We often speak of the ways our unconscious self seeks to make connections for us through our dreams. So when a person dies in a dream, whether masculine or feminine, it can point to our inability to allow the connection that is trying to come together – because of some resistance within us. And this can lead to a sense of mourning, because a new possibility has been lost. Of course, our systems will keep trying, on our behalf, but an opportunity for growth has still been derailed, or, at least, delayed. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
Jeane: I think my dream was somewhat influenced by watching The Black List where you had this conflict going on between an Israeli and people from the Middle East that wanted to blow something up, or capture people. And, in the dream, I seem to be friends with both a young woman, and a young man, and some other young people. They seem like late teens, early 20s.
We’re visiting at the home of the family of one of the young men, like we’re having some kind of a group meeting, and I’m close to one of the women. And she and one of the young men, that’s a son of the family, are almost like on different sides, or different nationalities, and we leave the meeting at the house.
And, when we’re some distance from the house, I hear that the son of the family has been killed, and they seem to feel like she, or people she’s associated with, are responsible. I feel badly about this, so I travel to the house because I was friends with the sister, and I had met the family, and I have trouble reaching the house.
It’s almost like the path there is hard, or you can get lost easily, so I kind of have to abandon the car and I walk on foot a ways, and then I don’t see anybody at first, and I walk into the house and I start to go up some steps. And then I start to have second thoughts, because I realize the family’s in mourning and I don’t want to upset them.
But about the time I’m halfway up the stairs, it’s like I think the sister sees me, so she takes me to where her parents are. And I can see that, even though I feel like the girl they’re angry at wasn’t responsible, that they’re still kind of in mourning and you can’t really talk to them about anything.
And the whole dream was kind of in these… none of it seemed to be in color. It was just kind of in shades of… just in different shades, almost, not very bright. And that was all.
John: The reason why it wasn’t in color, and there were shades, is because what’s missing is an inability to hear a particular kind of masculine energy.
In other words, the feminine energy, without the masculine input, sits in a state of… sits in asleepness, can’t come out of a stupor, and thus there is something that can’t quite come through. And so what you’re describing is you’re describing a condition where something can’t quite make itself known.
And when it’s like that, the dilemma has to do with accepting something, in terms of a clarity, which is like a sight, or it’s like an energy that comes through. It’s accepting an energy that’s trying to come through; or, I should say, it’s not accepting an energy that’s trying to come through, and, therefore, a balance is disturbed so that the completeness way that the feminine can have, where things have color to them, it loses the color.
So when it can’t accept the masculine coming through – this is interesting. How does it get so it only can see shades, instead of the usual color? Because the feminine nature, in and of itself, as its waking up, as it relates to things, it sits in a plane with color, with light. It has a sparkle quality that it can see.
And the masculine can’t see it until it comes into life. It gets grounded more, then develops more of a softer, or, I should say, magnetized approach, in terms of bringing something through. It doesn’t come through. The color goes out of life, then. Hmmm. It’s an interesting start of something, isn’t it?
John: Wherever that’s going to go.
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