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Everything either absorbs, or it radiates. A planet absorbs, and a sun radiates. A cloud collects moisture, or it rains. We are either allowing energies to come from outside us – and then affect us on an inner level – or we are generating in ourselves, and, therefore, radiating from inner into outer. In one instance we are passively accepting what is occurring, in the other, we are actively controlling the energies we process. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: What I learned earlier, in a prior dream, was that my way of looking at things is switching a bit so that I’m coming to see the significance of the inner over that of the outer, as opposed to looking at the outer and having to figure out what is going on the inner level. 

So, as a consequence of looking at how the inner influences the outer, if the inner doesn’t influence the outer, if you don’t hit the higher octave of the inner coming into the outer, you can have the lower octave of the outer affecting the inner. 

And the way this works is the human being, being a microcosm of the macrocosm, as they become more and more sensitive they develop traits, within, that should enable them to work with the whole of things in a better way. In other words, in a more of a witness way, in a way that mirrors something vibrationally. 

And so to mirror something vibrationally means that how you are, without having to say anything, causes things in the environment to see themselves in a particular way that they wouldn’t otherwise be able to do. And, thus, this is bringing inner into outer as a kind of quality of a stillness development from within. 

However, the denser perspective of this is, if you’re not doing it, and you should be doing it, or need to realize that you need to do this, the denser aspect of this is that as you become more sensitive, as you go into the stillness space more, you are subtly agitating, on the physical level, because of the way you’re changing, and speeding up, and coming to be, you’re agitating on the physical level. And it’s most directly reflected by things like stomach acid, burning the trachea. 

And so there are ways to handle that, so to speak, in a bandaged way. You can take and you can be careful what you eat. And also you can mitigate this through movement, through yoga and stuff. However, the reason why this works is because when you hit in a state of stillness, one of the aspects that is disturbed is you become more acidic or something. And if you have motion, and/or eat more properly, you offset that.

However, that’s not the solution, really, that’s kind of a bandage to that sort of condition. The solution to the condition is, instead of it having to be experienced in this dense way, you learn to settle back into the stillness that you have accessed, carrying the inner into the outer through a witness way of being. 

By that I mean you hold a, again it’s a type of spaciality, it’s kind of specialized from the standpoint that it’s not about something in particular that you need to make important or something, you hold this space and when you hold the space – and that space is one in which something functions through the empty space – and what functions through may not be something that does anything as far as you know, at that time, but it mirrors, and the degree to which it mirrors and touches is the taking of the kind of acidity, that is within, and transforms it into this higher octave on the outer.

Isn’t that interesting? In other words, this whole thing where one takes and becomes more sensitive, and has to be more careful in terms of what they eat, maybe they have to exercise and all of that sort of stuff. You can do all of that sort of stuff in terms of maintaining a status quo in terms of how they are in the outer. But if you’ve gotten to the point where it’s kind of determined in terms of your evolution that you need to take another step, or you’re blameworthy in terms of how it is that you are conducting yourself, that you need to be able to touch your outer revelationally, from inner to outer revelationally – and revelationally means through witnessing, holding a space that causes a mirroring. 

If you don’t do that, or if you continue to struggle as if you are trying to make the headway in an outer motif way, then what rises up, almost as an outer rising up to an inner, what awakens and rises up is instead of there being a subtle naturalness, you create a reactivity. And, on the physical level, this is experienced as like the stomach acid. 

The reason why all these things are bandages, including the pills, because the pills get on top of pills, is that as you become more refined, there’s no way because this body is made to be able to somehow or another take in energy, a vibration, that is coming from inner into the outer – it’s meant to integrate, meant to pull the two together. They’re meant to work together. If you know how to mirror, through witnessing, you are now taking the energy down properly, in a more invisible way, rather than in this dense aspected way.

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We know the phrase “crunching data” from the world of technology, but we humans have a similar process. Our systems are constantly processing enormous amounts of data to give us ideas, or strategies, or responses to what we are experiencing. The more available data, the better chance we have to make the best next step. But, when we rely only on our brain to sort out all of this information, we’re using our slower faculties. Our instincts and higher faculties process much faster, and we will often get a nearly instant feeling response to help guide us – when we listen to it, and trust it. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, it’s interesting, I just kind of remember my dream that went on a long time. But it felt like I was living in an apartment building, and the center of the apartment building was circular, like even right up through the unit I lived in.

And I had someone that must have worked for me, like a maintenance man or a guard, both, and his assistant. And they were going out and they were going to try to map the influence of the night watchman or other people on this circular area. And, if they could do it, and figure it out, and catch how other people are influencing this within a certain time frame, then it felt like I could regain control of it. 

