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The masculine and the feminine are different yet complementary energies. They each have their strengths and are better adapted for certain roles and purposes. And each of us has these energies within us. To become truly balanced is to know when to utilize these energies to find the best way forward in whatever we are dealing with. We know that when we have the right tool for the job, the job is much easier; energies work in a similar way. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The first dream I was having when I woke up, it felt like in that dream that there was a group of people. And, as people would try to come together as couples, what was confusing was that some of the people that you thought were men were actually women, or vice versa, people you thought were women were actually men. 

So this created a confusion when people tried to get together as couples. And it felt like I was trying to sort out how you worked with that. That’s the main element I remember from that dream.

John: Well you’re using a symbolism in which you’re trying to sort something out, in which, as you say, you’re seeing things as masculine when they’re feminine, and feminine when they’re masculine. 

What that means is that you’re developing an awareness to recognize how energies aren’t in a set way, that who we are, and how we are, has elements of development, on all levels, that we are able to catch up with. 

Well, it’s supposed to take that more. In other words, you come to see and recognize that there are all of these variables and elements in life. And then you’re meant to take that to something more.

Jeane: Yes. It was like some people were trying to get together, but then you couldn’t really quite get together because one person wasn’t who the other thought they were – and I was trying to figure out how to sort that out.

John: In other words, what you’re doing there is, as you’re becoming aware of all of these traits, or all these qualities, that exist in an overall capacity way, what you call some being masculine, some being feminine, and vice versa, meaning ways in which you’re not accustomed to seeing things, what you’re really saying is that you’re becoming more subtly sensitized and aware of how things permeate about in life. 

And then you’re trying to figure out how to effectuate something one way or another. But you can’t figure it out, and you’re not figuring it out, because you’re approaching it wrong. You’re kind of approaching it as if you can distinguish things separate and unique, separately, as if in a compartmentalized way.

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In this dream, we see a series of images that involve a type of displacement, or dislocation. And, after a rejection – an emotional hurt – the fire alarm goes off and the dreamer is trying to reconnect a part of herself with the precious jewelry that has been left behind in the mayhem. These images show how energetics reverberate within us, causing collateral issues on multiple fronts. Not only can they make us aware of what is unfolding, but we can also get a sense of whether our internal responses are soothing or escalating the issue. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In the beginning of my dream, it almost felt like I was traveling on a train, but the train must have come to a stop, and there’s a group of us that are staying in these, almost feels like motel rooms, like all on one level or something.

Initially, I’m with a man that I like. And I almost have kind of a ritualistic way of, I don’t know, walking about the room, or a way I lay down, or a way I place things, but it feels like the man gets up and he’s actually rejecting, which makes me feel badly and I leave. 

And it’s like I try, then, to put together in my own mind, like, am I doing the ritual, right? Or am I doing whatever I’m doing right? Just in how I move about the room, or what I do there, and will that bring him back, or not? 

But after a while, I have to kind of just let go of that thought, do the best I can. I go out the door and I go down the hall. I realize that there’s a man and a woman that were group leaders or seminar leaders that are somewhere around – I don’t entirely trust them, but it feels like people go to them because they’re in charge of things. 

And I’m walking down towards there, where they are. Then it’s like a fire alarm or something goes off and I see somebody who’s jumped up out of bed, who must have been asleep, and rushed out the door and ran down the hall. 

And I look in and I realize that they must have taken their jewelry off right before they went to sleep and had laid it right next to the bed – and they had like some emerald earrings, and some gold, and like five or six pieces of jewelry. And so I pick up the emerald earrings and some of the gold and wrap it up in a napkin to take with me because I don’t want to just leave it laying there on the floor, I want to find the person and give it to them, because I realize they were just disoriented. 

Then I continue on down the corridor. At one point, I run into the woman who’s the head of the group and we seem to have a brief conversation, like she wants me to join them where they are. And then I’ve gone outside, and I realize that there’s this tremendous snow covering the ground. And even the water nearby is frozen over. 

