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We all have our energetic rhythms, some days we feel bright and strong, and other days we feel weak and vulnerable. But what we may not be as aware of is that those states in us are also attractive to other energies. So when we feel unhappy or angry – or are around people in those states – it is important to have strategies for not staying there too long, ways to uplift our energies again – so the energies that are attracted to those lower states don’t have a long time to gather around us. Being aware of what is attracted to us, energetically, can help us learn to invite and encourage certain energies, and limit our exposure to others, as a safety to ourselves. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I had trouble with dreaming last night because I was not feeling really well. I remember one dream where it felt like I don’t know what we were doing, but I went over and maybe the car that you had had backed over a cliff. And it wasn’t a really dangerous thing, in a way. It’s more like it had slid down this dirt cliff and come to rest at a place that was above a little village, or something, so I had to go down there and decide how we could help get the car out, and who was going to help us.

But one of the problems I ran into was I had been in a house earlier, in one of the villages, and it felt like they worried about witches, and they wanted to kind of sometimes do something to kind of neutralize women – almost like because they thought women were witches, or they had to do some process. And so were they going to suspect I was a witch, and would that interfere in the way of getting the car up and out of that embankment? That was all I remembered from the earlier dreams, and then this morning I have a dream.

John: See, the theme of the dreaming last night had to do with having a protection, and having an effect, based upon maintaining and/or adhering to a vibrational condition. So when you have a car, meaning yourself, that goes over a cliff and gets into a vibrational spinout, in other words, where it’s reduced energetically to a quality that lacks its usual, or lacks what it could hold onto as a usual dynamic, the consequences of anything that’s caught in a thought-upon-thought collective is something that can be easily seen or visualized. It stands out, and thus you have the image of being vulnerable in kind of an exposed way.

What this is meant to show you is that the protection you have, there is a protection. In other words, thought-upon-thought causes a breakdown of things in which there is an exposure, and consequences that arise out of the exposure. But when you hold onto a vibration that sweeps through the exposure lower-self vibration, there is a protection there. The reason it works that way is, just think of how it is in the outer in which when you are in a state of depressed nature that bad things happen to you, and that when you’re in a state in which your quality of energy is uplifted that things make way for that, things open up for that.

So the portrayal of you being in kind of a collapsing of energetic, to an image of being in an exposed, and vulnerable, position, is because that is what happens when you are not holding onto a quality of vibration that you’re meant to be aware of, and that is when the protections are removed.

In other words, maybe the way to see it is that if you’re in a state of true innocence, like a child is, they have kind of like a type of guardian angel that looks out for them. As you get older, and become more sophisticated, and take on the righteousness of having ideas and vibrations that you’re going to hold onto for yourself, then you exchange what had been a protection for those ideas. And because those ideas have no guidance, really, in them, they are reflective, you are vulnerable to kind of an ill fate.

And thus the image that you have, the image is not predictive or anything like that. The image is just symbolic of the fact that you let go of holding on to a certain space that you are aware of, and, in letting go of that, in exchange, that there is this kind of breakdown which is exaggerated by the image of being like a witch.

In other words, your dream world takes and uses accentuations from some place or spatiality inside of yourself to create a shift, to reveal what the state is that you are in, and that’s revealing the state.

Now, I actually also believe that maintaining something that is a little adrift like that, something where there’s a certain direness, maintaining that long enough, having that infiltrated into the molecular makeup loud enough, long enough, leads to one catastrophe after another. So you’re on the verge of the breakdown kind of way of being, vibrationally.

Jeane: Thanks.

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i78esWe may not always realize how much of the stress in our lives comes from a deep feeling of loneliness. Why would that be, even if we are surrounded by family and friends? Our strongest urge, which is built into our design, is to connect to the universe we have been born into. That is the connection we truly seek, and all other connections become a substitute for the universal one, which means they will never really fulfill the ache we feel inside. To be on a path is to find that connection, which offers the only true peace and settlement we will ever know. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: First of all I’ll go to the meditation dream. I see myself accomplishing the objective, which is to stop the doingness, and that effect leads to what I know it’s going to lead to. It leads to a stillness, a stillness that is everywhere. And then I suddenly go into shock.

Now suddenly there’s nothing to see. Existence as me is no more. I hadn’t realized that it could be like that, and I find myself scrambling to come up with a way in the nothingness, because all of a sudden when I went into shock I went into shock because all vibration disappeared, and when all vibration disappeared, I disappeared – and so what is there?

