As we further our development journey, there are many levels of service we can work through. Sometimes it begins with a form of outward service in the world to help others. Yet at some point the service becomes an internal process, when we begin to hold energetic states to allow something new to happen, or we remain energetically neutral so we don’t add to the energetic unfoldment but allow it its natural outplay. And we can also become a conduit for new energetics, higher energetics, to gain access through us as we hold a space for that process. These are all a part of how humans help other things, and themselves, evolve. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: So, in the meditation dream, I see a grid, which is put into motion until I cannot keep up with the permutations. For as long as I’m affected by the unfoldment, and the effect in something I am able to look at in a traveling, or visual, way, means I am remaining in the shamanistic side of myself.
I shift into the void when the permutations of the overall grid go into so many… in other words, it just keeps going to where it’s almost like the cellular makeup of things, it’s more than what you can take in or denote – so you have to let go. And when you do, that’s how you go into the void.
I remain in the shamanistic level when I follow the unfoldment in a Fibonacci knowingness. In other words, he understood Fibonacci because he started talking about the important numbers in relationship to this very same vibrational approach that you’re talking about. Again, it’s this man’s way of trying to describe something that’s a natural flow in the universe.
To follow the importance of what is seeable, and to do so in a seeable way, such as in three, five, and eight, is in keeping with the repetition pattern of manipulations; it’s a type of manipulation. In other words, it’s better to be able to be in the void, and let something flow through you, than to be in a state of just pure seeingness where you’re taking into account everything.
And to be denoting this consciously, to be able to pull things out consciously, as it’s happening so nothing can surprise you is shamanistic. And, of course, a really good shaman connects to the earth in a reverent way. The shamanistic awareness within is an amazing presence to have. This is a presence that is able to hold a space. To hold a space involves a fearlessness and focus, and then you’re presented with an additional, greater letting go and trust. Once you’ve mastered that, and can trust from there, and when that occurs you just go into the void.
So how I came by this. The theme of the dreaming had to do with what is one noting, or how is one sorting something out? You’re sorting something out in terms of what has happened that is significant, and you’re sorting it out in terms of a certain way that you are seeing yourself wanting to be, or needing to be, or aspiring to be, or still affected to be in relationship to what is going on. So you created this type of imaged view, trying to look at it which has to do with being able to hold a space in terms of what is going on in order to try to facilitate an understanding.
So last night I had a hard time going into the void because I was attenuated to a spaciality – it’s a type of spaciality – that is part of the Fibonacci rhythm of things, like three, five, and eight and these numbers, and it wasn’t falling away.
So I wasn’t sure, in terms of what was going on, the fear being that perhaps I would be contaminated by an environment of seeing, which is a form of bifurcation within an even greater void, in which the greater void would get lost if I settled into a more in-depth aspect of the bifurcation.
And so when I realized that that effect wasn’t actually so, then I wanted to take a look at the world around me. In other words, if I’m dreaming this it means I’m feeling something, and if I’m feeling something, I’m acting out in some way even though I may not be conscious that I’m acting out in some way. And so I want to see how the pattern repeats as a scenario in my world around me in the outer.
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