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imatWhen we begin to deal with life from an energetic perspective, instead of from the perspective of the world of matter and physical things, we have to become more sensitive with, and listen to, the whole of our systems, because they are designed to read the subtleties of energies, whereas our brain is not. And it’s important to be able to read the energies so that we can give an appropriate response to them. In the dream, a baby needs to be cared for; in the physical we know the responsibility and requirement of caring for another life. But, our energies need care and feeding, too, so we have to become sensitive to those needs through our journey. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In this next dream, the parts I remember it felt like in order to get something, and record something, I have to go up on stage where a play is going on. You’re down in the audience.

When I need something, I need someone to bring me something, the curtain’s gone down. It feels like my sister is bringing it to me, but she’s trying to get up on the stage, I just hear some scratching, I finally find that she is trying to come through almost like a radiator or something, so I have to tell her, that’s not big enough. She has to go back and come up another way.

And then the scene just shifts, and I’m meeting you at someone’s apartment where we’re going to be doing some recording, but you’ve hooked up the recorder in some kind of really weird way, that’s more complex, that has all these things attached to it. So I’m unattaching those so we can just have the recorder work so that it’s more simple.

And when I look up on the wall I also see that, as far as broadcasting, we’ve got some kind of new setup that I think either broadcasts or receives sound better from the distance, but the recorder itself I have to simplify because you’ve made it kind of complex.

Then I step outside for a minute, and it’s almost like I go to the car and I come back and we have a baby. It’s like I’m carrying the baby, and she’s all bundled up, and so I’ve kind of removed the bundle a little bit so that when I hold her up it’s like I’m looking right into her eyes. She has these really sweet eyes.

And then I’m bringing her back into the apartment where we were meeting with the other people and doing the recording, but there’s like a blind or something over the door, so when I first try to get through I realize it’s too wide, and that it’s going to be awkward because my focus is really on the baby and I don’t want us covered with this cloth, or whatever it is.

And so I pause for a minute because I realize, instead of trying to work through it myself, I should wait until they just pull it apart because my focus should just be on keeping the baby okay.

John: So you have three images going on there, and all of the images are designed to give you information – in terms of the theme of the dreaming – which has to do with working with vibration. It’s almost like the first dream that you had set the stage for what then became images to give you additional information.

The first dream set the stage, even though it seemed pretty hard to pull out, because often times you can be in a deeper space. The first dream actually has a deeper quality to it. I was looking at it as if it was a state, and yet it wasn’t quite a state, and yet it was a state – but it was just a deeper quality in which it was showing a pattern of how energy is. But the images that you have all depict states. In other words, it’s almost as if that primary image then is not quite in sync with a way of being; and that’s what those images are.

So the first image, in which you have something that rises up through something, like feminine energy, or the energy rising up to how you are on a stage, is imbalanced, because the feminine energy stays and holds a rootedness, holds itself in the manifestation, doesn’t rise up. And the image of you being on a stage is out of balance, too, because now you’re elevated.

If this were a masculine dream, which it’s not, the image would be of the masculine having to recognize something that causes it to pull down, which would have to do with kind of getting grounded, and rooted, in order to catch up with something which would be of the feminine completeness, a light imbedded in the matter.

But the way this image works is that something has become unnerved, or disassociated, and thus there is that as a problem. And then it falls into the second aspect, in which the sound that’s coming out, or the broadcasting and such that’s happening, there’s something about that that just isn’t effectual.

And then what’s interesting is the dream throws you on the other side a little bit now, almost as if, okay, you have seen how this kind of is an impingement, and can you recognize that there is a certain care that needs to be upheld as a stillness, instead of a referencing, a vibrational referencing, and that stillness, like being on the other side of a door that you seem to be veiled from – because yourself on the flip side has this vibrational imbalance – but on the other side the responsibility that you have for something that’s more precious is something that’s innocent and still.

And so somehow this is supposed to enable you to recognize, in a reflective capacity way, the way you are imbalanced vibratorally; or not necessarily you’re imbalanced vibratorally because deep down you never are. I mean you’re bifurcated based upon ignorance, but you yourself have the thread of something deeper that is just fine.

So you have created a contrast in order to come to a better understanding about vibration. And what’s interesting is your essential understanding is one towards an innocence, and stillness, like the baby that is just there to be held, or to be nurtured, to be maintained as a quality. And that quality is maintained in the breath, and not in the other where the vibration is askew.

