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We know that on a map we can find something by finding the point where the specific longitude and latitude measurements intersect. Vibrations and frequencies are similar, in that, certain frequencies not only make certain manifestations possible, but they also hold certain intelligence. So, if we are able to reach the intersection of a certain frequency and the intelligence therein, it will be revealed to us as a knowing. Dreams and meditation can help us reach these locations on the inner plane. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: The theme of the dreaming last night had to do with knowing that there is an access to something that you can’t see and you can’t know, but you can somehow sense, or tell, in an odd way, or just in a quality of your psyche or something. Generally, you can’t denote it otherwise as existing. But, like something about your makeup that has a way of being, and seeing through you, or however you would say that, that was what the meditation dream did. 

And, when I went to sleep, I had a number of dreams, but the one that I probably should have tried to write up, but can still remember, this dream reminds me of the story of what happened to Muhammad in the cave where he was suddenly gripped by something and squeezed, and then just heard one word, or whatever. The vibration and the sense of what he described comes from an access point in the breath that’s between the angelic and the top. And the sense that there is something else, or more, or whatever going on. That sense, that quality, comes from the zone.

So you can have a certain sense of the angelic, but then something above that. And it’s locate-able in the breath. I noticed and figured it out in the meditation dream, and then got confirmation of it, so to speak, by this kind of image dream that I had in my sleep. 

It was as if I had gotten up and gone downstairs in a house, or something, and I had the sense, all of a sudden, when I got down that I could hear voices, or something that was going on. And then, suddenly, I felt like I was gripped from behind. And what I was doing was going, what? What? What? 

And, of course, in that sensation I was also noticing, vibrationally or however you’d say it, that there is a quality there that has the sense that’s in-between, I would say the angelic is high on the in-breath, but above that, between that and where the interval of the in-breath turns to the out-breath, between those two points, in-between there, is where you have this sense, or where there is this aspect of something that is inside of you that you can’t ordinarily put your finger on.

I actually had this sense. You can access something in which there is the sense of another kind of presence that’s there. And it’s after the fact that I can glance back and see, okay, this had to do with some sort of aspect inside of myself that, again, I can’t put my finger on, I can’t describe with any succinctness. 

And I was surprised I was able to figure out where it’s located, and the fact that it’s above the angelic and at that interval, I guess it makes sense that this is at a point where you don’t have a good sense of pinpointed cognition, but it’s where a quality of the higher self, or a higher-self aspect of oneself, is able to – it’s like a beingness – is able to be there, then, that deep, deep, deep down you kind of know, even though you can’t prove it.

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In our dream images, a lack of freedom could be shown as our clothes being too tight, or us not being able to find the way out of an enclosed space. Sometimes the analogy gets bigger and it becomes a huge country that isn’t free and needs to come together. The message is the same: we are being limited by a separation on our inner lives that is preventing something greater to occur. And, if we don’t heed the message, perhaps next time we’ll find ourselves enslaved on an alien planet. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: It’s frustrating right now because I’m having these long dreams, but I’m only pulling out part of them. And, what I remember about my last dream was I seem to be in China. And there was a store where I could either shop or sell things, either way. 

And people from the other part of China would come into the store, because China has two parts. But, the problem was, I could go out and I could gather herbs, or I could do other things in this store, and I could come and we could trade. But there’s only so much that you could really do because part of China isn’t free, you don’t know what’s real, or what they can actually use. 

So it felt like things could only go so far, then. That’s the best way I could describe what the dilemmas were.

John: So it’s a dream about accessing a greater part of yourself. In other words, how you currently are seeing yourself is changing, because you are realizing that in order for a greater wholeness to occur you have to take into account more variables and equations that are going on in life. And that the current state of things is something that cannot be sustained because it’s not inclusive as it needs to be. 

Because the theme of the dreaming last night had to do with gaining an access to something more than what currently existed. And so you dreamt it in kind of a recognition way, in terms of just being in life and coming to the realization/conclusion that something was missing that needed to be more in the equation of things for life to be more meaningful.

In other words, just kind of a natural recognition. For me, it was almost a little bit like a type of process of elimination or something in which the going through life was such that something more had to open up, or something more had to be given. 

And something more had to be possible. And a letting go needed to occur, because the way things existed, were just unacceptable, in terms of their sense –  in fact, I was even bored or something. I needed another sense of meaningfulness to come to be because enough was enough in terms of the routines that had become commonplace. 

So it’s a little bit different. In other words, for me it was like something needed to awaken or come to pass. And, in your particular case, in order for you to exist on the level that you needed to exist, you needed to have a greater encompassed recognition of things. In other words, there was a part of yourself maybe that you sensed as existing, but now suddenly realized had to be brought into the equation of things in order for the full picture.

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It is both a grace and an delusion that our systems will incorporate anything that has long term effects upon us. If it is a pain or a burden, we are able to continue on, without the constant awareness and struggle that might be caused. It’s a form of management and it is constantly at work to help us. Sometimes, however, we let go of, or drop, the weight of our burden and we suddenly can feel such a difference that we find it hard to believe we had carried it for so long. Many things weigh us down on our journey, and we seek to become as light as possible. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And so, in the meditation dream, to compensate from an emptiness coming into the heart, in other words it’s like you can have this quality of the hovering beingness or something, that can cause an emptiness where you’re haunted in some fashion, because we’re all haunted by some mannerism of ourselves. This emptiness changed, this emptiness is there based upon a lack of value, in other words, where something is affecting you instead, so that you can’t catch up with who you are. 

And I changed the energetic by, so to speak, Photoshopping images into the scene that had been missing vibrationally. In other words, bringing something back, something had gotten taken away, or taken out. That’s when something is haunting energetically upon you that isn’t right, and it actually takes something away. Or, to say this another way, I recognized that personal afflictions and sadness drain because a value gets lost. 

So what I did was to seek to bring back what was missing. Now, that’s what I would be trying to do, but instead I’m finding this as if something got lifted. In other words, the sensation is different – I’m still lost in the way I’m used to doing it. 

So last night I sat in the weightiness that closed off a natural flow until I was able to discover redemption from this barrier. In other words, it’s just being exorcised or lifted. So, in the dream, there was a vibration hitting the heart that needed to be taken out. This vibration was caused by something that’s not fulfilling itself as it’s meant to be; you could call it an unfulfilled need. 

So in touching the hungry-ghost quality that keeps that need from being reached, so it could go, I brought a waywardness to a completion. In other words, a part of myself that is whole, but there was something askew. Just like you get sick in different ways, and so you can get energetically sick, I guess, based upon something haywire environmentally – spirit-wise, or something. So, in the sleep dream, I’m feeling free of a weightiness. It is as if an excess force that had been possessing my nature is dispossessed. What my dreams will be like without this will be interesting.

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