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ur-absIn this dream image we see a coach who is training the dreamer, and we also see the dreamer being asked to coach someone else. In the world of our dreams, because we are all the characters that populate the dream images, this shows how the unconscious tries to awaken and incorporate aspects of our inner lives that are at different levels of development and different levels of hiddenness. A spiritual journey must incorporate the whole of us, with no parts left behind. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So in the second dream it feels like I’m in high school, but at night I go out and I train with a coach, and I’m training in a particular way. And he has other people that help him, like there’s this one bus driver that kind of is in a bus or some kind of a vehicle that’s parked near a curb at night, and it’s a tall curb, and I go down and I lay down below the curb and there’s some structure they’re teaching me how to climb around, or get out of or, you know, develop a certain strength from dealing with.

And so he has other people at certain areas around town at night that are helping me with this training that I’m going through, and something that I’m building up from doing the training. But then at some point he wants me to help train this high school kid also, or train others, and the problem is the high school kid is pursuing me and kind of trying to dominate, or chase me, as opposed to be focused on what the purpose of our training is.

So this creates a dilemma for me because, on the one hand, the coach wants me to be training him, and on the other hand it’s like you’re training somebody who’s pursing you in a way you don’t want to be pursued. And so it’s really frustrating for me, in that way, because I feel a little caught in this dilemma and it interferes at times with the training, or what I feel that I can do.

I even go back at some point in this dream and I’m examining the prior dream, and I’m looking at the white cap but I’m also looking at like I feel like they got stuck in that dream in terms of what they were able to do. In this dream, whatever I’m able to do, or not able to do, gets represented by a black cap that at least has a certain vitality. And it’s again an animal of some kind that is kind of like wooly and you wear it on your head, but it’s black this time instead of white.

And I do feel like it goes a little further in terms of being able to accomplish its mission in the world, but it really feels like I’m looking at both and not satisfied with either.

John: So, in this dream, the outer world, the world in which your senses and the world in which you have to cope in as best you can, that is the external world, that is the collective, is represented by the high school.

And then the teaching that is awakening at night, on the inner level, on a higher-self level, on a level that is awakening in some small aspect, is causing you, is enabling you, to make a transformative step away from the day-to-day.

In other words, that is causing something to find motion and clarity from the usual collective. Well, the problem, or the issue, is, like I said at the very end of your last dream, that transformation is not where it is really at. In other words, it’s not like making a better widget, or making a better person.

You have to hit an absoluteness of clarity of beingness, that is an emptiness, that isn’t affected by conditions of closed heart, or conditions of not being able to experience through you the greater expansiveness of all of the various levels that you are meant to have access to, which tends to be ignored by many teachers the understanding that there is this, in the gut, Hara center of your nature, which needles away at you so that even though you had created a bit of transformation in terms of what was going on in terms of this night class or whatever that you were taking, in order for that to be meaningful, in other words to get to something that was more than just a temporal transformation and then you would fall back based upon the pent-up Hara center of your nature, you have to go back, and you have to contend with the loudness inside of yourself that creates the confusion and creates the blur, which is in the outer, which is in the day-to-day.

And in going back to that, you go back to a particular loudness, or characteristic, or quality that you need to get beyond – and that is represented by this one particular student that you’re directed to bring across. And that one student represents a Hara-center quality that is repressed, and has a fluctuating dynamic, that keeps you from going to more than just a temporal transformative energetic vibration. It keeps you from reaching the wholeness.

And so you’re meant to deal with that. And so, in dealing with that, you are finding that this particular thing, this particular Hara quality, that’s repressed, suppressed, unconscious in your nature, is casting out images in which it is in some sense pursuing you or, in other words, the confusion that you have, in terms of being able to incorporate an emptiness that goes to this area as well, in the physical, is that there is this quality within – on the physical repressed level, or the Hara center – that’s in the gut, that carries and holds onto things that have been pent up and stored there over lifetimes. You’re having to break the spellbinding illusion of that because it’s effect upon you has created a defensive blur in which you see it, instead of something that can be absorbed and redeemed, you see it as something that in terms of trying to contend with it, it is stirring up your well being. It is pursuing you instead of being properly accessed and absorbed.

