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It is an aspect of the feminine nature to want the environment she is in to be harmonious. That’s as true on the inner levels of an individual as it is in the outer world. In this dream, the dreamer is bringing pies to the other people in the dream (other aspects of herself). But, in certain situations, a fresh pie does not make up for what is unfolding, just like a man bringing a woman flowers cannot erase all hurts. The subconscious then steps up the messaging, by introducing the idea of sexual abuse into the equation. This scenario is a nice illustration of how our dreams can be the back and forth of an inner conversation. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I’m pretty sure that my initial dream was just about football, something about watching football, but it felt like there was a group of us and we watched football, and that I traveled between where the main group was and where members of the group lived, or worked. 

And the second dream had more to do with that. In the second dream, what I’m doing is I’m taking some food, I think it’s just some desserts, like pies or something, and I’m taking them between the different places where the people that watch the football live, and work, normally. 

So I might go down more into a town a little, or out of town a little, and deliver a pie. And then there might be a meeting room where I know we all get together, that’s more like a small town auditorium. And I go to these different sites and deliver the pies; and see that people get the pie.

But, in the course of this travel, as I come across different members of the group, I realize that several of the women, including myself, have been sexually assaulted recently. And they haven’t been talking about it. So I feel like part of my job in going and delivering these foods is to begin to tell the men what’s happening so that they can do something about it. That was the second dream. 

John: The sense that both dreams have, meaning the dream that I just had and the dream that you had, is that there is something significant to be noted, or denoted, in terms of a traveling that involves going into an energetic that’s an outer aspect, an outer thing

In my dream, I was looking at timing, more on a out-breath level, in other words, if this person was to come back, or if something was to happen, that would cause, then, a sense of what is it that would be different if this person then came back in the sense of what could you be looked at, or reviewed, or examined, that would be different if this person came back into the overallness?

In your dream you are looking at the overallness. What you’re doing is instead of looking at it as a timing, you’re looking at the thing as a spaciousness, and so you’re finding yourself involved in an outer overallness, which is on an in-breath level.

I’m tied up, or caught, in something on an out-breath level, trying to find something of value that stands out when the timing is reached, or recognized, in other words, will correspond to that waking up.

What you’re doing is you are automatically portraying yourself in a spaciousness, and within the spaciousness is what’s going on, like you could say is the scenario setting, and that you are facilitating something that satisfies what’s going on in that setting, like providing a desert and such. But you’re portraying that, in that setting, in that overallness, there is something that’s skewed that stands out. 

And what stands out is that the women have been abused – as a consequence of the way that the overallness currently is. It’s like an amnesia is in place where there is an attention in the overallnness, and then there’s the quality of something that’s trying to appease the overallness, which is the providing them with dessert. 

And then there is the waking up, or acknowledging, or recognition within that overallness, which is really heavily tranced out in a particular motif – that something more exists in the overallness that has to be taken into account – which in this particular case is the recognition that the overallness, something about the overallness, is offensive, or abusive, or damaging to the sensibilities of how it needs to be, in terms of yourself, in the overallness.

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b37Learning to drive a car, or learning to ride a horse are ways in which we train ourselves to harness a great energy for our use. And it can be useful to understand that every energy that we come in contact with we must process – we have no choice in the matter, it’s the way our systems work. Yet do we consciously realize that we can also learn to harness the higher, unseen, energies we have access to, incorporating them into our system? When we do so, we can gain healing and intelligence on a cellular level. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So the masculine approaches it differently, but it’s really nice to have it presented in kind of just a this is the way it is kind of scenario. So when you add the masculine element to this, in terms of something that’s just the way it is, plop, in manifestation, you end up having to delve into bits and pieces of all the traits, of the qualities, of something that is able to emerge, or be there, at a deeper inner depth that is always going closer and closer to a type of stillness – and a responsibility in that – that isn’t so black-and-white outer in its orientation.

So the way this comes across is, first, in the meditation dream, I am racing inside myself in an impatient, energetic way. The result of this anxiousness was the idea that a solution is needed -and it’s needed right away. And this solution is something that can be projected upon a situation. Such raciness inside causes my being to become kind of hot and uneasy. Because I am seeking to get to the bottom of a pressing issue, what happens is I’m able to ignore and/or block out kind of the outside effect, so that I can take a step back and see how the environmental elements are just kind of having their way, in terms of affecting me.

