Part of the Illusion

M.C. Escher

These dreams really portray the idea that we are truly the only thing in our way. As we develop, we let go. At first we let go of the belief that the culture and society we are born into is the aim or point of life. Then we begin to let go of the personal loadings and psychologies that prevent us from connecting to the higher processes and purposes we are aiming ourselves toward. Yet it is just that struggle that builds in us the assembly that we need to fully let go and put ourselves into the way of the universe.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The very first dream I had I seem to be totally focused on a certain shade of green, people that wore that shade and were dressed in it, and whether or not a certain shade had to do with when wars were started.

And people would go by a doorway and they might be wearing different shades of green, like army green, or this green, or that green, but the only shade I was interested in was something that was like a Kelly green, whatever that meant. That would be the only shade of green I would focus in on. That was the earliest dream.

John: Well, green’s the essence and the highest color in terms of it being the one associated with life, and life that is in the plane of manifestation in which a quickening is possible. 

And so you’re working with a type of greenness, or a type of access. The greenness portrays the aliveness. How you get that light, as an aliveness, to touch that which is inanimate? Well there are various levels of this green, and there are levels of this green in which the aliveness that’s in an inanimate way remains in that condition.

In other words, it’s veiled, still with a greenness, but is veiled. And you’re learning to access what is necessary to take that which is inanimate, apply the essence, which in this case is portrayed as a color or light and, of course, we’ve come to know that light carries the information, or the quality to penetrate illusion, you are able to take and find that level of awakened aliveness, or essence. You’re able to touch things in manifestation.

Prior to this it was a matter of degree. In other words, things were still separate, but then there are some things that are alive, and somewhat alive, and somethings that are lesser alive, and other things that are on a level that appear to be completely dense like a rock. And so you’re learning the levels that are necessary to bring all of it into a oneness. I mean just like a rock is one level, but a rock is also soil, and soil with a flow of water attached and applied to it can quicken an aliveness to something that is a seed, that appears dense and inanimate like a rock. It can awaken that and cause it to breakdown and open up and come back into a oneness.

And you’re using as the elixir to all of this is the levels of light, and you have accessed a quality of the light, Kelly green. You’ve accessed a level of light upon which something more can be quickened. Quite a symbolism.

Jeane: Then I had a dream in which it feels like I’m out almost like in an area where there’s a plain way down below, but I’m climbing, and I’m climbing almost like on something that’s like a combination of tree and land. There’s a sense maybe that someone’s pursuing me, or they’re watching closely from behind.

And suddenly, as I’m trying to get where I’m getting, I realize I’ve gotten very way high and it doesn’t look like there’s anywhere to go. There’s these rocks that come out towards me, but then this young lady that’s with me goes up behind me and she finds a place where there’s been some like little pinions or whatever you call them the climbers use have been put into the rock and she swung over there, and she’s in an odd position but she’s found that by that position she’s finding a little trail behind the rock.

And I realize I can’t quite do what she did, but because I saw her get over on that rock I’m able to find some handholds and get over there, too, and then I can see some places almost inside the rock where we can kind of continue, and get to where we’re going, whereas the people that were behind us before, chasing us, or observing us, whatever they were doing, I think they thought that we would get to where we were and we wouldn’t be able to go any further, but because she’d kind of found this, you know, and then I joined her, we’re able to kind of cross over and continue.

John: So now you’ve taken it kind of more into a dream scenario of applicability. It’s almost like you’ve taken this light in the first dream, and now you’ve used that as kind of a seed thought to something that is subtle, as an awareness, that has come about.

And now, setting that aside for the moment, you now jump into manifestation in which you have dense things all around, which is like how the senses are, the senses perceive things in a separation, and you have an access to being able to work with the denseness in a newfound way. Now that which is still haunting you, and that which is still keeping you veiled and confused, and that which still has the element of tearing you down, or being too much for you, that which can destroy or cause you to crack up, is at a denser octave. And you now have access to something, that is on an inner level, more as an ability to work with the denseness to try to bring about a greater aliveness.

Now you’re still veiled in some regard from being able to pull it together as a oneness. That’s why you have this other part that is more dense, coming after a part of you that is separate, or seems to be separate. You see yourself in danger, so you have to see that as something that is separate from you.

And then you have the plane or the world in which all of this is acting out, in which everything is also a denseness, or inanimate fixated plane, only you are slowly developing a dexterity to know how to move about, and so there is a level inside of yourself, perhaps you might say even associated with the lime green awareness, that is able to take that which is considered super dense, which is rock, and be able to find footholds and handholds and a means by which to be able to move, or progress, or awaken.

Now it’s a subtle awakening in that you’re not yet at this point catching up with the fact that you, and some aspect that is part of, and identified with, and is made out of rock, too, you haven’t yet in this dream caught up with the fact that there is a correspondence, that there’s a oneness there. In other words, you’re still maybe 80%, 90% concerned with that which is haunting you, or is tearing at your fabric of balance. Your attention is still caught up in that, and so the degree to which you can affect the overall has limitations because that other conditionality of denseness yet prevails.

So, it’s kind of like you have a way of an awakening, from some part of yourself that has an insight to a degree, to which it can maneuver in the denseness, it can maneuver with the denseness, a denseness that is really you, and a oneness simultaneously, that you can do this to offset something more that seems yet too much.

What has to occur is you have to reach the point where all of it is able to be accepted and recognized as part of you, and the idea that these different parts act up and terrorize you is all part of the illusion in terms of you catching up with the essence to it all.

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