And so I wake up unable to find a cope-ability, or any capabilities, unable to find anything, in the absolute emptiness. In other words, it’s just a void, not even a vibration. It’s the epitome of true death. I can find no relatability that exists, whether positive or negative, there’s just nothing because I don’t exist – so there is no longer a knower and known. I can’t say anything about anything anymore because there isn’t a functional beingness for that.

So then I have the consequence. To glimpse absolute death is shocking. It can’t be done. My definition of death always carried a reference to a vibration. In other words, there was always a permeating vibration. You didn’t really die. You went to the other side, or something. To be without a vibration is a void without any cognitive at all, and so, when it was like that, I mean the epitome of where there’s really a true despair, a true breaking down of it all, that is when I got it. God is in the soul, or in that vibration. And the heart knows no death. It has to embody the universal soul of all of existence, or of all of everything. Since the soul never dies, God is everywhere.

So the conclusion is, since there is no death, because apparently there is always a beingness that aspires, that’s why there is no death, that means that the path of peace is a never-ending need for access, for access. Aspiring to access, peace is to engage the reflective that comes out of the essence, which is like the thoughts. Reflections don’t exist separate from the essence. There is nothing but essence, therefore essence is our definition of peace. Peace and essence are synonymous.

So anyway, what is the significance of this dream? Manifestation was not designed to be an angelic, sacred, in its absolute way that way, as the heart would like. Manifestation reflects or portrays the reflective consciousness of man in creation, while at the same time it embodies a deeper inner truth and essence that can be experienced, in spite of the misuse and abuse, or of the collective consciousness of things that are thoughts-upon-thoughts in disarray, is another way that one could kind of say it.

So I have to put my focus and attention upon what is important. If I fail to see the beauty that transcends the ignorance and views, I will remain wounded and out of touch. From the first dream I am able to see that I cannot ignore the vibrational essence of my beingness. This vibration radiates out over all I look out over.

There is plenty of evidence regarding how dire everything is. In the meditation dream, I reach a point where I actually give up, I check out, and lose the vibrational thread, even though that thread may be something that’s beat down, you can hold onto a more conscious aspect and raise something up. If beaten down enough you can actually lose that thread that’s meant to permeate creatively throughout the universe.

Such a vibration is part of the vastness of the heart. If it wasn’t there in the heart in this capacity nothing could exist. In the sleep dream, to be conscious is to accept what is and how I find it, both above and below, without any illusions about it all. You’ve got to be careful how you positively glorify things, yet at the same time, underlying it all is this uplifting, reverent, and divine heartfelt quality that you have to access, that you can’t lose track of, because it lays the seed for a transformation of what has occurred over a long course of misuse and abuse.

The rubbish of the outer is still there. I mean it’s going to take generations to transform this dump. In other words, those cans don’t just go into soil. They’re metal cans and whatnot. It takes a long, long time for them to be absorbed, which is a fact of life and a consequence of man’s mannerisms and attitudes from an unconscious history which is subject to change and transformation when it realizes the aliveness and divinity of a greater inner beingness. In other words, things come from within, the essence is from within, but from without one has been really wayward and unconscious.

So, as in the meditation dream, the heart is meant to sweep over all that there is, and, in doing so, the essence, that essence becomes all-pervasive. This underlying essence is the peace we seek. Outer reflective conditions in manifestation are reflective of both our lower-self and higher-self nature. Manifestation is the means by which we are able to transcend our plight and get closer to the all-pervading essence which permeates revelationally for those with eyes to truly see, and ears to truly hear.

Such revelation is not naïve, or overly angelic, innocently. In other words, it has to hold the vibration, the contrast. It is out of the collective dense unconscious outer reflection and appearances that a seeing and hearing is possible. What ensues is a redeeming, in other words what can ensue, in other words if you don’t just collapse and go like in the meditation dream into a void in which there is no spark whatsoever, what can ensue is a redeeming, reverent, and revelational revelation which heals the pain, suffering, and wounds that prevail in the outer, the outer being again a mirror image reflection of things, reflected into the lower self in terms of what we have done during the unconscious stages of evolvement of our being, in which the essence behind it all was disregarded.

Because if we don’t do that, and the heartfelt vibrations, so it seems from the meditation dream, could get so displaced that, as in the meditation dream, there would be a non-vibrational vacant void. That would be the end of everything.

