A Secondary Channel

Mostly we may feel that the signal of our life is coming in loud and clear as we cruise down the highway. Then there are other times when it seems we are on the back-country road of life and we suddenly have nothing but static and crossed signals. Try as we might, we just can’t tune ourselves back in. In this way, our deeper psychologies sometimes arise when circumstances trigger them and we find ourselves trying to find our way back to the main road. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So I remember two things from dreaming last night. In one dream, I think my dad is standing somewhere behind me, and you’re there. For some reason I’ve decided that I want a ring. I already have the gold band, and I know that you have some uncut stones, uncut gems. 

And so I’ve had you go get your gems and I’ve picked this kind of long, jagged red ruby. And I’ve picked that out because I know it can be polished up, and it’ll make a really pretty stone to set into the ring. You’re surprised that I even want this, but you seem to be going along with it. That was the first dream.

John: So what the dream is doing is the dream is creating a scenario in which embedded is a vibration, some aspect on the breath, that may be dormant or hidden or out of any present equation that is still sitting there harboring something.

Whenever there is an aspect of the breath that is still harboring something it gets in the way of the heart’s overallness, because the heart has a natural overallness that encompasses all things. 

And that harboring, when it surfaces, throws you back into kind of a type of remembering of something traumatic, because when something is kind of carried in one’s nature on a secondary channel in the background, as kind of a shadow dynamic or something, and when it doesn’t go away, it just looks for the situation, or the circumstances, or an inflection upon which it can come back out to occupy one’s psyche. 

When something like that happens, meaning when something like that is carried on a secondary channel as a shadow dynamic, it has a latency that is not necessarily readily obvious to one’s sight, or way of being, in the free flow of the overall outer. Yet it is still part of one’s, for lack of a better word, embedded nature or psyche. 

And when it’s like that it falls into the world of the archetypes. And so things shape and change and alter around you to where this sort of thing ultimately comes out because it’s still kept on some level being harbored on the breath. And when it comes out, it comes out with a lot of energy. Just like some of the stuff that you see your dad doing is coming out with a lot of energy, a lot of verve behind it, a lot of absoluteness – that’s an archetypal force. And you are affected by archetypal forces when you haven’t completely gone into a true empty space, when you are repressing something, or holding some quality of a kind of pain that hasn’t been let go of, or forgiven. 

Because the heart only knows one thing, and what it knows is that it is intertwined and connected and is an all-pervasive essence. And that there are these bifurcations, memories of these bifurcations have various degrees about them to which they carry a loudness. There are those that you’re doing and going through directly in the outer that come up on a day-to-day basis. And then there are those that are pent up or harbored kind of in a shadow dynamic, and they come out when the situation of the outer shifts in a particular way to where that vibration is more readily accommodated from its usual hidden capacity. 

So you’re looking at this, again it’s still within the schematic of the dreaming, and the recognition, that how we are in terms of functionality in an outer capacity is to a large degree influenced robotically, or archetypically, or however you want to say it, by conditions that are harbored upon the inbreath, or the outbreath. And that only when there’s a true letting go, or true self-forgiveness and an adoption of the heart’s overall intertwined essence – only when you are able to be that, are you able to be, so to speak, real.

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