A Different Approach

We often see the resistance we are putting up, inside, when we experience the feeling of being chased in a dream. What we are trying to escape from is often a deeper connection between inner aspects, or we are avoiding making a brand new integration that scares us for some reason. In this dream we also see the outcome of such an integration: a new ability to utilize an inner power to move forward in a different way. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: As far as I remember about any dreams I had closer to morning, I think they were just about the headache I had, almost like how to work with it or something. I don’t remember that as well. 

But I had this dream and image last night and, in that image, I’m in this black buggy being pulled by a horse. It feels like there’s a young boy or young man in there with me, too, I don’t quite see clearly. And we’re being pursued and trying to get away – even maybe being shot at. 

And then the horse shakes off the traces that are pulling the buggy and goes down the road a bit, it stops in the middle of the road. And now it’s quite bright out. And then the horse goes down there and then he turns around; it’s a red horse, a roan horse. And I go up to the horse and it agrees for me to place a rope in its mouth, just like taking a bit, and I get the rope and I get on its back. 

And it’s fine so far, but then when the man, or the boy, that had been in the buggy with me comes out and gets on the horse, too, the horse at first slumps down like it’s maybe all too heavy for it. But then it gets up. And then we seem to get away, even though someone’s chasing us. And I have a sense that we’re okay. 

And then it’s almost like after all this is happening I see a flash of the boy that had been with me and I see that he’s on a train. He hitchhiked a ride on this train, is my feeling. And there’s this white camel that has come and it’s kind of laying outside the car he’s in and maybe even stuck his head through the glass, like it can pass its head through glass. So it can stick its head in the compartment where he’s hitched this ride for wherever he’s going, like, he’s just going to go on to the world or something. And that was the dream. 

John: So the dilemma that gets this going on multiple levels has to do with getting beyond a complaint. And the complaint is that something is too much. And when you get beyond the complaint of something being too much you actually can travel to other levels, you can actually take in other levels. 

So there’s a pressure on you. In terms of the pressure, and because it’s a horse, a horse represents power, and there’s a way of surrendering to the power, or going with the power. And that if you don’t it’s too much for you, or you have the sense that it’s too much – the power, all of that that’s going on is too much. 

Each of those things is trying to break through. I mean, you’re starting off in kind of an oppressed state, you’re starting off in a scenario in which the situation around you is not something that’s balanced. In other words, the flow is constrained. As you gain some sort of distance against whatever it is, and try to catch up with yourself, then it’s as if something is too much. That can be like a type of exhaustion. 

The key is to go into this stuff, you go into what you experience inside, kind of eagerly, not feeling like the whole thing is a bit too much. Or, otherwise, you’re accepting an exhaustion, or you’re seeing it as exhaustive, instead of seeing it as an unfolding process. I mean, this continues, you have level after level. This is like the first step. The first step was the whole sensation of something that is pursuing you or oppressing you. And that when you gain a bit of a reprieve from that, you’re then required to shift and break through and not be in a situation where you can’t quite catch your power, catch up with the power, as if something is too exhausting. Because this is just the beginning, there’s more to come.

So the boy goes into the future, that’s an image where something comes into its own. Something comes into its own and there’s a connection that’s made, and it’s able to travel. And as you said it had a whole futuristic sense to it. The other was like the precursor to it. It was like something that built up to a crescendo and then the whole thing is about something able to approach life differently. 

So, in the first part of the dream, you are oppressed as a woman, as the feminine, and not able to take on the masculine at the same time. And in the second part of the dream the masculine is complete. The boy is able to free-flow and has a rapport with his nature, which is more than just power. I wonder what a camel stands for; it’s probably like another sort of power, but in a different disciplined way. 

It’s like being able to venture anywhere: on the train, with the camel. It’s like another realm. So the horse progresses to a camel, and you catch up with a purified camel, not one that spits and carries on and acts up. One that’s well-trained, one that does the bidding, that’s merged with its owner. That’s attentive to its owner.

