Absorbed

diamoeThere are levels to everything in the universe. Take the idea of being in service: at one level that is the work of helping others, usually those in need. But the human can operate on many levels, and service can also mean helping the universe evolve. How can one help the universe? Well, it has to do with supporting the refinement of all things – which is what the universe is seeking. So, can we find a better way to resolve an issue, or solve a problem – even down to the concept of not thinking unkind thoughts toward another. In every way that we seek to refine what we are doing or experiencing – through the energies associated with our higher intentions – we are helping the cause of the whole. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, I start off with a fairly profound theme, in that, in the meditation dream, I’m trying to see what is going on energetically, in the outer, by coming to grips with a prevailing vibration that has my attention.

In the dream, I’m trying to reconcile a vibration in kind of a last-second way. So, in the dream, I must contend with a right hand in my face; someone stuck a right hand in my face. The vibration associated with this image, and what it sets off in me, needs to be accepted – in order for me to be at peace within. In other words, needs to be chilled, or stilled.

I notice that I’m trying to absorb the vibratoriness that I am seeking to determine, involves having to look within. I know that vibrations are lived out in manifestation, and I am affected by this now, in other words, the stillness effect. I am a beingness that is able to take into the heart everything vibratorally, and, in doing so, drown the vibration back into the stillness.

I am not doing a very good job dropping the conditions I am feeling, however, because I am not letting go. So it is showing this same thing, it’s a jumpiness that’s not quite like what you had. It’s creating a distortion. I notice that the way that I’m going at the effect is an outer projection way as I am trying to determine if the vibratoriness has either a short term, mid-term, or long-term quality to it.

I am not making much headway because you don’t do it that way, you don’t look to solve or figure this out outwardly, you have to bring it into a stillness and then it’s all back in its place. For example, if this were in the outer, it would be the equivalent of the mind going back and forth trying to sort the energetic out. In other words, even in the sleep I’m realizing I’m not able to make it process.

So such an approach, trying to contend with things that are affecting one, is an approach that sells oneself short. What I should be doing is placing the vibrations into my heart. And when I’m able to do this, the stillness that ensues is how I am meant to be. Because this doesn’t give my personal ego anything to hold onto, because our nature is to always have to be in on the action, I guess, so from the projective physical orientation this is not what I’m inclined to do.

I probe outwardly into the reflection, that’s my habituation, and try to fix the matter by having a relatability with the projections. This is what it means when I try to determine: is it an effect that is either short-term, medium-term or long-term, timewise? Just the way of trying to look at it like that means that you’re not putting in a stillness, you’re trying to evaluate it, which means you’re functioning in an outer-motif way.

I am going through this state in order to awaken to an essence in which there is no time, and there is no outer projective nature to contend with. I have nipped such a vibratory effect upon manifestation in the bud, so to speak, by way of absorbing it into the stillness of an all-encompassing heart. This is what I know can be done.

In order to see this kind of going back and forth and having to reconcile the fact that there is such an outer pressure on oneself, and then there is this inner, I had to look at this as a kind of a step back in terms of the outer forces. And the step back means that I couldn’t go into the stillness and go somewhere. I came out of meditation early, and oftentimes, when this happens, I haven’t fully put the outer vibrations into the inner stillness, meaning I am kind of in midstream in the journey to a wholeness, or at least this time, when I came out of the meditation dream, I had to compensate by being still with myself, or the outer dichotomy of affected projection would have predominated.

In other words, I would have been confused and not be able to know what was what. But by realizing the outer hadn’t quite gone into the stillness, and sometimes when things just go into a stillness you don’t then know the full picture because you’re just simply in another state, as opposed to the journey, which we make these journeys within.

So sometimes you make them directly, and go somewhere directly, and all of that falls by the way boards, but in this particular case it wasn’t that direct, it was something that was still residual. And so I’m noticing the dichotomy of the projective frustration I carry in trying to resolve the vibratoriness state in an outer sorting out way, instead of absolving the state, taking out all the fanfare, by reabsorbing the abstraction in the stillness.

And, of course, the stillness is a going back to the all-encompassing heart and heartfulness of life. Then, of course, I have to deal with what heart and heartfulness is, because it’s one thing to just say that, and it’s another thing to know what all is entailed there – which my last dream addresses a bit.

So the distinction is, instead of going into matter, that’s one, or two, trying to sort out, or three, being an outward flow, I look instead to the still essence that is my heartfelt epicenter, an epicenter that breathes in, and sweeps up, the vibratory projections. If this wasn’t an in-breath to a kind of sweet pain taken into the heart as a vibratoriness, you wouldn’t have an out-breath that releases to the wholeness, being a joy of absorption.

So you have to have the in-breath and the out-breath, or otherwise you would just have pure light of stillness. To be in a manifestation of vibrations, and somewhere else, simultaneously, requires the breath. If breath didn’t exist, and it was just the pure light of a stillness, there would not be creation. So you have to breathe in the vibrations of things, that comes down and through, and breathe out the stillness. That’s the cycle of creation; that’s how creation is, or otherwise it’s just a stillness.

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