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After9Sometimes, when we do something, it seems terribly difficult. Then, on another day, it goes very smoothly. This happens all the time, and it has to do with the combinations of energies at play. Because the way a moment unfolds is never just about our efforts, it’s also about what is possible in that moment. Is there energetic support, or is there energetic resistance? Long ago certain peoples understood this, so they would travel to places that would support, energetically, what they were trying to do: healing, for example, or fertility, or any number of things. To be able to read the energies of a situation lets us know what is possible. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In my first dream it’s like I’ve been observing a football game, and the football game, and the plays on it, are correlated to something that’s happening in the outer. So when they make a play there, there’s something else that is built on that in the outer.

But I observe that there’s one play in the game that was called wrong, that affects the outcome, or will affect the outcome, but they keep playing past that play. So I keep watching to see, since there’s something that happens out here that’s correlated to what happened in the game, I keep waiting to see, are they going to correct that?

And, when they do correct it, will they go back to kind of unravel things to where the play was called wrong, and start over with whatever they’re correlating that here with that? Or do they go on from when they finally correct it?

And it feels like there does come a point when they call attention to it, but it’s like probably seven or eight plays after the initial one. I’m just wondering, what are they going to do then, and how do you balance that? But I don’t really see what it is they do. That was the first dream.

John: Well, what’s interesting that you’re doing is you’re using something like what you perceive in the outer and, of course, the outer is there for revelational purposes, to try to show how the two sides of one’s self are meant to come together as a oneness – and that they appear to be separate.

In fact, we identify with the outer and don’t even recognize the inner, and, ultimately, one can come to realize that you can use, or look at this, as a constant dynamic between the two. And, in a way, that’s what one is doing and not realizing it when you’re watching a football game.

Now the tendency when you watch a football game is to get sucked in to where you’re using a certain kind of outer momentous nature to try to cheer on the consequences of whatever it is that you’re supporting as a team or something, in which case then you go up and down in relationship to the heart getting stabbed because of the predilections you have.

But then, also, there is a way of looking at the football game where you can see that the momentum and the mannerism that exists in the environment tends to determine the outcome, including even causing things to happen that shouldn’t happen. And that can work both positively and negatively.

You can see, for example, a team that can say have a type of home field advantage appear to get lucky breaks, and then once in a while you can see where even the home field advantage doesn’t necessarily help because there’s a manner, or demeanor, that exists and everything just seems to work out in some peculiar, unexpected, way that indicates that something else is in the equation.

So what’s interesting is to be able to be in a place inside one’s self to where this other, that’s in the equation, is something that you are able to access, or to touch, or to have a sense of. And to be able to see how that undulates, because you could see that it’s as if something is constantly being tested, or teased, or played with.

You can have a situation where the momentum can get over the top, and, so much so, that then all of a sudden it stops, and it aligns, and something rises up in an ebb and flow. But the momentousness of the vibration is such that you can tell that it is carrying a greater domination overall, it’s just having to take a step back, or something, for conduciveness, for balance purposes.

And it’s interesting if you could take and you can look, and you could see, everything as having this quality that is like this, as if there is all kinds of variables in life that are intertwining, and interacting, in a greater wholeness way that have to take into account each other, and do so. However, the outer particularities can be most confusing because one isn’t in touch with how the subtleness of things is dictating.

Now what’s also interesting is you can have, and you can access, a certain overriding sense inside of yourself about the way something should go. It doesn’t mean it will go that way. You may be wrong. You may be completely wrong, or you even may be right, but it just doesn’t work out that way because there’s something more, that is important, that needs to be factored into, and composite itself, at the situation.

So it’s really, really interesting to keep looking at something to see what is it trying to say? And why is it trying to say it? And where is it trying to go? And what is there in that that correlates to how you are, and where you’re at, in terms of what’s unfolding?

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Do we compartmentalize our spirituality? Do we read something meaningful that inspires us, and then forget all about it an hour later? Or do we meditate and then get worked up into a frenzy during our daily commute, or in dealing with others? For us to make real progress in our journey, we need to apply our spirituality into the every-day interactions we find ourselves in, holding the bigger view of what we are trying to do. In this process, we let go of a life that is always about us, and embrace a way of being that is about something more.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So now, in the sleep dream, I am an employee that has worked in an office area of a large, technically-oriented, awakening center in life. Now, there are certain things in life that are a bit like an awakening center, like Apple Computer, for example, is bringing in new technology, in other words, it’s unfolding new things in life. And so I am working in a place that is maybe not as big as Apple, but has this kind of quality in terms of how it works in life.

So, in this office area, there is a vault room where the main operational state-of-the-art heart of it all is kept, and it’s kind of like a center area and people don’t go in there very often. I don’t know what all is kept in this vault room. There are a few old cloaks that are kept there, but, basically, they’ve got a safe and everything else that’s in there. In other words, the vault area is like the safe itself, but it has a light and everything in there, too.

So I could just leave, and it’s the end of the day. It’s kind of like I have essentially kind of finished with this place. The others still come and go. I’ve kind of finished with this place, but I still have my attention there, somehow, which means I could just leave like everyone else – and this would be a type of leaving where I could go out the door with a smart TV that has a digital sensor memory, and is also analog.

This analog is me as a human. The digital sensor is my greater overall beingness. The question I have is: am I able to bridge together both technologies, the analog and the digital of myself? The inner and the outer, in other words. So, somehow or another, I’m taking and pondering this as the challenge. To sort this out I am seeing what is and what isn’t.

For example, I’m an employee who, at the end of the day, never says goodbye. Everyone’s noticed this about me. Everyone else says goodbye to each other as they go out into their day-to-day, but I never say goodbye. It bothers them a little bit. I I look at this as they’re just chummy, and they see themselves coming and going through life in a back and forth way, but I’m changing from that, and am evaluating how that feels, and have reached a decision to shift this mannerism.

