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When we are with something, we are open in ourselves and that allows an openness in others. Often, however, something a person says or does triggers us, even in very small and nuanced ways, and we begin to recede into our interior life. Here we begin to make comparisons, or judgments, or any number of inner calculations that put up a barrier between us and the person. It can be automatic and unconscious, but it can also close down the possibilities of what can occur. We may think we are protecting ourselves from an intruder, but what about all that we lose in the process of shutting down? (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I just remember my last dream. In that dream, I’ve gone to work in an office as a counselor. But it’s actually kind of a busy office. It’s not an office where people come for counseling, it’s more like an office where people are busy working. 

And there’s a woman who’s recently gotten a job there, she’s pretty good at what she does, but she does have a kind of complex boss who actually likes her. But I can see that I could help her out with how things are going at work if we can talk about it a bit.

She and I get together and we’re looking for a place to sit and talk. And, normally, the office where I could sit and counsel somebody, somebody else is sitting there, and I go over to another desk with her and it’s too crowded, there’s people all around. I open up a door and go into a room where we could talk and there’s people already sitting there. I walk her over to the other side of the office and go into a room that’s usually empty, and people are having a party there. 

We get down to the far end of the office and I sit down at a table with her, that’s like a lunch table. We start to talk and suddenly there’s a woman there who starts talking herself so we can’t really talk to each other. So we get up and I tried to walk and talk but it feels like there’s too much furniture and stuff crowding us. 

So I know that her new boss likes her, it’s just I’m trying to give her some support, but I can’t find any privacy for us to talk anywhere. So it’s kind of feeling really frustrating.

John: So the scenario that set this thing up is the fact that Kai was here. And it got to the point where, even though you really like her and everything, and can recognize an interconnected quality of yourself that can work and be in terms of her. You have, which is the theme of the dreaming, you have an intolerance barrier. 

And the intolerance barrier causes an energetic to be there that stands in the way of the kind of connection that you would normally be able to have, and would have, if left to how it is that you really are. But the intolerance level gets in the way and creates barriers, over and over and over again, that keep an effect from coming across as you would like, or would intend, or mean it to be.

This whole subject of what we carry as a type of intolerance inside of our self is a very, very interesting subject because the intolerance levels keep us from transmitting, incarnating, inside of ourselves a greater quality of natural beingness that we have at our disposal. Oftentimes this intolerance mannerism is something that we took on as some form of defense mechanism, or modality, that we felt was important based upon a past that, in many cases, we don’t even remember. And it can have a righteousness bent to it. 

It’s basically a shrinking and shutting down quality that we’ve taken on in a way that has to do with an adaptive nature that has become superimposed over our greater beingness. If you were to take that out you would never actually be that way. And that, underneath that is an intent to try to make a connection where you go from place to place trying to find an empty space in which this variable inside of yourself isn’t echoing in the atmosphere.

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In so many ways, a development journey is about gaining access. If we gain access to higher frequencies, we gain access to greater intelligence and information. Being in the flow of life isn’t important just to be with “it,” although that is critical to our experience, but being in the flow is to be where the current-cy is, and to be where the intelligence of the moment is. This offers us our best connection to our next possibilities. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in the meditation dream, the scenario that I see within myself is designed to unfold no matter what happens. This is so because, in the big picture, everything that goes on is taken into account. Nothing is destroyed, it just changes into other ways and forms that keep on keeping on. 

So, in the dream, in the big picture there is a sort of betrayal of trust in a particular way – or so it seems, because in the unfoldment is another manner that is accommodated. The concept of what should occur, or needs to occur, is swept up in some other motif. The motif may be pragmatic, meaning designed to function in a way that doesn’t comport to a sense of value or sensibilities, but in the larger design, however, that is taken into account. 

And so what I’m shown is the degree in which a human being is caught up in a particular orientation is the degree in which a personal ideal, or concept of life, is projected. Such an ideal does not make a right, in terms of our perception and concept of things. The design and intent is often something else in the end. 

For the person who isn’t able to let go and is caught up in the black-and-white, such a person is going to eventually get left behind. The flow is beyond our limited conceptualizations. We’re allowed to participate and from a quality of the heart have an insightfulness to the world of God. But we, in our projections, do not really denote that until we come to the flow of a oneness. That is when an access to the will of God is deemed complete. Until then, there are moving parts we do not spring to. We do not spring to… hmm.

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Many may find that different aspects of their personality or character are set free in the presence of another: one person triggers our sense of humor, one person makes us feel very relaxed, one person eases our fears, another inspires us. We could call these energetic allowances, and it happens from our energy system reading and responding to the energy system of another. This is mostly done unconsciously, but on our development path we can raise this to a level of skill into the world. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: It’s funny we had to dream in these strange ways because, in my dream, initially, I see myself as having a seat that is back away – it’s near the front, but back away, like four rows or something or five rows from where Gee is to speak.

Then, all of a sudden, something happens and a big shift occurs. It’s as if something has to be redesigned in relationship to all of that. And I see right up to the far, far left, where he would sit, so close and so much to the far left that I just see his side face, real close, as he would be speaking out to everybody. 

And then I also see myself as somehow or another being around him, in which he is pointing out a particular kind of energy, and he gives it a name, and this energy is a person that I know, and he says, it will be interesting to see how this energy effect unfolds on the future. And then, in the dream, it’s like in the traveling of the dream, it’s like I am meant to return something to him. And it’s like a substance that you put in your hands and you can mush around just like putty or something, like a secret substance, that makes no sense to me why it is that I am to return this to him. 

So I go over to where he’s staying, and the back door of this suite area happens to be open. I go in the back door, I go into all of the rooms of the suite and look around. In one case, I go into a room that’s a picture of somebody that’s like a kid or younger brother or something that I’d never seen before, and this is where his bed and stuff is at. 

And then I take this little substance and I leave it in his room. And then I notice having explored around that there’s something wrong, it could work better, in terms of something that’s like an oven or a microwave or something that’s in the place. I don’t actually see it, per se, it’s just that I know how to make that particular thing work better. And that I can take and add some feature that I can do right there on the spot, it just comes to me, that makes this function better. 

But then I realize that it would be better if this had been built into it rather than done in this particular way, and so I carried a kind of an edge at the fact that once I’ve seen this, why it is that others don’t see this automatically – because it’s a very simple thing. I call the CEO of the company that makes this item, and I don’t plan on giving out my name, but I end up doing so because I end up finding out that I realize that maybe I have to show them how to do this so that all of the items that they make from here on in the future have this built into them

So I offer to go to where it is that they produce these and show them how it is that this can be done in a very, very simple built-in way, that will really enhance the product and will cost very, very little to do, and will be an enhancement to what they offer. And that’s what I dreamt.

So the meaning of it: the theme of the dreaming is about having a special and secret approach which facilitates the way things unfold. In this dream, the connection is such that I am able to take what is taken for granted, which is an energetic that is seemingly wayward, and bring it forward. 

Although I initially hold back with this, what I see is an access that seems to have no bounds. And the whole process involves, in terms of the steps of things, actually even returning to the teacher the secret substance I was given. And it is said that everyone is given something from a teacher, and then that removes a particular kind of block or something so that a person can catch up with themselves better.

I didn’t know that you actually gave it back, because that’s what you do in this dream. And I can’t imagine what he could possibly use that for unless it’s to apparently do something that furthers it in some capacity that is his business, because, to me, it seems like a Silly Putty or something.

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