Month: May 2021

Not an Ordinary Step

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Why does it take so long for us to accomplish something? Well, one view would be that when we begin, we are not right for that end result, we are not fit for it, and we do not resonate in ourselves at the frequency of that result. So everything we do to get there, all the learning, adapting, updating in ourselves that we do along the way builds our assembly to be right for it, and to hold the energetic frequency of the result. Once we have achieved that state within, we cannot help but have the end product we set out to manifest. This is the way the universe works. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So the meditation dream was short. And, in the meditation dream, I was struggling with trying to catch up with what needs to happen, cannot happen, under these… in other words, this is the framework. And it fits with your dream, except I’m laying the bigger picture here. What needs to happen cannot happen under the existing vibratory circumstances. 

In the dream the situation has to go into a vibration that is not of my liking. I denote the vibration to be a step away from how it is that I am. In other words, I’m my usual way. And in your usual way you tend to be amnesic to something, just like how your dream started, you’re amnesic to something that needed to throw a big party, and you knew this better part of yourself was there. But you didn’t know how to do it because you could be captured, terrorized by those that wanted to do this for. 

So not only is this awkward to do, but doing this takes me away from how it is that I see myself on a day to day basis. So in this dream the doing of this causes me to break through a barrier. In other words, going into doing something that is counter to my ordinary status quo causes me to break through a barrier that exists and take a step into life in the outer. Because whenever you’re carrying yourself in a particular kind of demeanor or mannerism, it is a quality that can be located more on the in-breath. And it’s a spiritual illusion. It’s how you think you’re going, or something.

So the step is not a step I would ordinarily take, in other words, coming back down into life. The results shifts my awareness into a new paradigm. Had I not taken this step I would have remained more closed down, alone, aloof, out of town, out of touch. Now I wouldn’t have considered it necessarily closed down because I would have felt, okay, I have my spiritual illusion, or my way of feeling myself. And I would be alone in that, all right, I would be aloof in that all right. And yes, I would be out of touch of a lot of things that I push away from. 

So by getting this, what is the new effect? Everyone has a basic way of being and an agreement world that works and adheres to this established way that they carry themselves. And for them to stray away from this is out of keeping with how they see, and we see, ourselves. To learn to see oneself in a more inclusive demeanor is a growth step that takes us outside of our usual pattern and, more importantly, more into life in a way that opens us up to a seeing and hearing which hadn’t heretofore existed.

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Divided by Matter

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We all have psychologies and defense mechanisms, created in our past, that are triggered by current circumstances and events. What do we do with them? It’s often best not to bury them, but to expose them to the light of our consciousness and bring them out into the open. This alone will drain away much of their potency. Then we can acknowledge the service they provided to us – at an earlier point in our life – and state they they are no longer required. Then we put them in the expansiveness of our heart and let them go. This may require many steps and repetitions, yet each time their hold will loosen its grip. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: The way I dreamt that at the very end was I did it with sacred math. So the solution is in the following image. And to understand it, first you have to do it the wrong way. But in terms of using it in a math way, the wrong way is you take something that’s going on in the outer, which is small number, and you divide it into matter, which is a big number in the physical, and you come up with yet another outer reflection. 

What this does is it continues the matter in traumatic issue by creating another physical image to deal with. Maybe it’s better, maybe it’s worse, maybe it is spinning. Technically, it’s wrong though. It’s the wrong use of energy. The solution is to switch the divisor numbers around and take the matter not to the head, but to the heart. 

The heart is where the flow sources. Consequences that serve the head and further create ongoing bifurcations have to be absorbed in a heart that is empty. And, in this emptiness, heartful. 

By traveling back, you figured out how it’s meant to be somewhere so that when you come back then instead of you just reacting over every little flinch of things that go on that continue to augment a vibration that’s off, that causes you to just not be able to throw the joy of things out there like you want to, you went back, you portaled back, and you saw how it is that you’re trapped in an energetic mannerism; attitude, mood, tone that you have to let go of. 

Now, in the teaching of things by various spiritual paths, the attempt is to try to augment the understanding of a heartfulness so that you just drown everything into it, or let go that way. But from another way of putting it in terms of a way of burning it through, and how that actually works when you include everything and accept everything and you bring in the shamanistic zone as a consequence of that, this is what it looks like. 

It’s where you take and you go back into the depths of oneself and you bring everything forward into the present, which means that there never was a back and forth. It’s an illusion. So you portal, you break all of that. That’s why in Don Juan, Carlos Castenada it was said that you had to figure out or do – this is Don Juan’s advice to Carlos Castenada – that he had to go back and he had to look at every little thing in his life. He had to relive every event in his life in order to heal himself, to absolve himself. 

And, of course, how could that be possible because no one can remember every little event in their life? But that’s what Don Juan told Carlos Castenada he had to do. Well, what that really means is what you did, you know of something that’s meant to be better in terms of how you’re supposed to be now, but you can’t quite throw a party to that. And, instead, you are overwhelmed by the stuff around you that is haunting you, and tormenting you, and keeping you in some sort of dire straits. 

