We may not think of ourselves as powerful, but we all are. And we are at our most powerful when we gather ourselves into an inner agreement about our purpose and direction in life. And, if that purpose and direction coincides with the purpose and direction of the universe itself, then the power can be almost infinite. Conversely, all the things that distract us, or consume us, in personal tangents, weaken us, making us even more vulnerable to the randomness of this world. This is our conscious choice, and we need to reaffirm it to the whole of ourselves every day. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.) This post was originally published in December 2019.
Jeane: I really just remember my last dream. And, in that dream, I seem to have this horse and it’s a really large horse, like a draft horse, or a war horse; they’re quite big, dark horse. With me, it’s quite mellow, but I practically have to have a ladder to get up on it.
And there’s apparently two ways you can get a ride with it, one is by undoing some kind of a combination lock. And I’m not really clear on the other way, it’s some way I call the horse, I think. But there are these other people around me, and it’s like these men and they’re trying to get a ride on the horse. But to me, like it’s my horse, I don’t see that they should get a ride on it.
I tell them how they can get rides on horses. And meanwhile, I’m kind of like pulling the horse to me because I don’t really want them to get a ride on it. And that’s all I really remember.
John: So the sense is the horse is really big and hard to get up on? So offsetting that sense is that there’s a bunch of others that are making it more confusing because they’re clamoring to get on it? In other words, you’re trying to tell them so that they’ll go off and find their own horse?
Well, it’s a dream that has to do with drawing a power of energy unto yourself, which to do that involves bringing about the energetic inflections, or the components, or parts, of yourself, that are a bit in a disarray, and to bring those parts and those components all to one place so that you have the steadiness, that you have the composure, so that you have the focus to be able to be effective in the surroundings of the world.
Why is this so important? Well, everything is set against you in the outer, because manifestation is the reflection of all of the collective thoughts that are then having to act themselves out in the outer. And all of that which takes up your attention, which grabs your attention, and can impact you, if you are in any way, shape, or form seeing yourself in some sort of vibrational weakened state, reacting, or carrying yourself in some aspect or nuance. Then those vibrations, the collective vibrations, will affect you and will hold you in their trance – the trance being the mother Maya of things, or manifestation.
And so you need to keep holding true to the stillness and the quality of the power inside of yourself, which actually is a stillness and a knowingness. You need to hold to that in order to bring into the equation of a loci play, where all around there are things abstracting your presence, to bring that in in order to be whole, in order to own your own power.
So it’s a dream about owning your own power, and you own your own power in order to be able to be in the world, but not part of it. But if you don’t own your own power, then you’re affected by all of the little things that go this way, and that way, affect things in their fashion in a discombobulated or misaligned way.
And that is accentuated because you have the collective forces of the outer making the outer into a kind of quasi-reflective aliveness that will grab your attention, that will distract you, from the wholeness simply because you have to hold onto, and sustain, for all parts of yourself, the inner power.
We see to be theming in the subject matter of what manifestation really is, in terms of it has a lot to do with, and it essentially is, the vibration that rises up out of a stillness, having to have a life of its own, or live itself out, and it can’t sit in the stillness of its beingness, of its overall oneness, or one beingness.
And when it cannot be that way, then it flickers this way and that way, and has its way, in terms of how we are, and it has its way through the entrancement of the reflections – that we buy into because we don’t hold onto that essence upon which there is the total stillness that lies outside of this loci world of vibratory magnetism.
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