Dreaming into Knowing

We’ve all had those moments when we are in the flow of whatever it is we are doing, and suddenly we become conscious of that flow, or our ego flares because of our well being, and we totally lose the connection. It seems an imperceptible shift, yet everything changes. We go from being and doing, in the moment, to trying to be and do. In other words, we get in our own way and limit our possibility. In development, we seek to let go in a way that keeps us connected to the flow, thereby giving us the best potential outcome for any situation. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So the meditation dream I have seems to catch up with this kind of slowly, in that I’m beginning to realize that I have to access, vibrationally, a spatiality that is not in the collective consciousness of life.

I mean, this is a little bit like yesterday where I got the first download on this, in which anything that is perceivable has a recognizable reality. And when it is something that is perceivable, then it can’t make much headway.

So, in this dream, it’s like there’s a big football field. And the other team kicks off the ball, and I go in between. I’m supposed to be a blocker that’s supposed to, as they kick to whoever catches the ball on my end, I’m like supposedly a blocker to enable my person to somehow come down the field as best they can.

They kick the ball and it goes to a woman. I turn my back and, as I turn my back, I suddenly could see behind myself all of the areas that are dead spots, that if you can hit those dead spots you’re not going to get tackled. So I turn and I see the woman who’s caught the ball, and I see the fear in her eyes, and I realize: this is the last play, and if we don’t get a touchdown on a runback, it’s hopeless. And yet I can feel all that. I can feel the dead spots with my back turned to it – not indulging in it.

So I go up to her, and she’s glad to hand me the ball, and then I turn around. And, as I turn around, now I’m taking into account the running rushers – and that’s a problem. Before I just could see the blind spots. And so now I’m trying to use my athleticism to race around the end and whatnot, and then I wake up.

And I realize that, somehow or another, in reevaluating and looking at what took place, I had gotten into a set pattern again – just like you and your wallpaper had a certain set pattern, Joan Rivers’ mannerism. And so when I turned around and then started to try to make things happen, in the way that you are able to kind of think that you make things happen, I couldn’t do it.

I couldn’t, in other words, hit this Michael Jordan zone, as he used to hit in basketball, whereby everything just parted. Instead, I was taking into account everything about what was in front of me, and I was going to get tackled as a consequence, because I was still now trying to function with the same mindset that was in front of me – and you have to learn to just let go of it.

And so, the meaning is, a couple days ago I learned that as long as I had a bias, between right and wrong, I undermine the letting go flow. And then, yesterday, I saw an inner vibratory reality that shifted through the collective nuances about things.

This was a sight that I knew, like an inner light inside, because it wasn’t present in the outer, that I knew was faster than a set-and-defined outer. What I saw was not visible in the outer. I mean it was visible to me in the inner, but the outer was relating to things differently, in a more set and established way. And so it was like an energetic, and because it wasn’t visible in the outer but something I could see in the inner, it was like a type of substance, because if you could bring it through then it could affect the outer. If you could shift something in manifestation, if you could affect something in manifestation, then you were obviously playing with a secret substance that could do that sort of thing.

In other words, you weren’t limited by something; this intangible could affect the tangible. So, in this dream, if I get out of trying to finesse, or cope, with projections, I can know naturally where the empty space is at. When I just hold that space within, I can get it. When I turn and try to use this as if it’s a type of consciousness that you can grab a hold of, that’s when I’m set up to fail again. In other words, that’s when I fall back into the outer dynamics.

The meditation dream last night is telling me that to go beyond collective conditioning in life I must let go of my outer sense projections that we function with, you know, because we’re constantly thinking we’re in a bifurcated world. That is impossible to let go because, when you see limitations, you are in limitations, instead of an intertwining. And thus there will be definitions, and those definitions will keep you lost.

So I can reach beyond limitations when I place my inner beingness into an intangible vibratory state that I have no need to control. If I see it, and I focus upon it, in other words, you’re trying to do some sort of control and whatnot, you contaminate it. But if you’re able to simply access the vibration, and nothing more, and hold to just that, you won’t be setting up resistances because you wont be trying to perceive things this way, and that way. And, thus, you’ll leave the heart free to be in the overallness, without any stigmatic fetters, or spells, from the outer and its collective. That’s the meditation dream.

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