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1211Our dreams offer us an opportunity to communicate with all the different aspects of ourselves: the masculine and the feminine, the fearful and the adventurous, the extrovert and the introvert. And those communications are designed for one reason: to help bring those aspects into alignment so that we can have the most important inner communication, which is between our higher self and our lower self. This is the path that leads us to the true meaning of “know thyself.” (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, the earliest dream I remember, it was like I was a fairly small person in this bed, like just a foot or so high, and then there was this taller person, that’s maybe four feet or so tall, that’s sitting up on that side of the bed.

And I feel like there’s a mirror of him on this side of the bed, and the thing about him is that he has like a swath of almost looks like stardust or something, that kind of goes through one eye, and comes up, and swirls over the other eye. It has like this wave pattern.

So my sense is I can take, with the person on the left here, it’s almost like I can be down here like he’s sitting up in the bed, and I can be right below him, and do something, kind of climb up a bit, and do something that changes that stardust wave in his eyes from a gold to like a silver color.

But when I go over to that side of the bed, and try to work with that kind of wave of stardust, I can’t seem to shift the color. So it’s like I think that’s why I wake up, because there’s this frustration of something that I’m trying to shift there, that I can’t quite shift.

John: That’s another way of portraying the dilemma in life, in which, in manifestation, things have developed a certain quality by which they function. In other words, a set of values, which is represented by the person on your left, and then you having a relationship with those set of values – to whatever degree you have that relationship – is you in a smaller capacity in the outer.

But in order for something more profound to open up, there has to be the acknowledgement, the recognition, of the other levels of yourself that aren’t just this little kind of balancing act collage, between the left and then yourself. They also have to include that quality on the right; and the quality on the right is connected to an aspect of light – and they don’t come together.

What does come together is some semblance that seems palpable, in terms of the quality on the left, and yourself, but the other part that is sitting in kind of a stardust capacity, or in other realms, that need is not being brought through. And that is a need, even though you could describe that need as a catching up with qualities of a greater wholeness of yourself. And you could call that something that exists on the vibratory level of your beingness, that’s where your need is at, and you can even depict it as other levels, or other beingnesses, of yourself. That’s what that stardust quality is.

But you have caught up with what you are able to cope with, between that aspect that’s kind of a shadow part of it, and yourself. You’ve caught up with enough of it in order to cope, but then there still is this so much more. And the dilemma is the so much more, just like it has to come into your being, it also has to come into the being of the world. And it’s not coming into the being of the world.

And when you take and you agitate this quality, to try to see if you can simulate it into the being of the world, you’re apt to cause collateral damage. The dilemma that Lewin has created off of the first day is he actually shook things to a depth, even though he said that it would be nice to go into the light and all this, that, and the other, beings of light, which is the way we would be you know in another loci, he simulated something fairly close. And, just like he indicated, that if he was to do something like that now it would drive everybody crazy.

It can’t be done yet. He did to a certain degree, and whenever you take and you affect the outer by something that is a little more than what it’s willing to take in, or ready to take in, you set off a reverb in the opposite direction. You set off a type of defense mechanism. And after his talk he set off a defense mechanism, and now he’s going to have to solve it. It doesn’t appear to be that way. Everybody relates to this as a very, very high thing that happened, and they were really blown away and whatnot, but he set in motion something that’s a recoil. Can you feel the recoil?

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756452It is easy to think that it is our uniqueness that separates us from the crowd, or that makes us different. But that uniqueness is really best fulfilled as a part of the whole, as a thread in the tapestry of life. When we make our life completely personal, we detach ourselves from the whole, and from the energetic flow that is the wholeness. We thereby lose the connection and support of the energetic unfolding – the everything that’s trying to happen – and end up in a dead-end path of our making. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in the meditation dream, I find myself in a setting in which everything is provided. I cannot imagine, or anticipate, there can possibly be more – and yet there is. It’s as if a blind spot, in the universe of my beingness, exists, as there is more, and more.

