We have noted that intelligence comes from our higher connections, and, when we feel we have an insight, it is quite easy for us to take that insight and run with it – all the way to being disconnected again. So it is important, in our processes, to continually check-in with the higher reasoning of what we are trying to do, the intentions behind our efforts. That is how we can stay in the connections while we are actively doing in the outer. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: Similarly, in my dreaming, something was stifling. In other words, in the dream it starts off in which I’m in an atmosphere, a workplace kind of atmosphere, in which there is something obvious that I know that should be done, but even though it’s obvious there are constraints, or protocol, in terms of how something is able to come out, and, no matter how obvious it looks, I need to go through the protocol or it won’t come out properly.
So this is a place with a lot of different departments in it, like a manufacturing place, and I’m kind of a person that free flows, you know maybe not just complete manual-labor type, but a type that has another kind of freedom to do things. But I do have my parameters, in that I just can’t willy-nilly do whatever I darn well please. I have to get permission.
So to get permission I go looking for the boss, the big boss. And normally if I feel something properly and passionately, and I can feel it in a free flow way with inside of myself, I’ll find the boss. In other words, I will find what I need to hear in order to be able to do what needs to be done.
But, in this particular instance, I cannot find the boss no matter where I look, and I look and I look, and then I conclude he must be in another division of this company, in another area, because he’s not where I would’ve expected to find him.
Now I know that if I find him I will get the permission I need, but it’s inappropriate for me to act out on my own. No matter how good of an idea it is, and no matter how much it makes sense in terms of helping the situation, it’s not something I am allowed to do.
Now what this is talking about is a type of seeing from a listening center way. One of the main reasons why we can’t catch up with the hearing that is a seeing is, we really don’t want to know. And it is often said that this is a bigger feminine problem than it is a masculine problem.
The masculine will go along and will really stab its heart trying to solve something, because it’s just got that kind of nature where it’s always trying to bring down an energy – as if it has the solution at hand to solve something. And so in doing that when it’s out of balance, because it doesn’t have the connective flow, it is stabbing itself.
But the feminine energy can feel the same stifling, but rather than necessarily reaching for all kinds of solution ideas, will try to put herself into a trance where everything is deemed to somehow be okay.
Well it’s not okay. It’s a mood then or it’s an emotional mannerism, and when it’s like that you can even say, for example, that the person would even prefer to be lied to, even them knowing that they’re lied to, because it’s a sense of relief that they’re looking for. And so when it’s like that they’re not ready to bring together components. They choose to maintain some sort of trance.
This is molecular again. It’s a thought-upon-thought, a dilemma, and then you don’t get outside of that. You’re still caught in the mood of some aspected vibrational thought-upon-thought. And that’s monotonous, that’s stifling, and then you can actually adopt the idea of kind of a controlled waiting, that there is something that’s going to break the spell someday, somehow, as if there’s some latent promise that things are in the works that are changing, that are becoming more conscious. And you could sit in that modality, and maybe if you face it directly you realize that you’re carrying an imagination, a boil, which you’re not popping – and how long does one keep that up?
Well the masculine, by comparison, goes around and acts as if it can try to find its relief, instead of trying to sit and make the atmosphere sensate better, the masculine will go along and try to get the permission, or find a means by which it can act, but it will never find the means, or the permission, by which it can act and effectuate a change for as long as its feeling the heaviness about something, or is stressed out in some strange fashion, manneristically.
And so when it’s like that it can’t open itself up, and so the atmosphere aspect of the dream shifts, in which I am there, and I have this whole place.
This is my place, and even though it’s my place, I still have to function like everybody else, or so it seems. But everyone else is functioning in a way that is silly, you know, that doesn’t really flow. Because I carry a tone or a mood that feels reactive about the fact that something isn’t properly flowing, I’m not effective, so I kind of sit off to one side. I slink away.
I look at this and look at that, and finally someone who is kind of in charge kind of complains and says, “The problem is that someone won’t check in.”
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