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AljjIn this dream image there is much to deal with: the break-up of a relationship, family members with various issues, and the desire to hold things together – somehow. And this is an image that reflects how we go about our days, trying to manage all the different scenarios that arise, and then tie them with a bow by the end of the day. But what is most important, in this image and in our daily life, is how we are within any given scenario. It is better for us to bring our spiritual alignment and location into everything we do, rather than to change ourselves to adapt to what is happening. Our real strength and power comes from our ability to manage ourselves – emotions, thoughts, intentions – in any scenario, rather than to try to manage external events. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in this dream, I seem to have gone to live with a boyfriend I have, on some property that I think his mother owns – because she lives somewhere else on the property. He has a handicapped brother that lives on the property, and a sister that has some kind of issues, too, that lives there.

And there’s this really good physical education teacher that has us working out in classes, he and I, anyway, that we go to. I really like the routine with the classes. I seem to go from where I live to this cabin room where the classes take part, and we do that. And then we lock the room and we leave.

But something happens, in the middle of all this, where the guy and I break up. So I’ve gone to some other room on the property to stay, and I think I share the room with his sister, then. And I’m kind of studying how she’s coping.

And then I’m also thinking about his brother, who’s handicapped, and will the brother come to the classes or not? But it’s like the brother’s maybe supposed to go to some classes, like some kind of workshop classes, but he doesn’t seem to want to go. And I’m assessing the sister to see whether she would be able to go, or not, because I can’t quite tell.

And I remember going back to the room where we have the exercise classes and there’s a lock on the door, and I could probably pick the lock, but I’m not sure whether I’m supposed to go to those classes anymore now, or not, if we’re broken up. I think we could go there and workout together, but I’m not sure. You know, we just wouldn’t be staying together. We’d just focus on the working out.

I think I’ve sorted out that his brother doesn’t want to, but I’m thinking his sister might be well enough to go to classes, in town, where she could do some work. And I’m just trying to sort all that out. That’s all I remember of the dream.

John: Well, what you’re working with is a variable, inside yourself, that is putting you at some sort of pitch that’s imbalanced. I guess the dream is reporting on a scenario in which how it is that you’re conducting yourself is following an energetic that, when you let go of that energetic, when you’re able to just let go of the energetic – instead of the energetic not letting go of you – that you come to look at things in a whole other light.

And when you stop following, and functioning, under a particular energetic, then the way you may have been, or had been, tends to fall away, or lose its significance, because it was based upon this whole other mannerism.

And so what this dream is doing is it’s causing you to be able to step back, and be still, and in the stillness determine what is needed, or important, and what isn’t in terms of a flow. And that you cannot determine that if you’re overly indulgent in some manner or another.

Now, I don’t see how you’re overindulgent unless it’s a reciprocal to how I had been, yesterday, kind of in some sort of energetic craze that I couldn’t seem to shake. And that when one is in that kind of craze, then they’re not able to adhere to something more about themselves that is behind the scenes of everything going on, that is, from this behind the scenes state, able to remain quiet, invisible, and not be abstracted in one way or another with one’s attention and time skewered.

And, therefore, more likely to be in a kind of balanced kind of mannerism, knowing that what is important, you can’t take and see everything in terms of that, and so you have to be able to function from a level of the heart which is something that you can know.

When you’re zipping this way, and that way, you never can catch up with that. And so there’s no way of being able to appreciate, and accept, whatever it is, and however it is, that unfolds.

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behind-veilOften in dreams we look at the action taking place in the sequence of images and assume that they are telling us specifically about the subjects they describe, whether it involves some people we know, or it is happening in places we go. But that’s not necessarily the point of the dream. And we can apply this same criteria to our daily life: is what is unfolding about the specific things we see happening before our eyes? Or is what is happening pointing us to a much greater, and deeper, meaning? The answer to these questions will make all the difference. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In this dream there are two things that happen that are somewhat overlapping. And, initially, it’s like I’m contacted by someone I had dated in the past, that had left, and he was from another country. It was like people had tried to keep us apart on some level, too, but then he disappeared.

Well he comes back into my life; then I think he disappears again. And someone else that I had gone out with, from another country, shows up and wants to get serious. And he’s left for awhile, and then I see a woman that I used to work with that led seminars and things, and she’s in town leading a seminar. I just see her. We kind of make eye contact, and then she’s gone.

