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141764The chalice has, for a long time, been a symbol of what we seek; it is the Holy Grail, after all. And like any quest, or spiritual/religious journey, the process of seeking makes a person fit – in an energetic way – to receive the knowledge or wisdom they are after. In folklore the journey always goes through dark forests, and dangerous territories before the bright, clean fields are reached, leading to the castle where only the few may enter. This story is our story; the truth is all around us, but is hidden until we make ourselves fit to see it. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And so, as a consequence of this kind of dream, I noticed that I had spent most of the night, and even the meditation dream, moving around in this kind of unseen in the knowable way; in other words, pre-existence. To reveal this to myself, you can denote that, but that doesn’t help much if you can’t take and put some sort of imagery to it, too.

So to reveal this to myself, I came across two fragile and ancient crystal goblets. It’s kind of like what you’d see in a castle, that maybe someone would take and drink wine out of, or something.

And, at one glance, you could tell that they are ancient, they’re old and probably priceless, except there’s a problem. It’s a major problem. They each have what looks like a bullet hole through the side. And to seek to repair isn’t a good idea, or option, because they’re so fragile that as you’re repairing them you probably break them further.

And so there was just that, and then all of a sudden there’s also a woman, who is in disguise, who comes before me. And, in this dream, It’s almost like I’m a woman, but maybe a woman of a certain kind of stature, or something. And so this other coming in disguise, and I’m like kind of a type of Queen or something.

And this woman kind of allowed herself to be found, because suddenly I recognize her in spite of her disguise. How I recognized her I don’t know, but I have, and I know that she is actually a sister I have, and have not taken the time to know. And that she is just one of many other sisters that I have, that I’ve lost touch with years ago.

You know, it just kind of like all wakes up like that. When, prior to her arriving, or coming to the point where I suddenly got it, I had no idea of such a thing. So, as in the meditation dream, there is a way of being that is awakening inside myself. At present is like an unseen nature that I’m coming in touch with, in an invisible way.

To make this knowable to the shell of myself, I am presented with two goblets that are from a lost period long, long, ago, but cannot be fixed based upon current technology. In other words, where I’m at at the present.

And that dream is supported by realizing that, from a depth within, hidden from you for a long, long time, I have a number of sisters who I hadn’t met before, and who are not approaching manifestation in a way that has befallen me. Just like in the prior dream, I wasn’t able to find a place to be. I couldn’t approach things in that same way like everyone else was because I had to go pre-manifestation, to the building blocks.

I am a person who needs to appreciate what has been lost. The sense of what is needed to understand how to fix, which also corresponds to the energetic use of the goblet, is connected to these sisters I have, that my sophisticated mannerisms have kept me estranged from, in terms of this subtle, connected part of myself.

And then suddenly there is a moving about, and the moving about initially is invisible. And then eventually the effect, or the influence, of that – in moving around invisibly – influences what is able to come through me, and to me, that had been heretofore out of sight.

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higgs-candidate-eventWe all spend much of our lives learning how to fit in, and hopefully succeed, within the parameters of the society we find ourselves in. And, of course, that is a man-made construct that is far removed from the laws of nature and the laws of the universe. Instead, if we adhere to the laws of the universe, we will come to understand that we can be a part of the wholeness of life – which is not a passing fad or style, but a never ending process. For instance, it is a law of energy that like goes to like – frequencies attract. This means we cannot demand kindness from others; if we want to attract kindness, we must generate kindness in ourselves. If we all understood just this, things might be very different. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in my dream, I and everyone else in humanity, at the end of the day, all bed down – in other words, find a place for the night – in kind of a common, overall field. In other words, it accommodates and takes in everybody. We’re all making the best of where we find ourselves. But the only thing that’s different is I’m like the last one to come there, the others have all claimed their spots.

And, to began with, I don’t know any better, either, and try to pick a spot that is strategic, in terms of if it rains it’ll be okay, or if the slope slides it’ll be okay. Other words, all of the kinds of figuring out that one thinks that they have to do – because that’s what everyone else has done. And so it’s in keeping with the same vernacular that I think I need to function, as if the spot that I’m going to select is also then somehow taking into account everyone else’s spot who has come before me, as if it’s just a process of everyone trying to do the best they can.