So, the difference between this dream and the first dream, is that in this dream you are trying to do it in a feminine way, thus the black hat. In the first dream you were trying to do it in a masculine way, the white hat.

In the first dream you were trying to come across with an effect with the diplomat that caused a bringing together of things, a closeness of things, plus dealing with peculiarities that are pent up in the Hara center of things. You were trying to address that in a direct way, that had to do, then, with opening up things so that the whole embassy effect, or the overallness, was there in its emptiness as well so that you would have a completeness in these three areas, we’ll call them, of wholeness.

In the second dream you were using the principle of the feminine energy to try to contend, to try to be surrendered, to dealing with something that is affecting your nature of being. In other words, it’s like you have had these insights, epiphanies, inflections inside of yourself to what a greater closeness is supposed to kind of be like, theoretically speaking, when it’s blurred by a Hara center, so that it is conditional to the Hara center. And you’re not going to have the greater transcendent quality that is offered in the teaching, in the connection that you’re having, within, at night, on the various levels – unless you are able to take all of this into the outer.

And the outer, in this particular case, is the high school, which is the school of where the real teaching is yet to be done in terms of the Hara center that has to either lived out, which will take forever, and isn’t the way to get to a transformation that leads to an absolute state of being. You’re not able to make it whole, or make it constant, or make it real unless you take and contend with that.

And so, in your dream, you were dealing with an aspect of something that had a particular definitional mannerism to it that is an illusion that you keep purporting as a kind of spell that you place upon yourself, that is the echo coming out of this unconscious state that is there having developed over millennia of time, and it is represented by the energetic and vibration of this student that is in the outer, basically, this thought seed or quality that is you in a physical sense, that as long as that continues the duality continues, because this will keep coming up to blur the potentiality.

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egypt-c-1275-bcThe idea of awakening runs through countless spiritual and religious paths, and it speaks to the idea that what we are, and what we are designed to do and be, is designed and coded into us. So our journey becomes a process of becoming conscious to our preordained purpose, and then using our freedom of choice toward the aspects of life that support our greater understanding of life. In this sense we are in service to what is higher and, through living that purpose, we become part of what is unfolding rather than separate from it. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: My next dream, I’m a young woman. I have a somewhat older boyfriend. I’m living in the city and I’m going to take him upstate to visit my family; and I know the way there but he doesn’t.

There’s another young woman, who’s kind of in the background, that’s going with us and, somewhere along the way, we pick up this other kind of roly-poly man, too. Well, I’ve seen on the side that the roly-poly man is actually kind of a saboteur. He belongs to this organization and the man there and he, at some point, are going to turn the car that we’re going into that can go underwater and become a submarine, they’re going to do something to take over the guidance system of that car.

I go across the city with my boyfriend and this girl that’s going with us, and we go see his place, and then we go out in the street to get into his car. At first I’m a little surprised because since I know the way I thought he’d have me drive, but he’s driving, and as we head out at that point I become aware that as we go up there, and we come to a point where we’re going to go across a lake, that the car will turn into a submarine and go underwater, crossing the lake.

At that point I also see, kind of in a vision on the side, that this kind of roly-poly little man that now joins our group is going to do something to program the submarine. His boss wants to test something. I don’t know exactly what he’s testing, I just hear what they’re setting up. He’s going to do something to the guidance system of the submarine and is just going to have them test something.

So meanwhile we’ve gone on. We’ve gotten our little submarine. It’s gone underwater. While we weren’t looking this guy did something to the guidance panel in the submarine. We’ve gone along and we’ve gone to the motel. I notice that several times when you think I’d be wearing shoes, because it’s kind of cold out, I’m actually going barefoot. And, at the motel, I also realize that my room has like a blue bedspread on the bed, and my boyfriend’s out of the room right now, but I’ve come into the room with the other girl and we’ve kind of cornered the roly-poly little man because I realize he’s done something to our submarine.

