to contend or cope with.
Technically, that’s all that they really are doing, is in holding onto their triteness they are putting themselves into a defensive coping mechanistic state – and have no idea what is possible if they were able to just totally let go and surrender to everything, and have the access to this energetic that would just be an aliveness on a heartfelt or, in some cases you could say, it’s almost in the bones. It’s just everything and everywhere of which the shell of one’s nature is the caricature upon which the blueprint to it all is able to be accessed.
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