In the dream, as I am coming out of a building, feeling good about everything, this person who suddenly just kind of walks on by amicably, without any pretense or anything, that I’ve never seen before, and this person just seems to flow in a way that opens life up, just by this natural flow.

In other words, it’s more at ease. And until this instant happened, life was such that there was like nothing new under the sun. In other words, everything was accounted for, and there might have been a certain way that you felt contained by all of that, but now the whole process changes as a naturalness, never seen, or not in my awareness, is suddenly there. And it affects the possibilities as a consequence of what looks like an effortless unfoldment and movement.

The meaning is, this is a dream that’s suggesting that a deeper revealing is now possible, as I have gone in my way of being about as far as possible, and now something has to shift to open something up as a greater dynamic.

Whatever I did in the direction that I went has paid kind of a price of admission, or something, so there can be this revealing, based upon an unexpected shift. And, in the shift, there is a quickening to catch up with what heretofore had been unseen and unknowable.

And what’s especially fascinating about this shift is I can tell that this new way is just getting started, and that I can no longer rest on what I went through, because, what was, now suddenly seems stiff in comparison to this. In other words, things that are making sense suddenly make more sense. So how one was proceeding kind of wilts away.

And then in the sleep dream, a woman introduces me to her friend, who is another woman I have never seen before. And this friend of mine, woman, comments in some nuance way about a product this woman is bringing into life, that she represents this product. And then suddenly I get handed a tube.

I think I get handed this tube by my friend, and it has no markings at all on it. And then I’m told by my friend that this woman has 30 stores that sell this. And so I’m looking at the tube with no markings, and I immediately say, “Well, is this some sort of hand cream in this tube?”

And that’s acknowledged, and then this woman says that this product here must have gotten out of the vat before it was ready, meaning it hadn’t  been completely packaged yet, and had to go through a certain protocol before it could be distributed.

So, as I am standing there, she is pressing her face into mine, as her way of trying to explain what is askew. And you usually have normal boundaries, you know, distance, and is going on and on with regard to the changes, or what needs to be, and what all of this is about. Well, I’m distracted by what I figure is a really weird image, her face smashed into mine like that, as she’s trying to explain.

In other words, you stand back with a little distance. You just don’t overpower like this. This is an odd sensation. As brilliant as she is, she doesn’t seem to notice that she doesn’t have good spatial sense, and I don’t know what to do about this without breaking the flow and disrupting the communications.

Meaning: The theme is about how naturally, nonchalant, and amazing the unfoldment is, if I am able to step aside from petty nuances. This is a revealing going on that is nonstop, but to take it in, under the outer spatial conditions that prevail, a step back is needed. And when I take the step back, I realize that I am able to let go and take in, in life, more than I realized was possible, meaning that one is able to go beyond the defensiveness of one’s nature that one had been carrying around as a demeanor.

And then in this last sleep dream, I’m in a room, it’s like a room and it has a big table in it. And it’s like I’m with a teacher and a group, and we’ve all filed into this room, and I pick up a hose to water, and start spray washing this large table in the room, the top of it, cleaning it off.

And then the teacher, at some point, says if there’s anyone else who would like to chime in, or jump in, to step forward and take the hose. The table is pretty much clear when someone takes the hose out of my hands, and, of course, my attention is upon the table, so I’m not sure what’s going on.

In other words, I don’t realize yet that there are other things that can be done to shape and design what is needed. So this person then starts doing something with the hose to something else in the room, and then this person explains why they’re doing that to this thing in the room. And suddenly I notice, one by one, each person identifying an aspected need, as if there is a cosmic list, and that they then would be taking the hose one by one in terms of affecting something that’s to be anew

And what impresses me is that, in the unfoldment process, and as a result of what each of us has a natural way or role in terms of this process, what impresses me is how the heart, which normally feels a weight when one is kind of on their own or something, and there’s a waywardness, there’s a wonderful effect that rises to the heart because everything is in a design – it works – comes together as a whole.

