Just a Glimpse

67umlThroughout the universe there is only one way for something to attract what it wants more of, or what it wants to be with, and that is to become more like it. It is an energetic law that says that like is attracted to like. In the physical world we understand this in terms of appearance, or environment: we learn to look a certain way, or we can create a space for something specific to happen. Energetically, we want the whole of our being to be an attraction to something higher, and so our development is to let go of all the things in us that might be too coarse for what we are trying to attract. Little by little we can shed things like judgment, or ego, and replace them with qualities such as compassion or kindness, and then see what happens next. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: We are at a point where the schematic of this is repeating, and it’s got a fairly close parallel, and I’ve been dreaming this part over, and over, and over again for quite some time. And last night it was almost like I needed to see a greater, bigger picture again, and then from that greater, bigger picture I then needed to be told that what I’m doing is creating a problem in relationship to the way I need to be in a letting go state, and that, then, was my sleep dream.

So my meditation dream portrayed something that’s impossible to be, in existence, in that it portrayed the inner, the deep, deep depth inner.

So, in the meditation dream, I’ve gone to an inner dimension in which the spaciousness is so extensive I can’t put my finger on anything. In this place I don’t have to know because I am intertwined with all that exists. My interconnectivity is to a oneness of beingness. I can settle back in my all-pervasive knowingness.

In other words, on the inner you can see the intertwinement, and so in the intertwinement you’re not stopped, you’re not blocked, you can just go, and go, and go. I mean you’re accommodated in that expanse. Or, you could say that I traveled, in my meditation dream, deeper and deeper within and, at no time, did I find myself in a place where separation existed. The intertwinement made what I was doing acceptable.

But, when I opened my eyes, and I found myself having to contend with the outer, the sensation was that of having to contend with the illusory belief that in everything there is a quality of a separateness – in some capacity. Such a veiled belief system estranges me from a heart that embraces the essence of everything as being me.

So what does this imply as a result? When I am unable to accept who I am, and struggle to see myself in a separate capacity way, such bewilderment blinds me from a connection to what is going on. To be like this is to deny an all-pervasiveness. Another way of saying it is, I am talking about the soul that is the only thing there is – when we’re talking about an all-pervasiveness – and then we’re kind of estranging ourselves from that when we are looking at things as having a distinction.

A shutting down illusion occurs when I open my eyes and am shocked at trying to sort things out, because that is a sorting out that fails to include the intertwinement, just the separate capacity aspects. To be like that is to veil. A veil is a lie to one’s self, because, when such a veiling is removed, there is nothing going on. You can say, okay, now you’re talking about something in such a capacity that that isn’t how it is when you’re in the planes of manifestation. So how do you somehow cope?

So, to try to cope, I start off then by going and I shift into a more expansive scenario, from a limited scenario that I had been confined to. In other words, there’s still the rub off of knowing that there’s something greater. So even though I’m confined to something more limited, a bit of a grasp of this greater beingness of myself causes me to be able to shift a bit into a greater wholeness. Or, in other words, having a sense of the higher self. And what I see is that I am not actually grounded enough for this bigger picture.

I am told to observe that which is positive, in other words, because I’m not really grounded, by positive it means look at that which is a quality of something that is okay in the flow of the outer, because there are things that are running into resistances, and other things are naturally unfolding. Try to see that which is naturally unfolding because that is an energetic that is at least supported and activated at this time. It doesn’t mean it will stay activated, because I don’t see the full picture. I am in a more openness, but only deemed to be in a position of aspect in relationship to the overall beingness that has a bit of revelation to it – and I have to see that like reading the tea leaves of something.

The reason I am so handicapped is because I’m blocked from seeing. I just see the top part. I just see kind of an upper part. It’s as if there’s a wall, and I could see something that bobs just above the wall, just a small, small portion, whether that’s a third of it, or a quarter of it or whatever it is, I don’t see it in terms of how it’s standing on the ground.

So when it’s like that apparently I’m meant to make due with where I am at by taking the flow that is anew, and identifying it correctly as something that is a flow, or an unfoldment, and thus facilitate it into the overall in and through me.

Well, if you think about it that is going to be a challenge because I am not seeing the all-pervasiveness that is me, and the allness that is me. That is what the meditation dream indicated me to be in the overallness of myself. I am only getting glimpses from what rises up as a kind of above, yet not in the below, kind of, so to speak, off the ground unfoldment.

Whether that is a flow with the required groundedness it needs is not something I can tell yet. It’s left for me to somehow determine, because I am only able to see this very subtle inflection.

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