And by having the images, so to speak, thrown at you this way, you’re able to denote something that apparently you need to denote. So it’s interesting how the theme worked, isn’t it? That was the theme of the evening, had to do with recognizing vibratory imbalances.

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We all have our energetic rhythms, some days we feel bright and strong, and other days we feel weak and vulnerable. But what we may not be as aware of is that those states in us are also attractive to other energies. So when we feel unhappy or angry – or are around people in those states – it is important to have strategies for not staying there too long, ways to uplift our energies again – so the energies that are attracted to those lower states don’t have a long time to gather around us. Being aware of what is attracted to us, energetically, can help us learn to invite and encourage certain energies, and limit our exposure to others, as a safety to ourselves. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I had trouble with dreaming last night because I was not feeling really well. I remember one dream where it felt like I don’t know what we were doing, but I went over and maybe the car that you had had backed over a cliff. And it wasn’t a really dangerous thing, in a way. It’s more like it had slid down this dirt cliff and come to rest at a place that was above a little village, or something, so I had to go down there and decide how we could help get the car out, and who was going to help us.

But one of the problems I ran into was I had been in a house earlier, in one of the villages, and it felt like they worried about witches, and they wanted to kind of sometimes do something to kind of neutralize women – almost like because they thought women were witches, or they had to do some process. And so were they going to suspect I was a witch, and would that interfere in the way of getting the car up and out of that embankment? That was all I remembered from the earlier dreams, and then this morning I have a dream.

John: See, the theme of the dreaming last night had to do with having a protection, and having an effect, based upon maintaining and/or adhering to a vibrational condition. So when you have a car, meaning yourself, that goes over a cliff and gets into a vibrational spinout, in other words, where it’s reduced energetically to a quality that lacks its usual, or lacks what it could hold onto as a usual dynamic, the consequences of anything that’s caught in a thought-upon-thought collective is something that can be easily seen or visualized. It stands out, and thus you have the image of being vulnerable in kind of an exposed way.

What this is meant to show you is that the protection you have, there is a protection. In other words, thought-upon-thought causes a breakdown of things in which there is an exposure, and consequences that arise out of the exposure. But when you hold onto a vibration that sweeps through the exposure lower-self vibration, there is a protection there. The reason it works that way is, just think of how it is in the outer in which when you are in a state of depressed nature that bad things happen to you, and that when you’re in a state in which your quality of energy is uplifted that things make way for that, things open up for that.

So the portrayal of you being in kind of a collapsing of energetic, to an image of being in an exposed, and vulnerable, position, is because that is what happens when you are not holding onto a quality of vibration that you’re meant to be aware of, and that is when the protections are removed.

In other words, maybe the way to see it is that if you’re in a state of true innocence, like a child is, they have kind of like a type of guardian angel that looks out for them. As you get older, and become more sophisticated, and take on the righteousness of having ideas and vibrations that you’re going to hold onto for yourself, then you exchange what had been a protection for those ideas. And because those ideas have no guidance, really, in them, they are reflective, you are vulnerable to kind of an ill fate.

And thus the image that you have, the image is not predictive or anything like that. The image is just symbolic of the fact that you let go of holding on to a certain space that you are aware of, and, in letting go of that, in exchange, that there is this kind of breakdown which is exaggerated by the image of being like a witch.

In other words, your dream world takes and uses accentuations from some place or spatiality inside of yourself to create a shift, to reveal what the state is that you are in, and that’s revealing the state.

Now, I actually also believe that maintaining something that is a little adrift like that, something where there’s a certain direness, maintaining that long enough, having that infiltrated into the molecular makeup loud enough, long enough, leads to one catastrophe after another. So you’re on the verge of the breakdown kind of way of being, vibrationally.

Jeane: Thanks.

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i78esWe may not always realize how much of the stress in our lives comes from a deep feeling of loneliness. Why would that be, even if we are surrounded by family and friends? Our strongest urge, which is built into our design, is to connect to the universe we have been born into. That is the connection we truly seek, and all other connections become a substitute for the universal one, which means they will never really fulfill the ache we feel inside. To be on a path is to find that connection, which offers the only true peace and settlement we will ever know. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: First of all I’ll go to the meditation dream. I see myself accomplishing the objective, which is to stop the doingness, and that effect leads to what I know it’s going to lead to. It leads to a stillness, a stillness that is everywhere. And then I suddenly go into shock.

Now suddenly there’s nothing to see. Existence as me is no more. I hadn’t realized that it could be like that, and I find myself scrambling to come up with a way in the nothingness, because all of a sudden when I went into shock I went into shock because all vibration disappeared, and when all vibration disappeared, I disappeared – and so what is there?

