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ThecessIf we look at history we can see that there have always been battles between different viewpoints, and there are books filled with the exploits of the stronger side, the side that won out. Yet we also see that very little has really been resolved over the years, the control has just changed hands. There is only one way to resolve the clash of two perspectives, and that is through the finding of a third perspective, an elevated perspective. For example, one person may want a new car, while the other wants a vacation – but their higher perspective is that they are saving for a house, which is agreed to take precedence. This is why it is so important for a person, or a species, to understand their higher purpose. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in my meditation, I come across new information for being able to try to explain something that is going on. In my particular case, I’m coming down into something, and I’m trying to understand how it is that I’m supposed to experience, and indulge, because I see all these kinds of actions and stuff that are going on – and know that there is something more than that.

So, in the meditation dream, I’m experiencing an inner pressure within that is designed to cause a breakdown. So I am positioned to avert this sort of thing that perpetuates, because a breakdown causes you to not get through.

So, in the meditation dream, I am overwhelmed. I know that for this to happen there is a concerted attempt to tear down my positioning. What I mean by that is that under ordinary circumstances, this is something that you don’t notice – when you just kind of go along with things. So, in other words, something is going on inside that is tearing away at the fabric of my condition.

So I am positioned in a positive way, within. It’s a way that doesn’t quite accept the appearance of things because it knows there’s something more. And knowing something more, that’s a positive mannerism, even though everything is kind of constantly acting against that, which means it has a negative charge.

So what I am dealing with is situated in a negative alignment. When something is in a negative alignment, there is no telling to what degree forces go – in terms of committing to a maintaining of a projection. Because everything’s a projection. So it’s almost as if, if you get the attention of projections, or you contend and fight other thoughts, you find yourself doing battle with those thoughts, or those projections. And who knows how far they will go, in terms of trying to sustain themselves.

So, in the dream, the day ends, where whatever I do is countered by the overwhelming force. Anything that’s visible, or anything I do, it’s always countered. So if the projective flow is adamant to overwhelm, I have to agree, from what I’m seeing, they’re well positioned because that’s the nature of the outer. Everything is thought-upon-thought; they’re well positioned. And that approach will win out.

So my consolation prize is, in getting close to looking at this, and then somehow or another being able to recognize that all of this is constantly dribbling out, by getting close to it, my consolation prize, even though I’m overwhelmed by it, I did accomplish something, I averted an assassination. I did so by going against the energetics, as if this slowed them down. I find myself in an awkward position, as if I was fighting a rear-guard action.

So what do I mean by a rear-guard action? It’s like I’m not necessarily in the stillness, and yet I’m recognizing the stillness, so I don’t do this with thought-upon-thought against this because they’re too well positioned. They have all of the means at their disposal. I don’t have all the information, outwardly that is.

What I am doing, or seeking to do, in terms of an alternative stillness to all of that, is to absorb the projective, which will enable me to have an understanding of what is meant to be in the future. In other words, that these thoughts-upon-thoughts come from somewhere, and they’re meant to go somewhere, and they’re meant to be. This is just not something that is haywire, it’s an ignorance with something behind it that is a brilliant. No mistakes are made.

I know it isn’t the projections that control in the future. What I don’t know is the extreme to which projections are willing to go in terms of their sideline mannerism to avert a shift, from within, from unfolding. So this is a presumptiveness, on my part, that there’s a shift that’s unfolding, with something anew. That’s kind of where we never quite truly give up. We always kind of carry this because we hear the stillness. That stillness is, if nothing else, a shift away from the loudness.

So to catch up with that answer, I have to expand my inner parameters. And, when I do, I open up myself to what you could say is more awareness, but is actually more open. I’m more open, instead of more linear, so you’re inclined to take in more. And the ability to take in more is only possible if you have a certain degree of accepted stillness, because otherwise, you’re still hunkering down and holding on to your nuance, of some sort, in the breath – meaning, whatever is concerted, as a projection, I am able to see where there is a counterbalance. This is the start of new information, where everything that’s a projection has a counterbalance.

So the way that that is found on the breath is you have the coming-down energy of a thought, or a quality, that’s coming into life. That aspect has, on the other side of itself, the flip side of the coin, the in-breath trait, that is going towards a stillness, in which there is a subtleness. You have the one that is contracting, coming down, and the other that is expanding, going back. And they actually are mirror images of each other as they pass, or as they are on the flip side of each other.

And so that is called a counterbalance. If you catch up with the counterbalance, you kind of get an inflection. It’s almost like this is the way of being able to be in both places: as the stillness, and yet something in the outer, because you can accept the counterbalance. Normally you can’t. Normally, when you’re in some aspect of the breath, the other is pushed off and veiled.

So the counterbalance is how a need of being is being affected upon another, by, and within, and in terms of, another intertwined level.

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brain-mazeImagine how much we’d learn about ourselves if we could just, for a few minutes, see ourselves from a distance, as others see us. We might notice that we tend to tilt our head to one side, or that we fidget with our clothes too much. It would give us a new level of consciousness about ourselves – which is exactly what we seek in our development journey, though not about our specific mannerisms, but about the true nature of who we are – seen without bias or criticism. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I feel like I’m struggling with these repetitious dreams. In this one, it’s like I’m in a house, okay, but it’s almost like I’m in the invisible side of the house, watching myself, or sometimes it might be a man that I feel is a family member, and another person on the other side of this invisible wall. So it’s almost like I’m in another dimension, but I’m also in that dimension.

And sometimes what I’ll do is reach through the invisible barrier and tweak something. I might tweak it by reaching into their brain and tweaking something, or I cause them to change something.