Now, meanwhile, our submarine has been out in the lake and it’s actually been going underwater a little on its own, and it sees this little spy tiny submarine on the bottom of the lake that must be something to do with those people that have tried to take over its guidance system. It looks at it kind of like suddenly the car has a certain intelligence. It’s looking at this thing and realizes it’s kind of stalking him and is going to try to do something and that will have to do with what’s been done to the guidance system.

So meanwhile back at the hotel, the boyfriend, and I’m not even sure where he is right now, I’ve kind of cornered the roly-poly man on the bed and I’m kind of making him cower a bit. And when he does that one of his eyes… he thinks if he makes me look at his eyes it’s going to throw me into some kind of a trance, and even makes one of his eyes go into this great big bug shape where it gets all dark – as though that’s going to intimidate me. Well, the truth is it doesn’t faze me a bit. I’m just trying to kind of cow him a bit so I can figure out what I can do to help the submarine.

I don’t know whether the submarine can overcome that yet or not because it hasn’t really, thus far, shown a behavior that’s unpredictable – but I can tell he thinks it will. Anyway, that was when I woke up.

John: So in this dream what ended up happening is the car, that seemed benign to begin with, became something with an intelligence as a submarine. So how did that happen? How did that get in imbued in it when, to begin with, all it was was kind of a process or a means by which you were going to take something and hand it back to the top, take it to your parents?

You were going to make a journey where something came together, was consummated as a result. It’s somewhat similar except the first dream had you birthing something into life.

The second dream, without using the birthing, has you, because that still carries an inflection of like another kind of an aliveness if you’re giving birth to something, the second dream takes it another step and shows that there isn’t another kind of aliveness, that there is something that is awakened, from a dormant sleep, that is somehow already alive. But it wouldn’t be alive, and it would not have a chance to wake up, if you had just followed the process of taking this all the way back and introducing it to your parents – or taking it home.

Instead there was a more latent, deep vibration at play here, which is typified as this person that’s the madman, that comes into and interrupts the surrendered conceptual flow, and causes a chain of events to occur in which the aliveness stays and continues to go to depths. In other words, to the degree that there’s the idea on one hand to go home, or to a place that returns, you know, that offers back up to the source, there is simultaneously something that wants to go to greater depths, the submarine, the car becomes the submarine instead of a vehicle that travels to a destination and that’s it, revealing up something and leaving it at that. In other words, becoming an end all be all flow.

Something has occurred, thus the question: was the thing that was to be offered up as a sacrifice of completion, was it in cahoots with that quality of energy that comes down as an out-breath? In other words, this is a dream that works more in the nature of the masculine out-breath coming down. Why is it considered a masculine out-breath because it brings something through that can touch and awaken something in life? The feminine then can maintain a role of effusing it out, or the feminine can just be affected by all of that and think, okay, and then render it up, just give it up. But no, the feminine’s a container. It holds that, it doesn’t just release that back as if it’s a robot. And when this process is recognized to have to work this way, you never ever really do leave the plane of manifestation, that you are everything – including the plane of manifestation. That’s when you get outside of this birth/death cycle.

The thing that occurred in your dream, there was never a giving up. There was always the challenge of the two, of the innerness of something, and then the outerness of something, and that you could be put into a trance, perhaps, but you kind of had to hold both places. You had to abide by the essence of a depth deep inside of yourself, and you had to also abide by having to stay and contend with and go to the depths of manifestation. This, as I mentioned in the first dream, breaks the whole process of there being a journey. It all just opens up and you have to contain both of them at the same time.

Now what I didn’t quite say, that I was about to say, in the first dream, is that this whole idea doesn’t make sense. The reason why it doesn’t make sense is because what you’re really, really talking about is you’re talking about some aspect or something that permeates as the true aliveness in both the inner and the outer. And so when it’s in the outer, meaning that you’re walking around as a physical human being body relating to everything created out of sound, created with sound, in other words sound taken out of the light. You have a kind of physicality to it that is transitory, because the light is the faster vibration in which none of that exists. And yet in something that is like this, in a physicality, it is said to have access to that which is everything. It is everything. It is composed of everything. It has the molecules of everything and yet, at the same time, it has the physicality.