Unfortunately, to get to the bottom of where all that came, you had to portal back. And that the solution to that, to be able to handle all of that, to keep and maintain a greater wholeness, what came from this one quality trait person who could be in both places simultaneously.

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Up From Within

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There are rules associated with surprise parties: you can’t tell anyone, you have to be there at a specific time, and good directions are required. Well, we can say all these same attributes are needed for the new that is rising within us. We can’t speak about it, because we’re not sure what it is exactly. Timing is important, too soon and and it may not show up, and too late and it may already be over. And we must know how to get there – which is the trickiest part because it’s not a brain understanding, but an intuitive sense of how and when to let go to the arising itself. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, in the first dream, it seems like I’m in this town and I’m going to be going to a party, and it’s going to be a surprise party for a woman. But I’m not quite sure how I get to her house. 

And I seem to go to a small restaurant, and I run into her. But I can’t quite tell her I’m going to her house yet, it’s a surprise party, but I am trying to figure out how to get there. It’s a small town, it feels like I even ask directions of people. And I seem to have a strange vehicle for getting there, maybe almost like a horse made out of wood or something. 

At first, everything’s benign. I’m looking for how to get somewhere and going there at night, but then the dream takes a shift. It feels like there’s a group of us that are being persecuted, or they want to capture us. And she’s one of them, but there’s other people with me now, too, and it’s almost like I’ve given them a ride to the area where the party was. 

And now we’ve gone to an underground area to try to get away. And we feel like we’ll be cornered if we don’t get away, it felt like people will put chains on us. And they might keep us prisoner, they might kill us, might use us for food. I’m just not sure what’s going on here. 

So I can tell the people that are coming to get us are not far away, and I go to an area and it feels like in the basement of this large building that we’re in there’s a small river. And it’s been dammed at one end. So there’s a bunch of rapids there. But the rapids go right by a laundry. And I’ve gathered together about four or five of us and when I see the people coming to capture us, I have this idea that we’re gonna have to jump into the rapids. And we can maybe get out right where the laundry is, if we can make it that far. Not sure at first, might make it, might drown. 

But on the other hand, if we stay we’re going to be held prisoner. So somehow, with a small group of people, we jump into the water, we make it as far as the laundry, and then we make it somewhere else, it feels almost like another land. It’s sunny out, we’ve kind of climbed up on a bit of a pyramid structure, we’re drying out a little bit. And the family of one of the women I took with us lives there. They wear outfits that almost look like from a different era and time. Back in the time when you might have Egyptians or South Americans, they’re kind of odd looking outfits. 

Her daughter and her daughter’s husband seem like they’re friendly, but they’re not there right then, and we’ve climbed up on his structure. But then I see down below that there are some people that come that are just like the people in the other land, who would restrain or capture us. So we’re gonna have to see how we can get away from them or move on. We can do it if they realize that we don’t know what they’re up to. We don’t act like we know that. And if we stay semi concealed, it feels like I have almost these cartons or something we can pull ourselves back in, or carts that if we stay low they don’t quite notice us. 

And I feel like if we can look a bit invisible for a while, then we can just slowly move out of the area. But this woman’s daughter and husband come and I reveal the plan to them. But I think if the daughter could get from where we are into their home, she might be okay there. But we need to make an escape. 

So it’s like I’m writing to them, almost like I’m sending a birthday card but I’m sending it in code so that they’ll know what we’re doing. And that’s how they reply back. And other people can’t figure it out, because it’s kind of like one of those things like where if you run they chase you.

John: So you did a portal dream. And so what happens is you start off in which you’re not able to quite flush through a sense of things. You know you’re meant to open something up, or, so to speak, throw a party that is an invisible or blind party. It has nothing to do with the day to day or whatever, it has to come up from within. That’s why it comes up as a blind party. 

And so what that really is doing is it’s an acknowledgement. It’s a recognition of a heartfelt depth acknowledgement that is able to happen based upon something from deep, deep, deep as a connective source within that you’re able to catch up with and bring up. 

However, it’s not like that is tangibly quickened and alive, it’s like it’s dormant. It’s hidden. It’s ancient. It echoes inside of you but you haven’t caught up with it. It goes back to some time, but you haven’t caught up with it. And because you haven’t caught up with it, you’re trapped or you’re stuck in the minutiae of the world that you’re in in which everything haunts you. So instead of there being something that comes out and embraces, and glorifies, and puts something into a really nice condition of openness, instead, without that there, you are everything around you, instead, doesn’t know any better, and it haunts you. It doesn’t mean to do that, it just does. It threatens to put you in chains and trap you, and keep you in some sort of brutalized in the outer state of being. 

But you have this depth of an inner that knows that it’s not supposed to be that way. And that this is meant to be something so much more, but you can’t, as far as you’re able to go in this aspect of the present, as far as dreaming, you can’t throw such a party because that which you’re trying to throw the party to, you haven’t sorted this out somehow or another, you haven’t brought it up into a clarity to where it could be accepted and respected and taken to heart. You instead find yourself plagued and having to be afflicted because you can’t get there. In other words, the bifurcations prevail.

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