Somehow I realize that this is working with life in a way that’s like everyone else, in other words, it keeps one going around and around. And, of course, that’s especially absurd if I’m the last man to be doing this because obviously I’ll have the least options, and the odds that I’m going to find a spot that’s able to cope and shift as needed, better than others doing the same thing, strikes me as kind of absurd.

After looking around in the same demeanor, or mannerism, as everyone else, I suddenly get it. This won’t work. This can’t work. So then rather than taking a coping approach that sorts things out the best I can, I elect to situate myself differently. I look to where there isn’t such thinking and calculation.

I select a spot where the building block possibilities are still unknown and unseen. What everyone else is doing is meritorious, but also visibly predictable. And so what everyone else has done makes no sense to me. I know deep within that there is nowhere in the field of life for me to comfortably place my bed roll when the approach is to bear the heat and burden of life like everyone else – that plays into the hands of the dense, reflective outer. So I want to go back to the building blocks of it all.

So the meaning is, as I wake up from the dream, and at first of all, there is this whole sense in which I wake up from the dream in a still place that is at peace; in other words because I’m no longer thrashing about. So I’m still, because I’m in touch with the catalytic building blocks of life.

Everyone else is sitting around trying to rearrange things, as if that’s how it works. I mean, long ago, I came to recognize you don’t go finding the center of a puzzle. So it’s a welcoming shift. I’m not suffering, because I am not caught up in the reflective. Nor am I looking at changing the reflective. Those are battlefield conditions that everyone else I know has adopted. And I feel relieved that I haven’t, because I know better to expose myself like that, I’m the odd man out. What’s left is all awkward.

I even look at those that have a better position, and I see how they’re holding that position, almost as if they’re fortunate, and I’m the unfortunate. And there’s no such thing, not with the reflective like that. And so, unlike everyone else, I have placed my bed roll in a non-combative spot in which the catalytic building block components of life are basically quickened.

That is not true for everyone else, because they’re still in a coping mode. I feel fortunate because, even though I am the last person on the scene, I am the only person to let go of the reflective outer conditions and come to abide instead in a place of beingness that has let go to having to put things together; you know, a shifting this way and that way.

But instead looking at it in a type of a newness, based upon the catalytic building blocks that are in the universe, this being an energetic, or an access to an energetic, therein, upon a whole other level of all-encompass beingness.

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tmclIf you watch a video that shows a pet dog or cat seeing snow for the first time, usually the animal is tentative at first, getting a read on what it has encountered using its senses of smell, touch, and even taste. Then, once it feels that there is no threat, it can play in the white wonderland. Our interior lives behave similarly when we open up new energetic pathways, or awaken a dormant part of ourselves. And this wariness often arises in our dream life, as fear, or the feeling of being chased, or of the image of an animal we can’t control. It can merely be the process of feeling safe in a new, internal place – that really is a great playground. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Then I had a dream that’s pretty complex. I don’t know if I can pull all of it out, but I’ll do my best.

It feels like, at some point, I remember when I left my dad’s store I went looking for my car, and I wasn’t sure where it was anymore. And then I and then I almost wandered down into an area where the earth started to fall away, like a ravine, and I saw that I could get close to an edge – and it was pretty dangerous.

But I look and I see people coming up from that way that I have a sense might be after me. So I have to climb out of that area. Then I’ve left that area and I’ve gone into this building with a group of people that seem different. There’s almost an elfin quality about them, but it’s subtle. Kind of like in part of the Rings, you know how they just looked a little different, the elves.

And, as I’m there, and I’m getting acquainted with them, then I have this sense that something’s coming. And it’s a little bit ominous, And at first I think that the elves want to hold me there, like hold me prisoner. And I start to go out; when I go out I start to get in contact with the force that’s coming. And I go into a hallway, at one point, and I run into this large, strange looking man. And it’s almost like I feel like he has something that will help me with the force that’s coming, that you feel like you might have to do battle with.

And he’s made me these earrings, but I’m not sure how to put them in, yet. But I take these earrings, they’re unusual earrings. Then I go back into the room where the elf-like people are, and they seem to be a little kind of focused and almost like they’re preparing for some kind of conflict.

At first I don’t know if they mean to kind of hold me prisoner a bit, but I feel like they can actually help me. And I go over to one of them that seems to be the leader because he’s suddenly in this high, thrown-like chair behind a counter. I’m asking him for something. And he brings different things and lays them out in the counter. I kinda keep looking until I see what it is I want.

