Something Loud

We can look at our dream images where nothing seems to go according to plan, and every connection is missed, and understand that we are out of sync in the imagery. In waking life, when nothing seems to go smoothly, do we take a moment to pause and see that something is trying to tell us something about our inner state and how it is being reflected by our experience in the outer? We receive messages from the inner levels both day and night, but it is up to us to pay attention to what we are being shown, and why. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: My dreams last night just seemed all jumbled up. The first one, all I remember about it was that Neil Patrick Harris, the actor, was in it, and he seemed very dominant because he has that kind of energy. 

And, in the second dream, what I remember about it was I seemed to be in India, and I was in a large room that had a screen going all around it. There was a long table with all kinds of jewelry on it that was being put together. And there was a man that was in charge of that. And they gave me a piece of string and a couple earrings, and I was supposed to do something that linked them together with a particular knot, or a way. 

And I was having trouble getting the hang of it. The women around me had been doing it a long time and they knew how to do it, but I was having trouble getting it to work and struggling with it. It feels like I finally did put something together, but then he came back and was looking for what I’ve done and I’ve misplaced the earrings and the string and didn’t know where they were.

Well, I got up and I was looking around because it felt like you had gone out and I saw some people coming to the door and I didn’t have any food in the house. And they were people I didn’t even know; they knew some people that were guests in that room, because there were a lot of people already in the house. And they wanted to come in and bring all these other people with them and I didn’t know any of them. I didn’t have any food, I didn’t even know why they were coming and they’re bringing people of all different ages. And I’m trying to keep them out and make them go away because I really don’t know what to do with them. 

Meanwhile, I have found the earrings that were lost but probably aren’t up to standard. And then I’ve gone into the kitchen to see what I can do there, and it feels like the kitchen faucet starts to break. And I try to wash the dishes and I finally turn it tight so I get it turned off, so it’s not broken off completely. But it just was like one of those totally frustrating dreams.

John: The schematic theme that hit the inner was the aspect of something being loud, in your case like this particular actor. What that did is it caused undue attention to be there in relationship to trying to catch up with the inner, because the inner is meant to flow into the outer, not the other way around. And if the outer is predominating, based upon something that has occurred, it keeps the inner from working as it needs to work. 

And so your dream then was taking that schematic and you’re having to play with that schematic kind of like I am: you’re shown something that’s one way, in this case you’re shown an imbalance in terms of the way you’re meant to be connected – because you’re indulging and paying attention to, and are affected by, something loud. 

And then you take that into a dream in order to distill it. And in the dream, because you’re not relating properly to the inner and the outer, you’re being shown that you can’t intertwine things, you’re out of sync with what there is around you. You’re out of sync because you’re not connected properly to a transmissive flow that you need to have to be properly functionable. You have been wigged out based upon maintaining a loudness in the outer, not letting go of it and holding on to it, and it’s affecting you in a particular way that comes across to show that you aren’t able to intertwine, or to pull the stuff together to properly thread it through in terms of the flow. That you have it out of sync. 

And the way I reported that to myself, when I saw something like that, was it was because the soul wasn’t being given a proper chance to move around. And that the big issue had to do with the fact that one was trying to do work with the inner in the wrong way. One was thinking that the inner was going to have to respond after being bombarded by something of the outer. The thing inner, then, could respond over the top and be okay.

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What Is Given

Sometimes we do something and then we say to ourselves: I knew that was going to work. Something in us could sense the timing and the flow, and knew when to make our action, or add what we had to add. We may think that this is a fleeting or random moment that we have no control over, but it’s closer to the truth to understand that our system is always making these kinds of assessments for us, but we have to practice the listening to it so that the subtleties of the messages become much clearer to us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, still following the same theme, which is that if you look around carefully in every person that you meet and see, you will notice that there is something about them that is natural for them that they’re able to catch up with, that they can flow with, almost as if it’s a quality that is a naturalness just for them. 

In your particular case, you caught up with your responsibility and duty in terms of how it is that you work with something that unfolds. And, in terms of yourself, that reflects to others, and reflects upon others. 

Now, I’m having to do this, by way of letting a given state settle, letting the given state settle and then letting that state, and the qualities of the expansiveness of that state, ooze out. And, as it oozes out, I can come and I can take little glimpses within that oozing out, as opposed to just taking the big state in a laser bolt, and it is left like that. 

Now, the states that come through are like laser bolts to the masculine, and then the feminine is able to spread the whole thing out. And so as you develop a feminine you learn to let something settle to where you get it, so that you don’t twang off. 

And so the meditation dream is something that you just can’t report because you get it, in a whole overall sense. I go through the process of realizing that I am connected to everything in the meditation dream, so what unfolds makes sense to me because I am aware that this is how it is. I see no reason to do anything other than abide. 