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ELKRIDGE, MD - JUNE 18: Workers are seen sorting as the conveyoAs our systems seek to help us on our journey, we are constantly having to deal with new energies, both from the inside and the outside, that cause our attention to be refocused. And the truth of it is, every energy we generate, or come into contact with, in our life, must be processed and sorted, by either letting it go, or by determining that it is important, or useful, and is worth keeping. This process is affected by what we have told our systems is important – because they operate, for the most part, automatically. That’s why it’s so critical that our systems know what is truly of use to our journey, which they learn by our repetitious attention and interest. Said another way, we get more of what we put our energy toward, not what our brain casually says we want. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I don’t remember so much, I guess the best way to describe initially, it felt like when I came out of meditation, and I did that after like two hours, and I came over and got into bed, and then as soon as I went to sleep it felt like some energy that I feel like when meditation was kind of on my side, so to speak, had followed me over to the bed, and now I had to contend with it, and it was like it was against me.

When it was on the outer it didn’t work, and I was having to kind of fight it now, and it was even like a person. It was like something that had been on your side before, and now it wasn’t on your side because it was in the outer, and contending against you. Where it was on the inner it felt okay.

I don’t remember that much about it. It was partly red, and there was a man, but I remember thinking this was odd. But it suddenly changed from where it felt like it was on your side, to where it was out here and now it was fighting you.

John: When you meditate you set in motion a contrast world, or a type of effect that can cause you to have realizations and recognitions. That’s why you can have visions, you can have all kinds of little things that can happen that kind of are almost reciprocal, in fashion, to somewhere, somehow, in some way, in which you had been, in terms of an access within, because in the outer your attention is captured by everything that’s in the stimuli world of mind senses.

And so when the empty space of something is impossible in some other capacity of stillness, so when you come out of something that is actually where you’ve gone to some other depth within, you can kind of have a malingering effect of a quickening that’s possible yet, almost as if you don’t have any recollection of how all of that is, yet there still can be the malingering of something like that, thus the sensation when you came to bed that there was kind of some sort of strange effect. You can’t call it a déjà vu to something from within. Instead you have a reaction to having come back into the plane of senses and finding that to be kind of peculiar.

Jeane: And then in the last dream that I remember, I feel like I’ve gone to visit a girlfriend of mine, someone I’ve known since childhood, and then there’s some people that are there, too. One of them is Jack Nicholson, and he starts pursuing me, but he also has this substance with him. It’s a substance that turns things kind of crazy, and it can multiply, and do other things.

Like I remember once I even want to kind of get away from all this, so I go into another room that’s like a bathroom and I’m going to take a bath, and it’s kind of an elaborate bath. But he follows me in there, so I have to leave the bathroom. Plus I’ve noticed that sometimes the water comes from strange places on the wall and splashes, and I’m not sure about this, anyway.

Well, I kind of rebuff him again, even though sometimes I follow him around a little because I find him very attractive, but I always kind of pull away. Then I feel like this is like almost too much temptation, so I’m going to get out of there. And I’ve arranged a plane to leave the island.

So it feels like before I get on the plane for some reason this crazy substance Jack has, he’s put it down on a table, I’ve taken some cooked food in this container and I’ve chopped off some of the substance and I’ve put it in there. I’m going to take a little bit of it with me. He’s like too distracted by what he’s doing to notice what I’ve done, but then I realize like I have to hurry and get on the plane and leave; his friends and my friends have distracted him a little without even noticing. No one seems to have noticed what I’ve done, because they’ve decided they’re going to go to Samoa or something and they have to catch their own plane.

So I figure now I’ve kind of got it, some of this substance in this container, and I can go get on my plane before he notices it’ll be gone.

John: Well this is similar to this condition or energetic you had, when you came out of meditation, where it was like something was peculiar in relationship to how you saw yourself able to function. It’s as if there was something, even though you couldn’t put your finger on it, of an effect that had happened, and so when you were trying to come out and go into sleep or meditation, or from meditation into the quasi awakening back to sleep, you had these strange sensations that you couldn’t put your finger on that seemed to be out of the blue.

Well, in your dream, you continue with this in that it’s like there is an effect that is upon you that is causing your attention to be diverted in some fashion, and it’s some substance you can’t quite put your finger upon, but it is having its effect upon you and is causing your attention to be diverted from how you would ordinarily see yourself as being.

In other words, you’re acting as if there is something that is in the environment, like a Jack Nicholson, that is causing an attention to be generated against your will, as if there is some sort of spellbinding quality that he is perpetrating. And that’s how your mind is portraying, that’s how your mind is trying to explain to you this alteration in the energetic vibration.

And that, in the process of trying to come up with something as a cope-able peculiarized image that portrays what it is that you are experiencing somewhere inside of yourself, the interesting thing is that you are wondering if it’s some sort of secret substance, because you didn’t get a chance to denote it specifically, you know like in a mental, masculine way of pinpointing it. It’s an effect somehow, but you’re not able to aspect it in any degree, and so you are, in a subjective way, pondering it as a secret hidden substance. That’s an odd way of looking at an effect.

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