That’s the best way I can put it into words. So I was trying to do that, but I didn’t know if I could do it in the time frame specified. In other words, for some reason, they’ve given me this short time frame. If he, or they, couldn’t go out in this 15 minute time frame and map all this influence that was occurring, then maybe many other people still stayed in control of it.

John: That’s a dream about integrating, but it involves letting go and seeing so that you can integrate it. It’s like having the data, or a whole bunch of things, available, having gathered that in, and knowing, then, how to read it, how to integrate that into the whole, into the situation. 

And, if you can’t do it, you go just in circles. 

Jeane: And, plus, I’m trying to regain control of it, in some way.

John: What you’re doing is you’re gaining a type of confidence in self. In other words, there’s a negative way of looking at it where what you’re doing is trying to manipulate, or hold, something for your own personal edification. 

It’s in the center of the house, it’s in the core aspect of what you’re trying to catch up with. You’re trying to do this so that you have a handle on it, so that you understand it. It’s important, for some reason. It’s circular, meaning you can go around and around, and if you can catch up with it, you gain not just control of it, that’s the negative way of looking at it, you gain a certain power or sense, for functional purposes, in terms of a greater spatial array. 

You have to know something that’s key, or central, to the whole shebang. And, when you do, yes, the negative way of looking at it is that you’re doing this for purposes of control, but the positive way of looking at that is you’re doing it to properly self-empower yourself. In other words, so that you can hold your spaciality as you need to hold it. It’s an interesting dream.

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If we enter a new environment we may get an instant read of the “vibes” of the space. But people are environments, too, and when we are around a person who has a different vibration than we do, we will either rebalance them toward our frequency, or they can shift us toward their frequency. Sometimes that’s fine, and sometimes it’s not. A nervous person can make us feel nervous, an unhappy person can make us feel unhappy. On the other hand, a grounded and calm person can settle us when we are out of balance. The point is to understand the difference between what is us – created and generated by us, energetically – and what is affecting us from our environment. This awareness helps us to better process the energies, either way. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Now I would have thought after a meditation dream I’d be done with this, but, no, the sleep dream is very, very similar to the dream you slept except I do it in the opposite, instead of you doing it as a spaciality, I have my timing – about as haywire as haywire can get.

I dream that I am not being taken to the airport until 15 minutes before the flight leaves. The environment I’m in is all speeded up or askew. In other words, timing is haywire, and I’m unable to get it to come out of this. I haven’t even packed yet. 

I plan on just throwing things in my bag, unfolded and all, which will take me maybe five minutes or something. And I try to tell someone who realizes this whole thing looks haywire that it’ll have to sort itself out. And Rav is there, too, watching me carry on like this. 

And you, I can’t get your attention. And you act like, oh, you don’t have to get there… 15 minutes is plenty of time. And I’ve never heard you act like this before. You know, usually you have to be there for two hours, and now, all of a sudden, 15 minutes is plenty of time. And you just walk away and go upstairs, in this house, ignoring my concern. 

So I say, when I used to do this professionally, which means I used to always catch planes right in the last 30 seconds, and sometimes they’d even open the door again for me – I had it down to such a timing – and I just imposed this over and over again. It’s amazing how I never goofed up, I always was able to get this to work, which meant 15 minutes would have been enough time, because, if necessary, if I miscalculated, I could always run. 

So I comment about when I used to do this professionally it could work like this, but the game has changed. They shut everything off 30 minutes before the plane leaves, so if you’re not there  30 minutes before the plane leaves, you’re already whipped. And so I can’t get anybody’s attention. I can’t get your attention. Like I say you’ve walked upstairs and so I start screaming about how you want me to miss the flight. 

And so the scenario is, I am still in a delirious state caused by Rav’s behavior that I absorbed – his vibe is still affecting me. So what is going on? The demeanor I am experiencing has triggered a dream in which I am torturing and plaguing myself because I am warped out of my sense of overall balance, balance in a timing way, and infected by projections that aren’t who I am meant to be, ordinarily.

Meaning: this dream takes a lack of stillness of self, on an inner level, to an extreme in the opposite direction in relationship to how outer projections have hit me, and I’ve gone into them. To demonstrate the degree I plagued myself with such anxieties and mannerisms that are outside of the holding onto the maintaining of a witnessing and an auric place in the greater overall wholeness. 

To go off like this destroys my spatial senses, but, in this case, more than anything else what was really off was my timing. Of course, if timing goes off, spatial goes off as well, shuts off a light in my being, shatters my auric presence, and affects the surrounding environment with my confusion. Bottom line, there is no letting go or mirroring to a greater inner overall beingness when I am like this.

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