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Making the Linkage

Things always seem to move very slowly before they start to move too fast. When something new is introduced into our interior lives, whether through an energetic connection, or an inner awakening, new energies are released – and that’s when things seem to speed up. And that’s because there are a dozen other aspects of us that want to know right now what’s going on, and to know how it might affect them, or to know if they even approve of what is happening. Sometimes what is new needs to be protected from all that noise and drama so it has a chance to find its footing within us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, I had kind of a strange dream; I wish I could pull more of it out, but I can only remember parts of the last dream. And in this last dream it feels like there’s a man and myself, who are scientists, I might even be the man – it’s very unclear here. And it’s almost like whatever we had invented, other people wanted to use or misuse, and it’s really not fully developed yet. 

So we had kind of run away and gone to an area where we could be and just study what the changes were. And I know part of those changes at one point is we have these little people that we’re developing, and right now they were just a couple inches tall, then maybe they would go back in the water. It was almost like working with Tinkerbell or something. And they were continuing to evolve and growing yet, and we wanted them to have the space to do that while everyone left them alone. 

And in the cafeteria at this place, it felt like we also kind of met with some people that were still developing – because sometimes they would disappear. And then someone from the agency, who had discovered part of what we were working with but didn’t know how it fully came together yet, because everyone thought that we had become unbalanced, maybe we needed to be locked away, or they didn’t know what we knew because we were hiding from them how far we had gotten with it. 

He had discovered something similar and came to us, and we didn’t know if he was coming to us to try to see knowledge or rob knowledge, so I had wanted to introduce him to two people that we were working with that we discovered there, but they disappeared when he showed up. And stuff spilled all over the table and I was having to clean it up. Then I saw him go to lock the door, so obviously he’s trying to lock out the forces that want to rob everything, but whether he’s completely on our side I don’t know. 

And then I can kind of glance over and see if the two little beings we put in the water have somehow discovered each other and are learning how to merge something. Don’t even know how it works yet. And then I seem to be going back in my mind and I’m looking at the people, like right before this I had been studying people and seeing that people were putting things together, but they were always leaving something out. They were trying, but there was just something that we were doing that they were leaving out. 

And I was trying to see, would this be helped if we went over and told them step by step how to do it, or what was going on? Why was that happening? And in the process of trying to figure that out, it’s like I go down to a movie theater and I see something written about it, that maybe in the movie theater they’re going to be showing something that’ll give us a clue to what’s going on. It was a strange dream.

John: It was repeating the same thing over and over again, which had to do with being able to catch up with something from within. But it’s more than just catching up with it from within, it’s also being able to etherically listen, etherically have the language, which is another way of saying that there is a vibration that can take and influence the way things unfold, and can affect matter, and can affect the environment and the surroundings. 

Because it works that way, that’s why things don’t necessarily need to complete. But a human being is used to doing all the building blocks, and their mind is caught in thinking it has to work that way. But in many cases, stuff like this can be inflected. And then, when it’s inflected, you can let go and the change and the unfoldment is naturally there. 

Now it’s not there rationally or logically, because rationally and logically, again, we think we’ve got to go from one to 10. But when you’re working on something that is on an etheric level, you can skip all kinds of things, because once you make the linkage it’s just kind of automatic. It’s kind of like first there has to be the connection, the physical connection or something. And then once that physical connection is made, then the rest of it can be inflected. 

And so what you were doing is you were going from one inflection to the next inflection to the next inflection. You’re used to following a prescribed modality, but when you’re working with vibrations from within, and connecting to everything that way, in other words because you’re intertwined and connected to everything you can do that, then it’s not something that is able to be followed by most people. And it’s baffling to yourself to be doing this over and over and over and over again inside yourself and, of course, when you try to understand it literally you miss it, but you’re repeating it over and over and over and over inside of yourself to try to shake through the memo. This is what you’re now doing.

