The Diversion

ELKRIDGE, MD - JUNE 18: Workers are seen sorting as the conveyoAs our systems seek to help us on our journey, we are constantly having to deal with new energies, both from the inside and the outside, that cause our attention to be refocused. And the truth of it is, every energy we generate, or come into contact with, in our life, must be processed and sorted, by either letting it go, or by determining that it is important, or useful, and is worth keeping. This process is affected by what we have told our systems is important – because they operate, for the most part, automatically. That’s why it’s so critical that our systems know what is truly of use to our journey, which they learn by our repetitious attention and interest. Said another way, we get more of what we put our energy toward, not what our brain casually says we want. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I don’t remember so much, I guess the best way to describe initially, it felt like when I came out of meditation, and I did that after like two hours, and I came over and got into bed, and then as soon as I went to sleep it felt like some energy that I feel like when meditation was kind of on my side, so to speak, had followed me over to the bed, and now I had to contend with it, and it was like it was against me.

When it was on the outer it didn’t work, and I was having to kind of fight it now, and it was even like a person. It was like something that had been on your side before, and now it wasn’t on your side because it was in the outer, and contending against you. Where it was on the inner it felt okay.

I don’t remember that much about it. It was partly red, and there was a man, but I remember thinking this was odd. But it suddenly changed from where it felt like it was on your side, to where it was out here and now it was fighting you.

John: When you meditate you set in motion a contrast world, or a type of effect that can cause you to have realizations and recognitions. That’s why you can have visions, you can have all kinds of little things that can happen that kind of are almost reciprocal, in fashion, to somewhere, somehow, in some way, in which you had been, in terms of an access within, because in the outer your attention is captured by everything that’s in the stimuli world of mind senses.

And so when the empty space of something is impossible in some other capacity of stillness, so when you come out of something that is actually where you’ve gone to some other depth within, you can kind of have a malingering effect of a quickening that’s possible yet, almost as if you don’t have any recollection of how all of that is, yet there still can be the malingering of something like that, thus the sensation when you came to bed that there was kind of some sort of strange effect. You can’t call it a déjà vu to something from within. Instead you have a reaction to having come back into the plane of senses and finding that to be kind of peculiar.

Jeane: And then in the last dream that I remember, I feel like I’ve gone to visit a girlfriend of mine, someone I’ve known since childhood, and then there’s some people that are there, too. One of them is Jack Nicholson, and he starts pursuing me, but he also has this substance with him. It’s a substance that turns things kind of crazy, and it can multiply, and do other things.

Like I remember once I even want to kind of get away from all this, so I go into another room that’s like a bathroom and I’m going to take a bath, and it’s kind of an elaborate bath. But he follows me in there, so I have to leave the bathroom. Plus I’ve noticed that sometimes the water comes from strange places on the wall and splashes, and I’m not sure about this, anyway.

Well, I kind of rebuff him again, even though sometimes I follow him around a little because I find him very attractive, but I always kind of pull away. Then I feel like this is like almost too much temptation, so I’m going to get out of there. And I’ve arranged a plane to leave the island.

So it feels like before I get on the plane for some reason this crazy substance Jack has, he’s put it down on a table, I’ve taken some cooked food in this container and I’ve chopped off some of the substance and I’ve put it in there. I’m going to take a little bit of it with me. He’s like too distracted by what he’s doing to notice what I’ve done, but then I realize like I have to hurry and get on the plane and leave; his friends and my friends have distracted him a little without even noticing. No one seems to have noticed what I’ve done, because they’ve decided they’re going to go to Samoa or something and they have to catch their own plane.

So I figure now I’ve kind of got it, some of this substance in this container, and I can go get on my plane before he notices it’ll be gone.

John: Well this is similar to this condition or energetic you had, when you came out of meditation, where it was like something was peculiar in relationship to how you saw yourself able to function. It’s as if there was something, even though you couldn’t put your finger on it, of an effect that had happened, and so when you were trying to come out and go into sleep or meditation, or from meditation into the quasi awakening back to sleep, you had these strange sensations that you couldn’t put your finger on that seemed to be out of the blue.

Well, in your dream, you continue with this in that it’s like there is an effect that is upon you that is causing your attention to be diverted in some fashion, and it’s some substance you can’t quite put your finger upon, but it is having its effect upon you and is causing your attention to be diverted from how you would ordinarily see yourself as being.

In other words, you’re acting as if there is something that is in the environment, like a Jack Nicholson, that is causing an attention to be generated against your will, as if there is some sort of spellbinding quality that he is perpetrating. And that’s how your mind is portraying, that’s how your mind is trying to explain to you this alteration in the energetic vibration.

And that, in the process of trying to come up with something as a cope-able peculiarized image that portrays what it is that you are experiencing somewhere inside of yourself, the interesting thing is that you are wondering if it’s some sort of secret substance, because you didn’t get a chance to denote it specifically, you know like in a mental, masculine way of pinpointing it. It’s an effect somehow, but you’re not able to aspect it in any degree, and so you are, in a subjective way, pondering it as a secret hidden substance. That’s an odd way of looking at an effect.

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