If you watch a video that shows a pet dog or cat seeing snow for the first time, usually the animal is tentative at first, getting a read on what it has encountered using its senses of smell, touch, and even taste. Then, once it feels that there is no threat, it can play in the white wonderland. Our interior lives behave similarly when we open up new energetic pathways, or awaken a dormant part of ourselves. And this wariness often arises in our dream life, as fear, or the feeling of being chased, or of the image of an animal we can’t control. It can merely be the process of feeling safe in a new, internal place – that really is a great playground. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
Jeane: Then I had a dream that’s pretty complex. I don’t know if I can pull all of it out, but I’ll do my best.
It feels like, at some point, I remember when I left my dad’s store I went looking for my car, and I wasn’t sure where it was anymore. And then I and then I almost wandered down into an area where the earth started to fall away, like a ravine, and I saw that I could get close to an edge – and it was pretty dangerous.
But I look and I see people coming up from that way that I have a sense might be after me. So I have to climb out of that area. Then I’ve left that area and I’ve gone into this building with a group of people that seem different. There’s almost an elfin quality about them, but it’s subtle. Kind of like in part of the Rings, you know how they just looked a little different, the elves.
And, as I’m there, and I’m getting acquainted with them, then I have this sense that something’s coming. And it’s a little bit ominous, And at first I think that the elves want to hold me there, like hold me prisoner. And I start to go out; when I go out I start to get in contact with the force that’s coming. And I go into a hallway, at one point, and I run into this large, strange looking man. And it’s almost like I feel like he has something that will help me with the force that’s coming, that you feel like you might have to do battle with.
And he’s made me these earrings, but I’m not sure how to put them in, yet. But I take these earrings, they’re unusual earrings. Then I go back into the room where the elf-like people are, and they seem to be a little kind of focused and almost like they’re preparing for some kind of conflict.
At first I don’t know if they mean to kind of hold me prisoner a bit, but I feel like they can actually help me. And I go over to one of them that seems to be the leader because he’s suddenly in this high, thrown-like chair behind a counter. I’m asking him for something. And he brings different things and lays them out in the counter. I kinda keep looking until I see what it is I want.
But then the forces are coming. And it’s like I actually go into a room where it feels like he becomes heat becomes like a large cloth, almost, that I pull to my back, both so I’m protecting him, and then as though I pull him around me, and there’s other forces, some of them I want them to stay out of the way of what’s coming. And others it’s almost like I seem to pull from them something that’s spear-like, or something that will help me with whatever I feel I have to do battle with.
And even the forces I thought might be against me it’s more like I pull them into me. And then I leave the building and I’m traveling towards whatever it is; I’m not even sure what kind of strange vehicle I’m traveling in. I come to a college campus and, at first, I see what’s almost like a prehistoric bear, much bigger than a normal bear, lumbering along like a bear – it’s night – coming from the area that I’m going towards.
But this huge prehistoric bear, it must be the size of a truck, it’s to my right. Just as it gets near me, and starts to go by me, it’s like it looks over and just says something like, “hello,” and walks on by. The sweetest voice, too.
Then I continue traveling on, and then I get to an area and it’s almost like the whole earth is opened up there. And when I look in the distance a bit, because I seem to suddenly pause, but I feel like when I go into the air, I can even suspend in the air.
And it’s become daylight instead of dark. And the distance I see this huge almost like prehistoric tree, but there’s something that was formed and alive, almost like a being but then they turn themselves into part of the tree trunk. And I’m absorbing other things, I’m seeing other things like that where they’re a huge force, but then they just absorb themselves into some form.
That was a dream.
John: The first dream, which gave an indication, that first you had to get to a particular point in order to catch up with something deeper inside, this has you also coming up to a particular point now, but, as a consequence of coming to this particular point, you draw the attention of other energies.
And you have a quality in your nature, a reactive quality in your nature, this energetic that you’ve drawn, that is coming about, that’s like a presence or a force, that you’ve gotten close to as far as access to, this sort of thing initially strike’s you as way too much. But, but over a course of time you come to realize that energy is just kind of energy, and that any negative spin or quality about that is some nuance that you’re projecting.
And that even though it’s more than what you’re used to contending with, that you just need to hold the power and it’ll all sort itself out. So, in taking and holding this spaciality, as opposed to having to to distinguish whether this is acceptable or not, you eventually get to a point where everything then is absorbable as you move about into the atmosphere, everything becomes you.
In other words, you’re not going around distinguishing anymore things as this, or that, you’re no longer venting some sort of reactionary-ness or fear about it. You’re able to be comfortable and realize that it was only a kind of ignorance, or something, a trauma misconstrued, or as a result of something maybe that had created like a trauma inside of yourself, like a type of rejection or something, that got overly misconstrued.
And when you quit doing that, you realize that you carry something about your nature that is then able to just be in a greater wholeness and expanse, able to absorb everything around you. This whole idea that things come, when you get to a certain energetic, that there are things that come and check you out, or take a look at you, it’s kind of a cute way of saying that
the way you’re carrying yourself, and are used to carrying yourself, in an amnesia, that when you break a degree of that amnesia you come to see something more about yourself. Initially you are inclined to not know what to make out of that, and are inclined to think that it could be good, bad, or whatever. But you just don’t know.
And so you’re inclined to see it as something that’s coming to check you out. And so you have a certain wariness about all of that. And that wariness that you have about something like that is based upon your denser, more limited way of having been thrown around, and have developed certain reactionary-nesses, or nuances, that you haven’t completely let go of.
When you completely let go of it you realize that all of that is just there for you. It’s not something that is, in any capacity, fearful, I mean, the whole concept of that is a defense mechanism based upon having been in a situation of density where you went through the heat and burden and got affected this way, or that.
But when you get to a particular point where you can let go of the attitudes and the mannerisms that that you are using to afflict yourself with, you come to realize that, deep down, at the core of things, everything is intertwined, and everything is connected.
And it’s not some sort of battle of this versus that, it’s not meant to be something like that. It isn’t something like that, and the only reason why it appears to be something like that, or has the sense of being something foreign to you, is based upon the nuances that you had carried so long that to suddenly catch up with something more, and something new, leaves you in a kind of wariness, and a wariness that’s based upon prejudicial qualities and traits that you picked up when you were in a denser mannerism.
So when you drop all of that, and as you drop all of that, you then find yourself in everything – you take from the wholeness of all that there is in life, you absorb it all. You don’t have the need to to distinguish this being different than that, or lesser, or anything like that; it’s all you.
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