And the man that’s the seminar leader now has joined me and we’re walking a bit like he’s talking. I’m more preoccupied with just studying the landscape, I’m supposed to be a part of the group, I’m supposed to even be kind of interested in how these people that lead balance you out or something, but I’m actually fairly distant. I’m more preoccupied with studying the landscape, or even keeping a certain distance, but I also seem to just be keeping in motion.

That’s all I remember of the dream.

John: It’s a dream that requires something about yourself that has to be kept, maintained, on a pedestal in order for something to actually work, otherwise you get splayed out, or disjangled.

In other words, it’s like you can’t establish something like that by trying to hold on, or cling, in some fashion because that, as an energetic, keeps you from seeing what it is that you already own. That is already yours; causes it to stay in a displacement. 

The scenario that must be triggering something like this, is your noting a commodious imbalance in the atmosphere. A part of yourself is listening to a greater flow, and knowing that you hold that flow, and that flow actually has, in its deep echo within, a very impersonal echo to it. The problem is that in the appearances in the outer there are, in the atmosphere, what appears to be a discombobulation that has to do with personal misalignment.

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As we further our development journey, there are many levels of service we can work through. Sometimes it begins with a form of outward service in the world to help others. Yet at some point the service becomes an internal process, when we begin to hold energetic states to allow something new to happen, or we remain energetically neutral so we don’t add to the energetic unfoldment but allow it its natural outplay. And we can also become a conduit for new energetics, higher energetics, to gain access through us as we hold a space for that process. These are all a part of how humans help other things, and themselves, evolve. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in the meditation dream, I see a grid, which is put into motion until I cannot keep up with the permutations. For as long as I’m affected by the unfoldment, and the effect in something I am able to look at in a traveling, or visual, way, means I am remaining in the shamanistic side of myself.

I shift into the void when the permutations of the overall grid go into so many… in other words, it just keeps going to where it’s almost like the cellular makeup of things, it’s more than what you can take in or denote – so you have to let go. And when you do, that’s how you go into the void.

I remain in the shamanistic level when I follow the unfoldment in a Fibonacci knowingness. In  other words, he understood Fibonacci because he started talking about the important numbers in relationship to this very same vibrational approach that you’re talking about. Again, it’s this man’s way of trying to describe something that’s a natural flow in the universe. 

To follow the importance of what is seeable, and to do so in a seeable way, such as in three, five, and eight, is in keeping with the repetition pattern of manipulations; it’s a type of manipulation. In other words, it’s better to be able to be in the void, and let something flow through you, than to be in a state of just pure seeingness where you’re taking into account everything. 

And to be denoting this consciously, to be able to pull things out consciously, as it’s happening so nothing can surprise you is shamanistic. And, of course, a really good shaman connects to the earth in a reverent way. The shamanistic awareness within is an amazing presence to have. This is a presence that is able to hold a space. To hold a space involves a fearlessness and focus, and then you’re presented with an additional, greater letting go and trust. Once you’ve mastered that, and can trust from there, and when that occurs you just go into the void. 

So how I came by this. The theme of the dreaming had to do with what is one noting, or how is one sorting something out? You’re sorting something out in terms of what has happened that is significant, and you’re sorting it out in terms of a certain way that you are seeing yourself wanting to be, or needing to be, or aspiring to be, or still affected to be in relationship to what is going on. So you created this type of imaged view, trying to look at it which has to do with being able to hold a space in terms of what is going on in order to try to facilitate an understanding. 

So last night I had a hard time going into the void because I was attenuated to a spaciality – it’s a type of spaciality – that is part of the Fibonacci rhythm of things, like three, five, and eight and these numbers, and it wasn’t falling away. 

So I wasn’t sure, in terms of what was going on, the fear being that perhaps I would be contaminated by an environment of seeing, which is a form of bifurcation within an even greater void, in which the greater void would get lost if I settled into a more in-depth aspect of the bifurcation. 

And so when I realized that that effect wasn’t actually so, then I wanted to take a look at the world around me. In other words, if I’m dreaming this it means I’m feeling something, and if I’m feeling something, I’m acting out in some way even though I may not be conscious that I’m acting out in some way. And so I want to see how the pattern repeats as a scenario in my world around me in the outer.

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