Archive for the ‘Horses’ Category

aloudTaming a wild horse evokes the perfect image of how we harness a natural power in ourselves. At first we won’t have the skills and abilities needed. Yet with continued effort in the right way, slowly we will gain control over the wildness. And it works both ways: we gain the skills of how to act and be, and the energy (horse) moves toward us as our repetitions show our devotion. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So in this first dream my brother, who is about four years old, or six years old or something, races straight out, and there’s a horse that’s standing looking straight out, and he runs up to the back of the horse, and he just jumps up, from the back, from the ground. It’s almost like he catapults himself right onto the back of the horse, so he’s positioned on the horse to ride the horse.

I’m stunned by what I see. This is like a wild horse, but it’s a horse that hangs out, or that is part of the environment. In other words, he’s in the backyard, and he’s standing next to a barn that’s there. If I hadn’t seen this whole thing happen with my own eyes, I wouldn’t have believed it to be possible. I mean that was pretty big, a person 4 years old and running up, and then jumping up, and kind of catapulting themselves right off the ground, right onto the horse, and just suddenly then, boom, as if, you know, in riding position.

And so the horse… when this happens the horse is appalled, and it immediately bucks the boy who, you know, is too young to have a good handle at staying on the horse. He bucks the boy off, so the boy goes falling off almost in the direction where he’d come up and, as he’s going off the horse then kicks with his hind feet and propels him. He goes flying and smashes into the ground, and he extends out and he smashes into an object.

But instead of my brother just taking this in as kind of a realization or recognition, in other words realizing that this idea that he had of just jumping on the back of the horse – it wasn’t a good idea. He gets up, and the next thing you know he’s back on the horse again. Well this time the horse is really mad. The horse this time is not going to put with this anymore, so he’s going to rub against the barn, and this time he’s going to injure him so that he doesn’t do this kind of goofiness anymore.

The horse knocked him to the limits of his senses, but didn’t actually hurt him. And I’m sitting there and, even though this whole thing is bizarre to me, and I would not have guessed that it could even happen like this, that my brother would do something like that, my little brother, doing it in some sort of blind stupidity without any common sense. Nevertheless, seeing that the horse has developed a mannerism that could injure him, I step in to protect this from happening.

Very deep dream actually. The simple part of this is, as if I am invincible, invincible meaning like in a quality or characteristic that’s pure or, because it’s in the physical, not yet mature, conscious, or old enough to know that you do not go up against raw power over and over.

You can’t keep that up, especially if you’re not conscious what you’re doing, and know what you’re doing, because from the eyes of an innocent observer, which is a part of the whole that is impervious to my plight and how foolish things are… in other words, there’s a knowing better, there’s a knowing how it all comes together as one.

But when you’re in this amnesia, and you’re seeing this stuff, and you see it in the outer, you don’t see what it really means on the inner. In other words, you don’t see that this is how power is, how there’s a power that penetrates over everything, and instead you’re seeing it in some sort of literal, reflective sense. You know, even the inner has its reflective way. When it’s like that, you’re just kind of stunned and, to begin with, you just stand there frozen. But as you come out of the stupor, you come to recognize that you need to close a gap, bring something back into a union, which is a form of rescuing yourself, i.e., through your brother, doing unto others, to keep him from being hurt. And as long as you see things as separate there is always this condition of something getting hurt.

The deeper meaning of this image is that there is an inner power I feel in my beingness, that wells up inside of me, and in that there is an all-encompassing characteristic and quality that all comes together. And thus it’s like an invincibility because there really isn’t anything going on. It’s when you create the separation, or the bifurcation, that you get all of this other acting up that does it in kind of a defensive reactive mode – when instead it’s meant to just come together as a wholeness, as something that is created in perfect harmony, that doesn’t know that, is still misaligned.

Well, it’s like that on a vibrational level that is, but in the outer world, the collective is committed to keeping me subdued and unconscious. I take a stand on the side of the bold and beautiful, in other words, the innocent, the quality of that 4-year-old, to overcome the power of the collective outer system and flow.

