Archive for September, 2021

When we think about temptation, we may immediately think of food or sex as the object of allure. But our old habits and patterns also have a similar urge to them, because we have associated some comfort, or reward, or safety to them. When we are moved away from our centeredness, by anything – anger, sadness, fear – we have again “fallen” for the lure of something that’s not healthy for us, or for our journey. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So in this next little sleep dream, our waitress races by with a bunch of pies. It’s like you know, you have your pie tray to show all the different kinds of pies, and I stop her. She thinks I want a sample bite to see if it’s what I want, as she’s there to offer me a taste of a pie. 

Meaning: this is about contending yet with the way vibratory vibrations rush out and grab our attention. We don’t have to bite each time. And, if we don’t, then it just rolls; the vibrations just roll, just like thought patterns roll until you tune it, attune it. 

And then, in the next one, I hear a statement: it is not a festival, it is a vestible. What this means is things happen that draw our attention in one of two ways. If I buy into the activity as something that commands my attention and involvement, it is a festival. If it touches the heart in a meaningful and deeply intertwined way, it is a vestible., i.e., a sacrament of soul. 

Everything in the macro soul inner is of vestible focus. And, in the micro, when cut off from the macro awareness, is a festival demeanor. 

In the next one, I think it’s the last one, I view energetics that affect me in a way that is overtly disruptive as an archetype force that has me under its clutches. 

A human being flows in the etheric wind, and is affected by all kinds of vibrations. My dreams are like that, in that whatever the theme or unfoldment is there is an energetic the correlates. It could be temporal, or an aspect of my greater beingness. It can be expansive or contractive. For example, in my dream, I have two keys, one key opens the door, the other opens a contractive vibration. 

The key to the contractive vibration doesn’t mean that what unfolds is bad, the situation is just a choice. In the dream, I settled for a contraction, and so a woman provides me with the $6000 that I need to break out of the contraction, or confinement, and that is what stretches me back expansively. But in the expanse I tend to lose focus, I almost forgot I need to pay her back. 

In pointing out these feathery images, I am shown that my attention goes this way, and that, as I am affected by an inner into outer free-flow. You could call this Kundalini energy subjected to a focus and attention, or you could say it is an energetic in my nature, or an energetic that is flowing through me that is being aligned to a heart-depth attunement, which conforms the archetypal mannerisms, it conforms them, to the lens of the soul. 

So as I let go and lay back, there is the traveling inner sensation that is a world within an energetic flow. And as I come back to the microcosm, I carry an echo of its vibration in terms of memorable images that correspond psychically to the various inner vibrations. So that’s all we are, is just kind of like we’re an overall energetic that somehow figured out how to be a cell, too, that free flows.

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There is a saying: wherever you go, there you are. So, we may think our avoidance of any particular issue or inner psychology can save us from a certain discomfort, but we will surely meet up with it again somewhere down the road. This idea is expressed in this dream image, where the train awaits the dreamer at the next stop. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in my meditation dream, there is a vibration that comes up repeatedly and influences what I go through. This trait is deeply embedded in my nature, and because I have not worked it out, or rooted it out, it’s an archetype force, an archetype vibration is a sensation vibration that possesses a person to the point where it affects the actions and responses to other stimuli with its vibratory projection, which lives in me.

Last night, I put this vibration directly in a dream. In the dream, I’m in a place experiencing the sensation of being in danger. In this public place are those who have issues with me that are pent up. In other words, I’m speaking of vibratory energies. In other words, I carry all that inside that has yet to be lived out. I realize that the time has come for the sensation of an embedded reactiveness to act out in the outer. It will be too much for me to handle, so I create a distraction. 

And while there is a chaos delirium that is intended to absorb the energetic’s attention, I slip out the back and make my escape into the hinterland. But because I carry this as a plague, like something that was like archetypal vibratoriness that haunts me, I know I will be pursued. In other words, I can’t escape forever. 

I also know that they will have a good idea where it is that I will go. And I know that there is a train that will get there easily before I do. And so this energetic sensation will be weaponized in this environment again; in other words just basically re-engineered just for me. Knowing all of this, I am eager to change this embedded schematic. The vibratory entrenchment vibe, the image that perpetuates it, is that rather than pursuing me on my own, let me go around with my freedom of choice. It just takes a train knowing where I’m going. 

And so I see the train go by in the distance. And I know that that vibratory is harbored, the vibratory part that haunts me is harbored there, one step ahead of me. And so I have a defined way of being; you do these defined ways over and over again. So I have some notion, okay, I’m going to try this, or that, or the other. You’re always trying to break the box that you’re in. So I’m in a sheltered area, in transit to the repeat pattern, when I get there from the shelter. In other words, it’s like being along the stretch of the path there that’s in the wooded area, so I can’t be seen or whatnot. It’s not out in the open. 