So I’m able to block out the effect of such stimuli, as if the stimuli is in the way of an overall tranquility. Like I say, I’m adding the masculine element of trying to figure out what is there that is causing this to continue. It’s like when you hold a particular vibe, and you can’t get out of that vibe, everything supports, and comes around, and touches the vibe in the way the vibe is.

Because I wasn’t letting go of the raciness, I felt that I was, to some subtle degree, wounded, and therefore going around and around energetically – which means that I can’t shake as a consequence. I can’t shake to the sensation of an overall solution to an inner need. I kept spinning around options composing that which would satisfy what I sought.

Because most of the time was spent scoping about for an answer that could embrace an energetic resolution, but, the thing is, that isn’t possible because there’s a spaciality I can live with that is something that is on the inner is the resolution to the imbalance.

What I’m trying to say here is I, being the masculine, have to be kind of a protector to sort something like that through and out. I’m dealing with trying to get to the bottom of that vibration in the atmosphere. Well, I took and I struggled with it, and I struggled with it, and I realized that the issue that needed to be dealt with – in terms of the vibe that was in the atmosphere – had to do with dealing with what was too loud about it, because there was a loudness, or overtness, or some quality and it was speeded up in a way that it made it impossible for it to catch up with a stillness, or a sight, that it could reach.

And what this caused me to recognize and realize is that, in this environment, and this environment exists as a vibration right now, where we’re at, in that vibration there is an essence of, if you were to try to distill to the key point of it, the key point of it is this Kundalini energy. It’s raw Kundalini energy. And it, of course, has its slant as a type of blunt sexuality. And the flip side of that, because Kundalini energy per se is described as something that is one-third in the outer, and two-thirds on the inner. And so when you take this sort of thing that is really loud in an environment that you’re in, the question that comes up is: how do you come to grasp the flip side? Because that’s what you have is you do have a flip side.

There is a deeper innerness to counterbalance this to that which is really loudly going on in the outer. So how do you catch up with what that flip side is? What’s interesting is all of the nuances in between that are all aspects of letting go in terms of getting to a point of stillness.

And so, to begin with, if you’re a sincere person, you take and are trying to sort something out. You are trying to go through the various combinations of things. And, as you go through those various combinations, you come to see or recognize moments of inflected insight, which is like a type of stillness. But then the loudness of the activities of what you’re doing kind of capture you in a type of confusion. So what you have to do is you have to figure out how to work with the Kundalini energy that is a type of force and momentum even, and how to bring that into a quietness and a stillness. In other words, how to see the flip side.

To be able to live something like this in a really loud way in the outer can have heavy, heavy veils to it, but, in a roundabout way, when something is really, really loud in the outer it also has something profound because it’s almost like you’re very, very close to the flip side of how it can be seen in what you’re really seeking, which is a type of completeness, or stillness. And so you took this general overall vibe and just sat in it, and I took and went at it recognizing that it had to do with the loudness, and a  raciness – and how can one make that quieter?

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i2wsesTo carry a tiny person in one’s pocket, in a dream, and protect them as one moves about, is a good illustration that we are all the characters in our dreams. Because we know this is not a real life image – it’s not someone that is known in the outer world. It is a character that represents a still vulnerable aspect of the dreamer, and it is important for the waking self to provide the safety that is needed. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in the next dream, I’m traveling, walking actually, it feels like to get to where I’m going, and there’s a place where I’m going to stay for a few days. And, as I approach this place, and I can look down, I see several structures. There must be like a gateway when you go in.

And it’s like, if you’re traveling, then they’ll assign you to where you stay for the night. And I’m going to be staying, I think, in building D maybe. And I look down, and I see that the main people that live there, that run things, they live in something that used to be a building that belonged to the Hearsts, it’s almost like a Hearst Castle, but they’ve gone a little bit to ruin – but it’s still quite elaborate.

And then beyond it are three more institutional-looking buildings that are a little more identical, and those are buildings B, C, and D. And I’m looking at how rugged this little wooden path is that goes, and how much further it is than I had thought it would be. So I’m kind of taking a breath because this just going to spend a few nights somewhere is turning out to be a bit more challenging than I realized.

