Finding a Cohesion

One of the downsides of operating unconsciously and allowing our patterns and defense mechanisms to play out on their own is we can miss the subtle opportunities to become more conscious of our other working parts, such as the way the elements of earth, air, fire, and water operate in us. It makes sense that each of these has a role to play in our lives, otherwise we’ll always be a one-note responder to the multiplicity of life experiences. A little consciousness is like a ray of sunshine to an emerging energetic. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: My meditation dream had to set up the precursor to show the importance of the nth degree height importance of groundedness. So, in the meditation dream, I put together two aspects. In the past, I either dreamt about a groundedness limitation, or I dreamt about catching up with my soul’s wholeness through a flow, which is a waterway; a glimpse of it that way. 

By putting the two together, I went into a place within myself where I observed upon a witness watcher within myself, how a break of a quagmire I’m able to experience a sense of relief. And I now can attribute to what that means. It is as if a “getting it” has occurred. 

In this dream, I noticed a relief. And I also noticed I was more acceptingly at ease. But I am also a realist, knowing that in the overall atmosphere a lot of what one wants in terms of a greater capacity just isn’t possible yet. I’m still pent up as a result of what I went through, but relieved that a greater breakdown has been averted. In other words, where something is too pushed away and not an access, not completely through, and that breakthrough is not taking into account all the elements. 

So connection within to a contracted groundedness and a greater fluidity, like water, is the sensation I am feeling within as a relief. I hated being both repressed contractively and unable to flow as a result of this oppressiveness. The shift that I’m having is a temporary relief. But, like I say, there’s still something missing more and I don’t have it identified yet as the air and fire. 

I notice this within when the inner and outer found a cohesion in my meditation dream. What I don’t know is to what degree this has to do with the making of pent-up decisions. I’m hoping that that isn’t the case, and that instead it is an inner breakthrough. 

If it is the other, where there’s still something pent up, in other words not yet being able to live through, then that means that another energetic from within has to come out in order to balance manifestation. That would be a coming out of my molecular into the etheric overbody into a state that has to be lived out. 

I hope not – that it doesn’t have to work that way – because this is apt to lead to other unpleasant consequences associated with that kind of reality. So I’m hinting all around about something. And what I’m hinting all around about, that I don’t know that I’m hinting all around about, is fire and air.

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