And, of course, we understand this outer system is held in place in its illusory way because of the gravity of things that kind of create this whole appearance that there’s things going on. And now we’re at a point, you’re at a point, your dream is really, really pretty poignant in everything you’re doing you’re doing unto yourself. You’re creating your own spells on yourself. My, oh my that’s a hard one to accept.

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the1798A dream of lovers, spanning the centuries, meeting on horseback. It’s the stuff of romance novels. And what it points out is that the coming together of our inner aspects, masculine and feminine elements, helps us to connect to and open up greater inner powers. This can be seen as the wooing of our inner lives, because both the masculine and feminine in us have been hurt by earlier encounters, so the trust doesn’t come easily. But once overcome, what becomes possible is much more than either aspect can accomplish alone. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So in this other dream, I’m living in an apartment with an ex that I used to be with, and it’s even someone I knew in life I’ve broken up with, but we’ve gotten together again. And as I’m doing some things at the apartment, I even tell him that because we’re at that point in our life of a certain age now, that now that we’ve gotten back together again it’s almost like whether it’s ideal or not we need to stay together. That’s just how it is.

And in the back of my mind, too, for some reason, is a cousin of mine who died in real life. It feels like he’s bouncing around in the periphery somewhere, but I don’t know how he was in the dream, more like a memory.

So meanwhile, I’m with this man. He’s gone out for awhile. I sometimes wonder how we’ve even gotten together, and then the dream just very quickly shifts and I’m in France during the time of the aristocracy, and I’m a woman.

I’m riding like side saddle and I’m dressed in one of those kind of gowns and everything they wore in those days, and my horse has stopped near a guardsman, someone who’s wearing a uniform and he has a horse, also. It’s like I’m approaching him and he’s telling me that we’re not supposed to get together. I should ride on, or I should leave.

But at that moment, his horse, which is this really pretty dapple grey, I’m riding a roan, leans over and slowly kisses my horse, just kind of kisses it several times. And it feels like that just means everything is sunk right now, or any chance we had of separating, or not being together, that was sunk the moment the horses kissed because it was such a sweet energy the way the horses were kissing.

John: So, the first image that you have is an image that you have over and over and over again. It’s a repeat pattern, only this time you added to it. You progressed it in big steps.

And the image that repeats over and over and over again is kind of like carrying a quality of an impending gloom, or of being abandoned, or rejected or something, or of something happening that leaves one in a state of remorse, or sorrow. And what progresses here is that you suddenly realize that riding like that, or being like that, only keeps you in a trance. In other words, it’s a type of mood that stabs yourself, and that this pattern, then, has set off ripples and the ripples go on.

In other words, there’s the louder ripple and the less loud ripple. Now as you take away this quality of a strange foreboding that you can’t shake, I mean you have it in all kinds of ways. You have it in terms of what could happen to your dad and all of this kind of stuff. As you take all of this away, as this gets dropped from your nature, you access, you start to come into connection with inner power, and that inner power is where the coming together is meant to be.

In other words, before something wasn’t able to be itself, and was too accommodating, or surrendered, or not able to hold a space properly, and then took it as if they had done something wrong and went in and created a type of forlornness that couldn’t be shaken. And this dream progresses and points out that you brush and tarnish things with this even as you advance, but this time you realize that you go through that quality because instead of being overindulged, you’re side saddle. Instead of being overindulged, you’re now at home in another greater spatial sense of spatiality.

In other words, something has opened up and, even though there is the inflection of this sort of thing yet, the power behind some part of yourself you’ve caught up with that – and so it obliterates that characteristic or mannerism that constantly holds you back.

The other thing that’s nice about it is that this dream also points out that you have an agreement world that works that way in terms of how the outer is. It’s constantly telling things like this and it’s doing it in this way, too. And you can see that. I don’t necessarily see that, but you can see that because that is the way that you’re able to see the innerness at work in manifestation. That’s the other, you might say, byproduct of this going through something is you then see how the innerness changes and is at play. That is interesting.

