We have spoken about the idea that higher energies have greater requirements, meaning that if a thing is a finer energy, it can’t mix with lower, coarser energies. Said another way, the energies of kindness can’t live with the energies of cruelty. That’s the point of development: to make us finer, energetically, so that we become an attraction to ever more higher energies. But, of course, there can be the temptation to misuse such development for our own personal benefit, which is a contradiction to the idea of being in service to something greater. This is the story of those who rise up in the world for altruistic reasons, yet come crashing down because their ego gets in the way. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: So in the meditation there’s a way that I have, at my disposal, that enables me to do things with greater ease. The dilemma I have is I have gotten dependent upon kind of an outer means, and yet, on the inner, I’m looking forward to availing myself of doing it in this other way.
So, in other words, it’s like I’m dreaming both inner and outer. It’s the oddity of it. On the inner I can see how something can be done with ease, and how there is a quality to the way of doing things that makes everything flow. And it’s almost like I can feel that, I can feel how it could be like that, and yet then in the outer, when I’m in the outer, I am the way I am and I can just report to myself in the outer, almost as if this other is trying to leak through, that there is a better way of doing this. In other words, in the meditation dream, I have it easier because at my disposal is an energetic that, in an inner capacity, I’ve got accustomed to going to.
So, in the meditation dream, the effect in the outer is seen to be about 3%, only able to bring about 3% across. This effect is able to change, and it’s a tremendous 3% because it’s able to change unfolding consequences just by the fact that there is this kind of essence that’s leaked through.
So what is interesting is this effect is in the hands of my shadow. In other words, the other side now is my shadow, which is hanging out in an inner zone while I’m going about in manifestation. It’s kind of like a strange way of dreaming this, where Carl Jung had to dream something where he saw a yogi sitting by a tree and, when he came up close to him, he realized the yogi had the face that was him. And then he realized that if the yogi woke up, then how could he be? What was the dreamer, and what was the dream, kind of thing?
Well, that’s kind of how this is. I’ve got this inner thing that’s an aliveness inside of me, kind of like a shadow, but the effect of that can come across and can touch the outer, and can be brought into the outer, and can affect the outer. And this inner quality is where total at ease and peace exists, even if it’s just 3% that something comes out it can change the way things are. It can affect the way things are. Otherwise, they’re pretty dense, and pretty serious, and you’re caught up in your senses.
So in the outer there is this need to justify that I can lean upon things in the outer. In other words, I’m trying to justify that I can go through the things in the outer; I can lean upon the things in the outer. I can do this as my motif, but that’s not the way the shadow part, or this other part, in the inner plane or my higher self decides, it decides it all has to go – so it is destroyed.
I winced in not having this at my disposal when I could have used it to make things easier in the outer. So the inner got destroyed. The 3% got destroyed is what got destroyed. It’s like I was using it, but maybe misusing it or something, and now all of a sudden it’s gone away. My 3% goes away.
So my higher self saw this as being a limitation in that I was going more and more a sway in the outer, applying it to make my life easier. I was not meant to use it in that capacity. Use in this way leads to an imbalance and inadvertent ungroundedness. So my higher self, seen in this dream as a friend, destroys it. It was okay, but not if the effect is going to change the meaningfulness of the process. So what is going on? Isn’t that interesting? This is a deep theme isn’t it?
So what is going on? The energetic that I am waking up to needs to be in an inner/outer cohesion. If not, there is a problem. The problem shows up in the outer in that the unfoldment deviates into a personal abstraction. To deviate means a closeness of the heart in the outer level has gone askew. At the inner, higher-self level, the importance of the heart being in a more real place – meaning unfolding closer to the essence made manifest – not getting lost in the outer reflections, is the predominating note.
So when I lose it in the outer, in other words, get caught up in things in the outer, yet still have access to a little more energetic of something, that being a bit of a violation because it’s not supposed to be used to make the outer easier to accommodate, because the outer is just a reflection. So when I lose it in the outer, the higher-self, coming from the plane of the soul, has to honor that plane, has to honor that as the realness, so it has to destroy that which is being bastardized.
So the meaning of this dream is an inner awakening is only able to be in the outer, from the perspective of the higher self, if it brings a heartfelt closeness to the situation. If it doesn’t, then the result is wayward and needs to be obliterated, in other words, because then you’re misusing it or whatever. Or, to put it another way, the dream is saying that I am only allowed to use the access I have to bring about a greater overall awakening.
The significance is, to dwell upon problem solving is not what serving the higher self on a soul level is all about. To awaken from the projective outer slumber is needed at this time. With that in mind, as an inner principle, I am not allowed to make things easier if in doing so leads to a waywardness. The way things are devised to unfold in the outer is beyond my frame of reference. My frame of reference needs to be upon facilitating the inner into outer awakening, and not in paying attention to extraneous nuances.
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