Another reason for not coming out of the meditation dream is because I felt my condition was obvious. In other words, in the meditation dream, I come out of the meditation dream when there’s something to bring back, you know, almost as if you’re slicing through or sorting something out. But the whole thing was obvious: I was the outer from the inner point of view. I was the outer from the inner point of view.

I had a hint, in the dream, in which I saw a decision going on around this, about this, and I connected it as a way of talking about oneself, the viability of a this or a that as if a “yes” didn’t yet exist for reporting purposes. In other words,, it was just the overallness. And I was okay with it all, got it all. 

So now I break it out. And now I take and I’m doing this like you. I go into a restaurant with three people. As an aspect of ordering here, or of eating in this place, each person is entitled to draw from a number of cards, or slots, or whatever it is, to see if they can get a break in the meal price – kind of like a quasi type of gambling. 

And you can do this in a number of ways. The way I do it is I just reach in ambivalently. And so I hit the discount; I didn’t have to pay anything from the discount that I had. And so now it’s the next person’s turn. And they consider me lucky, and so they say: you pick. As if I can sense the discount, which I can. And I just stick my hand in, flip it out. Now this person to get the discount had to put up five bucks; they got $20 back. And he says, then, well, that isn’t hard. Why do they even have this sort of thing, anybody can do it? It is if you have the sense. 

So then, in the next dream, I’m traveling with a friend. We go into a place which is strange to me. You know, I’m not sure how you conduct yourself in this place because it’s kind of like a bar or something. What can you do in a bar? Well, my friend knows how to be in such a place. So he just kind of takes over. He knows that to be here there’s a certain given thing that is okay, and that you don’t indulge and go beyond that. 

So just like in some bars like you might have peanuts on the table and stuff like that, and then you’re expected to order your drinks and they give you the peanuts for free. Well, in this particular case, they had a little sample tray that maybe cost something but it was extremely cheap. It was the lead-in because then you would drink and you do this, that, and the other.

So he picks up the sample tray on the table that’s available to anyone who sits down, hands it over to me, and I help myself. And it’s just what we need. We do not order a beer or get sucked into anything else. 

So, what all this means is both dreams are about listening to how it is that a person is able to flow and connect and not probe out unnaturally – as if we can do that. Everyone else gambles. In other words, they’re bewildered, they don’t really know how it is that they are. What I am talking about is a natural flow that is a given. 

So the deeper meaning is that we each have a natural nature that works for us. Incorporating the meditation dream, deep within I know how it is that I am meant to be and there is no mystery about it. I can take that into any setting and be at home in this inner way, able to denote what it is that I can thread. Others sort through things, I pop the bubble naturally. In other words, it’s not really a sorting, just boom, right there.

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The World of Hints

We all are aspects of the universe, and, being that we are manifest in the physical realms, the unseen, energetic levels of what is universal wants to use us, in our uniqueness, to emerge from the unseen into the seen and felt. In this way we provide a service to the whole, and we also fulfill what is natural and designed in us. This mutual exchange is what powers the evolution of all things. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Then, in my second dream, I seem to be standing down near a subway platform underground. And there’s these kind of big guys that are around me that are lining up that are undercover police officers, and I’m making sure that they look okay to go out on their undercover work. 

Like one of them has a hat that’s put on backwards and a white shirt, and somebody else has on a blue shirt, but I have to make sure they have some kind of look to them that will pass on the street when they go out as undercover policemen. 

And that just seems to repeat a couple times, it’s just my job to make sure that they look like the role they’re going to play so they can get by as they go undercover.

John: Yes, again, it’s the carrying of a quality that has to be done in a discreet way, in terms of being able to bring something out into the open. Or, in other words, to be able to manifest something, like a policeman has a responsibility, has a duty. 

That’s the missing word, is a duty, because you went up, and you did something, you do something that’s like a duty, a responsibility, it’s a certain responsibility and the word duty. And, when you do that it creates a relief, creates some sort of balance in terms of how something is to be. 

Because the other aspect of the theme of the dreaming is that we all have a particular quality and a particular manner in which we are designed to be able to do something in an opened-up way, with ourselves, that is unique to each of us, or special to each of us. And, basically, like a memo. And your particular memo is that of being able to take and cause a sudden epiphany, in relationship to responsibility and duty to pop out. Responsibility and duty, you’re working with something so that it can perform, or pop, something together, or so something can pop out. 

In other words, the deeper meaning of this is that, underneath this, you break through the mystery, you can break through the little subtle mysteries, in terms of what is going on, which is the same thing as saying that you can catch up with the hint. 

And, thus, you are a player in the world of hints, or you can recognize the meaningfulness of coincidences and of things that are happening. Or, another way of saying it is, you can tell from the thread of the way something is unfolding, what more as a responsibility and duty is within that. Very interesting. You notice that about yourself. You must, or you wouldn’t dream it.

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