And I’ve gone into a room, and as I go into the room and I look at the far end of the room where there’s windows, I notice some people who have kind of almost hung upside down so I’ll see them looking through the window. They must be up on the roof, but can turn around and look. I go over to see what it is that they’re looking at me for, and one of them must stand up, or they break away, and they come around and they come into the room where I am and they hand me a flyer that the lady I had seen go by, she’s coming back into town to do a one-day seminar, and she wants make contact with me.

And then another woman that was involved with leading seminars comes, and she has me come over to her house, and I see she and her husband have just come into town like they have their luggage. And she wants me to meet with her and she tells me she’s designing a seminar, all about cocaine, actually, maybe how to help people not use cocaine or whatever. She already has 300 and some points written down, but she wants my feedback on some thoughts about what to put in the seminar.

And then she suddenly changes the subject and wants to know what I’m doing about these relationships. And I explain to her that one of them is someone I had gone out with a long time ago, but then they just disappeared in the dream world, but the other one has come back but I’m not sure anybody wants me to be involved with him because my family probably wouldn’t like me leaving, you know, not stay in the country.

John: The dream is easy to understand, but you have to let go of all of that back and forth-ism, and all of the dynamics of that back and forth-ism, in a literal sense, because that is very dumbed down and external, and not what is going on in terms of the vibration within that is trying to wake up with inside of you.

First of all, you have a sense of something, but a sense of something that’s like being pulled forward, something that you awaken up to, something that is more like an in-breath, and so there’s vague memory and such of that.

But at some particular point in time, that journey switches, and then there’s the out-breath where there’s the coming down into life, and how that needs to awaken. You do this over and over again, trying to catch up with something that you can’t remember except in an inner way. And then in an attempt to bring it through or bring it back into something that you can put your fingers on, or sink your teeth into. And you repeat this three or four times in your dream, this kind of reverb. It’s a vibrational thing, and it has this imagery that’s like dream things that are going on – but it’s the imagery that you could dwell on that can keep you from catching up with the energetic that is behind it.

Now why is this energetic, that is behind it, important? Well, it has to do with how things awaken. The energetic is used differently, or functions in a slightly different way, up and down functions slightly differently. An up sensation of vibration is where something is pulling you to a deeper depth within, and in that being pulled to a deeper depth within, you have to contend with amnesia, and something of the past, and how do you remember it and what does that mean.

And then when you bring the energy back into life, instead of something pulling you up, you now are holding the hand of that and coming down into life. And as you’re coming down into life you’re creating noticeability. And so, how do you do that?

Whenever you come down into life, which is now like the out-breath of something, from the past, of an energetic that you rose up into in terms of a kind of inner consciousness. Now when you bring that back down into life you, now have to contend with what that is about, and great care has to be taken to do that process because you’re now coming down. Instead, you were going up, and therefore being guided up, and going into another zone in terms of the going up – to which that’s got a sensation of being a forgotten memory, or in the past or something. But then when you’re coming down into life, it’s like you’re now facing it again, maybe not that issue per se, because again that’s what creates the confusion in terms of the dream.

Those issues are not the issues. It’s the vibrational movement of energy that is what is being described here. So when you’re coming down into life again, it’s almost as if you, in terms of a structure of being of self, is coming with a kind of ego quality or something that is held maybe by the innerness, but is still taking the steps.

So you have to kind of look at it a little bit like this: When you’re going in a consciousness you have a guidance that’s like pulling you along. And so you’re going into a depth that lacks a memory. That’s the in-breath. When you’re coming down into the consciousness, back into the consciousness, returning back into the world, having to contend with things that have to be sorted out and dealt with, and that it is your nature to have to sort this out and to deal with it, it’s like you have to hold the hand of the innerness, but you are now leading the way with a quality of ego or nature that is coming down. And so you do this over and over and over again, three or four times in your dream. That’s the flow of energy.

It’s really easy to get caught in the storyline, and think that you need to make something out of the storyline. But, no, the storyline is just there to cause you to kind of come to grips with what lies behind the storyline, which is a dynamic, and to understand and zoom in on this dynamic, in other words, how it is that you’re to experience the innerness, and how that innerness affects you. And then how it is that you’re to experience the coming down into the outer, which has kind of an ego quality, or an effect upon things that are in the outer, and how it is that you have to hold the hand of something to keep the collateral damage, or to keep what is taking place in some sort of semblance. So when you’re coming into an outer there’s a semblance. When you’re going into the inner, there’s a letting go.