And so I wake up unable to find a cope-ability, or any capabilities, unable to find anything, in the absolute emptiness. In other words, it’s just a void, not even a vibration. It’s the epitome of true death. I can find no relatability that exists, whether positive or negative, there’s just nothing because I don’t exist – so there is no longer a knower and known. I can’t say anything about anything anymore because there isn’t a functional beingness for that.

So then I have the consequence. To glimpse absolute death is shocking. It can’t be done. My definition of death always carried a reference to a vibration. In other words, there was always a permeating vibration. You didn’t really die. You went to the other side, or something. To be without a vibration is a void without any cognitive at all, and so, when it was like that, I mean the epitome of where there’s really a true despair, a true breaking down of it all, that is when I got it. God is in the soul, or in that vibration. And the heart knows no death. It has to embody the universal soul of all of existence, or of all of everything. Since the soul never dies, God is everywhere.

So the conclusion is, since there is no death, because apparently there is always a beingness that aspires, that’s why there is no death, that means that the path of peace is a never-ending need for access, for access. Aspiring to access, peace is to engage the reflective that comes out of the essence, which is like the thoughts. Reflections don’t exist separate from the essence. There is nothing but essence, therefore essence is our definition of peace. Peace and essence are synonymous.

So anyway, what is the significance of this dream? Manifestation was not designed to be an angelic, sacred, in its absolute way that way, as the heart would like. Manifestation reflects or portrays the reflective consciousness of man in creation, while at the same time it embodies a deeper inner truth and essence that can be experienced, in spite of the misuse and abuse, or of the collective consciousness of things that are thoughts-upon-thoughts in disarray, is another way that one could kind of say it.

So I have to put my focus and attention upon what is important. If I fail to see the beauty that transcends the ignorance and views, I will remain wounded and out of touch. From the first dream I am able to see that I cannot ignore the vibrational essence of my beingness. This vibration radiates out over all I look out over.

There is plenty of evidence regarding how dire everything is. In the meditation dream, I reach a point where I actually give up, I check out, and lose the vibrational thread, even though that thread may be something that’s beat down, you can hold onto a more conscious aspect and raise something up. If beaten down enough you can actually lose that thread that’s meant to permeate creatively throughout the universe.

Such a vibration is part of the vastness of the heart. If it wasn’t there in the heart in this capacity nothing could exist. In the sleep dream, to be conscious is to accept what is and how I find it, both above and below, without any illusions about it all. You’ve got to be careful how you positively glorify things, yet at the same time, underlying it all is this uplifting, reverent, and divine heartfelt quality that you have to access, that you can’t lose track of, because it lays the seed for a transformation of what has occurred over a long course of misuse and abuse.

The rubbish of the outer is still there. I mean it’s going to take generations to transform this dump. In other words, those cans don’t just go into soil. They’re metal cans and whatnot. It takes a long, long time for them to be absorbed, which is a fact of life and a consequence of man’s mannerisms and attitudes from an unconscious history which is subject to change and transformation when it realizes the aliveness and divinity of a greater inner beingness. In other words, things come from within, the essence is from within, but from without one has been really wayward and unconscious.

So, as in the meditation dream, the heart is meant to sweep over all that there is, and, in doing so, the essence, that essence becomes all-pervasive. This underlying essence is the peace we seek. Outer reflective conditions in manifestation are reflective of both our lower-self and higher-self nature. Manifestation is the means by which we are able to transcend our plight and get closer to the all-pervading essence which permeates revelationally for those with eyes to truly see, and ears to truly hear.

Such revelation is not naïve, or overly angelic, innocently. In other words, it has to hold the vibration, the contrast. It is out of the collective dense unconscious outer reflection and appearances that a seeing and hearing is possible. What ensues is a redeeming, in other words what can ensue, in other words if you don’t just collapse and go like in the meditation dream into a void in which there is no spark whatsoever, what can ensue is a redeeming, reverent, and revelational revelation which heals the pain, suffering, and wounds that prevail in the outer, the outer being again a mirror image reflection of things, reflected into the lower self in terms of what we have done during the unconscious stages of evolvement of our being, in which the essence behind it all was disregarded.

Because if we don’t do that, and the heartfelt vibrations, so it seems from the meditation dream, could get so displaced that, as in the meditation dream, there would be a non-vibrational vacant void. That would be the end of everything.

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