In other words, there’s no such thing as a goodbye or whatever. I know that everyone else is okay with the collective condition because it is such an easygoing way to be, but I am thinking I need to access the heart of it all – instead of something like this that just closes things off. And that heart of it all is represented as a vault room that is there, but not fully appreciated.

So I am thinking, at the end of a day, I can slip into the vault room, because no one’s really realizing I’m around, and get behind some extra cloaks that are there. And just in case someone happens to peek in, as an afterthought, as they’re turning off the lights or something, the goodbye lights, I’m noticing how easy it is that I can hold onto an electrical circuitry – that’s in the corner along the back wall – and pull my feet up so there’s nothing visible about my beingness there anymore. I don’t think I would be visible.

So now I have to evaluate, am I ready for this? So I don’t think I would be visible, and am pondering if such an approach is possible. In other words, you can actually tell ahead of time by the way you feel the vibrational airways. And so, in pondering this, I notice that the worst thing that could happen is someone might sense my presence somehow. I don’t know that they’re that perceptive, but that’s a possibility, so I have to take that into account. Someone might, by just an off chance, do it for some peculiar reason, and so I’m pondering what all that could be about.

So what I reach inside of myself is, were that to happen, and I’m going over the consequences if that were to happen in the worst case conditions, to see if I am there or not, in other words, if this can be, or not. So, you could say, I’m running scenario after scenario of what is needed yet to do this, or could go wrong, to feel if my psyche is ready for the shift.

If I can do this, this would be an inside job of inside jobs that no one would ever get in the way of anymore in the future. I know this because I know that no one, in this easygoing place, is imagining yet that this is even possible. What I am doing, as I go through the variables of what might happen to keep me from this hidden connection with the inner workings of this place, is the last vestiges of a paranoia that I might still yet carry, to some degree, that needs yet to be flushed from my system. And feeling the subtle vibrations I am able to tell if I am ready for this, and if it is meant to be at this time.

I am looking at my heart and how it is able to feel the space. If I am able to see my heart embracing it all, then no vibrational nuances will get in the way. Why am I doing this? Deep down I have reached the point where the coming and going back and forth needs to be at a deeper depth. I am at a point where I need to be one with the overallness that everyone treats casually, as if there are separate aspects to their beingness. I don’t experience it like that. A part of me is already not experiencing it like that, and that is why I seek a state where the word goodbye does not exist anymore.

So another meaning of it is: I am talking about taking a vibrational note, from a casual day-to-day state, to an inner depth that merges with all there is. This is something others, in their current waywardness, do not see yet as possible. If I am able to shift, without being detected in some self-conscious way, I will be free to merge the inner and the outer environment into my beingness, and as my beingness. I would come and go, freely, with an embodied consciousness, and be vibrationally steeped, in an intertwined way, with the source of it all.

And, you could say, a reason for the dreaming is I’m realizing that I dream various states within as a healing process as I am still awakening to who I am. I have reached a way of letting go that enables me to note an inner depth, but, deep down, I know this note requires me to embody it in its entirety.

I wouldn’t be feeling this potentiality if I hadn’t reached the point where I can access a note that enables me to function in a more free-flow way than everyone else I see, in an outward sense, that comes and goes ambivalently. This note brings me into the inner overallness straightaway.

The environment I am talking about is a pent-up within and without, embraced in an entirety. Such a big step will take me out of the day-to-day bifurcations, and enable me to be a beingness at the essence of this place, in a way that, from here on out, I can be an actual never-ending presence, instead of the pseudo-state where coming and going is accentuated by separation called hellos and goodbyes. Such an absentmindedness lies in the way of a greater invisible intertwinement, to all there is, in an inner and outer overallness.

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black-boxIn the purest sense of the idea, everything can be solved on the inner. It has become our nature to look at the world around us and want to fix this, or change that. Some of these efforts may even help, for a little while. But if we really want the world to be a different place, we must change ourselves on the inner levels. Then, everything around us will eventually change to reflect the inner. This is the way everything works: inner into outer, energy into manifestation. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I just remember my last dream. And, in this dream, I’m like in a workshop area, and someone’s brought me this little box that’s almost like got a little computer in it, and they’re trying to show me how to adjust it, or work with it.

It just looks like a workshop area, like there’s a blackboard here, but there’s also a bed or something over here. And I set it on the bed for a minute, and I’ve gone over to the blackboard and I’m working with the diagram. And then I’m going back over to it, because I’m going to take the box and adjust some dials or something on it.

But it’s like there’s a pressure about there’s only so much time to do this. And when I go back over to the blackboard I kind of have it worked out how I need to do it, but then this person comes and they’re standing there, and they’re saying, no, just to work with the image on the blackboard – when I want to go over to where the box is and adjust it.

They’re telling me I can just work with the image to adjust it, and I’m not sure, that’s not really the way I would do it. So I’m feeling some pressure, because there’s some time pressure to get this fixed so it’ll work different. And I’m not sure you can really do it just with the image when I’m trying it their way, and I think that’s when the alarm goes off.

John: So what you’re talking about, as an image, is the way things are in the outer. In other words, everything that you see in the outer is an image, and everything around you seems to suggest, and indicate, to you anyway, from their perspective, that you need to contend with the images of things in order to work things out.

But you have a greater sense of something more, and that’s where this black box comes in. And that the understanding of something that is in this hidden capacity is important to being able to bring something across on the blackboard.

And so, even though everyone would like you to put your attention to the stuff that’s in the outer, you know that there is something more that you need to be putting your attention to, and, in that way, you come to know what is going on. And you come to know that the blackboard is but a reflection.

That’s interesting. Quick, huh?

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