The Other Me

How does our system communicate with us? When we are awake, we might have an intuition, or sometimes we’ll have a flash of insight, and, when we are asleep, we have our dreams that show us playing the many parts of a movie up on the big screen of our unconscious. And, in these roles, part of us can be bored, while another part of us is so far behind that what bores one aspect is fascinating to it. The human is designed to be a unity, and work seamlessly with itself. These subtle disconnects, and inner alienations, can be healed to a great degree by our conscious awareness that they exist. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, because this had to do with having to catch up with something anew, in the meditation dream, I noticed that the breath was causing everyone I knew to catch up with and see a deeper in-depthness in manifestation about themselves. But that was for them. 

In other words, what I’m describing here is actually myself coming to catch up with certain things that I’m meant to be able to catch up with in this lifetime, that are natural. And so in the meditation dream, it’s from the breath that I’m realizing that things can be caught up with, but it’s not a big surprise to me. There’s some other me that is watching, and it’s a big surprise probably to them, and it’s keeping life interesting for them. 

But for me, as I’m listening to people describe their awareness, I notice that everything they say is about the breath and its reflectiveness in manifestation. And that reflectiveness and that way in manifestation is something I already know. I also notice that, because I already know all of this, it carries a kind of a sense of ordinariness, so I’m a little bored and something more is needed. 

Well, in terms of the way things have been going, I’ve been looking outwardly and noticing that, in terms of the fact that it doesn’t go anywhere anew for me. But, when it’s my turn, the ordinariness about the general overall observations of awareness, that are notable in the breath, that I understand and find satisfy most dynamics in terms of human beings, I notice that suddenly there’s something more that beckons to my surprise. It’s just like a lightbulb moment, or a sudden shift, or shock, where I see a whole new world and life revealed in the breath that I hadn’t noticed before. 

So I find myself describing this breath of manifestation in terms of an awareness that I have found in the breath, as well. And it is something that no one has seen before in terms of all the others who are excited about the breakthroughs that they had that brought them up to a particular point, but for me what’s really going on is all of this – because everything is me – was it brought me up to a particular point and now there is a newfound use and awareness in terms of what is going on in manifestation that’s basically a newfound profoundness. 

So what I am talking about is a way of being, not heretofore revealed, which has suddenly come through me into manifestation. And, in doing so, it’s kind of given into life for the first time, this being an awareness about life no one had noticed before, which means I hadn’t noticed before. Because I keep talking about it in the past tense, or secondary tense, but everything in the dream is about me.

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Into the Equation

In our dream images, a lack of freedom could be shown as our clothes being too tight, or us not being able to find the way out of an enclosed space. Sometimes the analogy gets bigger and it becomes a huge country that isn’t free and needs to come together. The message is the same: we are being limited by a separation on our inner lives that is preventing something greater to occur. And, if we don’t heed the message, perhaps next time we’ll find ourselves enslaved on an alien planet. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: It’s frustrating right now because I’m having these long dreams, but I’m only pulling out part of them. And, what I remember about my last dream was I seem to be in China. And there was a store where I could either shop or sell things, either way. 

And people from the other part of China would come into the store, because China has two parts. But, the problem was, I could go out and I could gather herbs, or I could do other things in this store, and I could come and we could trade. But there’s only so much that you could really do because part of China isn’t free, you don’t know what’s real, or what they can actually use. 

So it felt like things could only go so far, then. That’s the best way I could describe what the dilemmas were.

John: So it’s a dream about accessing a greater part of yourself. In other words, how you currently are seeing yourself is changing, because you are realizing that in order for a greater wholeness to occur you have to take into account more variables and equations that are going on in life. And that the current state of things is something that cannot be sustained because it’s not inclusive as it needs to be. 

Because the theme of the dreaming last night had to do with gaining an access to something more than what currently existed. And so you dreamt it in kind of a recognition way, in terms of just being in life and coming to the realization/conclusion that something was missing that needed to be more in the equation of things for life to be more meaningful.

In other words, just kind of a natural recognition. For me, it was almost a little bit like a type of process of elimination or something in which the going through life was such that something more had to open up, or something more had to be given. 

And something more had to be possible. And a letting go needed to occur, because the way things existed, were just unacceptable, in terms of their sense –  in fact, I was even bored or something. I needed another sense of meaningfulness to come to be because enough was enough in terms of the routines that had become commonplace. 

So it’s a little bit different. In other words, for me it was like something needed to awaken or come to pass. And, in your particular case, in order for you to exist on the level that you needed to exist, you needed to have a greater encompassed recognition of things. In other words, there was a part of yourself maybe that you sensed as existing, but now suddenly realized had to be brought into the equation of things in order for the full picture.

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Something Lifted

It is both a grace and an delusion that our systems will incorporate anything that has long term effects upon us. If it is a pain or a burden, we are able to continue on, without the constant awareness and struggle that might be caused. It’s a form of management and it is constantly at work to help us. Sometimes, however, we let go of, or drop, the weight of our burden and we suddenly can feel such a difference that we find it hard to believe we had carried it for so long. Many things weigh us down on our journey, and we seek to become as light as possible. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And so, in the meditation dream, to compensate from an emptiness coming into the heart, in other words it’s like you can have this quality of the hovering beingness or something, that can cause an emptiness where you’re haunted in some fashion, because we’re all haunted by some mannerism of ourselves. This emptiness changed, this emptiness is there based upon a lack of value, in other words, where something is affecting you instead, so that you can’t catch up with who you are. 

And I changed the energetic by, so to speak, Photoshopping images into the scene that had been missing vibrationally. In other words, bringing something back, something had gotten taken away, or taken out. That’s when something is haunting energetically upon you that isn’t right, and it actually takes something away. Or, to say this another way, I recognized that personal afflictions and sadness drain because a value gets lost. 

So what I did was to seek to bring back what was missing. Now, that’s what I would be trying to do, but instead I’m finding this as if something got lifted. In other words, the sensation is different – I’m still lost in the way I’m used to doing it. 

So last night I sat in the weightiness that closed off a natural flow until I was able to discover redemption from this barrier. In other words, it’s just being exorcised or lifted. So, in the dream, there was a vibration hitting the heart that needed to be taken out. This vibration was caused by something that’s not fulfilling itself as it’s meant to be; you could call it an unfulfilled need. 

So in touching the hungry-ghost quality that keeps that need from being reached, so it could go, I brought a waywardness to a completion. In other words, a part of myself that is whole, but there was something askew. Just like you get sick in different ways, and so you can get energetically sick, I guess, based upon something haywire environmentally – spirit-wise, or something. So, in the sleep dream, I’m feeling free of a weightiness. It is as if an excess force that had been possessing my nature is dispossessed. What my dreams will be like without this will be interesting.

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