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Putting it Together

A crime has been committed and, as the dreamer, you are on the case. The investigation finds everything scattered and in pieces, and leads from an island to the cooler north – but is progress being made? In any investigation, the clues begin to paint a larger picture until the full understanding can come into view. So it is with our inner journey: in our lives we have scattered our wholeness into thousands of separate pieces and we are trying to find the main threads that bring them all back together. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in my dream, it’s like I’m on some kind of an island, it feels kind of British or something. And there’s been a crime that’s been committed and I’m trying to track it down, but it feels like there’s all these little houses and businesses that are small, and the people. I’m trying to get to know them and figure out where everybody was, but I can’t seem to put my finger on who the problem was because I keep going everywhere and looking at what people were doing, but everyone’s kind of covering for something in a way. 

And that kind of evolves more into a dream where we’re all kind of living somewhere that feels kind of in the north where it’s cold. Again, I’m looking for someone that maybe has committed a crime. But this time, we’re all living in kind of a large barracks. But it was like, although we have a large, open living area, we have all these tiny little bathrooms everywhere. And a lot of them leak. And each bathroom seems to be associated with a person. 

So it’s like I’m trying to figure out how we can find out who committed the crime. And I finally tell somebody that’s in charge, I think what they ought to do is to assign those of us that they maybe think haven’t done anything with someone that could have done it, pair us up one to one, and maybe that way we can figure it out. 

And also, at one point, it seems like I walk over to a door, and suddenly there’s a pond there. And there’s this huge turtle. Then there are suddenly two huge turtles there, and I’m trying to figure out what they eat. It’s almost like something drops from the sky, there’s even a little frog there. And somebody comes up to me to explain to me what they eat; that’s when I go back inside. 

And I go into one of the bathrooms that was leaking, and I suddenly realize that somebody’s been trying to do some repairs, because there are a couple brass faucets or gold-looking faucets, which none of the other bathrooms are that updated. But, on the other hand, it’s starting to leak from the ceiling and it’s leaking more than normal, like it suddenly sprung new leaks. And that was when I woke up. 

John: So the dream starts off in which you’re isolated in terms of yourself, like you’re on an island. And you know that you’re meant to shift or connect to something, but instead of recognizing that it’s a shift and a connection in which you change inside of yourself, you perceive it instead as if something is haunting and trying to come after you. 

And then, as a consequence of you feeling it that way, having isolated and bifurcated yourself from the overall, that, as you’re growing, you come to recognize that, yes, you can have a bigger place but your mannerism isn’t quite right in terms of it. And thus you are not able to align yourself, or put yourself together. You’re not putting yourself together, that’s the fact of all the little bathrooms and they all leak, they don’t work and they’re all individualized, you know, you’re meant to be a whole. 

And then you’re shown that there is so much more, you’re shown the turtle, and you’re shown the quality of how something is meant to be. And so what that does is – the image of the turtle and the effect of that suddenly in the atmosphere – takes and touches the heart in a certain way so that you are redeemed from that predicament. In fact, you come to know that there is something about the quality of that turtle that eats this sort of stuff as food, this imbalance and whatnot, in terms of its care of a wholeness for the world. 

But you don’t hold it. When you come back and look around you find out, yes, lots has been done. But it didn’t get finished. And so, yes, the toilets and whatnot attempts to repair have occurred, but it didn’t get put into a proper completed package, or container, thus the roof and the ceilings are leaking. 

So what is interesting about this dream is it has the detail of an unfoldment that’s a lot like the masculine dreams unfold because I can take and I could see the whole sequencing of things which one sees in a masculine type dream, and usually you just find yourself in a way of being, you know, just all subjective way of being without the objective added to it. And then it’s a question of, okay, what does that image portray or signify? 

In this particular case, the signifying aspect of something that’s just a set modality, or overall modality, was the turtle in terms of what it eats, and the understanding of something how that has its healing quality. But the rest of it had to do with the misaligned meandering of having taken on an energetic demeanor that was a little askew in terms of how it was meant to unfold, or awaken, in terms of taking in something in a larger overall process of oneself, the wholeness.

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