But then as I pass through, it must be the building of the family that’s running things, I don’t remember all of the exchanges that happen, but somewhere in there they have a younger sister. And she seems to compress herself into something that’s only about so many inches big. And she’s compressed in the middle of it, and I stick it in the pocket of my dress, and she’s hidden, then, and travels with me as I go to where I’m going.

And I’m kind of weaving in and out among a lot of the people there, including she has a number of brothers and mostly sisters, and her mother. The others seem like normal, except they seem to be running things and they seem to have some magic about them. And so you’re kind of trying to stay hidden in their presence, and I’m definitely hiding her.

As we travel about, it’s like I do have some interactions, but I don’t recall a lot them. And definitely I avoid the mother because the mother has this kind of long black hair and you can be a little scared of her. I even feel like that girl I’ve got in my skirt is hiding from the mother. But after we’ve gone so far out, and then we seem to be coming back because of something that’s going to happen, then I feel like there’s a ceremony we all need to perform in. And for that, I’m going to have to wake her up and feed her. And then it’ll become obvious that I have her.

But I have to wait until the right time to feed her, and wake her up, and bring her out, and she has to want to come out, too, and then she can take part in this dance, or ceremony, but it might even become a battle – you don’t know which – it just has all different kinds of feelings about it.

So then I reveal, first to one of her sisters where she’s at, and I think she comes out. I remember seeing the mother in the line there somewhere, too, whatever was occurring. And I think that was when I woke up.

John: What you’re doing is something that is a positive subrogation of energy. Most people, when they subrogate energy, they get lost in the subrogation.

So what do I mean by that? Well, usually, in life, people are overwhelmed by things that are in front of them, by the appearance of things in front of them. In other words, they’re overwhelmed by how they have to live, and what kind of job they have to have, and all of the little nuances that just go along with basic human existence.

And let’s say that that is a .7. And then from .7 to 1.2, what opens up for you is the recognition that this is something that has a certain wealth effect to it. In other words, it’s a hidden energy. It’s the Hearst family; the Hearst family has a wealth over all kinds of things. And so what that is, is we’re talking a .7 to 1.2, that’s in the out-breath. There’s something coming down into life.

You don’t necessarily bring it down into life, instead, you come to recognize that there’s something deeper in that process of an awareness that is important. In other words, you see all the outer nuances of power and wealth and stuff like that, just like you can see all of the outer factors and features of a lifestyle that people have, and how they can be more or less caught up in that.

But you come to know that there is a greater meaningfulness behind it, which is that the greatest saint could have also become the greatest dictator, or something. Just like Siddhartha, the prophecy of Siddhartha, was he could either become a very great king, or a very great saint. And he left his kingdom when he realized there was more going on than what was being carefully spooned out to him.

So in this .7 to 1.2 side of yourself, you have this hidden essence, some part of you actually knows that there’s something more to all of this, within the family of wealth and such, there are the more grown-up aspects of things. In other words, they’re not small like this one little thing is.

What is most precious, what’s the secret substance to all of this, is maintaining the recognition of this thing that is most, most precious inside, which is this little, little thing that you hide in the folds of the dress that you wear. And you carry that, you hold that, that’s a quality that you maintain inside of yourself in spite of the fact that you’re in the .7 to 1.2 out-breath coming down.

The day arrives, however, when something switches, and you start to go in, go up. And when you start to do the in-breath, it causes then something to become pulled more together, more made known. You’re going into the angelic side of yourself where you experience this part of yourself more out in the open. You can show the other parts of yourself how they can see, and come to know, this little part hidden inside.

So what you’ve done is you have conquered the two components, the two flip-side components that are identical – meaning between the high in the breath in-breath, but you’ve started with the high in the breath, coming down, out-breath.

Somehow, when you put this together with your first dream, there is the recognition that in order for all of this to be understood, in terms of a greater history of your beingness, that has pent-up qualities, is that you have to give something to the masculine in order to be able to bring this thing down into a point where you catch up with these hidden elements of the two flip sides of yourself.

When you’re able to bring a clarity, like from the first dream, to the situation, which is where you give something to the masculine which is the clarity aspect. And when you give that something to the masculine it causes a shift to somewhere else. That shift to somewhere else, that’s revealed in this dream, is that you’re now able to introduce to a greater overallness of your being.

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