If we believe that we are capable of having life beyond this physical body, then we will have to concede that we are fundamentally energy, rather than matter. And, as has been said, matter changes and decays; energy, when it is in a state of pure energy, stays the same as it is forever. So for us to get closer to who and what we really are, it helps to begin to see the physical world around us as the theater of possibility, for us to change and evolve our energetic state. That way, when we change out of this physical body, our energy has evolved. That is the work we come here to do. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: In my meditation dream, I went back and had to look at something that seemed like a pattern that I clearly understood, so I didn’t want to look at it again, didn’t want to report it, because it was mundane. But it was almost like I had to go back and re-remind myself that things actually work that way, based upon maybe something that had caused a doubt or something to arise. And the doubts that arise are basically these ideas that we can take that affects things by our loudness, or way of trying to say something about what is occurring around us, as our mind sense appearance to things are.
That’s the doubt, and that when you take that doubt out, so that you don’t have to function in that way, then you come to recognize that without that holding it together, things just fall into light and sound. And when they fall into light and sound, they have a different value. They immediately plummet to an empty space, into an emptiness. They lose their density, and you can’t handle that, and so then immediately it gets reconcretized, remagnetized, so to speak, to holding itself into a plane of concretized physicality.
When you let go, and when you shift, then it loses its density, in that regard, because it is a spatiality that is a greater wholeness. In other words, to go from a concretized state to something that is sound, it’s hard to say that you went to sound, or you went to light, because once you actually hit pure sound you’re just a blink away from pure light, a split second away from light, which is a surprise to me.
I was trying to make definite boundaries, but instead the definite veil is between something that’s concretized, and then, when you break that, and once it hits pure sound, it’s no longer concretized so that that sound and light have close proximity to each other. If you don’t blink, or however you’d say that, you wouldn’t notice that it wasn’t just all light. And yet there was the sound very, very subtly there.
However, because a person keeps pounding down the concretized sound, the closest that they come to understanding sound, as a general rule, is by noticing its effect in terms of how it pulls things, like music pulls things, just like music pulls the soul, draws something, and can draw a change, and that change can draw a subtle shift.
It’s not quite breaking into actual sound and light, but it has a movement that draws the soul, so to speak, still staying stuck within the paradigm of things. And yet people seem to think that that is steps towards consciousness. It has to fall away, because that is a pacifier, just like there’s all these pacifiers. You have music, it’s a pacifier, TV is a pacifier. You have all of these pacifiers. If you can let go of all of these pacifiers that you lean on, and indulge your attention into, and your senses into, in soothing ways or whatever, you will notice that it is quite possible to have out of time experiences that can jump so much that you can have the flash of light, which really had a sound level to it, but you flashed right through that. You flashed through that sound level right to the light so quick that you hardly noticed the difference.
So to have an experience like that fries the synapses, so that in my sleep dreams then, I had a hard time. I had a hard time relating in my sleep dream. I had a hard time relating because I could never figure out what time it was. I had lost the ability to figure out time. If I looked at a watch it just wouldn’t register right.
And then if I had a sense of what I thought was time, and then tried to confirm it by calling the operator, I couldn’t get the operator on the line. The operator would never pick up the phone to tell me what she thought the time was. And then I would find out that the systems were down. And on and on and on it went.
In other words, it was one of those deals in which the orientation that normally is there, is not there. If I look up the ceiling is falling. Bits of it are just kind of changing and dropping.
The principle thing of magnetization is what makes it real is the opposite of what everybody thinks. It’s the letting go of it. As long as you hold onto the magnetism, you’re lost in it, you’re caught in it, you’re trapped in it. When you let go of it, you fall into a silence.
To step back from the vibratory loudness is to have the potential flicker into the transmit of light and sound. I am describing manifestation as a plane impacted by ever changing aspects of sound and light, much like music affects the outer atmosphere. To break the concretized conditioning is to experience the sound light as an inner essence, which is discombobulating to the outwardly-oriented sensor.
So the theme of the night was to experience the sound light outside of its concretized and magnified outer polarity.
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