So there’s a mental literal way of looking at it and saying, how can this possibly be so? Because if this other exists, that’s an infiniteness, and this is a physicality, a finiteness. And yet that is how it is. But because we can’t break this notion of something that’s finite and something that’s infinite, we can’t seem to pull the two together to grasp this inner and an outerness, we’re inclined to think that we are creatures that are trapped in kind of a physical origination or modality and, therefore, if we’re something that is trapped like that, then we find ourselves thinking that we need to relate and be much like you see everything in nature, where everything has its season. But we don’t have a season.

In other words, we’re not like a crop of weeds that’s planted as a seed, grows, and gets harvested, and then keeps having to go through a reseeding process and reseeding process and reseeding process as it continues to grow – or any and everything else as far as that goes. We can act like that. We can get caught up in that with our ideas of, you know, growing up, getting married, having a family, living to old age, perpetuating things with grandchildren, finally fading out and thinking that that’s all there is. Or we can break the birth/death cycle and come to realize that there is a way of twining and connecting with everything that is going on – and doing it in an everlasting way, in an all-pervasive moment.

So your dreams are playing with this as kind of the subject matter. Your dreams are playing with it in kind of a way of flow in kind of an overall sense, in other words, you have this overall sense that’s looking at, so to speak, the options, and somehow or another you have a focus and attention that doesn’t allow you to just get out of Dodge, you know, or do the same thing that you see in terms of a form of being that has a season, and only a season, and at the end of the season there is no more.

In other words, then it would just have to keep going and going and going and going, which would get into the idea of reincarnation and all of that sort of thing, when you can get so that there is no such thing as that because you are ever-present. And you are looking at that.

In other words, you’re not willing to accept the fate of something that takes and becomes surely sacrificial. If you were to look at this from a wild man’s standpoint, which is that little quality of the masculine there that actually got in cahoots, even though you didn’t quite notice this, you know, it had to have gotten into cahoots with the other energies that was a little misaligned in the masculine in order to bring something all the way through, to keep it coming all the way through, instead of just grabbing what it could take and going sweeping up as the feminine energy back to a home.

You had to notice that this process awoke something. It made an inanimate alive, which means that you can hear all you want that you are everything and that everything is alive, and in this dream you did something, you recognized something in terms of how a moment works, in terms of how you can transcend time and space, in terms of how you can break the birth and death cycle, in terms of how to quit looking at yourself as a seasonality, and in doing so then, everything around you becomes quickened, becomes alive, so then there is no birth or death, there’s only the moment – and that everything is speaking to you, everything is you. Isn’t that interesting?

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M.C. Escher

These dreams really portray the idea that we are truly the only thing in our way. As we develop, we let go. At first we let go of the belief that the culture and society we are born into is the aim or point of life. Then we begin to let go of the personal loadings and psychologies that prevent us from connecting to the higher processes and purposes we are aiming ourselves toward. Yet it is just that struggle that builds in us the assembly that we need to fully let go and put ourselves into the way of the universe.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The very first dream I had I seem to be totally focused on a certain shade of green, people that wore that shade and were dressed in it, and whether or not a certain shade had to do with when wars were started.

And people would go by a doorway and they might be wearing different shades of green, like army green, or this green, or that green, but the only shade I was interested in was something that was like a Kelly green, whatever that meant. That would be the only shade of green I would focus in on. That was the earliest dream.

John: Well, green’s the essence and the highest color in terms of it being the one associated with life, and life that is in the plane of manifestation in which a quickening is possible. 

And so you’re working with a type of greenness, or a type of access. The greenness portrays the aliveness. How you get that light, as an aliveness, to touch that which is inanimate? Well there are various levels of this green, and there are levels of this green in which the aliveness that’s in an inanimate way remains in that condition.

In other words, it’s veiled, still with a greenness, but is veiled. And you’re learning to access what is necessary to take that which is inanimate, apply the essence, which in this case is portrayed as a color or light and, of course, we’ve come to know that light carries the information, or the quality to penetrate illusion, you are able to take and find that level of awakened aliveness, or essence. You’re able to touch things in manifestation.