Then we’ll see that maybe we changed the wrong thing, because maybe that causes it to rain inside. So that wasn’t the right thing to change. So I’ll take a step back, and then we’ll watch and it feels like we try to tweak something else – and maybe we’ll discuss it sometimes. But we just can’t seem to find what the right thing is that I’m trying to tweak.

John: That’s an extremely subjective dream, in that, instead of trying to come into life and be grounded, you’re in life trying to make something more out of it.

The masculine’s always trying to understand what is going on – in terms of how an unfoldment process works. It’s almost as if the masculine is sitting in a different spaciality. And, in this dream though, you’re seeing yourself, the feminine nature, as having to recognize that you have a sense that is able to contend with what is going on. And you’re able to do this on the basis of having an in-the-bones, or however we want to say it, sense of something deeper, or more. And you’re able to reach through, and touch life, from that inner within.

And so you are finding yourself compelled to try to do this as an aspect of being in the outer, and you’re finding, and sensing, the importance of meditation, dreaming, and such, because this is causing you to be on a mission, within, which is kind of a way the masculine part of yourself opens up, to understand why it is, and how it is, and to where this is coming from, as you see yourself and want to know why that is, reaching through some veil, to effect a situation.

It’s coming from somewhere. You’re doing it. It’s like wanting to break the spell to that; to understand what that is about. It’s kind of opposite the notionality of the masculine that there is something it just needs to catch up with to have a general understanding, and insight, to what is going on with every little thing that is going on.

With you, it’s like a question being asked yet, as to what is it that’s causing the unfoldment to revelate, or be, in a particular way. What is there that’s causing that, almost as if there is something, from somewhere deep somewhere, that is effectuating the situation?

So the situation of your dream is a little bit like breaking out of the trance of a kind of amnesia, and trying to cycle around to get to the depth of that so that you can denote something more – as opposed to seeing yourself just trying to reach from the beyond of the beyond for no known reason, apparent rationally.

The meditation dream does not allow you to remain static; that situation will have to come clear to you in some way that it isn’t at this point in time. That’s the importance of the dreaming; I don’t know how you do that sort of thing in the outer. Because, in the outer, you just take things carte blanche, and, in your dream, you’re not able to take things carte blanche, you need to know what is going on.

You realize that everything is a bewilderment. And you have to figure out how to be close to a situation, because the ability to reach through something, to touch something, to affect something is actually a quality of getting close to a situation. And a rear-guard defense mechanism to that is to pretend, or act, as if what you’re doing has something wrong with it. And it doesn’t, because you are, as an essence, intertwined with everything that exists.

I don’t know how you sort that sort of thing out in the outer, but in the inner you sort that out, and when you sort that out, you find a presence that’s then able to move about that wouldn’t be able to do so, otherwise. You find that presence as a type of energetic – and that permeates.

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bddIf we look throughout history, protection often came in the form of hilltops, walls, or moats; it was the only way to ensure safety. And it is the main method we use in our personal lives as well: we stop things we fear at our borders and don’t let them in. But we live in different times now, and our ways should evolve. It is better to be open to all things, but have the inner development to sort them – and reject them if need be – on the fly, as we proceed. It is such a development that will keep us safe no matter what happens.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I had a headache, which kind of interfered with my dreaming last night. What I remember most about the dream is it felt like I was trying to get away, or help some other people get away also. And we ended up down at the convention center where we were yesterday.

But these four or five people had gone into a different area that supposedly was somewhat locked. And I wanted to get them out, but the only way I could think of getting them out is if I could rope them and pull them out. I remember that part.

And, other than that, I don’t remember the details as much as I feel like, in the dream, I was trying to get away and making different moves to get away. But I wanted to get them free, too. I just remember the impression more than the details.

John: Well, what you’re dreaming is, the first thing, the first part, in other words, whenever you’re confronted with something that is a bit overwhelming, or is going to take time to understand, or grasp, or catch up with, to absorb, the first reaction is kind of a defensive reaction.

Whenever you’re presented with something that, speaking of it just in a great, big, general sense, is something that you have to somehow or another take into account in terms of your overall perception. The challenge that you’re presented with, and it’s almost as if it’s always an over-the-top challenge, the challenge is to be able to put it into a stillness, to be at peace, or at rest with it.

Stillness is not a place that has a lot tangibility to it, because, with our senses and whatnot, we’re drawn out of that. Yet, whenever anything comes up that is affecting our perceptions in some way that causes us to have to ponder, or see, and look at where we’re at in relationship to the situation, our reaction, our tendency is to do something that has a defense mechanism orientation. And everything that takes and works outside of pure stillness is a defense mechanism reaction.

And that every dialogue, every discussion, everything that goes on has underneath that, latent underneath that, is a quality of separation – that is a defense-mechanism way of being. And rarely is there a situation in which there isn’t something like that that exists.

So, on this level of unfoldment, that’s what the buying and selling looks like now. It’s a reaction that has that as its modality.

So you were essentially dreaming of being in an orientation in which you were presented with the option of letting go of it completely, and being able to stay still with it, and not be affected by what was happening. Or, having to adopt a type of step-back position. And so, you were looking at, and it’s important to look at this stuff because it’s part of the path of looking at the degrees, and in the areas, in which one takes a step-back position.

In other words, this is another octave. See, most people’s understanding of stillness has to do with being able to be quiet and watching – as if they’re gathering more information, and holding a reserve. But there is another level of stillness in which you don’t even do that as a defense mechanism.

It’s a good spot to look at. It’s a good way to look at things. What is good about that is that enables you to accept everything. And when you accept something, then that leads to a stillness – because not being able to accept something, in some capacity or another, is a step back. It’s a type of defense mechanism.

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