The meaning is, the dream is pointing out that there is so much more to shape and shift an atmosphere. There’s much more than I realize. In other words, I’m used to looking at my own particular thing, being overwhelmed by even just that. What I’m meant to recognize is that I am part of an overall unfoldment process. And that where I’m at in this is just an aspect of a much bigger picture, able to participate in an aspected role in the overallness.

It’s an awakening in that overallness, and it’s in conjunction with a group, the whole, of which I am not everything, but I am integral in what I do. And in catching up with all of that, in coming into conjunction with all of that, the heart is fulfilled as the support and coming together enriches the whole. And what occurs shapes and lifts up life such that each part, of each step, of us, in a process, touches the heart.

So that was the coming together of the three dreams. It kind of starts off in which you come to realize that you kind of have a blind sight to the fact that whatever it is that you’re doing, that that isn’t so important, and that there’s so much more to take place.

And then when you come to realize that, you lose the image of yourself, the identity of yourself. But the key, then, is to get into the right cadence of ebb and flow, and then when you get into the right cadence of ebb and flow, you find, then, all of a sudden there is this huge wholeness, or overallness, of which each of us, in our own unique connective inner way, has a place within that. In other words, we’re not just all independent, we’re intertwined.

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oie_deep_breathThere will always be aspects of our inner self that will be in battle with other aspects of our inner self: the part that wants to stay in shape, and the part that can think of 100 better things to do; the part that wants to be successful, and the part that can be content with less stress and more relaxation. But the greatest battle is between the planetary aspects of our life: family, career, food, sex, and the universal aspects: spirituality and service to something higher than our planetary desires. And the only way to resolve this antagonism is to make a place for both aspects, but keep our spiritual pursuit as the reference point to make our life decisions. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, I just remember one dream, and, in this dream, it felt like there was a battle going on, and the battle would go on at night. And it felt like it was kind of a building that was kind of dark, with dark blue paint or something, but, essentially, the battle went on, on the bed, which was like this bed.

And if I kind of shifted from one side to the other, when I was on that side, where you are now, the people that I was battling, they would try to do something to make one lose their lung capacity. You were vulnerable, when you were on that side of the bed, to them.

So I had figured out some trick so that it didn’t completely work on me, so that I could continue the battle and didn’t get defeated. But it always felt like a little iffy, like you didn’t know. But I had figured something out so that I could go to that side, and then come back, and not be defeated in the battle.

John: Well, what you’re describing is a process that stabs the heart, or demoralizes one’s nature. And whenever there is an overindulgence in the outer, in other words, whenever you’re caught up in something, and thrown around by variables of things, in the outer, you experience shortness of breath.

You actually experience something affecting, because your breath follows what happens with the heart. And so if the heart is not in an appropriate flow condition, or state, there is actually an impact on the breath. The breath is exquisite when everything is unfolding as it’s meant to unfold, or as it’s designed to unfold, or as you’re designed to be a participant in the design of what is unfolding.

And the scenario that would trigger that might be the fact that things could go into such an exhaustion, or askewed way, or you imagine even that they’re off and askewed, you can even put the curse upon yourself by just imagining. And that creates a heaviness of the heart, which creates a shortness of the breath.

That’s why the principle of following the breath is so important, because within the breath is the wholeness, and the overallness, that you can experience, and it is mirrored to the heart – or the heart mirrors to that.

So when you’re relating to this side of the bed, versus your side of the bed, it’s almost like trying to take into account the two parts, the in-breath and the out-breath, the masculine and the feminine, the discombobulation versus the order. My side of the bed being always kind of a sense of a discombobulation because it’s trying to pull something into a wholeness, and your side of the bed being something of a completeness that is always in a sense of being in jeopardy, and that can have a strain on the breath because of the qualms of the heart.

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