Whose job is it to improve things in this universe? Is it the Creator’s job? Is it our job? Nothing ever stays as it is, and everything is either in refinement, or in decline, whether we are speaking about our spiritual life, or the organization of our garage. There are many laws that govern the unfolding and evolution of physical things, yet we also see every day that when we put our consciousness on something, our instincts always turn to how that thing can be improved. Is that what we’re here to do? And, if so, are we doing it? (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: So then I have this dream, when I fall asleep, which actually tunes this in better than the other, even though the other i thought was clear.
So, in the dream, there are four or five things in the outer that are there to do, and bring to a conclusion, that are punctuated by an equal sign. I notice that others do these four or five things. I consider such action to be beneath me, or a drop of consciousness.
These four or five things are done in the outer, both by W.D. Gann and C.S. Lewis energies. W.D Gann is a person who came to understand the significance of cycles, and how cycles repeat, and that’s there’s an energetic knowingness in the cycles – almost as if there is this blueprint, or master plan somewhere. And that you can get into the God mind, so to speak. And that you could have a sense of what’s going to be happening in the outer, in kind of a predictive form.
And C.S. Lewis is the master of dreams. In other words, the stories and stuff that he tells are all in this fairy land of things. And every story he tells, that occurs in the outer, has a greater meaningfulness somewhere else.
And so the energetics that exist in the density of things, in the four or five things, are W.D. Gann and C.S. Lewis energies. This is my understanding of the significance of this aspect, as a prep school energy, to have to catch up with.
However, I’m holding back, and, in holding back, I am protecting my inner spaciality from being overwhelmed, or contaminated, or affected – this is my belief, that is – by such outer dynamics. But the holding back, on my part, leaves me out of tune and out of timing with these four or five things that come before me, because these four or five things are also slow. In other words, I’m at a quicker acuity, and so I’m not going to stoop to that.
So as I settle back in a room that is kept under lock and key, the room that I have, that’s just mine, nobody can access it, an investigative officer who is here to see how you contend with something that has gone haywire, in terms of these four or five things, wants to lift a fingerprint, or a print anyway, which is a handprint. And that print is an image that he’s going to develop and will notice that that is the consciousness that is aloof to the outer, and that that print has something to do with the crime – or the four or five things that I’m party to, in terms of what is going on, which is the alter ego shadow of myself that I am not able to avoid.
So, the meaning is, what I perceive inside must be brought as an energetic into the outer. If I do not do this with consciousness, it happens anyway as a shadow bifurcation of myself. And it gets worse, instead of better, in that as I become more seemingly conscious in an inner capacity way, and turn more and more from the densities of the world, in terms of involvement in things, those densities actually manifest more and more because they need something, and that something is removed. And so they stay in a greater density capacity way.
By removing myself from the outer, the density shadow of myself magnifies. This is why I just said, in times of great darkness, there’s greater light as the offset. But the light and the dark need to come together because they are one and the same. The dark would be the shadow of the light.
To touch what is needed in the outer, I must bring my clarity directly into the matter, or it will get worse if I just remove vital substance needed from the equation. The energetic of the dream is it was about the equal sign: all of these dense things, and they equal? And I just can’t see what they equal. And it’s just such a perturbance because it’s going to be bizarre anyway.
And yet, somehow or another, the underlying energy of this thing was over this equal sign. If I keep running these densities I get to the equal sign and I’m not going to care. To heck with that, because it’s too dense to begin with. So I’m not going to get into the equal this, or equal that. So without the inner, the equal sign goes further and further askew. The darkness intensifies.
I, however, can pretend it is okay, and meaningless, because I have removed myself from the scenario. But have I? Deep down, no. I’m guilty of abandonment of a need, or a responsibility. And the fingerprint, deep within an inner recess of my being, is, surprise, surprise, going to be mine.
That is the prep school for something more – and you have to face it. Whether you want to call that a purgatory, or whatever, or a drop in consciousness. No, it is about what is meant to be. It’s the will of God. So we settle for that, so to speak, as the Sufi saying goes, we settle for that in exchange for some promise somewhere, somehow, someday – maybe, who knows?
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