Month: April 2021

A Created View

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As we further our development journey, there are many levels of service we can work through. Sometimes it begins with a form of outward service in the world to help others. Yet at some point the service becomes an internal process, when we begin to hold energetic states to allow something new to happen, or we remain energetically neutral so we don’t add to the energetic unfoldment but allow it its natural outplay. And we can also become a conduit for new energetics, higher energetics, to gain access through us as we hold a space for that process. These are all a part of how humans help other things, and themselves, evolve. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in the meditation dream, I see a grid, which is put into motion until I cannot keep up with the permutations. For as long as I’m affected by the unfoldment, and the effect in something I am able to look at in a traveling, or visual, way, means I am remaining in the shamanistic side of myself.

I shift into the void when the permutations of the overall grid go into so many… in other words, it just keeps going to where it’s almost like the cellular makeup of things, it’s more than what you can take in or denote – so you have to let go. And when you do, that’s how you go into the void.

I remain in the shamanistic level when I follow the unfoldment in a Fibonacci knowingness. In  other words, he understood Fibonacci because he started talking about the important numbers in relationship to this very same vibrational approach that you’re talking about. Again, it’s this man’s way of trying to describe something that’s a natural flow in the universe. 

To follow the importance of what is seeable, and to do so in a seeable way, such as in three, five, and eight, is in keeping with the repetition pattern of manipulations; it’s a type of manipulation. In other words, it’s better to be able to be in the void, and let something flow through you, than to be in a state of just pure seeingness where you’re taking into account everything. 

And to be denoting this consciously, to be able to pull things out consciously, as it’s happening so nothing can surprise you is shamanistic. And, of course, a really good shaman connects to the earth in a reverent way. The shamanistic awareness within is an amazing presence to have. This is a presence that is able to hold a space. To hold a space involves a fearlessness and focus, and then you’re presented with an additional, greater letting go and trust. Once you’ve mastered that, and can trust from there, and when that occurs you just go into the void. 

So how I came by this. The theme of the dreaming had to do with what is one noting, or how is one sorting something out? You’re sorting something out in terms of what has happened that is significant, and you’re sorting it out in terms of a certain way that you are seeing yourself wanting to be, or needing to be, or aspiring to be, or still affected to be in relationship to what is going on. So you created this type of imaged view, trying to look at it which has to do with being able to hold a space in terms of what is going on in order to try to facilitate an understanding. 

So last night I had a hard time going into the void because I was attenuated to a spaciality – it’s a type of spaciality – that is part of the Fibonacci rhythm of things, like three, five, and eight and these numbers, and it wasn’t falling away. 

So I wasn’t sure, in terms of what was going on, the fear being that perhaps I would be contaminated by an environment of seeing, which is a form of bifurcation within an even greater void, in which the greater void would get lost if I settled into a more in-depth aspect of the bifurcation. 

And so when I realized that that effect wasn’t actually so, then I wanted to take a look at the world around me. In other words, if I’m dreaming this it means I’m feeling something, and if I’m feeling something, I’m acting out in some way even though I may not be conscious that I’m acting out in some way. And so I want to see how the pattern repeats as a scenario in my world around me in the outer.

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Beyond the Chi

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What if we were to consider all the different paths, taken by those on spiritual journeys throughout history, as an interconnected network, like our brain? When we do something new, our brain creates a new connection; if we repeat this process, a well-traveled energetic path is formed. And every one of these paths forms the greater network of our brain. So, has a similar process happened by the creation of energetic pathways through history, by this species? And is that greater network available to everyone born here now? (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Well, for me, I had to maintain the recognition and connection in relationship to a void.

To begin with I was wondering if I was going to be able to do that, based upon something of an effect, that had occurred, that had caused a certain kind of overindulgence in the seeing, yet at the same time utilizing, in that overindulgence, an aliveness that can be quickened in a shamanistic side of oneself.

And I was able to do this more easily than I usually do, with a greater ease than I usually do, because, number one, I have a flexibility to something of a stillness space, or void depth, that I don’t necessarily know how I have that, but I have that, and that helps to facilitate a sight. And there’s a certain quality of something that’s denser in a spaciality and that tends to facilitate something that’s grounded. 

So, the theme of the dreaming was can I be, and maintain, something more, in terms of myself, in relationship to the shamanistic zone, which is really located more in the bottom of the breath? And it holds a person, when it’s in the bottom of the breath, into a particular modality because it has a chi about it that can hold one’s attention. 

And that a person is more than the shamanistic side of themself, but can you maintain that something more in the face of the chi that can be louder in its physical, magnetic presence or something? Can you use that chi for atmospheric purposes? Holding something together in terms of the atmosphere? 

Or can you speak through the chi and affect the atmosphere, and, at the same time, do so in a way that keeps something, and recognizes something, more in the void? In other words, go beyond the chi mannerism that can hold things in track. 

I have to look at it this way. You seem to have to look at in terms of what it’s like in terms of holding a quality of a space in relationship to the stuff that is going on. I hold that in terms of an actionability. You hold it in terms of a quality of trying to recognize and see if you’re able to maintain yourself in the space of something where there are things going on. I look at it in terms of an actionability, but it better be an actionability that isn’t infected by an overindulgence of this part of one’s makeup.

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Balance and Connection

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The first time we do anything we are not expert at it. Expertise comes with practice and repetition. Greater consciousness works this way as well: at first we choose to be aware of something in our environment, or as part of our inner process, and, if we repeat this over time, our systems will pick up the way of it for us – in the same way that we learned to drive a car. Becoming conscious about anything can add a new automatic process to our systems, which is a great form of gathering new intelligence. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I only remember my last dream. And, in that dream, it’s like I was in this room, but this room was maybe on a college campus or something. And there were protests going on.

The protests were supposed to be very controlled, but it felt like after the controlled part of the protests, that people kind of acted a bit like a dragon, or something. Or maybe they were even real dragons that sometimes came and they kind of broke some chains, because there was one out on the balcony or something. But they didn’t really seem to harm anybody, they just seemed to cause a bit of physical damage. 

And so I was kind of studying that out, just kind of what happens when crowds get out of control or something. Or when they protest. But they caused a little more damage than they thought they were going to. So I was just trying to study out how that was happening, and it seemed to be happening in the same physical setting as where I was sleeping, except it was a college campus instead of a bedroom.

John: So I guess you were looking at how you affect things, which might mean you’re still contending with as an impression or a way of looking at yourself. In other words, everything is affected by what goes on in the environment around you. And you have to be strong enough to be able to take every effect into something to which you’re able to recognize even something more in terms of things. 

The effect that you seem to be portraying is the ability to hold a particular kind of quality so that you can be in a balance with what is going on around you. To be able to note that, to be able to recognize that something more that’s going on around you. That seems to be kind of like a quality of the chi, or the Tao, aspect of it that you’re looking to understand, and looking to maintain in terms of a kind of balance of nature. 

So you must be dreaming this either because it’s an effect or an influence from the Tao teacher, or you’re dreaming it because you’re trying to hold a quality of a space in relationship to something else that’s going on. 

And you know that it’s important to hold that space in order to be able to let something unfold in the universe, that you’re able to then connect and pay attention to, or recognize, in a different way. The theme of the dreaming last night had to do with being able to maintain a balance and connection to an aspect of the Tao.

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