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spinning-95We know from science fiction movies that when we reach warp speed, everything blurs into a oneness. As humans, we are in the physical realms, which is much slower than warp speed; that’s why everything appears separate. Still, energetically, things are always in a oneness. In our development we begin to operate at higher speeds, with higher energies. As this process occurs, we begin to be back inside the oneness. But this is not just a mental choice, it’s a process of dealing with higher energies. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I just remember my last dream. In this dream, I seem to be working someplace where we work, and then we kind of go up a level, and go into a room, an open room, but it’s just up a few feet from the rest of the room that’s like a dining room. We all sit around a rectangular table.

When we sit around the table initially there seems to be a lot of tensions going on, and then one of the young women there reveals that she’s gay. And after a few minutes it’s like another young woman there, who I think is like the daughter of someone who owns this place, suddenly comes to the realization that she’s gay, too.

And, during all of this, it’s like some stuff got spilled on the table, and she’s wondering if this is us being upset with her, the reason things got spilled or mixed around, and I make a comment that, no, it’s about the tension from everybody trying to not reveal what was so, as opposed to the upset being about having what has been revealed. Although I realize that her father who’s not there, that maybe is one of the owners of the restaurants or something, might have trouble with the whole issue, particularly because she’s kind of taken time from when she should be working right now to stay at the table because she wants to sort this out with all of us sitting there.

And, at the same time, I’m realizing that whereas with the other girl she was very aware of how she was, with this one who’s her close friend this is more of just like revelation to her, too, and that we need to take a few minutes to kind of reassure her. At the same time this is causing some tension because she’s supposed to be back at work. That was the dream.

John: What you have to do in this dream is you have to take out the action of the appearance of the dream, and look at the transition, vibrationally, that is behind what is a sequence of outer appearances, or mannerisms.

And, when you do, you realize that what you’re perceiving, and what you’re seeing in front of you, is a far cry from the way that there is this inner state that is spinning you. And so it’s like, can you catch up with how this just spins you?

In other words, you can take and you can look at and have an epiphany over here of an insight, and then all of a sudden that leads to another epiphany over there as an insight, and you could see that this epiphany of an insight is different than the depths of the epiphany of the insight over here. And so you could easily have a sense of how this works as an importance, and as a flow, or you can suddenly drop even that spaciousness of pulling those two together. You can even drop that spaciousness and fall into the recognition that the whole thing is being spun, and that in the spinning of this over here, and that over there, you end up with something that just melts together.

I mean there’s an old image story of something that gets spun into butter or something; and I can’t remember how it goes, I just suddenly saw that, where something gets spun and all of a sudden it changes. And this is what this is like, only it’s on a vibrational level. And that you could take and notice, you have the recognition inside of yourself, that it’s more than this and that, and then all it requires then is another little letting go kind of subtle drop and you’re able to have those two areas, those two places, in which there is some question, or bifurcation, or nuance, or aspect in terms of reaching between this and that. It just spins, and the whole thing becomes one orientation.

Not an orientation over here that is kind of interesting, and then an orientation over there that’s more profound, and that you sort out this which is interesting from that which is profound, and come up with the difference as to why this is to that, and that is to that, as if you’re able to schematicize the unfoldment.

Instead, rather than trying to steer, or schematicize, or to control, or to have a piece of the way you hold onto the unfoldment – as if holding onto the unfoldment is where it’s at – you just suddenly allow yourself to be spun, and then when you’re spun it’s like you’re spun into something, and it’s no longer visible in the form that it had been, and goes into something else. It spins itself into nonexistence, or it spins itself into something that is like butter.

As it’s spun, all the features fall away, and it becomes something else that is just there – but no features anymore. That’s the vibration behind what you’re dreaming, that you suddenly catch or fall into in one fell swoop. If you catch up with it, if you feel it, if it comes across in a way that is still having to sort something out, or to recognize the distinction between this place and that place, then you’re not really quite letting go. You’re still trying to put the whole thing into your own personal cognition.

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