And so if I follow that out, I can stay ahead of whatever pursues me because I’ve had the freedom of choice, but I haven’t dealt with it, and when I go somewhere else it’s just going to come up again. So in an attempt to break the pattern, I decide to come out of the woods, cross a meadow to go over the top of the train tracks that are gone by, knowing that you are out in the open and you’re vulnerable. And then when I get to the other side, I’ll find a wooded area and can go, then, to conceivably a place where I elude the archetype. 

The danger is for something left behind or waiting, because I’m in the open, or if something actually is tracking me, too, because then I’m out in the open and can be visibly seen. But I know I’m okay because I saw the train go by without stopping. So I’m making a calculated guess to try to break this trance. This buys me time to unfold in another atmosphere without being plagued by the archetypal entrenched mannerism being readily present as well. I also know that this reprieve is not forever. The archetype is a fate energetic that I carry. 

So, in the future, I will have to come back this way. And so I’m pondering whether I should set up something along the railroad tracks to kind of have a little room there, you know, as I go deeper into the woods, to keep an eye on things so when I come back I can go across into the open back into the other side where the density is even worse with the archetype – but I can’t get caught too directly. 

So in the future I will have to come back this way and, because I avoided it, or set it aside, or repressed it, it is apt to be now accentuated and perhaps even re-invigorated, because once you wake something up, you know, you can’t really turn your back on it anymore. That’s the problem with the spiritual path, once you see stuff you can’t shut the door anymore. And it will be waiting to come back with its pent-up mannerism. 

When it is said that the archetype controls man, this is an example. I can run and I can hide, but not forever. I have to redeem this haunting nature, or be plagued by it forever.

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Our dreams can provide a type of mirror to show us what we are processing on an inner life level. Yet our dreams can’t change anything, they can only bring us greater consciousness about what is at play. It is that greater consciousness, then, that enables us to process and transform the energies when we become aware of them and choose to elevate them or let them go. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: We seem to be playing this game in terms of working with a language in which you could say there’s the Kundalini energy, and then there’s the archetypal energy. And the archetypal energy is basically an energy in which you are caught under something that has an addictive effect, that controls the way you think and the way you act. And, basically, you’re kind of a victim to that orientation of personality and such on the archetypal plane.

And the Kundalini energy is spoken of as the raw energy that rises up, that takes in the archetypal energy, and is probably, you might as well say, the archetypal energy is, as well, except that with the word Kundalini you’re now also implying something that’s put into motion for transformative purposes. 

So when you can handle the Kundalini energy, you’re able to handle the vibrations such that you then refine the vibration so that it has a meaningfulness in a way that becomes more and more – with a focus and attention with regards to the heart – becomes more and more pinpointedly refined in terms of touching existence and all that there is in an intertwined way. 

It’s the refining of the Kundalini. The archetypal is considered something that plagues, you have to drop, and that you drop. And then, as you drop that, you tend to go to other vibratory things. And all of those are as vibrations that formulate images that cause thought patterns, that cause actions to have to occur in regards to a personality expression in the outer. All of that is something that is our dense nature, our dense quality nature, within the microcosm of personality and such orientation. We break free of that by taking the inflective energies that hit and knowing how to sit with them, and to hold them, and recognize something more rather than the knee jerk of that.

Because you can go inside yourself and just see image after image after image. And they all kind of have, in this kind of a world within, in a vibratory world, they all kind of go this way and that way, and this way and that way. And they’re really, really hard to tune in. They have some thread about them that holds a kind of continuity, but you don’t have a means to transform them like you do Kundalini raw energy; you don’t have a means to transform them. And so you’re kind of caught in whatever that motif is like.

But when you take something through that has affected you and touched you, perhaps first in a type of archetypal way within, in other words as a motif of your makeup – and there’s nothing wrong with the archetypes, they just have to be transformed – and you can’t transform them unless you bring them down into the Kundalini energy of the raw energy of things, or the molecular of your nature and you act upon them. You open those vibrations up, you run them through the lens of the heart, and can even see them as a quality of spirit energy. 

In this way, the descending of this sort of stuff that comes down through you like this, which has these vibrations and all this stuff that you can then transform, and through the lens of the heart take back to something more. Otherwise, you can flip-flop, and flip-flop, and flip-flop and not reach the one mind, and have this thought and that thought and go this way and that way. And, just like there’s never enough an accumulation, there’s never enough in terms of being able to process anything through, you have to take the vibrations and attune it. 

In other words, the heart and the Kundalini energy transform, create the lens to something that is in the vibratory overallness, that is too much to sort out, and more or less overpowers with its effect. 

So the raw Kundalini energy per se is also etheric. It also is like a spirit energy wind that blows through you, but it needs an attunement. And it gets the attunement through the lens of the heart, calling it now Kundalini energy, taking the Kundalini energy and making it more pristine. So that’s why when you take and you try to talk about spirituality, and try to talk about the angelic world, and then you try to say that you got to go beyond the angelic world, and that there are higher and higher vibrations on the angelic world plane, you’re talking about energetics. You’re talking about an energetic that one has to let go of.

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