Drunken Energy

cubism-3Very few who have experienced a night of drinking would not admit that drinking can lead to bad decisions. And vibrations can have a similar effect, in that, as the energy lives itself out inside us, we fall under its influence. And, when we are under its influence, we don’t always realize that that vibrational energy might be detrimental to us (think: how do we justify our extreme emotions?). This is why, if we can be conscious, we can remember that all energies are to be processed through us, happy and sad alike; they are not us, we are just experiencing them because that’s the energetic ecology we find ourselves in. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And then when I fell asleep I had a very intense dream that I kept trying to solve in some way. Now what I was trying to do in this dream, was I was trying to take a particular kind of vibrational reaction, or mannerism, and I was trying to take the perfect picture of it, or to create the image of it, that explains the vibration so that it would make sense.

So, in the dream, I am taking a picture of an image. The image I’m taking a picture of, or trying to point out, corresponds as something that is supposed to make sense, is like there are all these characters and they’re standing around and they’re pissing on the floor. And this flow goes under a wall and then gets captured into something that is supposed to make some sense; in other words, that’s their delusional mannerism.

And so there’s that vibration, which is taking place, and instead of judging it my approach is to take the picture that is able to take into account, that is able to portray, the energetic focus and flow in terms where it’s going. I seem to spend hours in my sleep seeking to capture the image in a way that constellates what I’m seeing in the outer – or in the dream inner, however you want to say it – and I am of the opinion that the picture will fully portray the energetic vibrational flow for what it is.

For anyone who looks at this picture, they will see that this picture speaks 1000 words in terms of the vibration. So, the vibrations exude, and, in the dream, exuding is captured by, and represented by, a pissing on a floor to such a degree that it flows, and to take a picture of this fact of an intentionality of flow, that has a purported purpose, is what I am trying to do. And I seem to have the concept that a vibrational flow is a movie worth seeing.

So I am attempting to visually script this into a manifested destiny. My intention is to take a natural expression, that others believe is real, to a sensefullness. I’m looking for a storyline that can be written about this. I mean, from an image standpoint that is, and to do that is like an imaginative created.

Well, the observation is, an imaginative world is not real. In the dream I see a lot of people getting caught up in what, as a vibration, I am struggling with as being a bit of a foolish thing, but if I can formulate it into a picture it’ll make sense. I can’t see where this can go, though, that is meaningful. And if it weren’t for the projections that are intense, I have just have a sense that no one would pay any attention, so I’m trying to figure out how to sell this with a picture.

Because in this dream, there is this intense vibrational drunken energy supporting the idea that this makes sense, and because so many believe this to be so, a whole sport is made out of this as the projections spiral outwardly – and there I am trying to make a go of it.

So, the meaning is, is to picture that reflectively points to a vibration in the outer seeking to be seen. A seeking to be seen violates a deep stillness within. The active visualization makes a mockery of an overall stillness.

The reason for the dream is for me to experience the letting go behind what creates. The scope of an overall oneness of beingness is to leave projections and their images behind.

In this dream I am able to see the senselessness of vibrations that take on a life of their own, and I kind of know that this isn’t possible, or real, because I kind of know that what is real is captured by the saying, “God is a stillness.”

So, my problem is I am not able to let go of images that set the stage for imaginative vibrations. The meaningfulness behind this dream, that I see as an unfoldment, is that images correspond to vibrations. I cannot reach a stillness if I am constantly looking around for something to see that I can energetically take in. To do so is exhausting because there is nothing to see.

The dream is showing that images support reflectively vibrations that arise from the stillness. And I am in this dream experiencing such an askew. As an image I created, I must let go of that in order to be in an overall one-beingness of stillness. Without the vibrations there are no images.

So, epilogue: writing up this intense dream was difficult because to make any sense out of the vibrational intensity, I needed to back away and let go of its effect upon my natural beingness. It took a long time to realize that to be still, in this scenario, was not easy because letting go of the vibration was not what was in the environment that I was sitting in, or felt I needed to do.

I wanted to find an image that made sense, and I struggled and struggled to do so until I basically let go, exhausted from within. And, when I let go, that is when I was relieved from my plight.

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