Space of Invisibility

INVISIBILITxImagine we are going to a gathering of people, a party, and we plan to just say hello and then go home. But then we decide to have one drink. Well, we’re having fun, so we have another drink. Pretty soon it’s past midnight and we’re among the last to leave – and we know we’re going to feel terrible in the morning! This is just an illustration of how the world around us can pull us away from our inner, spiritual, location, and, pretty soon we become vulnerable to all kinds of things. Only when we stay in our inner location – out in the world – do we provide a safety for ourselves and our connections. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I only remember my last dream. I felt like I dreamt a lot last night, but I didn’t remember most of them. And the last dream was influenced by a mystery I’d been reading.

And in the mystery, I’m a policewoman, and it’s almost like somebody, it feels like maybe my partner’s the person who’s murdered a girl. So he’s off the case. And he thinks this man that he knew from his childhood, who’s running some kind of a compound where people go and live apart from society a bit, did it. I’m not sure who did it. In some ways I’m not sure that either one of them did it, but I’m investigating.

So I need to sneak on to the compound, and I go there at night. And I notice that there’s some hippy looking girls and people that have come, that are going into the compound at night, either they want to join it, or maybe they live there and they’ve left. So I kind of use they’re going there as a cover and sneak onto the compound, which is a really large compound.

And then it seems to get lighter out as I’m there. And I’m going towards a part of the compound where the man who runs it lives, because I almost feel like he’s in hiding. And he seems to sense I’m there and he sends some men who find me, that take me to the area of the compound where he is.

On my way there, I look off into the distance and I see this really huge old building that almost looks like those libraries they used to build, that have big columns and everything. That’s not where he is, but I’m just interested that that building’s not that far away. And then they take me to an area where he is, and he even seems to have a big carved chair, almost like a throne.

And it’s like he sends the people that brought me there, away because I wondered if they were going to try to capture me, or hold me. And, at this point, he shows me a bus that’s loaded with people that maybe got upset by all that’s going on, and are leaving. And he’s telling me that I can drive that bus away with them.

At the same time, I know there’s other people that come, just as there are some people that are leaving. I don’t even know if the bus is safe, but I suspect it is. What I really suspect is that everybody’s looking at these two people who’ve known each other, the policeman and somebody he’s known since childhood that’s running this compound. Everybody thinks whatever crime has been committed, that it’s one of the two of them.

But I’m actually thinking I’m going to have to investigate more, because I’m pretty sure it’s somebody else. And neither one of them knows how to look beyond what they’re seeing. So I have to go look for it. That was all.

John: So this is a dream in which the decisions that you’re making are actually hard on you. They’re holding you back. They’re pulling you down.

Initially, you have a partner, so you’ve made a step where you drop whatever it is that you were carrying around as a kind of extra aspect of yourself that you don’t need anymore. So that is a positive step.

And then you go into a place where things are in a disarray; that’s like coming into manifestation. And when you’re in this place, you come to know that the idea of there being like a crime, or a wrong that’s been committed, a mystery that exists, you become entwined with that place in that modality.

However, you know that there is something more about this place, in terms of how it’s meant to be. And that is represented by this building that you see, that you’re not far away from, that’s the library. Within that is the, so to speak, answer, a stillness answer, to everything that exists. The library represents the fount of whatever it is that needs to be known, or taken in, or absorbed. In other words, it’s the epitome of the stillness behind it all. But you see it, but you’re not able to let go enough yet to go into that, and so you are induced to take on something in an outer capacity way – which is basically to drive those that are being released from this place.

But it’s a belated thing because, even though you could see and say to yourself that you’re serving or doing something useful, you know that into this place is coming others that are also going to be caught up in whatever is going on here. And you’re able to look at the power presence that exists in this place and realize that it dominates over what can take place.

And what caused you to have to be recognized as a person who could take and drive the bus and such, is you weren’t staying in your stillness, you became visible. And when you became visible, you brought upon yourself the attention that then had a hook, or a means, upon which to avail itself upon how it is, and who it is, that you are. And, thus, you were pulled into some tangent or another.

And in this particular case, because you were visibly seen, the part that was seen was not in a stillness where it would be invisible, it then could be manipulated, or turned, to some aspected mannerism. In other words, you were able to be deviated into that.

Now, the purpose and reason for a dream like this is you can come to see the importance of this space of invisibility and stillness, because within that space, everything then can be affected, in a mirrored-capacity way.

But when you are having to come out, or be recognized, or lose the cover of this stillness, or this mirroring capacity, that is when things go awry. And that’s when you take on identifications again. And when you take on these identifications again, the sense of the dream is going to be a sense of still having some sort of weight upon the heart, which means that deep down, you knew that you were close to the stillness. Had you not been close to the stillness and recognized that, that had its all-pervading essence over everything so that what was taking place would be taking place as meant to be, and that if it wasn’t meant to be, the stillness itself would affect it in some sort of mirrored-capacity way. It wasn’t for you to take and try to change something, or to conduct yourself in some way or another in some aspect that you might have that purports to alleviate things, when you know deep down that it doesn’t at all.

That what exists is going to continue to exist, and that you just got abstracted into something that you felt was providing some sort of justified relief. In other words, you had lost your importance, you had become stigmatized, because you had become visualized – instead of in the stillness and the emptiness.

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