But then the forces are coming. And it’s like I actually go into a room where it feels like he becomes heat becomes like a large cloth, almost, that I pull to my back, both so I’m protecting him, and then as though I pull him around me, and there’s other forces, some of them I want them to stay out of the way of what’s coming. And others it’s almost like I seem to pull from them something that’s spear-like, or something that will help me with whatever I feel I have to do battle with.

And even the forces I thought might be against me it’s more like I pull them into me. And then I leave the building and I’m traveling towards whatever it is; I’m not even sure what kind of strange vehicle I’m traveling in. I come to a college campus and, at first, I see what’s almost like a prehistoric bear, much bigger than a normal bear, lumbering along like a bear – it’s night – coming from the area that I’m going towards.

But this huge prehistoric bear, it must be the size of a truck, it’s to my right. Just as it gets near me, and starts to go by me, it’s like it looks over and just says something like, “hello,” and walks on by. The sweetest voice, too.

Then I continue traveling on, and then I get to an area and it’s almost like the whole earth is opened up there. And when I look in the distance a bit, because I seem to suddenly pause, but I feel like when I go into the air, I can even suspend in the air.

And it’s become daylight instead of dark. And the distance I see this huge almost like prehistoric tree, but there’s something that was formed and alive, almost like a being  but then they turn themselves into part of the tree trunk. And I’m absorbing other things, I’m seeing other things like that where they’re a huge force, but then they just absorb themselves into some form.

That was a dream.

John: The first dream, which gave an indication, that first you had to get to a particular point in order to catch up with something deeper inside, this has you also coming up to a particular point now, but, as a consequence of coming to this particular point, you draw the attention of other energies.

And you have a quality in your nature, a reactive quality in your nature, this energetic that you’ve drawn, that is coming about, that’s like a presence or a force, that you’ve gotten close to as far as access to, this sort of thing initially strike’s you as way too much. But, but over a course of time you come to realize that energy is just kind of energy, and that any negative spin or quality about that is some nuance that you’re projecting.

And that even though it’s more than what you’re used to contending with, that you just need to hold the power and it’ll all sort itself out. So, in taking and holding this spaciality, as opposed to having to to distinguish whether this is acceptable or not, you eventually get to a point where everything then is absorbable as you move about into the atmosphere, everything becomes you.

In other words, you’re not going around distinguishing anymore things as this, or that, you’re no longer venting some sort of reactionary-ness or fear about it. You’re able to be comfortable and realize that it was only a kind of ignorance, or something, a trauma misconstrued, or as a result of something maybe that had created like a trauma inside of yourself, like a type of rejection or something, that got overly misconstrued.

And when you quit doing that, you realize that you carry something about your nature that is then able to just be in a greater wholeness and expanse, able to absorb everything around you. This whole idea that things come, when you get to a certain energetic, that there are things that come and check you out, or take a look at you, it’s kind of a cute way of saying that

the way you’re carrying yourself, and are used to carrying yourself, in an amnesia, that when you break a degree of that amnesia you come to see something more about yourself. Initially you are inclined to not know what to make out of that, and are inclined to think that it could be good, bad, or whatever. But you just don’t know.

And so you’re inclined to see it as something that’s coming to check you out. And so you have a certain wariness about all of that. And that wariness that you have about something like that is based upon your denser, more limited way of having been thrown around, and have developed certain reactionary-nesses, or nuances, that you haven’t completely let go of.

When you completely let go of it you realize that all of that is just there for you. It’s not something that is, in any capacity, fearful, I mean, the whole concept of that is a defense mechanism based upon having been in a situation of density where you went through the heat and burden and got affected this way, or that.

But when you get to a particular point where you can let go of the attitudes and the mannerisms that that you are using to afflict yourself with, you come to realize that, deep down, at the core of things, everything is intertwined, and everything is connected.

And it’s not some sort of battle of this versus that, it’s not meant to be something like that. It isn’t something like that, and the only reason why it appears to be something like that, or has the sense of being something foreign to you, is based upon the nuances that you had carried so long that to suddenly catch up with something more, and something new, leaves you in a kind of wariness, and a wariness that’s based upon prejudicial qualities and traits that you picked up when you were in a denser mannerism.

So when you drop all of that, and as you drop all of that, you then find yourself in everything – you take from the wholeness of all that there is in life, you absorb it all. You don’t have the need to to distinguish this being different than that, or lesser, or anything like that; it’s all you.

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