On the Vibration

Inner-BesWe speak often, in spirituality, of letting go and of surrender. And we seek to become conscious of our automated defense mechanisms as they prevent our connection to flow. As this struggle reaches finer, and finer, and more subtle, levels within, we begin to see that in each moment we are either siding with our old self, and its ways, or we are choosing to be with the energetics of now, with whatever that might entail. It is a great battle, but one we do softly with ourselves, because every part of us has our best interest at heart. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: An earlier dream involves accessing a closeness, and something happens which is too much. In other words, let’s say you get somebody’s attention who is normally distracted, and they’re heebie-jeebie because normally they don’t want to listen, they’re just way too busy, and you get their attention, you can easily overwhelm. And, when you do overwhelm and impose it through like that, the statement is a funny statement that comes up is: why did you let it get away? It’s because none of that was in flow, then.

There was no proper inner into outer. Whenever there’s a tension, or a frustration, or a factor that’s in the way, that’s when the ability to take in gets lost because you’re taking in something in a non-outer capacity, lower-self sense way. You’re taking it in in terms of a higher-self sense that uses the substance of light, instead of the substance of a sound-oriented manifestation that is very, very slow and can’t keep up with this other flow that is also meant to be there. You’ve got the two halves.

So the dream I’m having… It’s hard to say how this is a dream, but it has a latent frustration which compromises an unfoldment from coming through. The frustration that touches a latent anger, for example, harkens back to a condition I carry that is keeping an inner from affectively flowing.

A scenario: As I look deep within, I detect the condition on the heart soul when I look. In other words, what we’re talking about is, this is a pattern. You dreamt the pattern to keep the inner from coming into the outer for you.

So, as a consequence, every aspect of a reaction, that you do, has this pattern. If something gets to be too much, in terms of trying to do something, or to buy something, then you will do an exhaustion kind of fear, kind of stepping back, kind of reaction. If the driving is too much, that pattern will come out again, too.

So what my dream is talking about is this pattern, and now I’m trying to understand my own pattern. And so I am talking about a heart level that, in its ideal state, is able to embrace the inner and the outer. But, in terms of trying to read it, or get there, there is something that keeps happening because it causes a looking instead of a feeling.

Now this time we’re talking about a looking that is a reducing of something into a dense way of reception, as opposed to a perception that works on the level of a flow, that is able to know how things really are in a different way, on a light level. To touch inner to outer one must stay on the vibration as a form of substance level that is seen by an all-pervasive feeling.

To try to grasp this in an understanding way is a problem, in that this slows down the streaming and there is a frustration that ensues in this way. When carried into the outer from the inner without restriction, the image in nature, when you look at a forest, is it is as green as green can be, as far as the eye can see, not a blighted tree to symbolically portray a frustration of the flow.

It’s interesting. It even had an image, now, of what that can look like. What this is called is, it’s called a type of purity. And the level, of one’s inner self, that this is on, that is a type of purity, corresponds most directly to a fire element that goes back to Zoroastrian religion. We carry all these things inside of us. This is a Zoroastrian trait. It is a type of purity. It’s a rare religion, that no one understands, that was nearly wiped out by Alexander the Great – and yet there it is. There’s just a little of that left, just a little of that left. That’s its input into the fabric of the psyche of humanity.

So anyway, that’s how you isolate that now, because each thing represented something. Every prophet, everything, represented something.

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