So what you’re doing is you’re also, in this other way of being, you’re given information on how the innerness opens up – and it doesn’t open up in terms of dwelling on the outer phenomenon that keeps you in some sort of remorse; that has a habituation, or a frozenness to it, a forboding as opposed to a naturalness and an openness. And in the forboding you choke out, you choke off or stay veiled from the power of your own innerness, a power that’s not really a misuse of power, though. It’s a sweetness.

You holding a settling back holds the space and therein is the inner power.

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1fa19fHere’s a dream that sets a scene straight out of a romance novel, and yet it is pointing to some of the great fundamentals in dreams and in spiritual journeys. The scene: a woman on horseback, eluding a pursuer, trying to find her way in the fog. And it speaks of the need to trust an inner power when dealing the the trials and tribulations of outer life. When we finally do trust that inner power, we are well on our way out of the fog of life. It is also a good example of how all the elements in a dream are aspects of our inner lives. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In this next dream it’s like I’m trying to get back home, or get somewhere. I’ve got a horse. I think the horse is white, and the dogs seem like they are white, too, and I’m being pursued by someone that’s trying to stop me – that even shoots at me sometimes, and so we have to get off the normal trail.

Sometimes we end up in somebody’s house and we don’t know if they’re going to treat us like an intruder, or help us and show us where we can cut across their lawn. And I finally, after several days, get to the last stretch of road and it’s foggy out. The horse is tired and its head is kind of droopy, and the dog is tired, too, so I pick it up and get on the horse.

I’m going to carry the dog for awhile, and we have to go through the fog, and we don’t know where the man that shoots at us is. I just feel like I’m talking to the horse now, and I just feel like the horse knows its way home. So we’re just going to have to trust it as we go this last little bit because it’s so foggy out you really can’t see.

John: What an interesting dream of taking and intertwining. You’re using the characteristics and traits in which things in manifestation, to which you’re connected, to help to facilitate the unfoldment. The dog is your friend, and the horse is a power that attempts to know what is going on, and attempts to then coordinate itself accordingly.

A horse is something that seems to, you might say, because it’s always trying to figure out what man wants, seems to have somehow gotten the memo that man’s kind of like the crown of creation, and so a horse is exalted if it figures out how to accommodate that, to conduct itself accordingly.

And the trouble that a horse has is because it represents the power and it is being compelled and pressed to do something, that it can get twisted and then react – and that’s when you have the bucking horse and all of that business that goes on. But once the horse has figured out how to flow with what it is that the human being wants, the horse then is in seventh heaven doing that, and the more it can figure it out the more the horse preens in terms of its natural being.

It’s amazing when you can come across a horse that will open gates, instead of the man having to get off of the horse to open the gate, and the horse is trained to open gates. And it’s also amazing for a horse that knows how to feel a human being to such a degree that it will help them in a time of distress. And an owner of a horse, those who are really, really good with horses, know that the final training is to get the horse to the point where when you really need the horse to take over, and know naturally what it is that’s required, and you’re in no condition for whatever reasons, you’re injured or something has happened, that the horse will take over and naturally know what you require to get yourself out of a situation.

Well, in your dream, you’re working with this quality. In other words, you have conditions in the outer in which you’re affected in ways that you have to contend with, and you have a way that you need to intertwine. And these conditions in the outer are keeping you from intertwining. So, at your disposal, you have access to a friend, the dog, and a horse, a power that serves, and the combination of those two you’re using to try to work yourself through the veils of things – which is the fog – in order to go somewhere.

So the theme of the dreaming, of course, at the very beginning when you look at your very first dream, is that you’re trying to find that which is natural for yourself. And what you’re adding in this dream is that you use the faculties in creation around you, the energetics that are naturally provided in life for a human being to connect with and to use. You’re using those qualities and those traits. You are forming a relationship and a bonded connection so that you accentuate how it is that you’re able to be by using those qualities and traits to further the natural understanding of things that you’re meant to find.

And those natural understandings of things are something that has to be sorted out and, I came to find out that it’s going to be energetically the same, so to speak, in terms of a general overall, but it will be, in terms of the intertwining, in terms of the relatability that we each have, that might be slightly different. It will have a different way of tweaking the outer from the natural intertwiningness, that is energetic, that one can come to find and identify with as a similitude. Did you like that dream? That was pretty good.

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