Prior to this it was a matter of degree. In other words, things were still separate, but then there are some things that are alive, and somewhat alive, and somethings that are lesser alive, and other things that are on a level that appear to be completely dense like a rock. And so you’re learning the levels that are necessary to bring all of it into a oneness. I mean just like a rock is one level, but a rock is also soil, and soil with a flow of water attached and applied to it can quicken an aliveness to something that is a seed, that appears dense and inanimate like a rock. It can awaken that and cause it to breakdown and open up and come back into a oneness.

And you’re using as the elixir to all of this is the levels of light, and you have accessed a quality of the light, Kelly green. You’ve accessed a level of light upon which something more can be quickened. Quite a symbolism.

Jeane: Then I had a dream in which it feels like I’m out almost like in an area where there’s a plain way down below, but I’m climbing, and I’m climbing almost like on something that’s like a combination of tree and land. There’s a sense maybe that someone’s pursuing me, or they’re watching closely from behind.

And suddenly, as I’m trying to get where I’m getting, I realize I’ve gotten very way high and it doesn’t look like there’s anywhere to go. There’s these rocks that come out towards me, but then this young lady that’s with me goes up behind me and she finds a place where there’s been some like little pinions or whatever you call them the climbers use have been put into the rock and she swung over there, and she’s in an odd position but she’s found that by that position she’s finding a little trail behind the rock.

And I realize I can’t quite do what she did, but because I saw her get over on that rock I’m able to find some handholds and get over there, too, and then I can see some places almost inside the rock where we can kind of continue, and get to where we’re going, whereas the people that were behind us before, chasing us, or observing us, whatever they were doing, I think they thought that we would get to where we were and we wouldn’t be able to go any further, but because she’d kind of found this, you know, and then I joined her, we’re able to kind of cross over and continue.

John: So now you’ve taken it kind of more into a dream scenario of applicability. It’s almost like you’ve taken this light in the first dream, and now you’ve used that as kind of a seed thought to something that is subtle, as an awareness, that has come about.

And now, setting that aside for the moment, you now jump into manifestation in which you have dense things all around, which is like how the senses are, the senses perceive things in a separation, and you have an access to being able to work with the denseness in a newfound way. Now that which is still haunting you, and that which is still keeping you veiled and confused, and that which still has the element of tearing you down, or being too much for you, that which can destroy or cause you to crack up, is at a denser octave. And you now have access to something, that is on an inner level, more as an ability to work with the denseness to try to bring about a greater aliveness.

Now you’re still veiled in some regard from being able to pull it together as a oneness. That’s why you have this other part that is more dense, coming after a part of you that is separate, or seems to be separate. You see yourself in danger, so you have to see that as something that is separate from you.

And then you have the plane or the world in which all of this is acting out, in which everything is also a denseness, or inanimate fixated plane, only you are slowly developing a dexterity to know how to move about, and so there is a level inside of yourself, perhaps you might say even associated with the lime green awareness, that is able to take that which is considered super dense, which is rock, and be able to find footholds and handholds and a means by which to be able to move, or progress, or awaken.

Now it’s a subtle awakening in that you’re not yet at this point catching up with the fact that you, and some aspect that is part of, and identified with, and is made out of rock, too, you haven’t yet in this dream caught up with the fact that there is a correspondence, that there’s a oneness there. In other words, you’re still maybe 80%, 90% concerned with that which is haunting you, or is tearing at your fabric of balance. Your attention is still caught up in that, and so the degree to which you can affect the overall has limitations because that other conditionality of denseness yet prevails.

So, it’s kind of like you have a way of an awakening, from some part of yourself that has an insight to a degree, to which it can maneuver in the denseness, it can maneuver with the denseness, a denseness that is really you, and a oneness simultaneously, that you can do this to offset something more that seems yet too much.

What has to occur is you have to reach the point where all of it is able to be accepted and recognized as part of you, and the idea that these different parts act up and terrorize you is all part of the illusion in terms of you catching up with the essence to it all.

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