When we speak of energies, we are speaking of cause and effect. Energy at a certain vibration will manifest a certain pattern in physical matter. The more potent the energy, the greater the effect. In this dream, the dreamer runs into parts of himself that he doesn’t connect with often. One aspect has moved on, while the others are more fixed. This causes a contest of wills to arise between them. This scenario shows how the potencies within us need to be in agreement and alignment for us to flow smoothly, as one. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: So, in this dream, I go back to where I grew up and run into a couple chums who, over all these years, as far as I can tell have hardly progressed. And one is kind of behind a counter, and the other is standing right in front of me.
And this person seems to realize that the way he used to mess with me, before, is going to have to be different this time. In other words, he used to have to do this because this was just his dense mannerism and way of being, but something about that he can’t pull off anymore. So he backs away, and tells the fellow classmate of mine as well, who’s behind a counter, that I made this, that, and the other kind of comment about him. Almost as if I was demeaning this guy; he just makes it all up in order to keep the kind of agitation going.
And none of this was true. But it was enough to scramble this guy’s nature to act out, like he had as a pattern, as if to have to go beyond the insult. So as he ponders coming out, because I have this certain flow that I can naturally feel, I open my big mouth and, instead of being discreet, humble and considerate, say that if he comes out from behind the counter, I’m going to hit him so hard in the head that this is apt to break his neck.
Of course, when you act like that, in terms of the misuse of the flow, these are like fighting words and a dare, right? So this person has also changed. I may not have noticed it, but he has changed over the years. And he has accessed the quality of a rootedness in an occult way. He’s like a shapeshifter, where I may look at him behind the counter, and he may look like he has a beak and a gangly neck, but he is a person who can affect objects in the environment as a flow.
So what comes out first is this long flowing garment; it just floats in the air, as if it has a life of its own – but it’s under the vibrational intertwined directive of what had been part of this large beaked, bird-like man. He shapeshifted. Or he’s affected it because he can touch it, and so it’s part of him.
And so as this drape comes near me, I tear off a corner. And then out from behind a counter comes a large serpent-like creature with many tentacles. I don’t even see the head anymore. It’s like an octopus on the ground or something. And the tentacles, when I put my attention upon them, are hard, and not something I can strike and do any direct damage to.
And then I realize that I have a huge problem. The flowing drape is like a weapon. Paying attention to the serpent is going to get me in trouble. The drape can attack from behind, wrap itself around my face and choke me to death.
So how do I fight both? How do I contend with both? He has a flow, he’s weaponized the flow all around me. And so if you take and you utilize this in a way that creates a reaction, in terms of how a flow goes through you, if you still carry a personal regard in some sense it’s like setting something like that off, or setting it up. And that guy that was glancing around and whatnot still carried that little subtle quality whereby, if you bumped him, he could just, in play, flip you, just for pure fun, and think that it was funny. He could hurt somebody. And he’s meant to show a greater humility.
So the meaning, and warning, is being able to touch a flow from within requires that I carry myself with a deeper abidingness of humility. In other words, if I don’t I am apt to become a little more like a monster.
So, to be in touch with the flow does not mean I have special rights over anything that is something that I can exude in a prerogative manner. Instead, it means I am able to be a force of change capable of touching the flow that permeates through everything in a way so that that, as an effect, as a mirrored effect is able to feel themselves. In other words, if you just feel the density, then the density predominates and you stay in a certain kind of ego orientation.
So if an interconnected, empowered, inner flow is used as a force to disturb others intentionally, without recognizing the humility approach in it, so that you hold it back all the time and don’t go leading with it, such an effect we’ll come back and haunt you. The reason why it comes back and haunts you is you’re everything.
So the lesson is, I am in everything, and there is an intertwined capacity, and to challenge those parts of myself that exist as an unseen force of nature to a contest of wills is a kind of self-demeaning of one’s greater, intertwined self.
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